Taiga was not a man whose morals were, shall we say, pure. He was comfortable, in general, on the blacker side of gray.
That was a nicer way of saying he made his living in murder, and men had been tortured because of him, before him, even by him.
This had been his line. This had been the thing he didn't do, the thing he strategically removed from the organization. The thing the victims of the old regime had been compensated for heavily, given care and protection from, gotten to walk away from, while he still worked with former rapists of his every day.
This was the one thing he could ever hope to point to and say he wasn't as black as they painted, and so he'd always been quite protective of it.
But maybe his morals just hadn't been tested to this level. Maybe he'd just not been in the situation of being sober and a drunk or high hottie was trying hard to get in his pants.
Maybe his last moral standing just hadn't been truly tested yet.
It seemed that way, because in the end, with only three shots of whiskey in his veins, he folded like a stack of cards.
His hands fell away like they were weak, even though he was a powerful man, a strong man, a man with a punch that could crack skulls and break jaws, a man other men were afraid of.
That was what he wanted, oh fuck yeah, deep and hard, the boy so well-trained it wasn't sloppy, taking every inch like it belonged in his tight throat.
"Jesus," Taiga breathed out, and then added a choice curse in his native language, Japanese, which he rarely spoke anymore, except with his family and occasional business with the Yakuza.
He put the heel of his hand to his head, couldn't take it anymore, and grabbed Shoto's curls. He looked down into those alluring sliver eyes, and he began to pump. Deep, rich rolls of his hips force-fed that fat cock down into Shoto's throat, ground there.
"Good puppy, go-od puppy," he husked, and those hips pushed and pushed deeper, a feral look in his eyes, a hungry curl to his lips.
Perhaps, for Shoto, a look very reminiscent of old clients and masters.
Taiga felt dirty. He'd felt dirty plenty of times before in his life, though. This was no exception. He felt dirty when he was eighteen, and Cortez had murdered his brother to finally be sure he could trust him, and he'd put a Glock in his hand and told him to kill a man. Taiga'd desperately wanted to kill Cortez instead. But he'd brought up the gun like he'd felt nothing. And despite the man's pleas, he'd shot.
It was that kind of precipice he was jumping off now, free-falling, giving Shoto plenty of chances to breathe, as guilt settled in like the absolute ecstasy in his balls, shame, shamefully, only making this hotter.
He held Shoto down for a minute again. Then two, really testing him, before letting him up, to breathe. Taiga's thick cock was sopping with Shoto's spit and inner juices. The final he barely got it to the root before he was cumming, bucking into him, feet kicking, eyes rolling, deep groans spilling out of his mouth. The kind of cum you write home about.
Then he pushed him off his cock and abruptly tucked himself away, face stormy, eyes black. He left the whiskey and the show still running, and all his good intentions left behind with it, as he blew out in search of a shower, a shave, and a way to feel just a modicum less dirty than that made him.