Breezi
Purah Brainrot
- Joined
- Aug 12, 2020
- Location
- The darkest regions of your mind
Not necessarily about the RP itself but waiting all day for a new reply when I could focus on the replies I have.
1.
I sometimes bite off more than I can chew. If I have some sort of "dry season" with my RPs I tend to over-estimate how many plays I can do, and end up overwhelming myself by accepting a lot of them. Been getting better at this, but still tends to cause some problems from time to time.
2.
I'm not very good at conveying my plot-ideas. Most of the time I think I present them uninteresting way, or I think that no-one is interested in what I have to offer. This led me to be half-hearted and accept stuff even remotely interesting to me. Also gotten better at this slowly but surely and now try to bring my ideas more out there and throw my two-cents on my partners plot ideas.
I guess I could say I'm not the best in communicating in general. I think I come out like a stick-in-the-mud to many people who look at my thread and the way I type, chat etc. usually seems overly "professional" to myself at least.
3.
I'm pretty insecure and unsure of my writing in general. I haven't found a style that fits for me the best, and I rarely tend to get criticism of my writing, so I'm not sure where I should focus when trying to improve my creative writing, or if I even should try to improve anything and just roll with what I know already. There are as many writing styles as there are people, but I still can't shake off the feeling that I'm lacking as a creative writer, and make a pretty dull roleplaying partner.
So I guess the bad habit in this is worrying about how I write too much, instead of just writing how I feel the best in any given situation.
4.
My pace in my plays is often inconsistent to say the least, and I think that has been the reason of many potentially great plays dying on me
Yeah...this one can get me as well. Not always, to be fair, but it's happened.I lose interest once the sex happens.
I’m bad sometimes in that I overlook details my partner may have put into their post, because my brain is running 1000 miles an hour or I want to write in something else and forget the other stuff. I usually catch it after I proofread.Forgetting some character background info or details I introduced about them in the beginning later on in the story.
oof. i feel you. to a milder degree but this is such a moodI dunno if this qualifies as a "bad habit" or not. But I feel like I try to get my RPs going despite life not giving me the proper time to actually be able to follow through. I have the drive, I have the ideas, i even get some decent replies and interest from other members when I put out an advert. But it's like a fucking curse. I start getting somewhere and then life gives me the finger and drops some bullshit on me that has me having to unexpectedly need to step away from writing. It really sucks because I feel like I just let the other persons involved down. But I just cant continue atm and usually its months before I think I might have an opening to RP again.
So... piss-poor foresight on my availability would be my bad habit, I guess.
Being less fragile then others I'm more into the darker side of things. I can also get others into things as well. But the "real concerns" have to be addressed. Not ignored. People that "separate" often "ignore" (without meaning too probably). When combining can produce better results both with RP and self improvement as people.I have a horrible habit of letting outside influences take me out of my writing. I really need to learn to separate the two.