"Yes Miss Adaline, I'll try not to poke it..." There was a slight pout to his tone but Milo meant it, if she wanted him not to poke then he wouldn't even if it was awfully tempting. The pain, he didn't mind so much, he'd been good at handling it which is why he'd managed to not fight back, though conversely he could act like a bit of a big baby when he was hurt, crying out and whimpering. It felt a little weird to him too, being happy to follow a simple command like he was now. He'd followed them in the facility out of fear of anything bad happening to him but here, he didn't think Adaline would hurt him, he was sure of it, and he was being obedient almost entirely out of respect for her and wanting to please her...an urge that had been steadily growing all day. He liked when she smiled and petted him, he liked when she was happy and he had hated when she'd been unhappy, it had felt like there was a hole in the world. He didn't stop to think about how soon it was to have such strong feelings and how right she was about how easily she'd managed to influence him but if he did stop to think about it, he wouldn't have cared. Milo was wise in his own way, and he'd meant what he'd said...why did it matter if she wanted things from him and if her actions made it impossible for him to resist, when he was being treated so kindly and lovingly? It was such a step up from his past that he didn't care, he wanted to give her everything of himself because this, to him, was the happiest time of his life and he'd barely been there a couple of hours.
To that end, he wrinkled his nose again at her comment. He knew instinctively that he could do that here...he could disagree with her and if she told him to stop talking about it he knew he would but he also knew she wasn't going to hurt him just because he disagreed. "Miss Adaline...I...yeah it felt good, really really good but...I didn't offer it for that, I didn't know it would feel like that when I offered earlier, did I?" He felt that mattered. "It's all I have to give you...and...and I give it willingly, happily...that should matter...you've already influenced me too...I want to make you happy, I want to please you, I want to offer up everything I have to you because you...you've saved me." There were tears forming in his eyes. "I don't know if you can see that b-but it's true...I was in a terrible place, I've always been in a terrible place my whole life and now...now I'm here...I feel safe. And..." He frowned when she sighed and crossed her arms and he moved closer, lifting up slightly while on his knees and pulling at her arms again. She was so resistant to this, she feared this addiction influencing him but to him it didn't make sense. He tried to pull her arms back to him. "...and happy. I don't care if it's addictive, y-you're in control, I can't just get you to feed from me when I want so why does it matter? If I can give you this, I...I want to...please, I'll be good, I won't beg for it, I won't pester you but..." He didn't know what else to say, he'd said it all and he just rested his head on her thigh just above her knee. "...I was so scared I'd been sold to somebody who would abuse me and take from me and instead I got somebody who won't even take what I'm trying to offer her." He laughed, it was a happy sound. "You're too sweet, Miss Adaline. Like an angel."
As they walked up to her bedroom he had laughed softly. She was so small, he didn't believe what she was saying, how could he? He couldn't imagine her being dangerous, strong and fast. "Miss Adaline I...I'm sorry but...I don't think you know how strong I am, I...I wouldn't ever hurt you, but I don't think you could beat me...I've had many fights, I was one of the strongest even if I don't fight back often...and...even when I was younger some of us used to wrestle for food, when we gathered...I could even beat some adults then..." It wasn't a very happy memory, even when he won he had shared it with his parents, and they had shared what they won with him, and it had never been enough but...he knew he was strong. "I'm sure I'd win but that's okay, you never have to be scared of me...even if you were cruel I wouldn't fight back, it's not worth it...and you're not, so I want to protect you, I could be your bodyguard too!"
He'd blushed deeply in her room when he'd panicked on the bed and she'd giggled at him but it wasn't real shame...he didn't think she was being mean, he was sure by this point she wasn't capable of it. "I...I'll be okay, I like this I just...I didn't think it would be so soft, I fell into it so easily!" He was grinning ear to ear and his tail wagging furiously when she pulled him into her and her head rested on his shoulder...he was breathing in her scent, he liked this, he liked how she was holding him, touching him as he started to watch the movie and he nodded. "Very comfy, Miss Adaline." Tentatively he put his arm around her too to keep her held close to him, though loose enough that she could easily pull away, and snuggled like that he began to watch. He marveled at the movie, Aladdin...he was like him. He lived a life like he did, more flashy, and had Apu but the struggle for food was something Milo knew well and he too had stolen. The palace guards, they were the traders of his people trying to capture him, the people in Agrabah were the humans, though in reality his humans were even worse than Aladdin's. He didn't really have a Jafar in his life, though it could have been the head keeper at the facility, he was more like the head of the guards though...and then there was Jasmine. She was just like his Miss Adaline, sweet. He found himself squeezing her shoulder slightly when Aladdin had been struggling for food and stolen the bread, he found himself fully invested in the movie and he loved the songs, his eyes wide as he listened, his ears twitching slightly.
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