Rper of fandoms and nsfw Discord

[Canon Lover 69]

Heya. So I recently tried another topic thinker but it once again backfired on me. This is not the first time this has happened where clearly any and all opinions kind of were very direct and pointed and overwhelming me in the sense that what I had put completely shook me and I just had to close it. I sometimes wonder if I should even put up topics given the general reactions to them. Suffice to say my time on this site has seen some lows of late as no matter how many times I bump my onsite RT's nothing comes of it, like, it is such a dry season I'm considering pulling away from rping in pm. I guess for whatever reason I am not the right fit for people.

I think for now my main focus will be on Discord. I'm looking to get back into harems so let us hope something comes of that. Otherwise I'm still very much into rping canons and creating worlds or playing around in established worlds. I think every rper gets disillusioned here and there, now and then, and just been what I've been feeling of late. If you don't see me update my onsite RT's you can always find them through my signature otherwise I'm going to lay off on them and any RT is primarily for Discord from this point on. Whether I delete the onsite ones or not remains to be seen but yeah I got like nothing else to post for the time being.

 

[Canon Lover 69]

Hi everyone. I realize I haven't posted anything in a bit...and...well not like there is anything to post so guess there is that. I'm still bumping my RT's along looking for rp partners through either pm or over on Discord. I get some general interest for pm but after talking for like a little bit I don't hear back, guess that is the way the cookie crumbles. I managed to have someone reach out and rather glad for that otherwise activity on this site has kind of run dry for me...not even going to lie but I haven't many takers of late for even over on Discord itself. I imagine there are others likely also facing this sort of issue but yeah guess all I can do is keep bumping my RT's in hopes of something coming of it. I'm still particular to Discord mostly because of the nsfw image searches and rps that stem from said results but I'm not opposed to rping in pm onsite just without the use of images; which again is fine long as you know what the character looks like. Anyway that is just what I had to put down for now and hope everyone is well.

I would say Discord though has a bit more activity not from like new rpers but those I already have something going on with over there. So I am grateful for any rping going down when it can be there ya know.

 

[Canon Lover 69]

I have no idea if I have done this list already or not but I am going to put it up anyway, that, and partially bored so eh why not. This list will coincide with that of my femslash/yuri RT and it will also consist of incest and non incest pairs. It will be canon x canon with select oc x canon thrown in. Should any of these stand out great and if you are coming from my RT or check out my RT after this hopefully all that helps. Any character before the x is who I will rp and any after the x would be you. Sometimes there'll be options for you to choose from and of course a fandom will be setup alongside each pairing so you know what they are from. Discussion can certainly be made if you have ideas yourself. This list itself will primarily be me rping dom and you rping sub however so just something to keep in mind. Again this is just a list so what you do with that is up to you but part of me is hoping it aligns with my RT as I didn't wish to make it too long with my list and in the past I have done lists but it usually doesn't do much. Anyway I will be editing this list when I can. Oh and I can rp futanari so certain ones will have the option of futanari as well. Discord is usually my preferred space of rping given the nsfw images but I also rp here in pm just without the images. Characters will be aged up if need be so 16 and up. AU is certainly welcome and as I mentioned with incest while certain ones are related outright I am comfortable if we come up with ways certain characters who aren't related can be.

PART ONE
Female oc (futanari or not) x Astrid (HTTYD)
Annie (futanari or not) x Mikasa (AOT)
Elsa (futanari or not) x Anna (Frozen)
Jessie (futanari or not) x Tifa (FF7 Remake)
Femshep (futanari or not) x Miranda (Mass Effect)
Ahsoka x Sabine (Ahsoka)
Cassandra x Sophitia (Soul Calibur)
Alex x Kara (Supergirl)
Amber x Sofia (Sofia the first)
Yang (futanari or not) x Ruby (RWBY)
Adora (futanari or not) x Catra (She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)
Chloe (futanari or not) x Zoe (Miraculous Tales of Ladybug and Cat Noir)
female oc (futanari or not) x Marinette (same title above)
Zipp x Pipp (MLP a new generation)
female oc (futanari or not) x Zelda (tears of the kingdom)
Blackfire (futanari or not) x Starfire (Teen Titans/DC)
Luz (futanari or not) x Amity (the owl house)
Emira x Amity (the owl house)
Odalia (futanari or not) x Amity (the owl house)
Vi (futanari or not) x Jinx (Arcane)
Luna x (sisters up for discussion) (The Loud House)
female oc (futanari or not) x Tendi (star trek lower decks)
female oc (futanari or not) x T'lyn (star trek lower decks)
Hera (futanari or not) x Sabine (star wars rebels)
Hera x Sabine (star wars rebels)

PART TWO
Cordelia x Juliet (Lollipop Chainsaw)
Mythra x Pyra (super smash bros)
Ayane (futanari or not) x Kasumi (dead or alive)
female oc (futanari or not) x Gwen Stacy (into the spiderverse)
Chloe (futanari or not) x Max (life is strange)
Stella x Olivia (lemonade mouth)
Evie x Mal (Descendants)
Zia x Claire (Jurassic World Fallen Kingdom)
female oc x B'Elanna Torres (star trek voyager)
Bella x Alice (Twilight)
Stelle (futanari or not) x Asta (honkai star rail)
female oc (futanari or not) x Zhu Yuan (zenless zone zero)
Nicole (futanari or not) x Belle (zenless zone zero)
Anby (futanari or not) x Nicole (zenless zone zero)
female oc x Hermione (harry potter)
Buffy x Willow (BTVS)
Rouge the Bat (futanari or not) x (Amy or Blaze) (Sonic the hedgehog/games)
Alicia (futanari or not/mother or doppleganger) x Sally (Sonic comics)
Anxiety x Joy (Inside Out 2)
Peridot (futanari) x Lapis (Steven Universe)
Sara x Laurel (Arrowverse)
Nyssa x Sara (Arrowverse)
Widowmaker (futanari) x Tracer (Overwatch)

((more to come))​

 

[Canon Lover 69]

Hello everyone. So while up above you see my femslash and such in regards to pairings, well, this one is now geared at incest themed ones. This will be primarily aimed at male x female pairs with fandom attached; there might be male x male involved though usually that has you rping femboy who crossdress so just something to keep in mind. I'll be updating this list when I can but it will be in relation more or less to the RT for pm rps in the male section of this site. Any character as always before the x shall be me and anything after will be you. Use this in relation to that channel case you can't think of anything for that and again these will be me rping dominant and you rping submissive. Characters will be aged up accordingly with 16 being the template and older.

INCEST: MALE X FEMALE
Neji x Hinata (Naruto)
Naruto x Kushina (Naruto)
Sasuke x Sarada (Boruto)
Boruto x Hinata (Boruto)
Boruto x Himawari (Boruto)
Boruto x Hanabi (Boruto)
Ichigo x Yuzu (Bleach)
Ichigo x Karin (Bleach)
Byakuya x Rukia (Bleach)
Tai x Kari (Digimon)
oc male x Tifa (FF7)
Manic x Sonia (Sonic Underground)
Eric x Melody (The Little Mermaid II)
Danny x Maddie (Danny Phantom)
Danny x Dani (Danny Phantom)
oc male x Sakura (Naruto)

Katsuki x Mitsuki (MHA)
Oc male x Ochako (MHA)
Shikadai x Temari (Boruto)
Inojin x Ino (Boruto)
oc male x Lucy (Fairy Tail)
oc male x sailor uranus (Sailor Moon)
oc male x Tracer (Overwatch)
oc male x Juno (Overwatch)
oc male x Catra (She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)
oc male x Adora (She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)
Elias x Sally (Sonic comics)
oc male x Nora (RWBY)
Jaune x Saphron (RWBY)
Sokka x Katara (ATLA)
Zuko x Azula (ATLA)
oc male x Korra (TLOK)

Hayate x Kasumi (DOA)
Hayate x Ayane (DOA)
Edric x Amity (TOH)
oc male x Luz (TOH)
Lincoln x (his sisters, we can discuss which one; animated or live action) (The Loud house or the really loud house)
oc male x Powder/Jinx (Arcane)
oc male x Marinette (Miraculous tales of ladybug and cat noir)
oc male x tendi (star trek lower decks)
oc male x t'lyn (star trek lower decks)
oc male x sabine (star wars rebels/Ahsoka)
Sun Ce x Sun Shang Xiang (Dynasty Warriors)
oc male x Zelda (BOTW/TOTK)
oc male x Luna (Marvel Rivals)
oc male x squirrel girl (Marvel Rivals)
oc male x Peni Parker (Marvel Rivals)
oc male x Gwen Stacy (into the spiderverse)

oc male x Astrid (how to train your dragon)
chris x claire (resident evil)
oc male x claire (jurassic world)
oc male x mal (descendants)
ben x gwen (ben 10 og)
oc male x hermione (harry potter)
edward x alice (twilight)
Oliver x Thea (Arrowverse)
Mike x Aria (Pretty little liars)
Luke x Leia (star wars)
oc male x willow (btvs)
oc male x kim possible (kim possible)
oc male x yukari (p3)
oc male x naoto (p4)
oc male x ann (p5)
oc male x annie (attack on titan)
oc male x mikasa (attack on titan)

Male x MALE INCEST
Naruto x Boruto (Boruto)
Zidane x Kuja (FF9)
Oc male x Cloud (FF7)
Oc male x Haku (Naruto)
oc male x izuku (MHA)
Oc male x Ash (Pokemon)
oc male x Moxxie (Helluva Boss)
oc male x tails (sonic the hedgehog)
oc male x lu xun (dynasty warriors)
oc male x kurt (glee)
oc male x armin (attack on titan)
oc male x angel dust (hazbin hotel)
oc male x marc (miraculous tales of ladybug and cat noir)


((What I could come up with. Again these are just suggestions so if you happen to come here from my RT
Feel free to put out suggestions yourself.))​

 

[Canon Lover 69]

Welp this is me putting something down. I am doing well for the most part, sometimes distracted but still motivated and around. I might be holding back on sending outright pms in regards to interest in other people's requests mainly because of the unneeded stress of hearing back or not from someone. The very fact some rpers tend to like not even let you know if anything is moving forward can be a lot on my mentality so for now I will just be bumping my own RT's along and should anyone reach out in pm or seek me out on Discord I'll go with that. I spend a lot of time scrolling through other's RT's but best to dial that down for now and honestly I wish for everyone on this site to find someone they are compatible with and can rp with and of course on the discord side of things as well.

I only have a select few rps going on in pm as it is and far as discord long as you aren't disappearing on me altogether, which that fear is often there, all is good. I have four in total RT's spread out so I'll keep bumping those and if need be I'll stat over from scratch but I'm hoping to like just stick with those. Discord is more my jam as it allows a much broader sense in what can be accomplished both creatively and certainly more room for images and the sort. I'll still rp though in pm and get out responses when I can and since I now know how to do images that can be something.

If people do reach out I won't put stress on how elongated a message it will be, long as the point is given or across...communication should convene the earliest I get a message. Anyway just felt to get this out there and I'll be holding out hope in the least the two RT's I have for pm will get picked up.

 

[Canon Lover 69]

Hello all. Just for anyone seeking me out to rp please don't lean too heavily or rely too heavily on characters I can rp. We can discuss things in pm or over on discord related to that but focusing on my list which I haven't even thought of much since putting it up all that time ago...won't get us too far. Some of it still stands and others it might need editing depending. I also wish to say please read my RT's before reaching out broach the subject of rp...this goes a long way and even just what I will rp with my rp kinks, though thankfully my RT's cover that basis. Anyway I thought to like put this down but for the most part I believe my fandoms are up to date but again even with that I haven't checked on it for a bit. I'm still around so if I do owe you responses they will be coming as I have not disappeared or anything. I've had people disappear on me which can be frustrating but not much can be done there as people have reasons for disappearing...even if it isn't evident or communication falls through.

I'm not one to pry into people's personal lives so you will never have me asking personal questions of the sort. If you provide that information that is on you or up to you but I value privacy of the person so I hope to get the same from you in that regard. I'm not big on a person's irl gender as I know sometimes rpers can be limiting in who they seek to rp certain gender or sexuality but with me that is not a thing. I also value myself in the fact that I will not just not respond should someone reach out with a certain message; come to me with your requests, come to me with greetings and salutations and a friendly outgoing personality so we can get along and broach the subject of what it is that is on the table. Communication is so big that and not disappearing on one another. Also to be fair I don't even reread my own posts so if this is ground I have already tread...that is fine, more bumps coming to my RT's and guess we'll take things as they are.

 

[Canon Lover 69]

So a lot of rpers on this site do a ratio per smut and story, me, not so much a fan of it, my opinion of course. I don't see the point of it simply because I'm big on smut and romance and story kind of plays second fiddle if you will. The more characters in play there has to be some breathing room between the smut and that is where the story comes in especially building the foundation of friendship between characters. If anyone seeks me out to rp know that this is genuinely how I feel about the matter. Now far as action scenes I wouldn't say I am big on those. I tend to avoid action oriented rps though if feels right or in anyway can turn to smut or there is breathing room there...by all means let us discuss it.

I think an example is like in star wars when fighting Imperial troops or navigating an asteroid field as part of Rogue Squadron or protecting a fleet carrier from eyeballs aka Tie Fighters. I mean there is many ways to make an action scene work but not spend the entire rp working around them or with them. I just wished to kind of address this in my latest entry in here. I have no idea if people read this just my honest thoughts.

 

[Canon Lover 69]

Morning all. I just put up a new RT that I'm hoping will help me out some with rp partners on this site. I don't have like a lot going on in pm and I am bumping when I can and early as I can so I don't forget to. You'd be amazed how many pages go by when you forget to bump. Anyway I'm looking at an easy load for anyone who takes up the current RT and maybe hoping to make it worth the while of my rp partner to help me out. Apart from that things are good for the most part. I can be a bit distracted on some days but I'm doing what I can. I know some rpers don't wish to be nudged or poked for a response but for me in my opinion, poke me, I dare you, heh, no seriously this is just another snippet of my rp pocket but honestly if two rpers enjoy rping together...no harm in seeing if they are around or if they saw the post. If the momentum breaks it can lead to disinterest or attempting to figure out where they left off...even with the posts there it still means getting back into that world or mindset. Anyway that is my general thoughts as of this morning.

 

[Canon Lover 69]

So nothing yet from my newest attempt at an RT. I realize it might seem little but again given how busy rpers can be one paragraph per each of us for our rps means two overall of differing content. Anyway pretty sure I've done it but I plan to do a wish list coming up so something to draw upon or if not then mostly for my own amusement in pairings I'd want to do. This list can be referred to either for here or on Discord. It'll certainly consist of anything from oc x canon, canon x oc, and canon x canon...oc x oc is not something I can exactly put down if it is fandom though I might include something just maybe...the list will be added on as I think of things so a progressive list. Tomorrow will feature another bump in the road as I drum up interest in my RT's and to anyone reading this, you are not alone in your struggles and I have hope you will find someone to help you out in your journey.

 

[Canon Lover 69]

((This is meant for reference only for those seeking to rp with me. Should you happen to look in here and it correlates with a potential rp to be had, feel free to refer to it and bring it to my attention otherwise this also is put up for my own amusement or perhaps a way for you to see what pairings are standing out to me. Anything before the x is more or less what I would be rping and anything after would be you. These serve primarily with the mind in play of me rping dominant and you rping submissive. Rest assured however if you have ideas yourself that do not relate to these I'd be happy to hear them or read them. Otherwise just going with ones I want to do right now or haven't the chance to do in the past. Some will link up to certain rp kinks I have so if you wish to know more about those you can find those on page 1. Characters will be aged up if necessary and lowest would be 16 at least or a little up.

Certain pairings might ships and others might be crack. There will be a variety consisting of mxm, fxf, and mxf. Those not familiar with my rp kinks or what I generally look for in rp is that when I say mxm that usually consists of me rping a masculine male of sorts against a feminine male who crossdresses aka femboy. I wouldn't say there are a lot of these in canon based rps but there is a chance for ocs to be involved with canon if necessary. This is still a journal entry but I also know people may refer to this for rp as it has been done in the past. Futanari is also likely but only if someone brings it up but before you bring it up no I do not do futa x futa but I am down for male x futa or futa x female just putting it out there.)

PART ONE

CANON X CANON
Yang x Ruby (RWBY)
Naruto x Haku (NARUTO)
Eren x Armin (Attack on Titan)
Sonic x Tails (Sonic Boom/Sonic comics)
Hunter x Luz (The Owl House)
Adora x Catra (She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)
Manic x Sonia (Sonic Underground)
Montana Max x Babs Bunny (Tiny Toon Adventures)
Laxus x Lucy (Fairy Tail)
Zipp x Pipp (MLP GEN 5)
Damian x Raven (DC animated)
Zuko x Azula (ATLA)
Sokka x Katara (ATLA)
Lincoln x Luna (The Really Loud House)
Vi x Jinx (Arcane)
Anakin x Ahsoka (star wars the clone wars animated series)

Cordelia x Juliet (Lollipop Chainsaw)
Sun Ce x Sun Shang Xiang (Dynasty Warriors)
Hayate x Kasumi (Dead or Alive)
Cassandra x Sophitia (Soul Calibur)
Axel x Roxas (Kingdom Hearts)
Riku x Kairi (Kingdom Hearts)
Buffy x Willow (BTVS)
Stella x Olivia (Lemonade Mouth)
Zidane x Kuja (FF9)
Luke x Leia (Star Wars OG)
Ezra x Sabine (star wars rebels)
Ahsoka x Sabine (Ahsoka)
Cassian x Mon Mothma (Andor/Rogue One)
Poe Dameron x Rey Palpatine (Star Wars Sequels)
Elsa x Anna (Frozen)
Cass x Rapunzel (Tangled the series)

Chris x Claire (Resident Evil)
Tom x B'Elanna (STAR TREK VOY)
Jack x Sydney (STAR TREK PICARD)
Zed x Addison (Zombies)
Draco x Hermione (Harry Potter)
Beast Boy x Raven (Titans)
Emily x Aria (Pretty Little Liars)
Robbie x Mrs. LaRusso (Cobra Kai)
Dean x Lorelei (Gilmore Girls)
Boruto x Hinata (Boruto)
Edward x Alice (Twilight)
Anxiety x Joy (Inside Out 2)
Elias x Sally (Sonic comics)
Wise x Belle (zenless zone zero)
Caelus x Asta (honkai star rail)
Nick x Judy (Zootopia)

Zed x Addison (Zombies)
Zed x Eliza (Zombies)

((Those are what I could think of. I'll add more as I think of them. The next list will consist of canon x oc so stay tuned for that. Again merely reference in the off chance you wish to rp with me...no need to lean heavily on this list but if it inspires you to come up with things to throw my way I welcome it. When I say part one that is just part one of this whole setup as I did like back in the day when I first setup this journal and wanted to accomplish so much in setting up not only fandoms but who I could rp from said fandoms, this one now is just there to hopefully lend something to rp.))

 

[Canon Lover 69]

CANON X OC (ANYTHING BEFORE X IS ME AND AFTER IS YOU. I did not list gender of the oc but given this is my list assume that it is primarily female with some option geared at femboy who crossdress)
Levi x oc (attack on titan)
Sasuke x oc (Naruto Shippuden/Boruto0
Katsuki x oc (MHA)
Shoto x oc (MHA)
Adrien x oc (Miraculous tales of ladybug and cat noir)
Sonic x oc (Sonic the hedgehog)
Zuko x oc (ATLA)
Mako x oc (TLOK)
Anakain x oc (star wars the clone wars animated series)
Riku x oc (Kingdom hearts)

Femshep x oc (Mass Effect)
Jack x oc (Mass Effect)
Commander Shepard x oc (Mass Effect)
Leon x oc (Resident Evil)
Joker x oc (Persona 5)
Ellie x oc (the last of us pt II)
Chloe x oc (life is strange)
Elsa x oc (Frozen)
Stella x oc (lemonade mouth)
Stella x oc (orange is the new black)
Kate Kane x oc (Batwoman)
Dick Grayson/Nightwing x oc (Titans)

Riley x oc (BTVS)
Buffy x oc (BTVS)
Faith x oc (BTVS)
Ichigo x oc (Bleach)

((I'll add more as I see fit just I struggle with rping a canon against an oc so there is that as well. Anyway next will be me rping an oc against you rping a canon so that might be a longer list so stay tuned.)

 

[Canon Lover 69]

Hello everyone. A proper greeting this time and a salutations. So far you have seen my canon x canon, canon x oc, and now you will see my oc x canon. Again these are all just reference to the bigger scale of things aka the RT's. If any of these wind up with us rping I will be glad. Otherwise they are here for storing just so it doesn't overcrowd my RT's...more so then my rambling, heh. For this it is centered on me rping ocs against you rping canons. As I mentioned in my last post rping canon against oc isn't my strong suit but hey we all have our strengths and flaws. I'm hoping to get this list up today on the heels of the other and before my next bump for my RT's...given they were later yesterday as I looked at giving it another try with new angles and approach...I even deleted something from one of the RT's figuring it is best to converse then dictate who rps as what character, casting sheets can be tricky even if it is clear that I do have select characters I rp as...more on that if we communicate. So this being said let us move into this. As a reminder anything before the x is me and anything after will be you. Far as the gender I'd rp it would be anything from male, female, or even futanari. This is all up for discussion of course and if it wasn't clear anything from these lists has me rping dominant and you rping submissive...apologies on all this but ya never know if someone might make the mistake of reaching out and figuring one thing over the other. Characters will be aged up accordingly.

OC X CANON
Oc x Rukia (Bleach)
oc x lucy (fairy tail)
oc x sakura (naruto shippuden/Boruto)
oc x hinata (Boruto)
oc x astrid (httyd)
oc x gwen stacy (spiderverse)
oc x willow (btvs season 4)
oc x ellie (the last of us pt i/ellie 16)
oc x helen parr/elastigirl (the incredibles)
oc x rapunzel (short brown hair/Tangled)
oc x haku (naruto/aged up)
oc x tifa (ff7)

oc x mikasa (aot)
oc x annie (aot)
oc x serena (pokemon)
oc x bea (pokemon)
oc x gloria (pokemon)
oc x millie (helluva boss)
oc x charlie (hazbin hotel)
oc x catra (she-ra and the princesses of power)
oc x glimmer (she-ra and the princesses of power)
oc x rayla (the dragon prince)
oc x zipp (mlp gen 5)
oc x pipp (mlp gen 5)
oc x jinorra (tlok)
oc x opal (tlok)

oc x amity (tow)
oc x luz (tow)
oc x luna (the really loud house)
oc x jinx (arcane)
oc x tendi (star trek lower decks)
oc x juliet (lollipop chainsaw)
oc x sun shang xiang (dw)
oc x sophitia (soul calibur)
oc x aqua (kh)
oc x yuna (ffx-2)
oc x cindy (ffxv)
oc x zelda (tloz-botw/totk)
oc x pyra (super smash bros)
oc x yukari (p3)
oc x naoto (p4)
oc x sadayo (p5)

oc x tina (doa)
oc x mila (doa)
oc x cora (mass effect andromeda)
oc x miranda (mass effect)
oc x squirrel girl (marvel rivals)
oc x luna (marvel rivals)
oc x jill (resident evil)
oc x ashley (resident evil)
oc x rosemary (resident evil)
oc x max (life is strange)
oc x claire (jurassic world)
oc x mon mothma (andor/rogue one)

oc x mal (descendants)
oc x hermione (harry potter)
oc x alice (twilight)
oc x raven (titans)
oc x tasha (st-tng)
oc x christine chapel (st-snw)
oc x B'Elanna (st-voy)
oc x ezri (st-ds9)
oc x aria (pll)
oc x tory (cobra kai)
oc x lapis (steven universe)
oc x zhu yuan (zenless zone zero)
oc x tracer (overwatch)
oc x juno (overwatch)

((These are what I could come up with. I'll add more as I see fit. I might detail

 

[Canon Lover 69]

So not having a lot of luck right now with my RT's. Not a lot to do in pm as it is. Still holding out that my RT's work for someone and that we can get something going. I'd say my overall mood is bored mixed with a restless need to see something come to fruition. Do I regret cutting off reaching out to others for rping? I think it is a mixed bag but honestly being held in limbo waiting for rejection to come when it doesn't even really my cup of tea. I will let my rp partner know if things are going ahead or not or if we are a right fit. My rp kinks often will be the deciding factor, least I theorize on why people don't reach out so hopefully this allows for someone to bravely push forward and I suppose a lot of us are waiting for that like minded rper to walk side by side with us in the trenches.

 

[Canon Lover 69]

So anyone else feeling the pm withdrawal? Anyone have a pm at the moment that feels quite dry and well...empty? Does anyone ever feel like days where they aren't seen or maybe their efforts aren't really accompanied by much other then silence? I suppose that says a lot about an rper and what they go through. I constantly bump my RT's, sometimes change them around, I slam my head on the proverbial wall of inspiration or hoping for something to turn things around. Long drawn out moments of baited breath just for that moment to log on and there is a pm waiting. It feels like this journal is just chalkful of these observations or insights; though I am far from saying I am the first, just, yeah. I'm kind of limited as to where I can even go to rp; primarily because finding a place takes time and finding the right fit is certainly another factor.

I have thought about my stance on not pming others in regard to their RT but then I am just reminded of never hearing back from them. I mean it isn't just here I find myself contemplating things as there are a few other places I am attempting to find people to rp with and kind of...nada. Anyone else have that kind of day, week, month even? I suppose I can just keep an eye out for other RT's case anything stands out but not going to be making any sudden moves there and even then sometimes I feel like I am just about to when I realize I had reached out prior with that person. I'd post a topic about this but chances are like any other time I do I just wind up attacked and my opinion is destroyed so going to avoid that and just have this place to air my thoughts and to anyone who is also experiencing this...you aren't alone and while I wish I could say it gets better...it is a long drawn out audible sigh on my part and maybe a thumbs up so take what you will from that. Thanks for anyone who has chanced the chance to like pop in and read this. I'll try and find something a bit more encouraging or spirited to post next time in here which likely will be today perhaps so yeah.

 

[Canon Lover 69]

So I have just managed to get caught up over on Discord, so, I am feeling accomplished there. Truth is these days my mood has a lot to do with my outlook on getting up stuff. It is by no way an excuse simply a state of mind and honestly it comes and goes. Sometimes certain things weigh on me and sometimes not, still, I try my best to get around to responses when I can. I'm posting something I hope is far from what I have been and yes I did bump my RT's this morning and you might ask why morning, aka bumping, to be fair it is when I can and this way it is there...until it isn't...which by that I mean you find it on page 2 the next day but if I don't bump it winds up on page 3. Honestly searching for my own RT's is a chore though thankfully my new method ensures finding them easier because of the signature links.

Finding rp partners these days is a trying process and I'm trying to get back into reaching out if I find an RT I like from another rper. Much as it is painful never hearing anything back if I just rely on people reaching out to me with my own RT's...it kind of limits things. Anyway that is what I got at the moment. Also I am a big fan of the color texture of font just because it is easier to see and read but also just looks cool.