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QuillAndInk

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Everything here should be considered NSFW just to be on the safe side.

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So I had a conversation that triggered thoughts about a situation from nearly 16 years ago that still affects me (my self worth, self confidence, how I approach situations etc). It triggered an unusual dream.

This is what I remember of the dream.


I am riding an ATV, following my girlfriend. We go through a gate and down a path where some other ATV has gotten stuck in the mud. We pretty much turn around and head back through the gate. I notice one of those brown signs that mark a trail, so it was some sort of trail.

Then we're inside her place. I am visiting. I think she lives alone at first. The layout doesn't make much sense - her bed is centered in the living room. A door to the right. A door to the left that is the bathroom. And on the other side of the headboard is the kitchen. A strange layout, I know.

Then three people materialize - all guys - in the kitchen in front of us. Faceless, their backs to me so I don't know who they are. They're scrounging for lunch. I ask her about privacy and she says this is how it always is. Then she goes to take a shower.

The door isn't locked and another guy appears, opening the door. It stays open as he goes inside. The shower curtain is completely see through. I slid backwards, behind a curtain, only half of my face showing as I watch. They don't know I can see but she turns to face him, laughing and smiling, letting him grope her naked breasts.

Then I am laying on a couch, my head on her lap, looking up at her. I don't tell her I am angry, but I ask her how we are supposed to have sex if her bed is in the open like that, with people constantly coming and going to the kitchen. I am already looking on my phone, at google maps, for directions on how to get home. I didn't come all this way not to fuck my girlfriend - should we get a hotel room? She says its expensive.



And thats where the dream ended.
 
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