A flicker of pain appeared at the mention of others being used against her, but it smoothed out into steely resolve and a nod. There was plenty of truth in it, and it was fuel aplenty to do exactly that. Between the careful dance of distance with others and strong visibility alone, she'd make sure, too, that there was plenty of reason to just go after her if and when it came down to it. Better that than making anyone else into a pawn with which to checkmate her.
The meditative qualities of the drive were most of what let her suspend the ache from the dancer's body being so close to hers for much of the day. It was coming too close to that first night, and that was wearing down her quiet determination of what was and what could be.
At
Neon Hearts, when she was
finally able to start getting some respite from the day, Aolieon took hold of her wrist and stopped her. Tension coiled in her chest and throat. There was only so much to give without being a willing participant in digging the knife deeper and she was teetering at that point. She could give voice to any of these feelings, selecting shades of intent to shield herself, to draw at the Liandri, to chastise her -- but the war between these choices left her in a stalemate. The want was too strong to dig out, and the need too hard to invite more in.
Therrye exhaled the breath she'd unconsciously held, the torrent of emotion hidden behind the visor. The kiss she left on the visor certainly got her attention, and the ribbons twisted the hooks deeper.
You already know what I want, Aolieon, came the silent response.
"Too much to still do before I can get zeroed," she replied with more heart than she'd let out since she went quiet at the waterfront; it was entirely true, after all.
Scattle - Love and Madness (Furi OST)
At least half of the hard part of bouncing was accomplished by Ares' size and armaments alone. Large enough to give near anyone pause, and chromed enough to tell the rest how slim their chances were, he could disarm belligerent intent by making his presence known. It was a far cry more potent than Therrye's passive ability to deter violence and she'd already expected a downturn in any potential escalations at



. While it might deter some of its
business as well, she didn't expect that to be significant in numbers. As it was, she didn't end up that occupied in dealing with patrons, and the rest wasn't that difficult.
Beyond mitigating his tremendous strength, which was more his own work than anything she could teach him, she was pointing out different sorts of tells. What might make for a problem customer, what might be an undercover law enforcer, which markers signified which gang, what subtler signs of cyberpsychosis there were (Ares knew most of them already, of course), and so on. Spotting trouble before it happened was the real upper level skill set, and keeping awareness high with one's ears even while nothing seemed to be up was a cultivated habit. They had a couple gangers come in -- Animals -- and while they gave Ares some of the stink eye, his bulk and demeanor kept things from escalating.
"Well managed," Therrye offered, some of the few praise she gave throughout the evening.
"I'd rather prevent violence with words than blows," he replied, and the two shared a smile.
He's a great fit, she mused, gladdened he'd volunteered himself for it.
She hadn't really doubted his capacity for the job. Her main concern was him getting spotted by Balgur's troops. Unlike Therrye, he camped indoors, which definitely cramped the entry but made it a good spot harder for him to be noticed. Still, word would likely get around after enough time passed, and she'd begun preparing for that eventuality.
After the first few hours, Therrye went further in to sit at the bar, so she could observe and get him pointers and alerts as needed, but also to leave him to fend for himself. She didn't know if she'd call him a
natural; his inclinations made him very well suited, though, and there was minimal need for her after that.
Joi wasn't at the bar currently, busy as she was with some unrelated business and leaving Rhys to sling drinks. While she could have benefited from some of her candor, there was something about the lonely existence amidst the din of patrons and drinks that let her skip out on some of her feelings. It reminded her of being with chooms in terms of ambient body heat and conversation, yet with none of the requirements for presence of mind. For long stretches of time, she could occasionally sip at piss beer while leaving her gaze unfocused and her hearing attuned toward trouble. She could almost call it meditative for how well she slipped into the groove of it and blanked most else out -- consciously, anyway.
After she'd left
Neon Hearts, the only thing that she'd let draw her attention backwards was Ares noticing her partially wet jeans. Enjoying respite otherwise almost felt like a luxury, which was its own cluster of red flags planted firmly in a concrete field.
Eventually, a clamor of patrons escalating into argument broke the reverie. Ares didn't lag much behind her in the noticing of it going somewhere beyond common banter, and the two converged without her having to call them over. Reaching overhead of one of the standing patrons, the cybered Goethe laid three fingers onto the surface of the table and exhaled with some noise. This got their attention, and upon turning to look at him, much of that intoxicated animosity dribbled out onto the floor.
"There a problem?" "N-no, no, we're chill, we're chilled." "Good," Ares rumbled, standing back up to his full height and gazing across their faces before turning to go back to the door.
Therrye smiled at the display and followed after.
"I'm going to get some air, alright? Call me if you need anything." The fighter nodded and offered a thumbs up, which made the bruiser smile a bit more. Something about it tickled at her sense of humor, despite the not-quite-so-ancient memories of the agony of cracking her horns against one crushing the life out of her.
One would struggle to describe Night City air as 'refreshing', but she was feeling a need for a lack of walls around her. Giving herself some momentum, she beat the pavement with needful steps. She wasn't dressed for a run at the moment, and while the urge to outpace some feelings was present, she didn't push it that hard. A dozen blocks felt like enough, or so the hope went.
For years, she'd had no trouble holding hearts gently in one hand while indulging her desires with the other. Even after Mirri, she'd still been able to find solace from her self in the tangle of skin and torrent of breath with others. It was only after the night of the ambush that her ability to indulge had been well and truly cracked. Intrusive thoughts of what might happen again, of how it could go
worse, and the danger she inflicted on others by having them more vulnerably in her life cut into what used to be a seamless divide away from anything and everything that might plague her emotional landscape. Losing that clear line of separation and dissolving draw had been a significant blow, and while she hadn't quite put the pieces together yet, it had coincided with her slide into more dangerous runs and caring less for her own safety. Something, somewhere, had to give, and that being her own life had been an all-too-plausible ending for her.
That things could get so much better, and then so much worse, was not anywhere in her range of expectations for the future. Four blocks in, and she switched to a jog, the pace and pound of a walk not cutting it. Six blocks in and Therrye earned some looks, dressed like she was ready to slide in on a ganger meet with gats blasting, while hurtling down pavement like the law was in pursuit.
She didn't pay them much mind.
Having lost an exact count, she came to finally rest against a tattered film of posters on a concrete wall. The familiar pulse and heaving breath of this state was a balm, of sorts, and there was relief in it. Not quite enough, though; less than a minute later, she was kipping through her contacts list. With a too-hefty flick, she spun to its end, where it came to rest on a name that stirred her body as close to as much as anyone was going to get as a certain blue-hued dream. Three months had yet to pass since that last time, and yet... several breaths passed before she went back in the other direction, tapping on a more recent name and typed.
I want to see you again.
Her attention hovered over the send button. Hesitation kept them in place for a long few seconds before she sent it off. Even if it might not be any better than the last time, it couldn't be any worse than the forlorn interest that'd returned to haunt her.
Lorn - KOLD MIRAGE
Nodding to Ares as she came back in, she glanced around before centering on him.
"All good?" He nodded and she smiled.
"Great. Hope you're chill with all the boredom. There's going to be a lot of it." He huffed good-naturedly.
"Practically a vacation compared to the circuits."
Taking joy in that sentiment, she spotted Joy at the counter chatting with Rhys and approached.
"How's your night?" An indeterminate incline of her head; sometimes her fixer kept things very close to the chest.
"Been better, been worse. You?" "Ares is doing great." The Human brightened a tad, then.
"Not that I expected otherwise." "He's a gentle soul, that one." The three of them watched the unknowing Goethe for a beat.
"Bit of a miracle he ended up here." "A bit. Plenty of grit and steel behind that 'miracle'." "So often the case in NC." The two at the counter stood silent for a few beats.
"Well. Got some work for you." "Yeah?" "Couple that are smaller bits, but should be good for some bills and showing our big guy the ropes." "Nova. What else?" "There's one that requires a more delicate touch. Think you can swing that?" The bruiser hemmed and hawed.
"Send me the detes?" "You got it."
Scrolling over the data in her feed, her brows furrowed. The intel indicated a modest defense team for the building, yet its security systems made for a blistering defense grid, with multiple layers of air gapping to prevent a netrunner from splashing ice all over them. Going for a smash and grab, even with Ares punching through walls, seemed more like a death sentence without a lot more support. Her thoughts ticked.
Haebi or 9 would need physical insertion... A long beat later, she vented a large sigh. There was someone she knew who'd be perfect for this, even if it was the last person she wanted to talk to at the moment.
"So?" "... could be a done deal if I can get a certain runner interested." Joi gave her a nod.
"I'll shoot you the others; let me know if you work it out." "Thanks, Joi." She gave the bruiser a smile.
"Anytime, 'Rye."
Pulling up her contacts again, resolving to check out the other job detes later, she gave the second name on the list a good stare before typing up a message and sending it off to Aolieon.
Got a data snatch job from my fixer and the specs are perfect for you. Interested?
After a moment, she shot off another message.
I'll synch with another runner if you're not.
Swiping it aside, she looked back up to spot Joi before she walked away.
"Actually, I have some questions for you if you have a few minutes." Curiosity raised in her.
"Oh?" "Can you tell me about Kaede? Used to be a runner, owns the Neon Hearts bar now?" The woman raised a brow.
"Kaede? Kaede Withridge? Not a name I hear often. Cool flame, great bartender and a very solid fixer, or as far as I've heard. His Long Island Iced Tea and his Mai Tai are both testaments to his skill as a bartender. I'd be cautious with him, though. I've heard in the past that he ran with Nomads and racked himself up quite a killcount as an Edgerunner. Legends say you could be miles outside of Night City, and Kaede would still be able to dome you from inside the walls." This had certainly gotten Therrye's attention.
"And now?" "His jobs are wholesome and handsome. But I don't hear about him often these days because he keeps to himself and stays pretty low-profile. People who deal on the regular with Kaede are... a different breed of Rebel. So watch yourself if you're planning on working with him, okay?"
The bruiser digested these words for a time.
"Anything else?" She looked back up.
"Right. I had to go outside of the city to bring Ares to his brother. Ended up at the Twisted Throttle. Met an older human there, fiery hair, sweet but stern - the Nomads there, Sable Seraphs? called her Mama. Any intel you can share on any of that?" "... I don't think I know that name... wait, Sable Seraphs... you met the Sable Seraphs? They're still around?" Joi postured her hands up on the bar, gaze murky and perturbed.
"I think I know who you're talking about. I thought they got wiped out awhile back -- wild Nomad tribe, that one. They used to be the ones you'd have to contend with going out of Night City; they had bad blood with the Corpos because they cut their teeth on military convoys and arms shipments. Made conflict a bit scarce for awhile, because they kept stealing all the weapons. I didn't think they'd still be alive after all this time, especially after what the Corpos did what they did to them..."
Concern certainly built up there, but she asked all the same.
"What did they do to them?" "The Fallen Uprising happened. Corpos declared war and hunted them up and down the wasteland. No one knows which happened first, the Wasteland Purging or the Fallen Uprising... you'll hear different stories on which caused what depending on who you talk to. But between you and me? I think the Fallen Uprising wouldn't have happened if the Wasteland Purging didn't." She looked like she was about to chew her cheek for a moment before returning her gaze to the bruiser.
"No idea how or why Ares brother would be with them, but those guys are nothing but trouble. You ain't getting involved with the wrong crowd, are ya?"
Therrye glanced aside; hardly a difficult tell to pick up on. Joi leaned forward, elbow resting on the bar as she held her cheek.
"I don't want to be worrying about you, 'Rye." "I'm not involved, really. I just met them." "Then why does it sound like it's more?" Her head canted back and forth a moment.
"Well, I'm running with Ares now. His brother's with the Seraphs. I don't want their next reunion to be a funeral." The fixer slowly exhaled and then nodded.
"Yeah, I get ya. Just be careful, alright?" She returned an insistent nod.
"I will. Thanks, Joi." Giving her a meaningful look, she then waved to her and Rhys.
"I'll be in my office."
The Liandri's fingers tapped on the bar counter. Kaede ran with the Nomads and fucks with the rebels. Seraphs gave the Corpos hell, ate Corpo lead, and yet lived on. The tapping got a little faster. Aolieon directed the fighters to the Seraphs, and not a burnt location, so she's kept up or they've been there awhile. Her eyes narrowed some.
And she deals with Kaede on the regular. Flattening her fingers, she exhaled. A network of Rebels, then, who hurt hard in the past few years, and a dancer with a penchant for lonely suffering. She could make out glimpses of connections clear enough, yet lacked more details to concretely pull it all together. Bringing a hand to her chin, she glanced aside, then shrugged. Of course she wouldn't tell me anything. I'll have to work in some time to visit Kaede, I suppose.
As she was debating between turning in toward home to get some sleep or getting another drink, a thought swam up to pull at her attention. 9 said Aolieon's malware had sets of location data. Maybe I can dredge up some clues from them first. Feeling more grounded in it, her ensuing bit of cheer faltered at the experiences that'd touched the rest of her day. She sighed with some weight, slipping back into a frown. Why am I trying to hunt this down when she's an endless bottle of bitter liquor for me. Therrye leaned back from the bar, gazing toward the ceiling, ribbons twisting to and fro in her chest to a distant tide. ... whatever. Can't hurt to know, and could very hurt to not know. Even if it's some dead ends, Kaede or Big Mama might have something I can use against Balgur. That thought, at least, provided some comfort.
Opening her contacts yet again, she sent a message to 9.
Can you send me what you've got from the malware so far? Happy to pay for it. It didn't take long for a reply to come in.
sure sure sure T
idk how useful itl be, but u got it
Another message from a garbled source came in with a blank link. Tapping it brought up a series of screens, closing as immediately as they were opened, that ended with a confirmation screen for dropping ten thousand eddies to another garbled account. Chuffing very quietly, she confirmed it and watched some more of her cached wealth drain away.
will ping if smtn gud comes up
The messages shortly deleted, as per usual, but another set of files was on her local storage now. Four files carried cryptic names: "rec," "poetry," "map," and "articles." It would be quite some time before she really understood what she was looking at, let alone the whole of the picture -- but the map was something she could work with. Not even thinking to order more beer, Therrye glanced around and took a more secluded spot in the bar before beginning to parse through it and match it to what she knew of its areas, making notes on another layer for herself as she went. This would take awhile.