"Aftern--" She started to say to him but he simply walked on. he bit her lower lip and swallowed hard and let him go on. it hurt a little bit. She'd be honest about that. But who was she to talk? she ditched him and went and had sex with Matthew.
Kevin sighed as he sat there, depressed. He waited for class to start because the sooner it started, the sooner it would be over and the sooner he would be able to leave.
As class started, Hayden did the usual and it was obvious something was missing from her usual charisma. Once it ended though, even she seemed just as excited for it to be. She sat on her desk and just went over some things.
"But I'm serious. I make myself unlovable because I am scared to love." She's loved once and look how great that turned out. He left her alone in this world. Died. Gone. Left...
Hayden sighed softly and she sat back. "He died." She said looking away. "He said he'd get better and that he wouldn't leave me but he did. I know it's not his fault but it hurts. we were engaged and we were going to get married once he made remission but he never did. He died in his sleep and I never got to say bye and just..." she shook her head and breathed hard.
Hayden shook her head. "It's been almost a year. I won't lie, I'm not exactly over it but I still think it's impossible for anyone else to love me." She said quietly.