It hit her like a wave crashing over her head—Adrian's sudden transformation. One moment he was soft, slow, the kind of gentle that made her ache sweetly for more. The next, that softness evaporated, stripped away like it had only ever been a veil over something untamed. Something undeniably male. And now, that man was behind her—inside her—claiming her with a force that seemed to shake the very air around them.
Her breath hitched in her throat, but she didn't speak. She couldn't. Words felt impossibly far away, like they belonged to some earlier version of herself—someone who still had control. That person was gone. Melted into the mattress. Yielding. Pliant. Wide open. And the strange, disorienting part was… she liked it.
No—craved it.
There was no warning, no question, no gradual ramp-up to this version of Adrian. He didn't ask permission. He just took, and that should have unsettled her. It should have. But the wild, molten truth was that every nerve in her body thrilled at his command. His arms hooked tightly over her shoulders, pinning her beneath the weight of him, anchoring her not just physically, but viscerally. There was something final about it—like this wasn't about sex anymore. It was about ownership.
Not in some crude or degrading way. No, Adrian wasn't cruel. Even now, in this raw, savage place, there was a strange care in how he held her so tight. Like he didn't want to let her float away. And God… she would have. Drifted right out of herself if he hadn't tethered her with his hands, his hips, his breath rasping against her neck as he drove into her like she was the only thing in the world that mattered.
Who is this man? she thought as her body rocked forward with every thrust. This wasn't the controlled, composed Adrian she'd known—the one who teased and coaxed her slowly to the edge. This man was raw instinct. Animal desire. A predator with his mouth pressed to her skin and his need burning through every slick, relentless movement. And the shocking part—the part that both surprised and shamed her in some deep, hidden corner—was that she wanted him like this. This wasn't about love. Not in this moment. This was something older, something ancient. A ritual in flesh. The slap of skin, the growl in his throat, the helpless, broken sounds falling from her lips—they weren't two people making love. They were creatures. Bound by hunger. Moving in a rhythm that didn't belong to any language, only to bodies and want.
She felt devoured—but never unsafe.
His rhythm, though punishing, never veered into cruelty. His dominance wasn't about taking something from her—it was about pouring himself into her, emptying everything he had into the hollow spaces between them. She could feel it: the urgency in him, the way he chased something deeper than orgasm. It was like he wanted to leave a part of himself behind, buried in the heat of her body. And she wanted to let him. She had never known this side of herself existed—that she could surrender so completely, not out of weakness, but because his dominance demanded it. Because he made surrender feel safe. Sacred. Worthy.
Her thoughts blurred as the pace increased again, faster, harder. The sound of their coupling filled the room—unapologetic, wild, consuming. She could hear herself: those high, gasping cries she'd never made before, sounds that didn't feel like hers, but some version of her that had only ever existed in the dark corners of desire.
She didn't realize she was holding her breath until the first tremor rolled through him—until Adrian's guttural moan tore from his throat, raw and unguarded, and the sound shattered something in her. That final, brutal rhythm of his body pounding into hers, every desperate thrust pushing him deeper even as he came… it was too much. Too intimate. Too real. Verena broke. Her mind couldn't catch up. It couldn't process the way his release felt inside her—hot, endless, claiming her in a way that left her shaking. It was like he had poured himself into her, emptied every part of who he was, and her body drank it in like it had been waiting for this, needing it more than air. Every pulse of him—every throb, every groan—slammed into her like a tidal wave, and her own orgasm tore through her without warning, without control.
Her cry was strangled, wild—half-sob, half-moan. The way her body clenched around him gave her away. It was a reflex, an instinct. Not even conscious. Her muscles trembled, her limbs useless beneath the force of it all. Her climax had ambushed her, ripped from her like it had been waiting, coiled and smoldering, just below the surface of everything they'd become tonight. She couldn't think. Couldn't speak. Her thoughts were a fractured blur, a rush of broken fragments: Adrian… inside me… oh god… mine… his… what just happened—
It wasn't just pleasure. It was devastation. Beautiful, exquisite devastation that left her hollowed out and full all at once. Her nails clutched at the sheets, needing something to ground her, something solid in the wake of the storm. But nothing felt real. Not even her own breath. Only him. The weight of his body above hers. The trembling in his muscles. The aftershocks that still echoed between them.
Verena stayed frozen, breath shuddering, her heart pounding so hard it almost hurt. The silence around them was deafening, thick with everything unsaid. She felt the tension in him, the uncertainty just beneath his stillness. She didn't know what he was thinking—and she didn't want to, not yet. Because she didn't understand what had just happened, either.
All she knew was that he hadn't just touched her body tonight. He had marked her soul.
She felt it before she saw it. The tension in him shifted—not the burning, electric kind from minutes before, but a cooler, uncertain tremor that pulsed through the weight of his body still pressed against hers. His grip loosened—not out of care, but out of caution. Like he didn't know if he was still allowed to hold her. And then she saw it: the change in his eyes. The fire had dimmed, replaced with something tender and troubled. Adrian's gaze roamed over her with reverence now, but also with the hesitant fear of someone who thought they might have broken something. The marks on her skin… the red imprints on her shoulders… the bruising force he'd lost himself to. He saw them, and she could almost feel the guilt rising in him like smoke.
He didn't speak. He didn't need to. She could hear it in the silence between his breaths.Did I hurt you? Did I go too far? Did I scare you?The questions were written across every furrow of his brow, every shallow inhale, every softening of his mouth as he looked down at her like he was bracing for disappointment—or worse. But Verena wasn't afraid. She wasn't even confused anymore. She was stunned, yes—shaken in the best, most intimate way a body can be—but not because of his dominance. Because of how deeply she'd wanted it. How completely she'd responded. How alive it had made her feel.
She had seen a side of Adrian tonight he'd never shown anyone, a version of him born not from calculation, but instinct. And it thrilled her. That raw hunger, that claiming force—it hadn't stripped her of anything. It had given her something. Something unspoken, but deeply known. A truth shared not through words, but through the friction of bodies and the collision of trust and surrender. And now, seeing him unravel with guilt? Seeing the man who just took her like a storm now standing at the edge of self-doubt?
No.
She wouldn't let that be the last thing he felt. Her hands moved before her mind caught up. Slow, but certain. One found the side of his face, warm and damp with the aftermath of their need, the other curled around his back, pulling him down until their skin met fully again. She didn't speak—there was no need. No words could hold the gravity of what she felt. Instead, she pressed her lips to his. A kiss—not frantic or lust-drunk, but deep and anchoring. A kiss that said, I see you. A kiss that said, You didn't break me. A kiss that invited him back into her, not with heat, but with certainty.
Her body molded into his, arms coiling around him in a quiet, complete embrace. Not passive. Not forgiving. Reassuring. He hadn't taken too much. If anything, he had finally given her something she hadn't known she needed. And with that silent kiss, that full-body embrace, she let him know:
This was okay. This was more than okay.