She heard him stop and took a deep breath, she finally had a chance. "W-we were reading, ilke always, but he made me read some book with sex in it, and started touching meâ?¦. his hand went up my leg, and I felt really uncomfortable. He told me you would appreciate me saying the dirty parts of the book, and I said he shouldn't touch meâ?¦ " Her words were quick but she didn't want to lie anymore. "He promised me things, said he would treat me like a lover, not a slave, and I know you treat me well master, I told him that too..â?¦ but he played on fears. I told him I wasn't allowed! He made me feel crazyâ?¦ and when we went to get another book he kissed meâ?¦. " She looked at the floor, she felt so bad.
"He said you wouldn't know, but I knew you would know because I can't keep anything from you, masterâ?¦." She remembered how gentle he was compared to her master, but pushed that from her mind. "I didn't want to have sex with him, the kiss made me feel bad enoughâ?¦ but next thing i knew he was in my dress. He said he would take me awayâ?¦ but I didn't want thatâ?¦. " She sobbed more. " I made a terrible mistakeâ?¦ terrible. I would give anything to make it up to you." She really would, she loved her master, even if Alexander promised her more.