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How long had he been up? Time seemed to pass as slow as watching paint dry. Most of the time, Dai Lihve would be utterly exhausted from having to raise this child by himself. However, his need for sleep had dwindled considerably until he could get by with a simple three hours or so of resting. Raising a child was hard work, especially an infant. The young nineteen-year-old rocked back and forth slowly as he held the young infant close to his chest who was quietly drinking from his bottle and drifting off. Every time the dark-haired male went to put the baby down, he would start crying to be held again and Dai would get nowhere in a hurry. And so, the male had simply decided to bring his blanket into the nursery and recline in the chair, holding his son close. "Shhh..." He hummed a silent lullaby, arms holding the young child close and firmly. He had been a parent for a grand total of eight months now. Each day passed and Dai looked as tired as ever, yet he kept a smile on his face. This bundle of joy in his arms was his only light in life. After the young infant's father had disappeared from their lives for a few months, Dai had gotten used to the idea of raising this child as he wished. No one would get in the way, especially no deadbeat father that didn't even want the child in the first place.

Ah yes, what a strange and utterly horrible experience he had gone through. After three long years of dating, he and his sweetheart had finally given up their purity to each other. Well, Dai did. He wasn't sure about Anthony anymore. Unfortunately, there seemed to be quite the problem. A strange condition had been discovered in the young male's body. There was a place in his stomach that wasn't supposed to be there. A womb. Six weeks later, the boy had found out that he definitely had been impregnated by his long-term boyfriend. How to tell him? How shocking would such news be and would he even believe him? Would his parents support them? What would they do to take care of a child? Dai was only a boy that was barely out of high school. He had no income and he surely had no way to take care of a child! Of course, knowing the estranged reaction that his boyfriend had given, Dai had been left to essentially care for the child himself. Anthony had wanted to keep it hidden from the world that he had a son with another male. He wanted to keep it a secret from his family and... well.

Dai was just not happy with that. His thoughts were interrupted as he heard his young son burp on his own, the bottle's tip falling out of his mouth and milk dribbling down his chin a bit. The dark-haired male couldn't help but smile. His hand moved to gently dab at his chin and clean it up, holding the infant close and kissing the top of his head. "That's it, sweetheart... Mommy's got you..." He murmured, rocking back and forth and humming a quiet tune. His long black hair fell in rivulets over his pale, exposed shoulders as he relaxed in the chair. There were visible bags underneath the boy's emerald green eyes from a lack of sleep, though that lok of happiness was unmistakable. He was elated at having such a joy in his life. This was the only joy he had now anyway. His hand ran gently over the infant's hair until he was alerted by the phone ringing beside him. He quickly picked it up to prevent his son from waking up, gently yawning and resting his head against the side of the chair. "Hello?" He murmured tiredly, listening to the other end of the line. "No, Ryder's feeling better... he's sleeping right now." He sighed softly in relief.

Ah, what a joy it had been to have his mother in his life. She had been ecstatic at being able to have a grandson, no matter if Dai was a boy or not! His father, on the other hand? He was a conservative man that held a strong sense of morals and ethics, and he couldn't accept Dai for what he was. Ah well. Dai didn't give a damn. He smiled tiredly and listened to the woman on the end of the line before nodding. "All right... come over tomorrow and you can take him out to get him some clothes." The woman was so sweet and offered to help him so much. That was what mothers were for, and Ryder's grandmother was going to spoil him rotten one of these days. "I'm gonna try to get some sleep while Ryder's snoozing... love you, mom." He hung up and curled up against the chair with Ryder held firmly in his arms. That was until the phone rang again and he sighed silently, picking it up quickly.

"Look, Mom... I really need some sleep, please..." He frowned, adjusting the oversized t-shirt that hung down to his mid-thigh. It was comfortable and had been one of his ex-boyfriend's shirts. Even if the man had given him nothing but bad memories over the recent months, he still found comfort in breathing in thes cent of the older man that lingered on the shirt. It even showed their size difference, for Dai was nearly swallowed up in the shirt. "... Mom?"

[I hope that's okay, lovie. x.x; I figured you could start with him calling Dai or something to apologize or... something? xD -shrug- If not, you can start wherever you want. ^^]​
 
[No worries. <3]

There was a long pause after he spoke his mother's title, though he already knew who it was. The same caller had been disturbing him all day and hanging up shortly afterward. "Listen, you little pain-in-the-ass. Stop calling my house, understand?" He questioned, though he spoke all this to the person who hadn't had the courage to speak up. That was until he heard the deep, familiar voice ringing in his ear and registering in ihs brain immediately. Almost on instinct, his arms tightened around the small infant in his arms and he frowned. There was a very long pause on the other end and surely Anthony thought that Dai might've hung up, though that wasn't the case. He was sitting there, dumbfounded on why the other had called him like this. Ah well. It was much safer than coming to visit him face-to-face, for Dai would've beat the hell out of him. Ah yes, for such a small male, the boy sure was a fiery one and he had enough of a wild side in him to even take down Anthony if he was angry enough.

This was the man that had been too damna fraid to tell his own family that he had a son. Sure, Dai knew how it was but he had eventually let them know. His mother had supported ihm through the entire ordeal. Unfortunately for Anthony, his parents seemed to disagree with everything he had decided and had even tried to convince him to say the baby wasn't his. Rotten parents if there ever were. The dark-haired male peered down to the infant in his arms who was now awake, though not crying at all. Ryder had heard the deep, comforting voice that he had been so familiar with in his first few months of life. For the first time in a long time, Ryder giggled and reached up, hands touching the phone and cooing quietly. Dai kissed the boy's wandering fingers and then his soft, downy dark hair. The infant instantly recognized who was on the phone because he knew his mother, but he knew his father as well.

"... What do you want, Anthony?" He questioned and sighed as he sank back against the seat. He adjusted the baby in his arms and rose onto his feet, moving silently out of the nursery and to his own bedroom. The baby would be able to sleep better with him in his arms, so he had decided for the most obvious decision. "Why are you calling so late?" God knew where the man was. He figured he'd moved in with one of his friends or found some new girl or guy to be with. Did he care? Well, Anthony had been his first love. There was no way that he would ever stop loving him, yet he would eventually have to get over it. "Ryder's trying to get to sleep." He informed, frowning and laying back on the bed with the baby supported on his chest.​
 
There was a dead silence on the other end. He had heard those apologies before and none of them meant anythign anymore, for Anthony continued to do what he wanted and ignore Dai's opinion on it altogether. "Why should I Believe you? You've apologized before and you just went right on doing whatever the hell you want to do." He commented. There was anger in his voice, yet there was a hesitation and sadness in it as well. He didn't want to keep Ryder away from Anthony. Not because he believed ANthony deserved to be a father, but that Ryder deserved to have one. He held the young infant close, caressing through his hair lovingly and nuzzling his cheek against hte top of his head. His thoughts went back to that last fateful night that he and Anthony had even spoke...

He had been waiting for hours on Anthony to come home. He was worried beyond all reason and to hear some girl tell him to stay away from Anthony, that their baby meant nothing to him... it had broken his heart. What had Dai done to deserve such treatment? He hadn't been on Anthony's ass all the time. He had just requested that he tell him if he was goign to be out late, if he was going to be somewhere. He didn't want to stay up all night worrying, after all. Well, the man eventually came back and they had gotten into a huge argument. Apparently it was his fault for getting pregnant. Oh yes, he had just planned from the very beginning on bringing a baby into the world. Their fight had escalated and he had been pushed into one of the shelves where quite a lot of glass figurines and antiques lay. They had shattered, slicing up Dai's skin pretty badly. Luckily, they hadn't left physical scars, yet emotional ones at the realization that Anthony honestly didn't want to be there.

Or at least that was how he thought of it. His eyes screwed shut and he sighed silently to himself. "... For an hour at the most. Ryder's sleeping adn I don't want to have to mess up his sleeping schedule." he informed. With that, the man hung up, curling up tightly underneath the bedsheets and holding Ryder close.

He had loved, no, still loved ANthony to death. Meeting in high school had been the best thing that had ever happened to him. How a boy like Dai, sweet, quiet, artistic had run into a man like Anthony who ahd been a football star... it was hard to fathom. He didn't ask questions, though. He knew he had to have done something special to get such a wonderful man.

So what had gone wrong?​
 
Dai hadn't really bothered to change his clothes. The large, oversized shirt hung to his mid-thigh and covered anything that needed to be covered anyway. His long, dark hair fell about his features as he came out of the bedroom. He gently laid Ryder down in his playpen to rest until Anthony arrived. Meanwhile, he made a pot of coffee, knowing that he'd probably need it by the end of the night. Either from stress or just exhaustion. His fist moved to rub tiredly at his closed eye, trying to keep himself awake. he didn't want Anthony to stay long, for he needed his rest and Ryder definitely needed some sleep. Luckily, the little baby hadn't woken up after being put down in the playpen. he had simply resorted to suckling on the edge of his blanket, cooing all too sweetly in his sleep. The boy was the perfect mixture of Dai's and Anthony's genes. Soft, downy brown hair had been inherited from Anthony and those sweet, forest green eyes were taken from the younger male.

After hearing the knock upon the door, Dai let out a slow, hesitant breath. He wasn't sure what he was doing, though he could only hope that the man had honestly changed. He smoothed out his shirt and moved to the door, unlocking the several locks that kept ti shut. After having such a temperamental lover like Anthony, anyone would want to be as safe as possible. He opened up the door and his eyes moved up to peer at the much taller male, a faint smile on his features. "Hey there." He murmured, opening up the door and letting him in.

"Try to be quiet... he's getting some rest." He murmured, motioning tot he playpen and sipping on his cup of coffee. "Youw ant some coffee, Anthony?"​
 
Dai closed the door as quietly as possible behind Anthony, locking the bolts back and then turning his attention to the older man with a faint smile. Even if Anthony had left on sour terms and they hadn't been the biggest fans of each other, Dai was still comforted greatly by wearing the shirts that the man had left. They still had the man's scent to them and that had helped him to sleep on more than one occasion. He gazed around the house, knowing that this place would have to be very different to Anthony. They had barely gotten by with a couch and a TV when he had first been here, yet now the place was well-furnished and to his liking. He had no reason to ask anyone else what they thought of the decorations, so he could get it done even faster. He headed into the kitchen to get the man a cup of coffee, bringing it back and smiling softly to himself. He was glad that the other showed so much emotion now. Before, it had been constant impassiveness and a sense of "I don't give a damn". To see the man's eyes glittering with held back tears brought joy to his heart.

"I know." He giggled. The boy didn't overeat or anything, though it was obvious that this young infant would grow up to be as big, if not bigger, than Anthony himself. it was obvious where the little baby got his size from, at least. Dai bent down and gently brought Ryder into his arms. With a soft yawn, the baby stirred and his eyes opened to peer at Anthony. He let out a soft giggle, hands reaching out and holding out to Anthony. "Good to know he still ercognizes you." Dai smiled and giggled, looking to the infant. "You want to see Daddy, sweetheart?" He whispered gently, kissing his soft hair and carefully shifting the young child into Anthony's arms. The boy truly had gotten bigger, though he was still small in Anthony's arms. He cooed gently, fingers curling happily into th eman's shirt and tugging, gnawing on the fabric.

"have a seat." Dai nodded and motioned to the couch. He sat down, crossing one leg over the other and rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. "... You been okay?" He questioned. Dai was obviously not the biggest fan of Anthony's family and they didn't think too highly of him either, though Dai could give a rat's ass what they thought. He would've tried to contact Anthony if not for the man's mother and father. The young eighteen-year-old had simply been thrown into a situatino that was unexpected for either of them. Dai had plans to go to college, to become a graet writer, and his dreams had been halted at the realization that he would have a child. He was no whore or streetwalker like the man's parents made him out to be. His purity had been given to ANthony and only to Anthony. Despite his friends' numerous attempts to set the young male up with other men after Anthony had left, Dai had refused every one, knowing where his heart truly lied.

"He's quite a lot like you. It's funny." He smiled softly and looked to the young infant that was curled up against Anthony's chest. "Some of the same facial expressions... he even has the same laugh. It's amazing." He grinned, looking to the older man and tilting his head.​
 
The boy was laughing happily all the while, despite being tired. He held onto the man's large thumbs and squeezed lightly, cooing and tugging happily as he looked up to the older man. The boy was so ecstatic and happy, a nice change from his normal quietness. Meanwhile, Dai settled down gently on the couch, smiling to the older man. "I've been fine." He sighed softly. "Never getting any sleep because RYder's always wanting to play and he's always up." He laughed softly. "But other than that, I'm pretty good. Mom's helping take care of money and everything so I can keep paying rent until I get a job." He murmured. The young male's mother really was an angel to them both. She treated ANthony as if he were her own son, despite her husband's disagreement with the whole situation. Even after the two had broken up, she had called Anthony every so often to check up on him and see if he was okay.

"He's going to be just like you when he gets older, probably." He laughed and shook his head. "But I don't mind." He grinned. "Maybe he'll find a girl or a boy that loves him just as much as I did you." He almost said "do", though he quickly corrected himself. He didn't want to seem like he couldn't make it on his own. Even without Anthony's help, he was raising the young boy to be a wonderful ltitle boy. Ryder was playing quietly with the buttons on Anthony's shirt, tugging and banging his little fists against them with playful giggles emanating every so often.​
 
"Really, now?" He did know that she never gave up on Anthony. She had spoken to Dai to try to convince him to give him another chance. She aws a forgiving woman and Dai knew that she was right. He sighed softly and crossed one leg over the other, smoothing out the large shirt and keeping it at his mid-thigh to keep himself decent. His green eyes turned to the young baby who was laughing happily, holding onto the older man's thumbs and tugging. He really did laugh just like the man. Dai couldn't help but smile at the prospect. Hopefully Ryder wouldn't go through what he adn Anthony had. Not just because of their relationship, of course. Dai and Anthony had to keep ti a secret at school. Dai was ridiculed for being gay and the few people that knew about Anthony teased him endlessly about Dai. Things just hadn't gone so well in high school.

"How's... uhm..." He rubbed the back of his neck and furrowed his brows. "Your family?" He shrugged lightly. He would be the better person and at least inquire on their condition. They may have disliked him, but he still made an effort to be nice to them. They were the man's family, after all. Ryder cooed softly and stuck one of Anthony's fingers in his mouth, gnawing and biting at it with his small teeth. He grinned cutely, looking up to his father with a happy, innocent expression in his eyes.​
 
True, the family had been quite cruel to him. Yet Dai just ignored those too-obvious whispers and the disgusted faces. He had done no wrong to any of his family, yet eahc member seemed to enjoy treating him like hell. He smiled faintly and looked to the young infant who was curled up tightly against Anthony's chest, yawning softly. It was such a shame that a baby like Ryder, a gift to the world and a sweet young infant, was hated so much by Anthony's family and Dai's father. To hate a child like that was too cruel for words, and Dai knew that they would get what was coming to them eventually. He stroked Ryder's hari gently as the boy yawned, soon calming down and remaining quiet as he laid against Anthony's chest. Soon enough, the soft, sweet breathing escaped his chest and he began to sleep, cooing faintly as he snoozed.

Dai smiled at the sight and gently brought a blanket over to lay over the small boy. "Don't worry about it. They may not like me, but at least I have the decency to ask about them every oncei n a while." He and Anthony hadn't spoken about that trick that they had played on him to get him to leave Anthony alone. It was best forgotten since Dai hated being deceived. How angry he and Anthony had been that night that they had screamed and shouted. It had escalated into something too horrible and Dai had injuries because of it. He acted as if it didn't bother him, though. Glass shards in the skin were painful, but he was screaming at Anthony to get out through all that pain.

Horrible memories. He gently took RYder and nodded, holding him and bringing him into the nursery where he laid him down in his crib. He tucked him in and then returned with a quiet sigh. "I'm... sorry about what happened before. I shouldn't have screamed like that."​
 
He didn't expect the other to reply so emotionally from his apology, though Dai remained utterly quiet through the man's entire speech. His delicate hand held onto the much larger one of his ex-boyfriend, moving over to the couch and settling down quietly. It was natural to him to be so kind and loving. He had been raised by his parents to be kind to everyone and never judge anyone by looks or anything like that. It was impossible to do so through his entirel ife, though it was a well-known fact that Dai was a friend to everyone and always eager to show that friendship through his kindness. Anything else was alien to him and made no sense. He remained quiet as the other continued to speak, his heart swelling a bit with each word. While the man had emptily apologized before, this was earnest and truthful. He could tell by the emotion pouring out of his voice.

"I understand, Anthony." He finally spoke after the other was finished talking. Both of his hands moved to rest on both sides of the other's jaw, feeling the strong jawline beneath and caressing up and down over it with delicate, soothing fingers. He peered into his eyes, able to see the hurt and pain that was caused through this whole mess. As ihs mother said, one had to be willing to give others more chances than they deserved. He wasn't too sure on whether or not Anthony deserved another chance, but he would be cruel to prevent the man from seeing his son. "You can see him whenever you like." He smiled and tilted his head, his fingers curling lightly so his nails scritched lightly against his jawline.

He laened forward and pressed a soft, brief kiss upon Anthony's lips to show that he still was deeply in love with the man. He had been his first and he would always feel something for the man. "I do love you too, Anthony..." He murmured and sighed, his lips pressing softly to the much taller man's forehead. "I don't want Ryder to have to live without knowing his father." He shook his head, smiling up to him weakly. "You're welcome to stay or come here whenever you want."​
 
The young male's fingers moved to curl lightly into the fabric of his shirt as the other promised to come visit him every day. "Good." He smiled quietly. "I want to make sure that you're honest and intent on being a part of his life." He sighed softly and kissed his rough cheek gently. "And once you prove it... you can gladly come back here." He nodded. "To live." He murmured. Those soft green eyes sparkled as he peered upward at him, locking eyes with the older man's own and biting his lower lip gently.

The next kiss was a bit heavier than the last few, though he knew that neither of them had had any contact like tihs whatsoever since... well, quite a few months. His eyes fluttered and he was sure his knees gave out beneath him. LUckily, he was sitting down. "Mmmn..." He murmuerd against his lips, his fingers curling into the other's chest, nails slightly scraping against the fabric of his shirt and to the skin underneath. As he was kissed so deeply, his lips parted just a bit to allow the other's probing tongue inside. HIs own lashed out to curl around Anthony's while his hands moved from his chest to his strong arms, squeezing tightly. "Mmm... nnn..."​
 
His mouth worked passionately against the other's own, tasting what he had been craving for so long. After the kiss had parted, his eyes gazed intently into Anthony's own, seeing the love and compassion that sparkled within those beautiful eyes of his. He smiled silently and rested his hands on the other's jawline once more, stroking up and down gently and feeling the skin beneath his fingers. He had wanted so badly to be with the man for so long. his fingers moved to tangle in the man's hair, gently stroking over his scalp and leaning his head down to press a loving, tender kiss to his forehead.

From his position in his lap, he was a little bit taller than the man. He smiled down to him and rested his hands on his chest. "I know, ANthony..." He whispered, bending and pressing another kiss to his lips. "I love you too." He murmured. As the large hand moved to rest on his bare thigh, goosebumps rose beneath his hand. He was bare entirely save for that shirt he wore, for he wasn't honestly expectign anyone to be coming to the house that night. His hands moved to rest on the other's arms once more, squeezing while the hand caressed up and down over his naked thigh.​
 
"M-Mmmn..." His head tossed back and he let out a soft breath as the other's hand slid underneath the end of his shirt and moved upwards over his bare thigh and bare bottom. His dark hair clung to his pale cheeks as the older man's hands ran over his bare skin bneath the shirt, hungrily tasting every inch of the young male with his open palms. As the hand moved upwards to his bare chest, he let out a soft groan and let his head fall to the side, a lok of complete bliss and happiness on his face. "Anthony..." He breathed heatedly, his hands curling into the man's forearm as the hand teased his small, perky nipples. He had missed this so much. PErhaps that aws why he was so eager to submit to the older male. It had always been easy to submit to him.

His fingers moved to the bottom of the other's shirt and curled lightly before gently edging it up and over his lover's head. "I mised you... mmmn, I missed you, Anthony..." He whispered into his ear, nibbling at his lobe and panting erotically.​
 
Dai knew that the other was probably surprised to find that he was abre underneath the shirt, though that didn't make him any less attractive. Oh no, the boy was pristine and delicate, beautiful in all definitions of the word. His naked, pale thighs gently shifted as the other tugged his shirt over his head. His nails curled lightly into his chest and he sealed their lips together only briefly before he was being laid back on his back on the couch. "Mmm..." His eyes closed, enjoying the sensation of the lips trailing over his pale thighs.

"Mmm... I've missed you as well, Anthony..." He bit the back of his hand to keep quiet, his back arching and a groan of desperation escaping his chest. It had been long. Too long since he had felt the sensation of the wet, hot kisses against his smooth thighs.

[It's okay. I'm replying to like thousands of posts anyway. xD]​
 
The young male had always been utterly amazed by the man's size. Even when they hadn't been dating, he had caught gilmpses of the man's long, thick member while they had been showering at schoola nd his entire body had been caught by a shiver of delight. His delicate arms draped around Anthony's broad shoulders as the other laid down so carefully on his small body and began to grind back and forth between his legs. "Mmmn..." He mewled, his head tilting tot he side while the other's hips groud so powerfully against his own. "Unggh..." He whimpered, his legs wrapping around the man's waist wihle the thick cock teased over his much smaller one.

"Mmmn..." His hand moved down and caught both of their erections in his hands. One hadn couldn't fit around ANthony's all the way, so he had to use two to stroke them both. he jerked them eagerly and curled his toes lightly into the man's lower back, groaning and tilting his head tot he side. "Oh f-fuck, Anthony... you're... s-so good... so big~!"​
 
Dai's fingers eagerly jerked at both of their arousals, fingers gliding up and down over the smaller one and the much bigger one of his older lover. HIs legs were spread wide open, hips grinding sensually into the man's own. "Mmmn..." he giggled at the other's explanation and pressed a soft kiss to his cheek. He knew the man was pent up. He was too. Hands squeezed his arousal and he eagerly accepted those fingers against hsi lips, suckling them in slowly. Even when doing such a simple task, he made it look incredibly sexy, mouth working slowly around the fingers and taing them all the way to the knuckle, suckling and wetting them.​
 
The young male's mouth crushed against his lover's own, drinking in the taste of the man when the lips pressed to his own. He let out an affetionate purr and gazed down as the fingers trailed over his delicate torso and underneath him to tease and circle his tiny entrance. It hadn't been invaded in so long, so it was exceptionally tight. His hand rested against his mouth and he let out a delicate, sweet moan, eyes fluttering. "Mmm..." His free hand moved underneath to tease the man's pent up balls, stroking over them with feather-light touches, gently squeezing soon enough. "Mmmn~! Anthony!!"​
 
Once they had done it once, he and Anthony had been eager to do it again. And again. and again. He awsn't particularly sure during which moment of theirs that Ryder had been conceived, though if he thought long enough, he'd be able to locate it. Ah well. Those thoughts were for some other time. His eyes sparkled brightly while the older man fingered him, his beautiful rear grinding eagerly back and forth on the other's fingers. 'Mmmn..."

"Oooh f-fuck, Anthony... mmmn, that's good..." He groaned, legs spreading wider as the fingers slid ina nd out of his tiny entrance. The tightness was unbelievable, making him squeeze down harder on the fingers to promise the man a wonderful time when he decided to penetrate him.​
 
The younger definitely had missed the feeling of the other's hands over his body, the mouth against his lips, the manhood deep inside of him. Everything about Anthony was wondrous to Dai and he was sure that he had been with a god in human form. His nails dug harshly down into the man's back as the other delved into him, making him hiss and whimper in discomfort. It had been so long since he had been penetrated, though he was happy to know that Anthony would be glad to see he had not been with anyone since. His mouth pressed deeply to ANthony's and his legs tightened around his waist. "Nnn... I-I have too..." He whimpered, his eyes peering up helplessly as the length was hilted inside of him. His hands ran down over his own body before grasping his thighs, pulling them back and holding them up against his chest. "Nnggh... go for it, baby..."​
 
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