((Forgive the first post, it's not exactly up to my standards, I'm still blowing the dust off of my keyboard.))
There she is! I put my binoculars down for a quick moment, rubbing my sweaty palms on my jeans before I bring the piece back up to my eyes. My grin is hard to contain, but then again I don't really want to contain it. Everything is going so well according to plan, it's surreal! This was only supposed to happen in movies! My cramped manhattan apartment feels even smaller as I stand up, putting the binoculars down on the windowsill, the second story commands a good view of the park. I run over the plan in my mind again, though I have it burned into the back of my brain; it's perfect!
I walk to the door, nervous energy suffusing my limbs, I talk in a low, hyper voice.
"Alright, she comes in through the door, we talk a minute, I show her the pictures and tell her there are copies, and then..."
Oh I very nearly melt in delight, and there's a rush of blood that makes my jeans tight once more. I rub my hands together, my mind frantically rushing onto the other, backup plans.
If she doesn't cooperate, I have the ether ready, she'll go out like a light and she goes into the basement. Nobody will ever find her there, I've got the only key to the janitors closet. It's perfect! She's going to be mine!
I can't help a childish giggle, this time. After so long watching her, my pictures are finally paying off. Nervous legs tap on my carpet in a staccato rhythm, and damnit. I have to take a piss. The tiny bathroom in my apartment barely has rooms for the amenities. A shower, a toilet and a sink with no room to stand in between, and god damnit. Taking a piss with a hard-on isn't exactly easy. Grunting as I position myself, I catch a quick view of myself in the mirror, and I smile. Lank brown hair falls in a wave over my forehead, and I brush it back with my unused hand, admiring myself. At nearly thirty years old, I don't think I'm that bad looking of a guy. My brown eyes peek from under silver wire glasses frames, used for reading mostly. A nondescript white and tan shirt adorns my chest, not overweight but in no way firm. I work as a photographer in a portrait company, I have to look the part. And boy, have I done a lot of photography as of late! Smiling, my teeth are a bit yellowed, but straight, and I toss my hair back from my eyes as I manage to zip up.
Both palms find their way to the cool porcelain of the sink edge, and I look into my own eyes, trying to convince myself to have the balls to follow through with what I've done.
Come on, Jake. You've spent all your life being a Fuckin' coward. You got the balls for this, dontcha. You want this, that bitch is yours. She knows it, why else is she coming to your door right fuckin' now?
There she is! I put my binoculars down for a quick moment, rubbing my sweaty palms on my jeans before I bring the piece back up to my eyes. My grin is hard to contain, but then again I don't really want to contain it. Everything is going so well according to plan, it's surreal! This was only supposed to happen in movies! My cramped manhattan apartment feels even smaller as I stand up, putting the binoculars down on the windowsill, the second story commands a good view of the park. I run over the plan in my mind again, though I have it burned into the back of my brain; it's perfect!
I walk to the door, nervous energy suffusing my limbs, I talk in a low, hyper voice.
"Alright, she comes in through the door, we talk a minute, I show her the pictures and tell her there are copies, and then..."
Oh I very nearly melt in delight, and there's a rush of blood that makes my jeans tight once more. I rub my hands together, my mind frantically rushing onto the other, backup plans.
If she doesn't cooperate, I have the ether ready, she'll go out like a light and she goes into the basement. Nobody will ever find her there, I've got the only key to the janitors closet. It's perfect! She's going to be mine!
I can't help a childish giggle, this time. After so long watching her, my pictures are finally paying off. Nervous legs tap on my carpet in a staccato rhythm, and damnit. I have to take a piss. The tiny bathroom in my apartment barely has rooms for the amenities. A shower, a toilet and a sink with no room to stand in between, and god damnit. Taking a piss with a hard-on isn't exactly easy. Grunting as I position myself, I catch a quick view of myself in the mirror, and I smile. Lank brown hair falls in a wave over my forehead, and I brush it back with my unused hand, admiring myself. At nearly thirty years old, I don't think I'm that bad looking of a guy. My brown eyes peek from under silver wire glasses frames, used for reading mostly. A nondescript white and tan shirt adorns my chest, not overweight but in no way firm. I work as a photographer in a portrait company, I have to look the part. And boy, have I done a lot of photography as of late! Smiling, my teeth are a bit yellowed, but straight, and I toss my hair back from my eyes as I manage to zip up.
Both palms find their way to the cool porcelain of the sink edge, and I look into my own eyes, trying to convince myself to have the balls to follow through with what I've done.
Come on, Jake. You've spent all your life being a Fuckin' coward. You got the balls for this, dontcha. You want this, that bitch is yours. She knows it, why else is she coming to your door right fuckin' now?