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Fx F or NB Briar's Many and Voracious Roleplay Desires

Blood Briar

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  • Hiya! I'm Briar (they/her, 30s), the Blood part is optional. ^^ I've only recently come back to online post/chat RPs, but I've been immersed in RPGs and roleplaying for over two decades, which is absolutely an expression of how much I love it. Collaborative stories and exuberant creativity give me a unique sort of happy glow.

    Up front and first off: my priorities are story, character design, relationship dynamics and romance. Smut is grand, but I'm after the kind that matures out of love and need between two characters. There's a lot I'm into, and I've been involved in some very dark writing at times, but if it isn't serving interesting story and engaging characters, I'm not going to be motivated to write it.

    So if you're seeking quick and easy smutty fun, I'm not the partner for you~​
  • My Posts run ~300~1000 words, longer/shorter as warranted.
    I post from Weekly to a lot in a day.

    I don't care about Tenses, just make it legible & coherent.
    Don't worry about my Timezone, my sleep schedule is bananas.

    I prefer at least a little ongoing Communication, I thrive on collaboration and like to know what my writing partners are thinking.

    PMs, Forums, or Discord work for me.​
  • I almost exclusively write original content, and when I do step into a fandom, I want to do it with OCs. I'd much rather brainstorm original setting and characters with you than tell the 100,000th story about a fandom's favorite characters. The lack of precedent means anything can be on the table, and the vibes are custom-built to suit the story and writers. ^^

    Characters with flaws, needs that conflict with their desires, fleshed out and tangled motivations, built-in relationship conflict - yes and yes to all of this. I am all about the struggle toward happiness and love, and like making it difficult for my darlings.

    Gender/species matters less to me than matches, and genitalia doesn't matter at all, so it's easy for me to play & play with intersex, trans, agender, non-binary, etc etc / supernatural, anthro, slimegirl, alien, etc etc characters. The social pressures of a forbidden relationship or class struggles of different species stir up far more creativity in me than any physical configurations involved.

    For almost all of my story ideas, I'm up for playing either character, and yes, I very much want to flesh them out further with you before starting.​
  • For kink and power exchange, I want it to work with the concept & characters. My personal range is fairly large, and I can write/roleplay within an even larger range, so I'm fairly compatible with most D/s dynamics and kinks. That said, since I'm not smut-centric, I write for kinks and dynamics rather than fetishes. That doesn't mean I won't cater to your fetish - just as long as it's a compatible element and not the central focus of everything.

    But here are some of my favorite kinks, since people keep asking:
    Blood Play
    Knife/weapon Play
    Teeth & Nails & Fingers, feral as can be
    Breath Play
    Scars, Marks and Bruises
    Emotional/Physical Sadism & Masochism​


Before I get to my story ideas, I want to explicitly say that,
as long as you've read the above and think we could be compatible writing partners,
I am very receptive to hearing your ideas and being pitched stories.
Life is short, shoot your shot.​



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s t o r i e s


The Bite That Binds
Courtship Dance, Supernatural Predator, Edge Play
Setting: Modern Supernatural, Alt History Supernatural or Fantasy
Dynamic: D/s with soft-power bottom
Iterations: It wouldn't take much tweaking to make this fit another monster
that can hide in plain sight, e.g. vampire

Red performs the role of escort especially well, playing off of partners' interests and personality to best draw out their monetary appreciation and inflame their insistence for her. Her greatest desires, however, lie rooted in kink; her heart holds dark appetites for suffering, received and inflicted, physical and emotional. To play up her exclusivity and keep work and fun separate, she restricts kink and fucking to paying clients only. The only exception she gives herself is indulging in kink at events where enough eyes keep her self-control in check.

It's not an easy life balancing so much hunger, but she manages.

Wolf is generally well-respected in society, because that serves as the best cover. Trying to exist openly as a lycanthrope is a death sentence, after all. They have little trouble playing out hunts in the streets or the countryside because they're careful about location and target. An outsider looking in might think they have it all, but their existence is highly solitary and they are tired of being lonely. They want a partner in all of it to share everything with.

Despite how easily they eat humans when the craving strikes, the thought of carelessly cursing another to live their kind of life makes them hesitate. Sure, there are all the concerns of compatibility for both romance and the lifestyle; they could not have regrets or seek to expose them in turn. But it's more fundamental than that. Their partner ought to be perfect for this life, and for them.

As a primal predator type with minimal innate sadism or masochism, Wolf finds plenty of satiation in their hunts and the occasional rough seduction. They accept an invitation on a lark to a particularly kinky party, though, and that's when they meet Red. Something about how she gasps and smiles when her blood is let calls to Wolf - this just might be who they're craving. It isn't easy to get close to Red, though, and Wolf needs to know who she is when she's not putting on a performance for a client or audience.

Red's used to rejecting courtship advances out of hand from clients. She doesn't want them trying to get any closer outside of her work. Receiving one from someone she's never seen, though, that's something different. And Wolf's mysterious charm and predatory glint invites more desire in her than she can rightly deny.

Relevant.

The Taste of Love
Revenge Quest, Demonic Pact, Dark Acts, Antipathy to Love
Setting: Alt History Supernatural or Fantasy
Dynamic: Probably either switches or Witch/demon D/s
(because it's hilarious and wonderful), but am flexible

Living as an orphan was a predictably wretched existence for her, bereft of warmth and joy. That all changed when she was taken in by a family of herbalists. Life became pleasant toil instead of risky crime and humiliating begging, and she slowly warmed up to the family that loved and accepted her as one of their own.

All of that ended after the Heresy Proclamations. 'Pagan witches using the devil's powers' were tortured and given to the flame, and it wasn't hard to be condemned into this grouping. Her family's well-respected skill in banishing sickness earned them a place on the pyre, her two adoptive siblings dying first to their barbaric methods of interrogation. In truth, she shouldn't have escaped notice - she was born and raised an actual Witch before her mothers were executed for their identities. The grief in her was quickly overshadowed by a hatred for the people and kingdom that had murdered her family twice and committed unforgivable injustices.

Returning to where the ashes of her old life were buried, she claimed the magical knowledge left by her ancestors. Obtaining allies would overwhelmingly help her position, but she didn't want anyone else to suffer for association with her - so, the Witch opted for something less mortal. The Witch summoned a Demon.

Outlooks vary among demons toward humanity, yet they are always seen as a source of sustenance. Demons feed off of the emotions of mortals, and the more intense, the better. Dead mortal souls aren't as exquisite as living ones, but they do well enough in the hells tormenting such souls to wring out agony and despair.

Between their food, their society, and their environs, politics are one of the few major preoccupations of hellish life. Greater power directly translates to more food, more security, and less work. So it was that the Demon was in the midst of orchestrating a coup when they vanish from the hells to find themselves bound in a summoning circle. The Demon understandably resents the Witch for ruining their coup (and incurring dire punishment when they do return to the hells), and, besides, does not view humanity with anything resembling amicability. The Witch remains patient in their aims, however, and with no comfortable home to return to for the indefinite future, the Demon eventually accepts a pact: they will aid the Witch in their quest for vengeance.

In the journey that follows, the Witch comes to trust and rely on the Demon contrary to any expectation, and learn of the misery of demonic society, while the Demon is treated with empathy for the first time in their existence, and experiences the intoxicating emotional dishes of a mortal with a singular intensity, learning one of the greatest lies of demonic society: joy and love taste infinitely better than pain and hatred.

It Cannot End Like This
Ghoulification, Poverty & Marginalization, Dark Acts, Necromancy
Setting: Fantasy or Magepunk
Dynamic: Can see either being more top/dominant, and both are interesting to me,
but no dynamic is necessary

Little makes you lower in the realms' society than working with the dead, and necromancers make it their life. It doesn't matter that they can reconstruct and reattach your limb. You wouldn't want to be caught getting services from a necromancer when clean, respectable healers can you help at temples. There's a thin silver lining in that, though: when no one wants to look at you, you have a certain freedom to live your life as you please.

It's never been easy for these childhood friends, but they've always had each other. In work, in play, in trouble and success, they've been the only respite and aid they can truly count on for one another. With parents dead to plague or snared up in addictions, and a society that despised them well before they even started in dark magics, they've carved their own way to a semblance of a precarious yet happy life.

But then their partner got infected. They wanted to surprise their best friend with a special commission, and get them a gift they'd wanted for years. Instead, they stumbled in, half turned into a ghoul and getting worse by the hour. Most would have abandoned or mercy killed them there, yet unbeknownst to their partner, they'd been trying to find the words to tell them their true feelings. This... changed many things. But it didn't change their love or their loyalty. They would never abandon them.

Even if they now hungered for their flesh.

A Bloom Slowly Unfurling
Deeply Wholesome, Patient Kink, Dialogue Heavy; Slice of Life (optional)
Setting: Modern, Cyberpunk or Fantasy
Dynamic: Clear D/s dynamic here, but the content can skew between mild kink to edge play kink,
and there's a possibility of an eventual switch dynamic as well
Character: Unlike most of my prompts, I only want to play the shyly bottoming character of these two

It wasn't like they didn't know each other. They played in some of they same circles, enjoyed some of each other's company, and respected each other's work. Their kinship as fellow tops wasn't that intimate, but it was established; they were more like fellow enthusiasts than flirtatious friends.

One of them had been losing the pulse of desire, though. The spark in topping wasn't scratching the itches like it used to, and the care, energy and planning that went into it felt more like a burden than an exciting endeavor. They could try to explain it away with a variety of reasons, yet none of it quite resonated.

The deeper truth behind the control fatigue was a yearning for trust, vulnerability, and... bottoming. See, their introduction to bottoming was laden with trauma, and that door was quickly closed and locked tight. Yearning brewed beneath everything, though, and eventually the cry of it pushed its way toward the surface.

A fateful night spent talking more than usual breaks the dam, and the desire rises with a fierce intensity. But this sort of thing was fraught with fear, uncertainty, and pain. One doesn't just... ask for something like this, up front, after locking it away for so long. Something about their interactions, how they handled themselves, it just put them at ease. If it was at all possible to push past their skittishness, this was the person; this was the chance.

How long would it take for them to work up the courage, though? How would this friend see them if they opened up this side to them? Would they even be interested in an inexperienced bottom who needed lots of patience and trust?

Eventually, they couldn't help themselves: they had to ask. What followed was a journey of romance and kink that they never dared hope for in this lifetime.

It Could Be No Other
Fraternal Twins, High Society, Secret Love, Necromancy
Setting: Fantasy or Magepunk, Victorian-esque
Dynamic: Possibly mutual switches; am pretty open for this one

It wasn't intentional. One does not mean to fall in love with their sibling; even the royals try to keep it to cousins. And yet, who else could be so perfect? Growing up together with distant and demanding parents, the twins kept each other's confidences. Following in the family footsteps of aiming for prestige in magic, they were both the strongest competition and the fiercest supporters of one another. In speech, in art, in dance, in craft - well, with a twin so perfect, how could they not love them?

But to admit that out loud... They tried to disabuse their heart of its notions. To separate affection and familial love from infatuation - no, that was too impotent a word for their feelings. No matter how hard they tried, it stung as the burning obsession of romantic love. And the more they tried to smother the feelings, the more their need grew.

Of course, time was not their friend. The twins were both adults, and despite their collegiate studies, the pressure to marry off and bring further power and prestige to their family was building. It would increase exponentially when they graduated. And atop all that, even if their twin shared their passions, the scandal would be tremendous. Surely their parents would disown or banish them if they found out. Thus was the struggle twofold: win the heart of their twin and chart a future where they could be together. All while their parents and society endeavored to push them into different paths they resented.

There was no other option, though. They could love no other the way they yearned for their sibling.

The Suicide Café
Surprisingly Wholesome, Doomed Romance, Mental Illness; Terminal Illness/Suicide Pact (optional)

Setting: Modern or Cyberpunk
Dynamic: Very much open
Plot Arc: Unlike most of my prompts, I am 100% on board with this ending in utter tragedy;
that said, I'm also up for having a happy twist ending

It's hard to talk to friends and family about suicide. They get upset, they make it about themselves, they argue with you about it - really, they just don't get it. The grey area between choosing life and death where many find themselves mired is a difficult place to see without being in it yourself. Sometimes you're tired of talking about trying to get better, too. And, well, there's a certain peace to be found in accepting that sort of fate.

So it was that The Suicide Café was started. An informal, biweekly meetup at a semi-popular café on Wednesdays, advertised fairly subtly to avoid protest or outreach. All you had to do was show up wearing a safety pin to flag your participation. This was a place and time for the terminally depressed and despairing to meet up and hang out with people who get it. No awkward reveals of mental health issues, no bottling up all of that misery. No judgment. Here, you could commiserate and laugh together about all of the awful without risking anything.

And with nothing to risk, many of the attendants who might have otherwise struggled with socializing found it easy to talk about anything and everything. More than a few close relationships developed.

So it went with Doomed and Cursed. Doomed had no prospects, little in the way of family and friends, and no hope for real, enduring change from their condition. Cursed suffered an unending string of bad fortune, always putting them back several steps any time they made any headway.

Outside the café, they probably would have never been in a space to talk to each other. In the café, they began a relationship that could spiral wide open into whatever hopes and dreams they could fulfill for one another. After all, they had nothing to lose.


Song Prompt: I Want Your Polluted Marrow
Dynamic: D/s

Unlike everything else, this is just a song. A song I'm lowkey obsessed with. A song that describes feelings that I very, very much want to see play out in an RP. Pitch me a fabulous story idea for it or just cogently match it with one of the above story prompts and I'll adore you.

Flower Face - Spiracle
 
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CW: Domestic abuse and maiming



"If you crave the Neravell family's connections so deeply, why don't you marry their son yourself!"

Anaztri knew it was a regrettable thing to utter the moment it left her mouth, but she were at the end of her patience. Father's insistence left her no room to continue evading. Defiance was all that was left as an option to avoid this marriage proposal. He could not legally force her to marry; perhaps he was now regretting that he hadn't done so before she'd officially reached adulthood. But while Father would go out of his way to avoid scandals tarnishing the family name, childish rebellion was not a matter for more subtle punishments.

He had quite the temper, after all.

It was clear in his eyes. Even though he'd done much to still the facial responses that accompanied his emotions, anger always came out in his eyes. She'd seen it plenty of times. Growing up only increased her willfulness, and despite his punishments, Anaztri's public behavior and achievements kept him from turning his fury into more visible displays. Still, she crossed that line today.

After whatever immediate rage was mastered, he simply gave a command: "Hold out your hand." It was a prelude to something deeply unpleasant, but it was not an easy thing to disobey. Trying to avoid punishment entirely only made it far worse, and between these walls, there was no power greater than Father's. She had certainly tried, of course, and had found herself utterly defeated in skill and power. The damage to her spirit was minimal. The pain was anything but.

It was easier to let him have his way sometimes, lest his influence become truly overbearing.

Overcoming the hesitation, Anaztri extended her hand, palm downward. She was invited to Father's study after dinner (and when was the last time that was a pleasant event?), so she wasn't wearing gloves, which she was later grateful for. He took hold of her arm and brought it down to the surface of his desk, opening a drawer with his other. In one smooth motion he then withdrew a hammer and smashed it down upon the outstretched hand. The surprise was almost as strong as the shock, though in hindsight, should it really have been? A comforting thought rose up amidst the trauma, at least: I must have really riled up Father this time.

While she could not help but cry out, the volume was low. Suffering had long ago become familiar in this house, and begging for mercy only resulted in additional punishment. Clemency could not be found in the family patriarch, so this was the necessary price for pushing back against his will. Fractured bones, while extremely unpleasant, could at least be mended straightforwardly enough. Once she dealt with the inflammation and bruising after the pain of bone repair, it'd be hard to tell that anything had even happened. All in all, not among the worst punishments Father doled out.

Or so she thought. The thud of the hammer landing back in the drawer was quickly followed by excruciating pain. Anaztri's brow went cold as it broke into a sweat while dizziness made their vision tilt. It took her several moments to decipher what was happening as her body began showing symptoms of shock. Controlled breathing didn't help this time as the suffering continued without pause, and a smile appeared on Father's lips once his child screamed. Beneath his hand, whorls of arcana twisted both broken and whole handbones into a malformed patchwork of jagged edges and harsh angles. Were he an artistic man, he may have made them twist and curl into a flattened flower of ivory, visible between peeled ribbons of flesh. He instead believed in efficiency and formula, and chose deformations that followed minimal effort to produce the desired agony.

Upon the release of her arm, Anaztri immediately stumbled backwards. Her knees threatened to buckle and her sense of balance was maimed, yet she kept upright, just barely. That didn't stop the shallow breathing or shivers shaking her body, but holding onto that shred of dignity kept her grounded. Letting Father see her completely submit to the pain was unthinkable. Truthfully, she'd rather bite through her cheek or drive a blade through her arm.

Father's smile deepened, nonetheless. He didn't show his emotions quite so freely in public, but here, in his study, they could unfurl in the dim light. The sounds of suffering in his child's breathing were as nectar to his ears. Reshaping the bones and tending to muscle, tendon and skin would be far more work than healing a cluster of fractures. Watching the pain tear through her body was now yet another captured memory and one they would rub their thumb over until it became unforgettable in the halls of their mind.

This was the sort of man heading the family.

"You are dismissed," he said, words laced with satisfaction.

She bowed her head an inch or so lower than it already was and quickly fumbled her way out of the study. Father briefly considered locking the door and watching her struggle with the handle, but that seemed petty. He may be a sadist, but he wasn't a lowly sadist.

His child managed roughly half a hallway before she needed to press herself to a wall and slide down it to rest. Later, Anaztri would consider how to turn this memory into a 'learning experience', but for now, her attention was mostly dedicated to not passing out.

Her heart wouldn't calm down. Nothing about her pace was measured, but she wasn't running, either. Her chest shouldn't be heaving still, right? Yet the adrenaline refused to fully dissipate. Just as they thought it might be calming down, it surged again. She was nauseous, intermittently light-headed, jittery; their body temperature kept fluctuating. This isn't normal, and she knew why, but it still felt distant. Unbelievable.

I should have looked closer at the bones. How could she not blame herself? This was supposed to be a time of cheer. A wagon's handle in each hand, a tune in her throat, a smile on their lips. Instead, they were mumbling, trying not to stumble, wagon nowhere to be seen. They had left everything behind. Everyone behind.

She knew it wouldn't help anything, but it was hard not to keep touching her neck. The same result awaited her fingertips each time - a ragged bite wound, flesh barely knit at the surface by magic. Aoife saw herself for a moment, clothes soaked with blood, blue skin barely left with any color, a trail of red woven behind her. They shook their head, dispelling the illusion. It isn't that bad, I stopped the bleeding. And no matter how many times she told herself that, she kept shivering.

How long had it been? There was a flame, now - blue. It was blue. Vividly dark, like the night sky they hadn't seen in years. They were supposed to be back by now, it wasn't supposed to take this long, they didn't even make it to the apothecary -

Another spell of light-headedness. Aoife was familiar with many of the tunnels. She'd lived in Glitterhame enough years, been through enough of the system for work, that it should be familiar. But it wasn't. Nothing about the journey had been familiar terrain for her, and the tunnel system marks didn't ring any bells. She wasn't exactly lost, but she didn't know where she was, either.

They blinked, eyelids fluttering, as if waking up. How long had they been staring at the marks, trying to remember? Aoife reached to her neck again, as if her fingers refused to believe, refused to remember what they found each time. Not that they wanted to remember. She knew she had screamed, half at the fright, half at the pain. Her voice wasn't the only one crying out in the tunnels. Aoife knew that too, at least. How many were with her? Four - no, was it five? The guide, the guards, the son... it was six, wasn't it?

Few would be out and about at this hour. She'd run into guards first - they'd at least give her directions. Aoife swallowed, their throat dry. Soon enough, she came upon a carved bowl of a room with a narrow bridge. Slits in the cavern wall faced toward the side she came from, crossbow bolts barely visible in the gloom. Spearheads gleamed in alchemical light from the other side of the bridge.

"Hold there. State your identity and business." The command wasn't friendly. She knew she was a sorry sight. She swallowed again to try and speak less hoarsely.

"Aoife. Aoife, tomb caretaker. I'm... I'm trying to get home."

A familiar voice piped up after a moment. Their memory wasn't quite up to the task "... Aoife? You're hurt. What happened?"

"Down toward the Verdigris Cavern, we were... attacked." Claws tearing flesh in bloody spurts swam up in her mind. She pushed it down again. "Five... no, six were with me. I don't... I don't know if they-"

She must have stumbled. Their vision was closer to the ground, and their knees were sore. She saw - Boren, right? That was his name? - a guard standing in front of her then, cautiously offering his arm. "You're wounded. You should get to the apothecary."

"No, I - I need to get home. Maeve can help me."

There was a moment of uneasy silence. They stood up slowly with Boren's help. He exchanged a grim look with a fellow guard, though it was hard for Aoife to see in the dim torches of the outer hame.

"How do I get to the grey system?"

---

With a vague description of the attackers and a promise to visit the next day, Aoife was left with directions. Boren might have taken them directly there, but they'd mentioned an attack; understaffing that entrance now would be unwise. Something could have followed them here, after all.

Maybe they would have spared a guard or two to help out if Aoife was more important. Really, they were lucky Boren touched them at all.

The tunnels didn't blur together so much as fall out of memory as soon as they were out of sight. She kept her gaze ever forward, trudging toward her destination. No one seemed to cross her path, and if anyone saw her, they kept her distance. The sight wouldn't have been inviting no matter the circumstances. Of those few who were friendly, luck, happenstance, or the hour put them in a different part of Glitterhame.

So it was that they were unhelped and unbothered. Maeve should be home. Right? They were pretty sure. Unless a death took Maeve out at this hour, they remembered. Please be home, they hoped, almost whimpering audibly.

Even if everything had gone wrong, they were still paid coin up front. Maybe it was enough to get the book Maeve wanted. Maybe she could haggle with the apothecary. Maybe there was a silver lining.

The familiar plant awaited her beside the door. They pulled at the door, feeling unexpectedly weak. It begrudgingly moved with enough applied force, leaving Aoife sweating at the brow and extra pale. She looked around hopefully as she entered, and managed a ragged smile as she saw Maeve.

"I'm home," she stated, and then promptly collapsed.
 
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