Carlyle frowned nad she walked after him fast enough and grabbed his hand and turned him around to her shock. Woah she was strong! Focus....Her hands moved to his cheeks and she looked into his eyes. "I'm sorry." She told him, moving her hands to the collar of his shirt. "No one's ever liked me and when they do I wonder why. When you said that I got soa fraid that you just wanted me for my looks and thought if you got me into your bed that'd be it and you'd walk away. I've heard about it happening from some of the othe girls, who had bad encounters with guys. I didn't want to be one of them. i didn't want to be hurt or weak..." She let his collar go and she sighed sftly. "So in the end I pushed you away until you were gone. I-I'm really sorry and...I wish i didn't, push you away.If i had a time turner, i'd go back and slap myself and tell myself to not walk away from you." By now she was probably rambling. Stepping back a couple of times, she moved to him and kissed his cheek and then moved from him and turned to go. "So here I go....Walking away. Wonderingi f anyone will stop me...." She said quitly, looking back at him and then faced forward and kept walking, hoping he'd stop her.