Blood and Crosses (Azel Stormrose&Nephratiri)

[Azel Stormrose]

"yes," licking his lips once she smiled again "most hunters taste savage and raging with a hint of dispair". watching as Eli removed her bra Mindi leaned into his hands. it had been so long, almost too long since she last had sex with anyone; toys could only do so much for a girl. sliding her hands down his body she reached into his pants and started to rub his half hard member. feeling it grow in her hand made her wetten and grow more hungry for him. removing herself form ontop of Eli she turned in circles as she removed her top and then her panties before she went back to him.

taking the top of Eli's pants into her hands she jerked the material to rip it down the fly, but the material stayed in tact. a confused look formed on her face when she tried again, this time harder. with a groan Mindi remembered the rosary hanging around her neck. "i guess you're going to have to remove these for me then" laying herself on the bed next to him she watched him with lust hunger eyes.

He sighed heatedly and leaned in nipping her neck harder. "I never knew, I am glad you find me appealing." As soon as her hand touched him his hips pushed up into her soft touch. Her soft hands felt amazing, it had been so long since he had been with a woman and he needed this. He moved his lips down her neck and over her collarbone biting and sucking gently at her skin. He then moved down to her breasts his tongue flicking over each of her nipples before sucking then into his mouth biting down gently on them and rolling them between his teeth. He watched lustfully as she pulled back and stripped in front of him the act causing him to grow harder for her. When she tried to pull his pants apart he had to fight hard to not laugh a little at her confusion. He felt bad because he could tell she was upset about what had happened but he wasn't going to free her powers. "Yeah I guess so." He stood and slipped them down tossing them onto the chair before laying back on the bed pulling her down with him, his hand sliding down her stomach and rubbing her gently.

 

[Nephratiri]

sliding onto the bed next to Eli, Mindi couldn't hold back her hunger. as his hands touched her body she leaned up and kissed his lips. she was probably going to be the only vampire to have kissed a hunter and lived long enough to enjoy it. trying not to push her boundries Mindi kept the kiss tame until Eli did otherwise. sure he still needed information from her, but he could always torture her for that. before long she let her own hands reach out and touch his free cock. gliding her hand across his hard shaft she used her other hand to play with his balls; slowly massaging them in her hand.

 

[Azel Stormrose]

sliding onto the bed next to Eli, Mindi couldn't hold back her hunger. as his hands touched her body she leaned up and kissed his lips. she was probably going to be the only vampire to have kissed a hunter and lived long enough to enjoy it. trying not to push her boundries Mindi kept the kiss tame until Eli did otherwise. sure he still needed information from her, but he could always torture her for that. before long she let her own hands reach out and touch his free cock. gliding her hand across his hard shaft she used her other hand to play with his balls; slowly massaging them in her hand.

Eli allowed the kiss to remain innocent for a while before her hands fell onto his cock. As soon as she touched him the heat in his body rose and he pressed his lips against her's harder his tongue working circles around her lips before pushing past them and into her mouth. exploring it strongly as one of his hands continued to massage her breast and his other explored her pussy before he allowed one of his finger to press into her body twisting deep into her. As she rubbed him his cock twitched in anticipation of what was going to happen. He growled aggressively and moved his hips against her hand his finger pumping in and out of her body and this thumb finding her most sensitive spot rubbing it in small hard circles. "Would you like to take the lead or should I Hmmm?" He smiled teasingly and nipped at her ear.

 

[Nephratiri]

accepting Eli's agressive change Mindi opened her mouth to him. moaning against his lips as one of his hands continued to massage her breasts while his other invaded her pussey. as his hand worked her body she rubbed his shaft harder, taking her hand away from his balls to keep from getting too excited. bringing her hand up she caressed his cheek, breathing harder as his thumb teased her clit.

his question made her red eyes focus on him as her fangs slowly extended. feeling her fangs change she pulled part from him to shake her head straight. "you should take the lead," smiling lightly she forced her eyes to change back "or else i'll force you to have blue balls by killing me". she was definatly going to need blood after this relief or else their agreement wouldn't last long.

 

[Azel Stormrose]

accepting Eli's agressive change Mindi opened her mouth to him. moaning against his lips as one of his hands continued to massage her breasts while his other invaded her pussey. as his hand worked her body she rubbed his shaft harder, taking her hand away from his balls to keep from getting too excited. bringing her hand up she caressed his cheek, breathing harder as his thumb teased her clit.

his question made her red eyes focus on him as her fangs slowly extended. feeling her fangs change she pulled part from him to shake her head straight. "you should take the lead," smiling lightly she forced her eyes to change back "or else i'll force you to have blue balls by killing me". she was definatly going to need blood after this relief or else their agreement wouldn't last long.

Eli watched her eyes change and the act caused him to tense up a little but when she took control back he smiled and nodded. "Alright I understand," He chuckled a little and moved away from her a little grabbing her waist and pushing her legs apart. He leaned over her and kissed her neck licking a trail down over her throat and along her cleavage before moving down her stomach planting kisses along her soft cool flesh. Putting her legs up on his shoulders he kissed and nipped at her thighs before pressing his lips against her pussy his tongue snaking out and running along her opening before moving up and flicking quickly over her clit. He continued this motion for several minutes before pulling back and moving back up her body placing her legs on either side of his waist. He kissed her lustfully his lips tasting of her juices as he pressed his hips down against her's pushing his cock deep into her in one thrust.

 

[Nephratiri]

watching Eli move away Mindi positioned herself in the middle of the bed on her back. never looking away from his eyes as he leaned over her she tilted her head to the side to give Eli easier access to whatever he wanted of her. closing her eyes as he moved down her body heightened her awareness and also made her crave him even more. moving her fingers down her body she gently tangled them in his hair once he had her legs on his shoulders. his lips were like fire to her body, burning lust and want all over her. breathing hard when he first started Mindi was reduced to whimpers, moans, and cries of pleasure by the time he moved away.

this time when her eyes met his they were glazed over with pleasure, her cheeks flush with excitement. her body was a cool liquid, able to be manipulated any way Eli wanted. kissing his lips back as they were pressed to her lips Mindi moaned at the taste of herself on him. her hand left his hair so her arms could wrap around his waist. what happened next she didn't expect, but she definately liked. moaning against Eli's lips after he was burried all the way inside her Mindi pulled away to look into his eyes "you just seem.... to be full of surprises". she could feel him stretching her, which ment he was very endowed or it really had been that long for her.

 

[Azel Stormrose]

watching Eli move away Mindi positioned herself in the middle of the bed on her back. never looking away from his eyes as he leaned over her she tilted her head to the side to give Eli easier access to whatever he wanted of her. closing her eyes as he moved down her body heightened her awareness and also made her crave him even more. moving her fingers down her body she gently tangled them in his hair once he had her legs on his shoulders. his lips were like fire to her body, burning lust and want all over her. breathing hard when he first started Mindi was reduced to whimpers, moans, and cries of pleasure by the time he moved away.

this time when her eyes met his they were glazed over with pleasure, her cheeks flush with excitement. her body was a cool liquid, able to be manipulated any way Eli wanted. kissing his lips back as they were pressed to her lips Mindi moaned at the taste of herself on him. her hand left his hair so her arms could wrap around his waist. what happened next she didn't expect, but she definately liked. moaning against Eli's lips after he was burried all the way inside her Mindi pulled away to look into his eyes "you just seem.... to be full of surprises". she could feel him stretching her, which ment he was very endowed or it really had been that long for her.

The feeling of her body wrapped around him caused a heated groan to escape Eli's lips. He had never imagined he would be sleeping with a vampire. Something about her was different and even though he knew that he did not have time to think to hard about it. Her reaction to his entrance caused him to chuckle a little. Was he really that impressive to her. She was definitely a snug fit for him and her pussy felt amazing. Placing his hands on either side of her shoulder her lifted his upper body up and after giving her a moment to get adjusted he grinned down at her. "Well let's see if I can give you any more surprises. Or who knows maybe you'll have a few for me." With that he pulled back until just the tip of his cock was pressed against her before thrusting down pushing his full length back into her body with a grunt. He continued this pace of slow powerful thrusts watching her face carefully for signs of approval.

 

[Nephratiri]

smiling at Eli's words Mindi let a light laugh escape her lips as he pulled back. with her arms still wrapped around his waist she had to force herself not to dig her nails into his skin to bring him back. while the rosary dulled her powers that didn't mean she didn't have any weapons. breathing heavily and moaning as he thrusted into her Mindi tightened her legs around his waist, trying to keep him burried inside her.

as Eli's motions tortured her body, her face showed all. her face was tontored in lust as her body writhered in pleasure under him. he was exactly what she needed, what her body needed; even if he was here to kill her. looking up into his eyes she wasn't sure what she saw in them, but she had to distract him from thinking too much on it. leaning up she kissed his lips, the action in turn making her scratching his lower back alittle.

 

[Azel Stormrose]

smiling at Eli's words Mindi let a light laugh escape her lips as he pulled back. with her arms still wrapped around his waist she had to force herself not to dig her nails into his skin to bring him back. while the rosary dulled her powers that didn't mean she didn't have any weapons. breathing heavily and moaning as he thrusted into her Mindi tightened her legs around his waist, trying to keep him burried inside her.

as Eli's motions tortured her body, her face showed all. her face was tontored in lust as her body writhered in pleasure under him. he was exactly what she needed, what her body needed; even if he was here to kill her. looking up into his eyes she wasn't sure what she saw in them, but she had to distract him from thinking too much on it. leaning up she kissed his lips, the action in turn making her scratching his lower back alittle.

He watches her lustfully as her face twisted in pleasure. Everytime he pushed into her it was harder for him to pull back. The way her pussy gripped him was like a vice. As he stared into her eyes something more than a lustful creature began to come out. before he could study her further her lips locked into his and all thought he had was lost. His mouth worked furiously against her's and a low growl of ecstasy escaped his lips as he felt her nails digging into him. Before long he could no longer allow himself to keep the slow pace instead speeding his thrusts so that his body was pushing quickly and forcefully into her's each powerful push sliding her along the sheets. Breaking the kiss he moved down and began sucking and nibbleing at her nipples occasionally biting harshly and tugging at them

 

[Nephratiri]

nipping Eli's lips as he pulled away Mindi watched him move. his new fast and powerful thrusts was sending her body wild. digging her nails harder into his back she smelt the sent of blood. forcing her hands off his body she gripped the sheets under herself, finally noticing that she was moving with his thrusts. what they were doing was evident to anyone outside the door, neither of them tried to be silent or hide what was going on.

arching under him as his mouth tortured her sensitive nipples Mindi cried out his name. she was getting closer, closer to her release that she's been wanting all night. "E-Eli! oh.. Eli...! aah!" bucking under his thrusts she didn't think she could hold on.

 

[Azel Stormrose]

nipping Eli's lips as he pulled away Mindi watched him move. his new fast and powerful thrusts was sending her body wild. digging her nails harder into his back she smelt the sent of blood. forcing her hands off his body she gripped the sheets under herself, finally noticing that she was moving with his thrusts. what they were doing was evident to anyone outside the door, neither of them tried to be silent or hide what was going on.

arching under him as his mouth tortured her sensitive nipples Mindi cried out his name. she was getting closer, closer to her release that she's been wanting all night. "E-Eli! oh.. Eli...! aah!" bucking under his thrusts she didn't think she could hold on.

He could feel blood beginning to run off of his back as her nails dug deeper, however before he could even react she had pulled her hands away. he was impressed by her self control and something about her caused him to want to push the boundaries of actions that before this night he never would have considered. Most hunters drank holy water causing their blood to become like poison, Eli did not. As he continued to thrust faster down into her he reached back and wiped some of the blood off of his finger and held it out to her lips. "Here I know you need a little and from what I understand it makes things like this even more pleasurable for you. my blood is clean." He couldn't understand why he was doing something so reckless but it was to late for that. His thrusts became more forceful and violent as he noticed her body growing close. "Take this and cum for me Mindi."

 

[Nephratiri]

smelling the blood come closer to her nose Mindi opened her eyes to see Eli's hand covered in it. hearing his statement made Mindi half wonder who his informant was and how they knew something as intimate as that. she was sure there were much darker secrets that the hunters didn't know, but something like this was alittle more personal then she figured any of them would be willing to do more then once. happily accepting his blood covered fingers Mindi licked and sucked every last cell off his fingers. as soon as that blood touched the back of her throat Eli's command was followed.

releasing his hand from her mouth she tossed her head back and came hard. writhering and bucking under his body she seemed more human then any time before.

 

[Azel Stormrose]

smelling the blood come closer to her nose Mindi opened her eyes to see Eli's hand covered in it. hearing his statement made Mindi half wonder who his informant was and how they knew something as intimate as that. she was sure there were much darker secrets that the hunters didn't know, but something like this was alittle more personal then she figured any of them would be willing to do more then once. happily accepting his blood covered fingers Mindi licked and sucked every last cell off his fingers. as soon as that blood touched the back of her throat Eli's command was followed.

releasing his hand from her mouth she tossed her head back and came hard. writhering and bucking under his body she seemed more human then any time before.

He watched her accept his fingers ready to pull back if he felt the slightest hint of fangs against his flesh. His slowed his thrusts allowing her to clean his hand. Something about having her feed like that caused his own pleasure to climb which in turn caused his thrusts to become hard again. As soon as she began to cum he leaned back gripping her waist with both hands allowing him to push deeper into her. He could feel his own body growing close to release but he wanted to wait until she was ready for it. He wasn't sure if releasing inside her body had any hazardous consequences but he decided he would give her the chance to tell him. Once she had began to come down from her high he leaned over her thrusting slowly. Leaning down her bit her ear lobe and heatedly whispered in her ear. "Mindi, getting close where do you want it?"

 

[Nephratiri]

whimpering as Eli continued to thrust inside her Mindi's body was a field of sensitivity, especially since she'd just finished her climax. his question brought a smile to her face, was he worried about her getting pregnant? turning her head towards his she whispered back "anywhere". a wicked smile touched her lips as she reached one of her hands down to playfully spank his ass. Eli was more or less the one in charge, so why not give him whatever he wanted for now.

 

[Azel Stormrose]

whimpering as Eli continued to thrust inside her Mindi's body was a field of sensitivity, especially since she'd just finished her climax. his question brought a smile to her face, was he worried about her getting pregnant? turning her head towards his she whispered back "anywhere". a wicked smile touched her lips as she reached one of her hands down to playfully spank his ass. Eli was more or less the one in charge, so why not give him whatever he wanted for now.

Her permission was all he needed. Growling aggressively into her ear he gripped her waist tightly and began thrusting harder into her his body at its limit and ready to explode. Just as he felt his climax beginning to hit he bit into her neck doing his best to leave a dark hickey not knowing if it was even possible his thrusts slowed and became incredibly forceful his cock twitching violently inside her spurting out large loads of his hot cum. "Mm Fuck Mindi!" His last thrust sent the last few drops he had into her body before collapsing beside her half panting his cock slipping from her and his body drenched in sweat.

 

[Nephratiri]

shivering at the sound of Eli's growl Mindi gripped his arms as he continued to thrust into her. hearing him about to climax Mindi tensed when he bit her. when a vampire bit another vampire, without taking blood, it was a sign of affection and if he left a mark it was like a bonding. feeling him cum inside her Mindi didn't know if she wanted to cry with happiness or be angry. once he collapsed next to her Mindi turned to him, her eyes fixed on his face.

she needed to know if he knew what he'd just done to her emotionally. he knew about the blood and it heightened her climax, but did he know about the bitting? curling herself into a ball she waited till he caught his breath, holding her own as she waited.

 

[Azel Stormrose]

shivering at the sound of Eli's growl Mindi gripped his arms as he continued to thrust into her. hearing him about to climax Mindi tensed when he bit her. when a vampire bit another vampire, without taking blood, it was a sign of affection and if he left a mark it was like a bonding. feeling him cum inside her Mindi didn't know if she wanted to cry with happiness or be angry. once he collapsed next to her Mindi turned to him, her eyes fixed on his face.

she needed to know if he knew what he'd just done to her emotionally. he knew about the blood and it heightened her climax, but did he know about the bitting? curling herself into a ball she waited till he caught his breath, holding her own as she waited.

As Eli came down from his pleasurable high he was thinking about the actions he had just taken. Something about the bite was sticking with him and he was digging through his pool of knowledge trying to peg it. Suddenly it hit him. He had just given her a sign of binding. He remembered mocking the fact that vampires can show affection to one another when he first heard that. He glanced at her from the corner of his eye seeing the way she was laying holding herself he knew he had crossed a line because of lustful ignorance. At the same time the act of bonding did not seem like that horrible an act to him. Who knows he might have actually subconsciously wanted to do it. He sighed heavily and sat up a little looking over at her. "I...I know what I just did means more than just a bite. I wasn't thinking when i did it."

 

[Nephratiri]

nodding at his words Mindi didn't know more Eli could say. "you're human, it doesn't count" rising from the bed she went looking for all of her clothes. "i need blood now" pulling on her panties she gathered her shoes, then her bra, and finally went in search for her shirt. "he's a hunter," Mindi thought to herself "he doesn't even know all of our secrets. so how could he have known about this". pulling on her clothes she didn't even wait to see if Eli was following her lead. she didn't think he would let her out of his sight, but that was for him to deal with.

 

[Azel Stormrose]

nodding at his words Mindi didn't know more Eli could say. "you're human, it doesn't count" rising from the bed she went looking for all of her clothes. "i need blood now" pulling on her panties she gathered her shoes, then her bra, and finally went in search for her shirt. "he's a hunter," Mindi thought to herself "he doesn't even know all of our secrets. so how could he have known about this". pulling on her clothes she didn't even wait to see if Eli was following her lead. she didn't think he would let her out of his sight, but that was for him to deal with.

Eli nodded and gathered his own clothes getting them on. It didn't count, why did that not make him feel any better? He felt as though she was just saying that to try and put him at ease. The way she was carrying herself told otherwise. He followed her out of the room and sighed. "Look Mindi I..I am sorry I did not mean to cross any lines." Even as he spoke it rang in the back of his mind that he did know what he was doing and wanted it to count. He needed to try and make it up to her even though she was technically his prisoner he felt horrible about what had happened. Once they where out in the dark street he grabbed her by the arm and pulled her into an alleyway. "I know I could take you to the hospital but...Fresh blood has to be better and since your thirst is my fault the cure will be mine too." In a flash he brought his bare arm up and brought the knife across his skin without so much as a wince leaving a thin slice that blood began to ooze from. "here use my blood but please don't bite." He could not believe that he was allowing himself to be fed from but warm fresh blood provided more nourishment and this would keep him from having to take her into a vampire heavy area.

 

[Nephratiri]

hearing his apology Mindi still didn't want to forgive him. it wasn't completely that he hurt her emotionally, but more that he hurt her pride. she'd denied a bonding with other vampires before, but when she finally does go through a bonding, wihtout concent, he didn't even mean it. if Mindi had had her full strength she'd have run away from him long before he could have gathered her clothes.

once they were outside Mindi was already heading towards the closes hospital, in hopes to get away from Eli. feeling him grab her by the arm she half heartedly struggled as he moved them into the alley. "let go" she said pulling her arm out of his hand. her anger seethed through her eyes, but then was quickly calmed when he offered her fresh blood, his blood. she wanted to tell him no, that he didn't need to do that, but she was too late and the sent of his blood filled the air. taking his arm she tried to wrap her fingers around his arm to slow the bleeding, but she couldn't stop herself, she wanted his blood.

slowly lowering her head she flicked her tongue over the corner of the wound. he tasted better when it was coming from the wound. locking her lips around his wound she slowly drank his blood, debating weither to bite him or not.

 

[Azel Stormrose]

hearing his apology Mindi still didn't want to forgive him. it wasn't completely that he hurt her emotionally, but more that he hurt her pride. she'd denied a bonding with other vampires before, but when she finally does go through a bonding, wihtout concent, he didn't even mean it. if Mindi had had her full strength she'd have run away from him long before he could have gathered her clothes.

once they were outside Mindi was already heading towards the closes hospital, in hopes to get away from Eli. feeling him grab her by the arm she half heartedly struggled as he moved them into the alley. "let go" she said pulling her arm out of his hand. her anger seethed through her eyes, but then was quickly calmed when he offered her fresh blood, his blood. she wanted to tell him no, that he didn't need to do that, but she was too late and the sent of his blood filled the air. taking his arm she tried to wrap her fingers around his arm to slow the bleeding, but she couldn't stop herself, she wanted his blood.

slowly lowering her head she flicked her tongue over the corner of the wound. he tasted better when it was coming from the wound. locking her lips around his wound she slowly drank his blood, debating weither to bite him or not.

When she took a hold of his arm he looked away. Despite his feeling about Mindi he was still being fed on by a vampire and it wasn't something he was completely comfortable with. As soon as her tongue touched his skin he had to bite his lip. One thing he had learned from dealing with vampires was that to be fed on by one brought a feeling of extreme pleasure. His eyes cut down to her and he watched her anger melt away as she fed on him. He felt his knees begin to shake and he had to lean on the wall trying not to tug his arm away from her. "Mindi. I know your still angry with me but please don't take to much." He knew that if she decided to bite him there wouldn't be much he could do about it. Even with her powers weakened a bite would still poison his blood and either turn him or kill him.

 

[Nephratiri]

ignoring his warning she drank deeper and deeper into his wound. she wouldn't bite him this time, but that didn't mean she wasn't going to make him weaker then she was now. holding onto his arm tightly she refused to let him go so easily. she couldn't kill him, because she still had the rosary around her neck, but she was going to make him pay one way or another.

 

[Azel Stormrose]

ignoring his warning she drank deeper and deeper into his wound. she wouldn't bite him this time, but that didn't mean she wasn't going to make him weaker then she was now. holding onto his arm tightly she refused to let him go so easily. she couldn't kill him, because she still had the rosary around her neck, but she was going to make him pay one way or another.

He growled weakly as she continued to feed from him. He could tell she had no intention of stopping and the only way he could make her would most likely get him bitten. He had to try something though or she would drain him of everything he had. he didn't want to cause her any real pain though as much as he wanted her off of him. He grabbed a hand full of her hair and jerked hard trying to pull her off of his arm. "Mindi please I don't want to hurt you and i am asking you to let me go." He pulled out one of his knives and flipped it open moving to put it to her throat but for some reason he couldn't make himself place it against her flesh. "Damnit Mindi!" He growled and threw the knife to the ground at her feet. "Please let go!"

 

[Nephratiri]

Mindi could feel the struggle Eli was going through. she was really draining him, and on any other human they would have passed out by now, but she was so angry. feeling his hand wrap around strands of her hair she didn't let go when he pulled, she just held on harder, never slowing her drinking. then when the sound of one of his knifes coming unsheethed rang in her ear she knew this was it, this was goign to keep her from accepting what happened. she knew he was going to kill her, he was going to use that knife and cut her open.

closing her eyes she waited for the cold holy metal to pierce her skin, but what came was the clang of it hitting the ground. opening her eyes she pulled away from his arm as she creamed for her to let go. breathless from taking so much blood she took a step back and let him go. he was weaker then her now, and the smell of his blood could be tasted by any vampire a mile away. "Eli...," looking into his eyes she brought his other arm around her neck and stared to lead him towards one of her closest safe houses "don't you dare pass out on me". she could only take so much of his weight being so weak, and if he passed out anytime along the way they were more then likely to be attacked by other vampires.

 

[Azel Stormrose]

Mindi could feel the struggle Eli was going through. she was really draining him, and on any other human they would have passed out by now, but she was so angry. feeling his hand wrap around strands of her hair she didn't let go when he pulled, she just held on harder, never slowing her drinking. then when the sound of one of his knifes coming unsheethed rang in her ear she knew this was it, this was goign to keep her from accepting what happened. she knew he was going to kill her, he was going to use that knife and cut her open.

closing her eyes she waited for the cold holy metal to pierce her skin, but what came was the clang of it hitting the ground. opening her eyes she pulled away from his arm as she creamed for her to let go. breathless from taking so much blood she took a step back and let him go. he was weaker then her now, and the smell of his blood could be tasted by any vampire a mile away. "Eli...," looking into his eyes she brought his other arm around her neck and stared to lead him towards one of her closest safe houses "don't you dare pass out on me". she could only take so much of his weight being so weak, and if he passed out anytime along the way they were more then likely to be attacked by other vampires.

As soon as he felt her release him he brought his arm close and wrapped his shirt around hit to try and keep the smell out of the air. He was weak and barely alert enough to talk let alone walk. He heard her say his name and he smiled weakly at her. She had released him of her own free well without having to hurt her. When she slung his arm over her he tried hard to keep his on his feet. He had enough alertness to kick the knife under the dumpster so he could come back and get it. As he moved down the street he nodded and spoke in the strongest voice he could muster in his weakened state. 'Don...Don't worry I won't make you carry me" He kept looking around trying to see if any vampires were closing in on them. turning his attention back to her he leaned in and whispered. "M...mindi thank you for...Letting go and I..I'm still sorry for what happened." He couldn't use any more energy to talk, it took everything he had to keep his feet moving and as soon as they reached their destination he blacked out.