Topher remained in his position until the girls had left. His head was aimed down during the whole time. He was just staring at that bulge that was now in his pants, something that he couldnâ??t take care of considering where he was. And he rarely ever does it by himself.
It had been a good streak that Topher managed to have. A streak without sexual contact with sex of another race or by himself for that matter, he had focused that energy onto productive things, like grading his studentâ??s paper, and working on his thesis at the graduate center. Finally as he was ready to go with no girls around him. He set his car out of park and back onto drive before driving out of the university.
On his way out, he saw the piece of paper there, he slowed down and lowered his window, reaching his hand out and grabbing it before having the window back up as he pressed the gas petal some more. He read the note and thought to himself. Part of him didnâ??t want to meet. There was nothing good that could come from meeting with Daisy at night.
But of course, since his bulge was still there, part of him said she can satisfy you. But Topher didnâ??t want to listen to that muscle. If he did decide to listen to that muscle, itâ??ll be a life of secrecyâ?¦ a life ofâ?¦a life ofâ?¦rawâ?¦passion sexâ?¦ that he had been urging for the past few years. If one was Topherâ??s friend, theyâ??ll be saying â??Itâ??s time to get out of the dry spell and get back in the gameâ? but thankfully, Topher didnâ??t had any friends like these. He sighed as he arrived back to his apartment in fifteen minutes. He crumbled the piece of paper and looked at his fist as he got out of the car.
He wanted to throw it away, but part of him wanted to keep it. He slowly unclenched his hands and decided that mother natural will decide if he should meet or not. But the paper didnâ??t move. Of course it was in the afternoon, and it wasnâ??t windy to begin with.