He laughed. Drunker than a lord…that was a thought. Although the mead was making him feel quite undefeatable, and if a Balrog were to burst through the wall he might have picked up his axe and challenged it to a duel. Then Maerwyn shifted and she was suddenly straddling him. Her finger traced a shivering trail down his chest, sending all of his energy to one singular, hardened focus between her hot thighs.
"If you want to sleep with me, you can. For no coin at all. But only if you want to." Her voice was breathy and low. Her eyes burned with desire.
No coin? Did she sell herself for coin? He tried to concentrate, to make sense of what he was feeling, but every movement she made only frustrated his attempts. He had paid her for everything else, why would she not want coin for this? He let out a groan as his body responded, her curves beneath her shirt pressing against the fabric and reminding him of what she looked like at their camp when the Easterlings attacked. He could still taste her kiss, the eager return of her mouth upon his, and the way she was tracing her finger along his chest made him want to feel her on other parts of his body.
"It doesn't have to mean anything," she continued slowly, drawing invisible pictures on his skin with her fingertip. "I'm still your bodyguard, you're still my employer. In the morning everything goes back to normal. We'll leave, and--"
And what? It didn’t have to mean anything? What did she mean? He slid his hands along her hips, feeling her pressed against his rigid shaft and thinking that nothing could feel better. Her words were clear though; to Maerwyn this would be a pastime, nothing more. Something to amuse themselves in the evening, to help them better sleep. He meant nothing to her other than as her employer. But it was better than Dís who wanted nothing from him, except his absence. Except his death.
At least the mercenary tolerated him as long as he had coin. Tomorrow they would leave and continue, until he was ready to face the Caves of Moria. And then, he supposed, there was not enough coin to make Maerwyn stay.
He felt the realization like a dagger in his heart. If he was walking into certain death, he at wanted to know what being with a woman was like. And perhaps he had drunk enough that he could pretend, at least for tonight, that Maerwyn cared more for him than the coin he carried. He could pretend, and her touches felt so good…he wanted to believe the lie.
As Maerwyn bent to kiss him, her thighs squeezing hard around his hips, he pressed up against her, instinctively knowing that they should meet there. His powerful hands slid against her back, callouses and stout, thick fingers touching her skin, grasping her body and pulling her closer as they kissed. If kissing felt this good, how much better was actual sex?
He slipped her shirt above her head as he kissed her, releasing her lips only to allow the garment to be tossed away. He felt the rocking in her body, the urgent calling of her heat, and could not get her tunic off fast enough. And then she sat upon him, her torso exposed in the candlelight. His pulled himself into a seated position, his bare chest brushing hers. He grasped the swell of her backside straddled over him, pressed hands against her skin as if he couldn’t touch her firmly enough to memorize each moment together.
He reached up and pulled her head to his, kissing her again, as one hand ran up her rib cage and found her soft breast. Her hardened nipple caught the attention of a rough thumb, and as he kissed her he captured her nipple between his fingertips, exploring the differences in her human body.
If he was going to have one night with a woman, it was going to count.
"If you want to sleep with me, you can. For no coin at all. But only if you want to." Her voice was breathy and low. Her eyes burned with desire.
No coin? Did she sell herself for coin? He tried to concentrate, to make sense of what he was feeling, but every movement she made only frustrated his attempts. He had paid her for everything else, why would she not want coin for this? He let out a groan as his body responded, her curves beneath her shirt pressing against the fabric and reminding him of what she looked like at their camp when the Easterlings attacked. He could still taste her kiss, the eager return of her mouth upon his, and the way she was tracing her finger along his chest made him want to feel her on other parts of his body.
"It doesn't have to mean anything," she continued slowly, drawing invisible pictures on his skin with her fingertip. "I'm still your bodyguard, you're still my employer. In the morning everything goes back to normal. We'll leave, and--"
And what? It didn’t have to mean anything? What did she mean? He slid his hands along her hips, feeling her pressed against his rigid shaft and thinking that nothing could feel better. Her words were clear though; to Maerwyn this would be a pastime, nothing more. Something to amuse themselves in the evening, to help them better sleep. He meant nothing to her other than as her employer. But it was better than Dís who wanted nothing from him, except his absence. Except his death.
At least the mercenary tolerated him as long as he had coin. Tomorrow they would leave and continue, until he was ready to face the Caves of Moria. And then, he supposed, there was not enough coin to make Maerwyn stay.
He felt the realization like a dagger in his heart. If he was walking into certain death, he at wanted to know what being with a woman was like. And perhaps he had drunk enough that he could pretend, at least for tonight, that Maerwyn cared more for him than the coin he carried. He could pretend, and her touches felt so good…he wanted to believe the lie.
As Maerwyn bent to kiss him, her thighs squeezing hard around his hips, he pressed up against her, instinctively knowing that they should meet there. His powerful hands slid against her back, callouses and stout, thick fingers touching her skin, grasping her body and pulling her closer as they kissed. If kissing felt this good, how much better was actual sex?
He slipped her shirt above her head as he kissed her, releasing her lips only to allow the garment to be tossed away. He felt the rocking in her body, the urgent calling of her heat, and could not get her tunic off fast enough. And then she sat upon him, her torso exposed in the candlelight. His pulled himself into a seated position, his bare chest brushing hers. He grasped the swell of her backside straddled over him, pressed hands against her skin as if he couldn’t touch her firmly enough to memorize each moment together.
He reached up and pulled her head to his, kissing her again, as one hand ran up her rib cage and found her soft breast. Her hardened nipple caught the attention of a rough thumb, and as he kissed her he captured her nipple between his fingertips, exploring the differences in her human body.
If he was going to have one night with a woman, it was going to count.