Hi everyone. Allie here. It's been almost a month since I joined blue moon. It's been a new experience and I could explore my creative side although I'm not that good with words or expressing myself. I've learnt a thing or two from many people over here and it was fun and helped me to distract myself from the real- life problems.
But lately, I've not been able to commit to anyone, friends, family and my roleplay partners over here. I had to ghost many partners over here and I'm not proud of it. But I wasn't inspired even a bit to write. So I guess, writing or roleplaying is not my cup of tea and it was just the curiosity that kept me going.
About me. I'm a student, freshman in college studying biochemistry. I'm the usual, insecure nerdy teen who doesn't think of herself very highly. My self doubt led me to a phase where I let myself to be vulnerable and let people take advantage of it. I did the epic mistake of falling in love with someone who treated me as a commodity. I hoped I could change it, and kept hanging on, losing a part of myself everyday.
Now that, he decided that he had enough of me, I'm thrown out of his life and I expected it from the beginning. Apparently his last words were "get a life" before he blocked me from everywhere.
So I think it's high time I do live for myself and start afresh. It's going to take some time for me to recollect the broken pieces and improve myself so I'm going to take a break from everything.
Maybe I'll be back or maybe not! But for now, chubbygal Allie says goodbye and thanks everyone for my lovely time over here.
Adios!
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