i have been struggling with sleep for a long, long time and yet it feels like every night is the first. it's like i have forgotten how much it sucks literally overnight. and sometimes i don't even know what is keeping me up. i am tired. my eyes are sore. my mind is empty. my body is fucking exhausted. and yet. . . i just can't drift off.
and then i get mad. frustrated. sad. because i want it so badly. i want to sleep, so i can get up early. so i can do something productive. start my day the way i want to. but instead, i am forced to sleep in. and even then, i don't get the sleep that i so desperately need. fucking crave. i don't get enough hours, and i never catch up. the quality is shit too, so i never feel rested.
and then it repeats. again and again and again and again. an endless loop of sleepless nights. i am forever tired.
made it out 𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆, but i think i 𝕃𝕆𝕊𝕋 𝕀𝕋 said that i was 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚎, said it from my 𝖈𝖔𝖋𝖋𝖎𝖓 remember how i 𝑫𝑰𝑬𝑫 when you started 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔?
that's my life, that's my ｌｉｆｅ
i'll put up a 𝕗𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥, taking out my 𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠
don't you know the 𝑣𝑖𝑏𝑒? don't you know the 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐?
you should spend the 𝙽𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃, catch me on your 𝖈𝖊𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌 that's your price, that's your ｐｒｉｃｅ
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