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/A twist of fates/-Me and Kratos-

Sephiroth had no issue sleeping and before he was completely out Seph had heard her speak and then more then likely leave. Now he began starting to remember segments of his past thrown at him in bits randomly that left it almost impossible to piece them together yet it showed glimpses of things that made sense to him at least.

He knew that he was tired yet nothing gave signs that he had it in him to sleep for plentiful hours on end at this particular moment when most of the time he would not sleep as it would bring back bad memories and past events some of what should have been forgotten yet was in there deep.

His body knew of Kumori as she entered and then laid on her bed and yet he continued to sleep, his long hair had something that it was brushing against yet he just ignored it. He would most likely wake up soon and so it was the best idea to just ignore what was going on and rest while he could.
 
Kumori shuddered faintly as she bit her lip. She sighed and buried her face deeper in her pillow. She entered a sort of half-sleep, with her memories flittering through her mind. Damn child attraction to her superior officer. She hoped he never remembered that. Her fingers tangled in something smooth and silky. Her dream turning interesting.

Her sleeping body had turned, legs tangling just a little bit with the long silver hair. Not enough to tug painfully, but just enough to get the sensation. Her face burying in the others side, as she released a soft breath. Her body moving to absorb the warmth that was there. She had a habit of this, it would seem. She had done it while a recruit. She sought warmth while she slumbered, her sleeping form didn't enjoy the cold.
 
It was odd that Sephiroth could remember most things about Kumori, and then he felt her hand.. it was tangled lightly in his hair, and then he remembered something that he had not before. It was based a while ago in a flashback, it was just before the training session.. the way she looked at him back then... Her eyes they showed an emotion of which Sephi recognized quickly. She was once in love with him, or at least attracted.. That vision ended quickly though as some confusion entered his head.

As he felt something else against his hair a small sound of surprise left his lips before he turned slightly and put one of his arms over Kumori and lightly embraced her as he moved against her a little before starting to sleep again. Maybe this was confusion acting Sephiroth did not know but it felt like the thing to do as he began to rest again.
 
(( Sorry a bit of writers block ><))
Kumori silently snuggled closer to him in her slumber. Now finally dropping completely into a deep seated sleep. Something she needed after all her confusion as of late. Hopefully, Sephiroth wouldn't pull anything. She didn't need to worry about dying, if he so happened to do so. More then that she was probably worried over more important things. Like the fact that he was back and trying to destroy the world. Again.
 
It had been a while since Sephirothhad been this close to a person, afterall who would really want to when you main goal is destroy the planet to use it for ones selfish want. At the moment though even he was a little confused as to why he would do that, but all that confusion was mainly because of her, his only link to his past before the change into the destructive person he was now. He still had plans to cast meteorite yet without the materia, such a thing could not occur. (that is fine x] )
 
Kumori sighed in her slumber, her body burrowing closer to the warmth. Before she knew it, morning had arrived, and she shifted to move to get up. Finding it rather difficult. For in her slumber she had wrapped an arm around him. Her legs had tangled around his, and her face was resting with her forehead pressed to his. It was an intimate sleeping position, and with her skin as bare as it was... it was a little... unnerving. "Sephiroth Sir..." She said in a soft and groggy tone.
 
Sephiroth did not instantly wake up in the morning like he would normally have, obviously his body was well relaxed with Kumori so close to him. Not once had he awoken once sleeping something he had not managed to do for almost a year now. Hearing her voice though his eyes shot open quickly looking directly into hers. "Hmmm yes Kumori?" he still had not realized how close the two of them where just thinking possibly he was still asleep in a dream or just imagining her that close.
 
Kumori's eyes closed as she released a long breath. Her hands spasming where they where resting. She shifted a little, causing the slide of her bare flesh on him, to become a little more obvious. His hair was tickling her a little, but more then that it was doing a few things to her that it shouldn't. Her eyes opened and she noticed those intense eyes of his. Those ones that had many a woman gabbing about his attractiveness. Up close, she could say those eyes where just as gorgeous. "Sephiroth Sir..." She repeated, worry crossing her features. "Should we... be like this?"
 
Hearing her repeat what she had to say he continued to gaze at her, wondering what she was next to say. "Kumori.. if you see no problem with it then why would I.." It was more of a question in itself then a statement or an answer. After all it was making her ask herself what she thought about it, maybe it would even expose some of those feelings she once had for him all that time ago.. that more then likely still existed. Many always told Sephiroth how great he had looked, yet after a while none said it anymore a little scared to even get to close to him.
 
Kumori swore she felt her heart in her throat. Her eyes widening a little at his response. "Sir... It seems... a little... intimate..." She admitted as the color started across her cheeks. What the hell, she wasn't a subordinate to him anymore! More then that, she wasn't a damn child. She was blushing, when she really shouldn't be. Why wouldn't the damn blush go away? A whimper flew from her lips for a moment, as her head ducked down. That said it all, those feelings where still there.
 
Sephiroth looked at her and just shrugged, he had no issues with the statement she had brought up. Instead his eyes continued to gaze at her noticing that a blush had appeared and it was not going away in a hurry. Hearing the whimper he could already tell she still had feelings for him as she bowed her head down a little so he could not gaze at her "Hmm Kumori... so you still have those feelings... I thought as much... shame we never actually did anything back then to show them more..." He spoke with a small kindness something a little uncommon for him "It's never to late though.."
 
Kumori's head jerked up, eyes wide with surprise. He had noticed her crush when she was just merely fourteen or fifteen? That was quite a frightening thought. She shuddered then and bit her lip, looking to the side. "Sir, I was your subordiante and a child... Pursuing those would have been wrong." She said in a shaking voice. Oh gods why did it hurt to think of her feelings, that where resurfacing with a rush of painfulness. "I've never been in a relationship with a man, I wouldn't know how. "
 
Sephiroth just could not help but laugh lightly at the words, that would have never stopped him yet he changed to early before anything was actually done. But now on the other hand could be a different story. "Well like i said, never to late to actually try out something Kumori but I know you fear me.... like everyone else," He sighed before looking away, if he was his old self he would probably even fear his darker side, it was not who he really was back then anyhow. But things had definitely changed and lots of events had taken place.
 
Kumori's eyes narrowed as she gripped his arm. Staring up at him her eyes darkening just a bit. "What do I have to fear of you? We are both experiments that have gone wrong. You may not have been born like I was, but we both where subjected to Hojo's toyings. Not only that, but why be afraid of you? I fear nothing..." She stated in a firm tone as she stared up at him. The truth was there, she wasn't afraid of him, just of what could happen. Intimacy was something forbidden to the First Class Female Soldiers... Pregnancy was a deadly thing, and Miscarriage more so.
 
Part of him felt like that was a lie, no matter how much Kumori would say such a thing.. even Sephiroth feared his own death when it was almost handed to him... technically he should have been dead quite some time ago, but he was to powerful to just disappear, not to return. " we all fear something.. that is what shows us if we are alive Kumori.. you of all peope should know that... you at least were not experimented to the point of complete and utter change.. i became a dark and sinister form.. wanting nothing but destruction.. i still want to destroy this pathetic place.. yet you do not fear that?"
 
Kumori's eyes closed, as her head tilted back. The laughter bubbling from her lips. "You think I was not changed? That while I was a Soldier the only thing I did was happiness and fluffy things? My experimentation made it where it was almost deadly Painful to even think about disobeying the commands of one of my superior officers. Do you know how much that made me want to kill? How many times I did kill when I was a SOLDIER. You may have tried to destroy the planet, by contemplated the destruction of our employer more often." She said in a shaking tone. Her eyes closing as she pressed her face to his chest, laughing softly. "I fear only intimacies, that is it. If I die, I die... it's what the ancients mean to happen."
 
Such strong words he had not expected from her, always he had seen Kumori as not really that strong minded.. or strong about things she believed in yet she had changed as well, that was definently not a lie. Sephiroth looked at her before just lightly shrugging "I did not know what to expect.. I mean here i am laying in a bed with someone that used to have a crush back on me all that time ago.. off which you still have feelings.. and you don't fear me.. Some would call you foolish.. i call you strong.. which makes me maybe want to experience what it would be like if we shared those feelings together.
 
Kumori bit her lip faintly and sighed as she curled agianst him more. More for the warmth then anything else, at that moment. "How can you even want me? I mean honestly, I'm not even that attractive. There are far stronger, and far more attractive females in the world. I may have feelings for you, but those aren't everything. Also, I have no experience, so it could very well be very horrible." She whispered as she curled her hands into the small of his back. Feeling more and more comfortable, pressed against him as she was.
 
She was starting to talk herself, down.. seemingly trying to divert his attention or get him to say otherwise. Yet no matter Sephiroth could not help himself "You may or may not be telling the truth.. but I can guarantee you.. all of those others.. fear me, that's a weakness your not flawed by, and experience.. well you can gain it.." Kumori was warm, and he had no issue with her laying next to him like this "Do you accept my offer.. to show you what was forbidden for us originally?"
 
Kumori listened to the man speak, he wasn't insane. He was still the man she had fought under. Her fingers curled around each other, and curled up on his chest as she pressed her face into his chest. There was no more to fight over, the inevitable had come. He really wanted her, no if and or buts. She felt her cheeks color, but shook her head. "Whatever was forbidden is no longer. I no longer wear my rank, though the uniform lays there tattered. Be prepared, because unlike one of your kind... I heal and scar. "
 
Sephiroth was a little surprised of her last comment, by saying that she was saying she was mortal compared to him... or did she mean emotionally. He could not work out if it was either so did not let it bother him and instead looked at Kumori. " I don't plan on having to make you do such a thing again.. "It was all he could say as the two of them laid their. His mind was mixed up right now.. part of it still wanted to destroy this place.. the other part wanted to make her his.. and then together they would destroy.. or together they would keep it as it was.. but all this was yet to be decided.
 
Kumori wiggled just a little, her eyes closing as she sighed. "I did not gain advanced healing. Though I heal a lot quicker then others, I still scar. You'll find my shredded suit just begins to tell you the story of how tattered my body was, when I decided to leave ShinRa." She said lightly as she ran her hand through the hair that was tangle on her leg. Gently pulling it free and smiling at him gently.

"Perhaps I may even convince you to look past everything that your mind has been twisted too... and decide to work as a Mercenary, like myself." She said lightly.
 
Sephiroth felt Kumori separate his hair from her leg since it was tangled a small sigh escaping him, confusion still was deep within his mind and it was not something he could shake. Part of him wanted to destroy.. the other after hearing her suggestion wanted to live that lifestyle, yet people knew who he was.. if someone saw his face, they would attack guaranteed..

Slowly he shook his head "I can't do such a thing.. people would recognize me.. and for that try to destroy me.. and I don't know how i would react.. and well.. the only way to explain myself right now .. is confusion.. part of me would usually kill a man who wants to become a mercenary and yet another part of me wishes for such a thing.."
 
Kumori quietly continued to untangle his hair from her legs and body. Though she was in her undergarments and there wasn't much light, he would probably see the scarring on her body. She had a nearly human body, just was the nature of things. Who knew what she could and couldn't survive though. She looked up as he spoked again and cocked her head.

"But you don't know unless you try. The Sephiroth I knew was sane and a man I would die to follow. But the one that came from that Burning massacre, was not the First Class SOLDIER I remember." She stated firmly as she shifted a little and pulled a bit away from him. "How can you be so certain of your bodies needs, if your mind is in confusion?"
 
A slight sigh escaped him as a few choice memories darted through his mind, "I recall some of the time back then.. but i fear that I am not that person anymore.. that I am still this mess I am now, only wanting one thing.. the destruction of this planet for my mother Genova..(crap Geneva or Genova? I ish forgettings) a small shrug left him on her comment yet he decided to try and respond to it.

"I feel more strongly about it.. my mind is in confusion, and my body thinks mainly for itself now.. so I can tell what my body wants.. and what i want.. but at the same time, i can't make many decisions.. its complicated.." Once that was said he turned away from her "I guess i am not the man you fell for back then.. the one you would have died for.. and you have been through enough pain.. so I will not inflict more to you.. as their is a possibility i could still try to destroy this world with Meteorite... and the black materia..
 
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