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Dead Rose's Poetry

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Oct 3, 2011
When you reach for me I am but illusion
But let me be reality to you
When you see me I am faceless
But if you so wish, give me a face

When you kiss my skin let it be delusion
But let me refresh you like morning dew
When you guide me to yours I will be tasteless
But tell me how to taste and I shall in any place

When you have me keep me chained
But let the chains be tight to hold me
When you ask my name I shall be mute
But give me a name and I shall answer

When you take me I shall be untrained
But command me and it shall be decree
When you start know it is fruitless pursuit
But with your efforts I am but an exotic dancer

When you know I am your perfect fantasy
But will never be real
When you can’t truly say what you saw
But still feel shameless

When your want brings you to agony
But all you want is to feel
When you’re almost there with a tight Jaw
But know I will always be nameless
 
Do not look upon my face
Your eyes remind me of my disgrace

You judge me, Sir, as if you are blameless
But recall YOU made me this

Transformed me and opened me wide
Of all the things you said but oh so you lied

Nothing can save us from this fate
So there I stood my mouth agate

To hear you say the words Goodbye
And no matter how hard I try and try
You swear the problem was not you but I
I am through and done, no more will I cry

Know this, Sir, you were the one who made me like this
You were the man who promised me bliss

So as I find it hang YOUR head
And know someday it shall be another in my bed

Another who’s hands shall change me to their design
Another who’s lips will whisper “You are mine”

I will not remember soon how much love can hurt
Know also I will, in my words, be just as curt

To hear you say the words Goodbye
And no matter how hard I try and try
You swear the problem was not you but I
I am through and done, no more will I cry
 
Kiss from love
I taste you on my lips again and it is so addictive
I offer you my mouth for more
The actions so instinctive
Then you taste me again teasing me with whats instore

Love makes me a lion on the hunt
Yet your lips are as mana, never ending
Feeding me to the brim with my want
Thats how I know my wounds are mending

So I give you my supple breast to feed on your desire
The tightening in your chest is what I am after
Relieved in your arms, on your bed, relived of my attire
And your ever kiss filling the room with my song that in my heart sounds like "a beautiful disaster"​
 
Brown Eyed Man
To love is to be kin with pain
Pain frightens me; your love is bane
It destroys the calm mask I wear
Ripping away my walls and Logic leaving me bare

I am naked to the dark orbs of your eyes
Yet helplessly I cling to my guise
But is it prayer or fear that I bid you go
Praying before I care too deep, fear that you will see my eyes and know

Never have we touched yet you learn my every scar
Holding me every night but not for you are too far
Tasting my lips and breathing me in but never feeling me at all
Yet deeper you tell me you fall

If God had not made you so fair of face could I believe
To be loved by such a man, believing you makes me feel naïve
I need time but how much is too much to ask you to give
You tell me not to but is the future not a “what if?”

I said something like this before under a pseudonym
I never knew I would mean what she said to him
I hate you for knowing where to find me
I hate how you are all I need you to be

I hate how you make me cry or say you feel “good enough”
I hate that this poem is so raw and tough, that is your fault too
But most of all what I hate about you brown eyed man
Is how you made me love you

You cannot be “good enough” and “not worth it”
So stop giving me that bit
So give up your what if and I will give up mine
If you love me give me one day at a time

I am easy to fall in love with but to stay
What about when you push me away
If you yell me the future then hurt me
Will you be so much better than he

And if I left you wanting to give your life for me
I am just like she
After all this do I still fill you with love
Or should I brace myself for a big shove
 
Dear Romeo,

A letter to You
You make my heart quiver with how you profess the darkest corners of your heart
You make my body tremble with the softest graze of your hands
And my breath stops with a single glimpse of your smoldering eyes
But my favorite parts are when I get a taste of the beast you cage inside

So gentle and kind never lifting a finger to hurt me
But I can see it there with every action and it is like a fire at my heels
It makes me burn from inside out and yet the flames never scorch me
Yet every time they lick my flesh they etch your name making me yours

It is moments like I have described that chains me to you
The times when our passion would make the devil blush
It is that taste of heaven that makes me ache for you
It is that deep passion that makes me love you so desperately

And how in the sad times I just want to make it ok
How I would kiss every scar and make them mine
Heal you with more love then the hate
Like you do for me

I am sure you can’t breathe now
I am sure you are smiling
That is all I ever want for you
Juliet
 
Silence is a funny thing
For in it all I hear is the past echoing
The screams and torment of a teetering world
The sins of a tethered heart unfurled
Onto this page so torn with edges burned
The hate and the anger inwards turned
When can I let go and share my pain
The escape from hell proved in vein
But so I saved another and spared the boy
Though who will save me from the hurt and bring me joy
Who will end my nightmares and screams
That person won’t even come in my dreams
 
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