Alexander was completely silent as he waited for the two women to finish up with the gear before heading off. The other 5 had went ahead to make sure the path was clear. The tension in their little group was so thick that he could have cut it with a talon. But he thought that it was from no fault of his own. Raziel was the one to run away, escaping and nearly getting himself killed in his naivete. But as the older man looked to the younger, he wasn't so sure. Raziel had a aura about him, something that showed that he knew more than others thought he did. But he simply shrugged it off.
The walk back to the Facility was slow, and Alexander's mind was deep in thought. He threw up a extremely strong barrier to stop everyone from getting into his mind, even Amaris. He couldn't let his thoughts get out to anyone. His eyes glazed over for a deal of the trip, his mind still deep in thought but free enough to have him travel the forest. It was completely silent, the only sound the occasional footfall in snow that wasn't covered up.
Raziel was silent the whole way, too, though for a different reason. He had made himself resolute to what was to come. His heart ached, knowing that Hahvoc was going to be in pain the whole time, but he would rather her be hurt than dead, and that was what was going to happen to her if she had fought Alexander. He couldn't even look at her, though, knowing that she thought he was abandoning him, even if it was to save her.
Alexander led them into the facility, but instead of going to the stasis chamber first, he led them upstairs, to the living quarters. His footsteps were slow, heavy, almost as if counting the seconds unintentionally. His eyes closed as he said a prayer, hoping that he was doing the right thing.
He stopped at Hahvoc's room, slowly turning to the door, unlocking it and opening it for her to walk in. He waited for her, his eyes unable to lock with hers, his own closed to hide the shame that quelled his anger. His eyes opened after she passed, and he waited for her to go into her room fully. Then he grabbed Raziel by the back of the neck and tossed him into the room, throwing him perfectly on the couch. "You better take good care of him, Hahvoc." Alexander said, half somber, half threat, before he closed the door.
Alexander let out a long sigh as he collapsed back against the wall, eyes closing as he slid down it slightly. His head hung for a moment before he turned to Amaris. "I couldn't do it, love." He whispered, shaking his head. "I couldn't hurt her like that. The pain that she had felt when she thought she lost him... It was the same I... WE... felt the moment we heard he was dead." He shook his head again. "I couldn't put her through that."
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Raziel felt himself being hurled - almost violently - through the air, landing roughly on Hahvoc's couch, nearly rolling and tumbling off it over the arm. He flattened out on the couch, confused as to what just happened, the realization slowly sinking in from Alexander's words before the door closed.