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Grimm666
Miguel's Bestie
- Joined
- Sep 21, 2016
- Location
- In Miguel's Lab
I figure I could use one of these here...
To anyone who I RP with, I'm sorry if I haven't replied recently. With work, a recent break up, and the health problems I'm dealing with, everything is so hectic and it's just hard to focus. Because of the breakup, I find it extremely hard to balance my emotions and mental well being and that's no good. It sucks and that's because I'm heart broken. I've already been suffering from what abandonment issues and pre-existing self-loathing I have and now this...and I've been made to feel as if it's basically my fault which is also terrible. I just wish things could work out for me for once.
That being said, I probably won't be dating for some time, if ever again because I would like to avoid this type of pain in the future. This is the worst pain I've ever felt (no it's not my first relationship).
Anyways, hopefully I can get back in the swing of things sooner than later.
To anyone who I RP with, I'm sorry if I haven't replied recently. With work, a recent break up, and the health problems I'm dealing with, everything is so hectic and it's just hard to focus. Because of the breakup, I find it extremely hard to balance my emotions and mental well being and that's no good. It sucks and that's because I'm heart broken. I've already been suffering from what abandonment issues and pre-existing self-loathing I have and now this...and I've been made to feel as if it's basically my fault which is also terrible. I just wish things could work out for me for once.
That being said, I probably won't be dating for some time, if ever again because I would like to avoid this type of pain in the future. This is the worst pain I've ever felt (no it's not my first relationship).
Anyways, hopefully I can get back in the swing of things sooner than later.