The knight balled up her fists in anger at that thought of the princesses that would line up for him. It was hard not to see red, but she didn't need him for
forever. He could wed, but she
needed him long enough to sate herself and explore. She
needed him to herself long enough to throw herself into his wildfires
completely. Where her fate would go after that was unknown, but she assumed she would eventually head back to Luron, the place that was
meant to be her home. It was difficult for Theia to react or speak on the matter, she knew it was all illogical, this wasn't part of her plan in the slightest, but that didn't change the fact she felt like she
needed him.
She needed her space, she still hardly had the time to process anything from their first kiss to heartbreak, and yet there he was,
pulling her close to him. The urge to cry was strong for a moment, she wanted to burst out and let him know how unfair this all was, how much it bothered her, and how much that certain part of her craved him like
nothing else. She couldn't though, she was a knight and an assassin, and she wasn't hidden away in the privacy her room. It was still all so new and fresh, she was unable to make sense of it or even know what was right or wrong in the situation anymore. This confusion made her want to lean on him more, but what good would that do now?
Her eyes closed in pain when he said the word
'jealous'. Was that what part of these painful feelings were? Sure, she knew of the emotion, but it wasn't one that she felt until now, especially to this degree. Her eyes opened again, and she scanned his face.
"Maybe." She was, but she also knew it wouldn't change anything.
"If anything, she seems more jealous of me." That wasn't true, but the princess was the one who started their bitterness and allowed it to surface more. Theia could bite her tongue, if anything, she was good at it when not emotionally driven, but the princess kept taking low hits against her so some of her envy did leak. The knight added,
"I'm more angry than anything."
Her breathing slowed when he leaned in to take a look at the evidence of what he had done to her. He reminded her bluntly of the devilish things he had done, and yet it was still obvious that she yearned for him greatly. If anything, there was a bittersweetness to it all. The more impactful he was, the more alive she felt. No, it didn't make sense on the surface, what he had been doing to her was
wrong, but there was that
instinct in Theia that knew she
couldn't easily let him go. His hand found her slender neck, and she felt those dangerous butterflies in her fluttering. Her once slowing pulse picked up its pace, and he would surely feel it against her marked neck that he had claimed.
I need him. I need him so badly... Master...!
...but when did I become so selfish? I'm cursing a possible life long marriage to chase my own desires?
As his hand tightened around her neck to the point it was hard to breathe, her thoughts
scrambled. She placed a hand on his forearm, but her touch was gentle. Almost,
welcoming. With an impassioned haze glazing over her own gaze, as his impactful words threatened to submerge her. His
possession?
Yes, she wanted it, she wanted it badly
if he could keep sparking her soul like this. However, her flourishing bliss was sliced through with a knife as he continued.
Two more days... Sent back to Vrey.
Her eyes widened at the weight of the reality that came crashing down on her. Her body started to struggle against his hold with vigor.
No! She wanted to bargain, she wanted to protest, she wanted to run away to be alone...
but his firm hold on her kept her in place. She didn't want to
torture herself by becoming even more fixated on him to then be sent away!
It was cruel! She tried to speak, but only soft gasping sounds could be heard from her. She reeked of desperation and personal dismay.
His hand boldly found its way between her legs, the fabric underneath damp from her blood rushing from their run, having him near, and even the conflict of feelings that raged within her. It was all adding
fuel to her fury. He stilled his hand and
commanded her. She obeyed, why... she didn't understand, but in actuality, she knew who she actually belonged to, and this might be one of her last chances to see a glimmer of that fire. She rocked her hips, trying to communicate how much she wished they could just forget about everything and simply be
his, yet that dream was ruined by the call of the princess's voice. It felt just like being thrown into cold water.
Fuck.
He moved away, and Theia gasped for air, and her golden eyes blurred with tears. His words had hurt her more than they had helped. He would be dangling what she desired before her and warned her it would all be snatched away in just
days. She was far too lost in that brief moment to snap back or even glare at the princess for her sharp tongue. Tired and confused, Theia headed back to the palace with the pair with a heavier heart than what she started with.
----
It was getting late, and the princess was dismissed, and Theia was about to go her separate way until the prince's voice stopped her. He leaned in close, that fluttering started to happen
again, but she took a step back. Didn't he hurt her enough? She looked away from him, her body tensing up. She had enough time to think about the matter on their way back. Once again, she felt like she couldn't allow this to happen.
"I cannot be yours for only two days..." Torture. "If I can't stop you from sending me away, I'll leave for Vrey in the morning. Thank you for giving me the chance to serve you as your knight." Theia was aware she could regret turning away two days. Plenty could happen in 48 hours, but after experiencing something like heartbreak for the first time, she was sick at the thought of getting hurt again in such a way. Would she even see him in the morning? If not, would she ever see him again?
What if he is the ONLY ONE --- No... if he is sending me away, my mission is over. She turned away from him and let him take part in his duties before heading to her room. After all, she had her
own.
Once the sun was down for a couple of hours, Theia knew it was about time to leave. While she could have left without being seen, sometimes hiding in plain sight was the best method. It wasn't all
too late yet, the prince was busy and safe in meetings, and even if she was a knight, she still had some freedom of a personal life. She wrapped herself in a black cloak that she gathered from her room since she rather not be
overly obvious, and the cloak would unlikely be questioned as it served as protection against the nightly chill as she wandered into the night.
She found the clearing of the forest the scroll had spoken about and scanned the dark tree line. Only a moment or two later, three figures stepped out into the small clearing all wrapped up in dark blue cloaks. Theia took a breath, she could tell by the frame of one of the figures, her father would be there to attend the meeting.
All three of them gather in front of Theia, but it was her father who spoke.
"Blondie, report."
The spy spoke without delay. If she
didn't belong to Tristan, she
belonged to the Order of Whispers.
"The empire admits they are spread thin to call any bluff against us. Attack now to start downsizing their territory, but earning too much of their ire is still unwise. The King as well of the prince of concerned about spies, but they don't seem to have any leads." Although Tristan
did prove himself to have a knack for spotting her through her cover, she would leave that detail out. He hadn't been cornering on her too much on the subject as of late, and apparently, her time in the empire was limited.
"There is also an arranged marriage about to take place between Prince Tristan and Princess Freya in two days." Theia looked down for a moment, that heavy heart of hers sent a shock of
pain, but she looked back up to her father in obedience.
The man to the side who went by Silver shook his head.
"We can't let that happen. That joined power would give the empire even more of an edge over us."
Blondie spoke up as Tristan's words earlier still haunted her.
"But they will keep using marriage as a weapon even if we stop it. There are many princesses."
Renard, Blondie's father, who also went by Phantom sighed heavily.
"We should have seen that one coming. It is fine as long as we have a way to infiltrate, we can make it seem each wedding is cursed if we stay on top of this. We won't let it ever succeed or become lasting. We will make it that that entire horrid family is scared to wed." There was a
hope in Theia brewing, one that her father saw. His eyes narrow on his daughter in concern.
"Blondie, we have watched you from the sidelines, it looks like you been getting close to the prince. We assume that this is only a tactic of yours, correct?"
"O-of course! I have to install false trust by an-any means necessary." She cleared her throat. She usually wasn't one to start stuttering around the Order, but emotions were involved. Emotions that she was
banned to have. The exact reason why she was so driven about Tristan, having that untouched part of herself touched was far too
sweet.
"Excuse me, I haven't been sleeping too well." She tried to cover her tracks, but luckily for her, her father didn't push too much more.
He had been working with his daughter closely all her life. His daughter was trained to be cold, he never saw a spark in her other than from a job well done, and he assumed it would be silly for all that to start now; he thought it was
too late for her to develop in such a way. Also, Luron
hated the empire, and if anything, he felt bad that his daughter had to get close to such a
monster. However, he
didn't care enough about her to pull her from the mission.
"Good."
"I do have something else to add... Prince Tristan plans to send me back to Vrey in two days." She
lied,
"He wants a knight that isn't a foreigner." She felt guilt for lying to the Whispers. She never had to, but if her father knew how emotionally involved she was, she may lose her right to one day take over. She felt like she could handle the matter on her own in time, and at this rate, soon she would be
erasing herself again for whatever her next mission was, but could she even rid herself of the imprints the prince had made on her?
"Here are your orders." Phantom reached in his cloak and pulled out a vial of clear liquid. Theia knew
exactly what it was.
"Use it if fitting, and get rid of the princess. Next, do what you can to convince the prince to let you stay. Prove yourself like I know you can. If that doesn't work, take your trip back to 'Vrey'. It isn't ideal but we will adjust our plans. There is only so much we can push. Also, if anyone finds out where you are from, even the prince or the king himself, you are ordered to kill. If you are found out, I believe we both know how dire the consequences will be. Understood?"
Theia couldn't stop herself from shaking in
thrill, although she would blame the chill.
Poison the princess? Yes. She could do this,
happily. She would poison
any princess that she was allowed to that Tristan was forced to wed. If Freya was out of the picture, it would also buy her time. She would at least have
more than two damn days with Tristan. However, she now knew she had to hide her true identity even more from Tristan. Orders to kill from the Whispers was a done deal. If he found out her truth, he would have the same fate, by her
own hands. No, she couldn't even start to imagine it. One thing at a time.
"I understand, and I'll do my best." She nodded her head and took the vial. "
May I speak about the games and Luron's demands?"
"No, focus on your mission. We will be in contact and keeping an eye on things from afar. This is the most important mission you been on, Blondie. Don't disappoint us." With that said, her father turned away, his cloak billowing behind him.
"Whisper." The men then walked off together without another word. They left Theia there in the forest alone. She was irritated she couldn't say her piece on the political matter. One day she would have the majority of the say, but still, she now got the golden order to kill. She was
elated.
On her way back to the palace, Theia considered her options. She didn't know much about the princess, but she did seem to like her late morning tea. That would probably be easy enough to spike.
Or I could shove the whole blade down her fucking throat. Or even at the wedding, there would be so much going on, it would be easy to lace her wine.
Or I could tie up that whore and force feed it to her! Or... did she even need the poison? She
hated the princess,
couldn't she make her suffer instead? That would be messier, but...
would that take away my pain? Theia stopped in her tracks for a moment to look up at the bright moon in the distance. There was a
restlessness in her.
Master... I'll give us more than two days and bring back your happiness tonight.
----
It was late by the time she got back. The palace that was usually full of bustling people was eerily still as most were lost in the lands of dreams. A few knights held guard, but it was a quiet and peaceful night. Theia first went to her room. She stripped off of her clothing all but her white undergarments and placed back on her black cloak. Her heart was
pounding; she never felt
so invigorated to have a mission to kill. Usually, other than a basic rush, Theia didn't think much about ending a life if it was part of a mission or for her own protection, but
this one... this one had her blood
rushing. She had to take a few breathes just to stop herself from trembling. Theia went to her window and looked at the vial under the moonlight in thought.
It is the cleanest way to do it. Just wait until morning.
I'm ready now! Poison won't do. This is personal!
I'm more likely to get caught if I'm reckless about it!
I'll kill anyone who fucking sees me.
She squeezed the bottle in a last-second hesitation, but she tossed it out the window. It was
no longer an option, and that gave her the
freedom to follow her instincts. Theia grabbed her medium-sized dagger and concealed it under her cloak. Her mind went blank of wandering thoughts, as she exited her room into the empty hall with one person on her kill list that was highlighted and underlined. She headed towards the princess's guest bedroom and of course, there was a guard outside of her room. Theia peaked around the corner to survey the situation. She waited, and
waited. The guard would eventually have to excuse himself for a rotation or bathroom break, and Theia was determined to wait in silence even if each second felt like a dozen. Sometimes to get the
best kill, it took time. It took over an hour Theia of waiting, her senses perked just in case anyone walked up behind her, but eventually, the guard walked away to find his replacement. It was then that Theia went for it. Her barefeet left her soundless, as slipped over to the door and cracked it open just enough that she could sneak into the sleeping beauty's room.
Closing the door carefully behind her, she saw Freya there asleep. She was on her back, unconscious, and probably dreaming about
HER Master. Slowly, Theia approached, it was critical that Freya didn't wake up, at least, not yet. Moving silently, Theia's slender body gets on to her bed and straddled the princess. Her body light as a feather, but her gaze down at the sleeping woman was
intense. Leaning down, Theia did the
unthinkable. She
kissed the sleeping princess. She kissed her deeply to wake her up in a probably startled confusion. It was
heated, but short-lived. As soon as Theia broke the kiss, her hand snapped towards the princess's face to cup her mouth. She pinned her muffled face down
hard with her hand, so hard it felt like Theia was trying to use the mattress to cave in her face. She smirked down at the woman, as she now used her body weight to also keep the princess in place.
"At least I'm able to get his kiss back from your lips and you get a second-hand taste of his cock before you die. I guess you get exactly what you wanted in the end, Princess." Her other hand reached in her cloak, and with skilled speed and sim, as soon as she unsheathed her blade, she sliced a deep gash right into the princess's throat. Blood poured onto the sheets and blankets of the bed all while Theia held the princess's mouth and smiled down at her until the flame of life was snuffed out of Freya's eyes.
The princess was no more, but Theia still felt so much
rage. She didn't want the princess just dead, she wanted her
destroyed for how much getting between her and Tristan hurt
her. It was
wrong! It was
unfair! If the prince could burn with violent fire, it was
her turn. Theia scooted down the still-warm body and plunged her blade into the chest of the woman. Again and again, her blade summoned royal crimson as the violent assault didn't stop once it got started. Her stomach, her chest, her limbs... it lacked sense. Theia submerged the knight wildly and blindly into the woman. She wanted to pierce the woman's very soul. It was a blissful and unhinged
blur to the assassin, she wanted her rival's funeral to be a closed casket by the time she was done with her. Soft thuds could be heard coming from the room, as Theia didn't stop stabbing until she was out of breath. She left the helpless and now dead princess mutilated by the passion that she had for Tristan. It was a
message. One that she wasn't ordered to send, one that many would overlook, but it was the strength of her obsession.
Anyone else who dared to take Freya's spot while she was fixated would meet the same end.
I need to leave! I need to get the fuck out of here!
There was no time to savor her violent masterpiece or take in the mistake she might have made by not making sure the job was clean. Her father would be disappointed, but that was only if she was
caught. Theia was covered in blood, but she did not care unless she was spotted. She opened up the Princess's window to make it look like someone had crawled in to murder her, and went to the door. With the side of the face to the floor, she didn't see the shadow of the guard. It was risky to step out, a guard could be right around the corner to take his place, but it
didn't matter. She would kill him
too. Her reasoning was simple thanks to the Whispers who ordered her to kill
anyone who found out about her, she would make sure no witnesses could
breathe a word about it. She took off her cloak that was dripping in blood, held it close to prevent leaving a trail, and now left in just her white bra and panties with bloodstains that had soaked through her cloak, Theia exited the room and
ran. No one was there, her feet were light. She needed to get somewhere
safe, and instead of going to her own room, she ended up in front of Tristan's door.
It was unguarded. It was her job still to guard him for at least two more days, but that would now be extended if this all went how she had hoped. It was late and he probably was asleep as well unless he was restless about his meeting and what she had said earlier. Either way, in her fervor, she let herself in while hardly dressed and some fresh blood splatter on her cheek to her thighs, She broke through the silence of the night with her confession.
"I did it, Master." Theia dropped her bloody dagger on the floor and started to giggle.
"I gave us more time until the next princess. I did the unspeakable to make you happy again. Are you proud of me?" She was
not in her right mind. Theia had always been careful unless pushed, but there she was, literally red-handed in his room, but she still hid under the cover of now an
overly devoted, and now possibly crazy knight.
"You don't have to send me back now. I'm yours." Of course, anyone in their right mind would lock up the unhinged woman for
whatever her mission was at this point, but she did it all for
him. For
them. Her pleasurable and wrathful passion for him drove her to this. That
need. Would be fear her, or embrace her for her wild devotion to her Master? She didn't know, but something felt
right about murdering the princess, about running to him even if it was all
wrong.
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