A New Pet (Textual_Intercourse x Ghost_kitty)

Life for Matt was mostly normal, he went to school, had a good number of friends, had loving parents, even though they were not around much, they provided him with what was needed. Matt was reasonably popular at school he seemed like a very likable person, he was never short of having friends around him or girls who wanted to be with him, however, for some reason, Matt never showed much interest in these girls. Matt had a few relationships in the past, but he found he was never satisfied with them, he always wanted a certain measure of control that he could not get with his past girlfriends.

Matt was in very good shape, he was always working out, but he was not one of those guys who were full of muscle. Matt had blue eyes and black hair, he stood at 6"1, he had a toned body and a smile which always seemed contagious. Being how school was, it was very uncommon for the more popular students to socialize with the less popular ones, this was not something Matt especially agreed with, but he did not go out of his way to change it either, however he was not one of those guys who would just turn away if something with not enough social standing tried to talk to him.

Matt arrived at school one morning and saw there was something going on, Billy, who was known for picking on people who were smaller than him, was giving someone some trouble, normally Matt stayed out of situations like this, but for some reason he decided to get involved. Matt walked over and stood in between the boy and Billy, reaching around the boy's shoulder and pulling him towards him protectively. "Billy do you really have to give everyone at this school a hard time? Why don't I ever get trouble from you? Or do you just pick fights you know you can win?" Matt had a challenging grin on his face, he showed no signs of backing down and seemed to have no fear about the current situation.

Billy didn't know if he could take Matt, but he knew there were plenty of Matt's friends who would be willing to back him up, so this was not a fight Billy wanted, so Billy grunted and walked away. Matt turned to the boy and gave him a bright smile, he had seen this guy before and knew he was picked on allot, so he didn't want to scare him straight away. "Hey I am Matt, what is your name?"

Ash wasn't a fan of school, he did as expected in classes but found with other students he didnt socialise well. He had a small group of friends but not many and was usually singled out for being 'wierd' or 'queer' or 'a sissy'. If he wasn't in class or getting picked on, Ash would usually hide himself in the library or into an art club. He wasnt a relisious person but he was spiritual and wished he could have a guardian angel, a big brother or protector to help him in school and lead him through his youth.

He was a skinny guy with a feminine body standing at 5'6" with pale blonde hair and almost teal eyes more on the green side. One thing that people in school knew was how feminine he dressed, on occassion he would find courage to wear a skirt but then ultimately change at the first sign of hassle. Of course despite his shyness, Ash couldnt help but want to be one of the popular kids, even finding a few of them providing a school girl crush for him.

As Billy stood over him, the younger boy as almost crouched defensively as he clung to a project folder...he felt like crying, not this time though. He'd run out of tears and experienced enough discrimination every sharp word felt numb against him, it didnt mean though he wasnt affected by it. Something strange happened today as someone stood in front of Billy. 'Oh, great whos joining in now?' He initally thought as the almost alien feeling of an arm wrapped around him and pulled the smaller boy against them. 'Wait, Matt?' Ash knew this guy, he was exteremely popular and just so happened to be someone who had caught his eye a few times.

As Billy left and Ash was met with a smile...he couldve sworn the typical angel chorus heard on tv could be heard, it was just beaming and geniune. But he could feel his face get warmer as he quickly looked away and spoke quietly "I-I'm Ash" he stuttered, unsure even why he did. "T-Thank you-u"

Matt always thought he knew what was best for other people, he rarely considered their opinions, especially if they conflicted with his own, because of this, he took charge of most situations, but he was never rude about it, if someone clearly objected to something, he knew when to back off. Matt still did not know why he decided to help Ash, obviously he did not like the way Billy was treating him, but Billy treated allot of people like that and Matt honestly had no idea why Ash was the one he decided to stand up for, Matt did know he wanted something from Ash, he just did not know what it was yet. "Ash, nice to meet you." Matt left his arm around Ash and began walking, he knew if anyone wanted to pick on Ash, no was not the time to do it.

At this time in the morning, most of the people at school was just socializing with their friends and getting ready for classes, Matt walked Ash to an area which was slightly more quiet, he was also using this time to try and figure out what his motivations were, he felt quite protective over Ash, which was weird as they had never really spoke before. Eventually the two of them reached an empty classroom, Matt opened the door, walked them inside and closed the door behind them, he realized that this could seem quite intimidating to Ash, but he just wanted some privacy to talk.

"Don't worry, I am not going to hurt you, I just want to talk." What Matt really wanted was starting to become more clear to him, he did want to protect Ash, but not only that, he wanted Ash to be obedient to him, he wanted his respect and adoration, but Matt did not know how he was going to go about getting it, he decided being forward and blunt was a good place to start. "Ash, I have noticed Billy is not the only person who picks on you, I have also noticed you don't seem to keep many friends around, also you don't help matter by your choice of clothes at times, don't get me wrong they can look cute, but they can draw the wrong type of attention."

Matt knew he was stating the obvious, he didn't think Ash was stupid, but he wanted to make a point. "Wouldn't things be easier if you could talk to who you want, wear what you want and not have to worry about how other people might react?" The more Matt was explaining things, the more he decided he liked the sound of what he was saying, however, he did not know how much Ash was liking it. "I am willing to give you that, I would be more than happy to make sure no one bothers you in school again, then you would not have to worry about what they think, well you would have to worry about what one person thinks." Matt grinned at the thought, he was realizing this was exactly what he wanted. "I will do that for you, but in return, you have to do something for me, you will have to become my pet, in a way, you will not have to worry about what anyone thinks of you, apart from me, when you wear your clothes, it will be to please me. It is not as bad as you might think, instead of worrying about how everyone at school is going to treat you, you would just have to worry about how I would treat you."

Matt knew he was laying allot on Ash for now, so he decided to give Ash the choice to think about things. "I tell you what, if you don't want to decide right now you don't have to, you can think about it, but at lunch time I want you to meet me in a gym lockers, then we can go and have lunch, if you are not there, I will take that as a no." Matt moved close to Ash and gently lifted his chin so their eyes were locked. "What do you think?"

Ash wasnt sure why but he remained against Matt with the latters arm still around him. He could feel himself wanting to run off right now; to be alone, to occupy himself with reading, to get to class extra early or even just hide in the lavatory. Matt was one of the popular kids who wouldnt give someone like him the time of day...why was he doing though? He soon realised that he had remained quiet as the taller male was almost shepherding him away but still with an arm around him.

Where were they going? The younger boy noticed as the sign of other students became more scarce as they made thier way towards classrooms, looking like a couple. Ash could feel his cheeks redden again 'Why would he be taking me here...oh great this is where I get beat in private or intimidated'. His body was still exercising a 'flight' response with a slightly faster step as he almost tried to walk out and away. Still his legs carried him into the classroom, but no way was he going to look directly at Matt even if he was a good looker.

That voice lured Ash to turn and stand before Matt, he didnt have the rough aggressive tone like the others...almost like he was sympathising. He listened yet found all that the taller guy was saying was just too obvious. Of course Billy wasnt the only guy who picked on him, yeah he wamted to wear skirts and be more feminine, did that warrent enough for people to humiliate him and ruin his mood? He could now feel himself getting annoyed, even hateful to Matt as if he was rubbing salt into the wound.

'Wait was he just offering me a solution?' Ash questioned himself as his expression went to one of a naivety. A offer of protection...A OFFER OF PROTECTION, it was unbelievable that a wish was now being fulfilled by someone who he wanted to talk to but knew he could never who was now not only addressing him but offering somet- it comes with a price. A pet? For a moment Ash had visions of being dressed as a puppy or something barking up to Matt, the last part about worrying about how Matt would treat him was...curious.

It was alot to take in and analyse...what if this was a set up to bully him further? But what if instead of fearing everyone he feared just one person? Even if he didnt fear him what would he be made to do? The feel of a hand on his chin then the look into his eyes. Shit, he couldnt hide his blush now. A look that he'd never had had sparked so much feeling within and mixed with the thoughts of the proposition. He didnt reply, rather nodded his head as he went to walk out towards his first lesson.

Matt wasn't sure if he had scared Ash too much, or whether Ash was interested in his offer, but was too nervous to accept, but Matt did know that if he was going to get this, he needed Ash to know that he would be better off in this situation. Matt had no intentions to bully Ash, it wasn't an offer just so Matt could have all the bullying to himself, but that didn't mean Ash would like everything Matt wanted, but that was kind of the point, Matt was putting effort into making sure Ash was left alone by others and in return Ash would have to put in effort to make sure he kept Matt happy, it was Matt's hope that eventually it would genuinely make Ash happy to do that. However, Matt knew that they had not agreed on anything at all yet and he had no obligation to protect Ash, not until Ash agreed to the deal they had made.

Matt went through his first class and he had almost forgot what had happened in the morning, but he did have a plan, he was going to make it even more appealing to go to Matt when lunch time came. In Matt's second class of the morning, he was in the same class as Billy, Billy approached Matt wanting to make sure there were no problems between the two. "Matt what was the deal earlier? You have never had problems with me before and I have never seen you with Ash before." Matt looked over at Billy, he knew if Ash agreed he would need to have a serious talk with Billy, but for now, Matt knew Billy could be helpful to him. "Ash can help me with something and as smart as you may think you are, beating him into a pulp will not get it." Billy had no interest with trading insults with Matt so he just scoffed at Matt's comment and began to walk back to his seat, until Matt stopped him. "Wait Billy, we have never had serious problems before, you want us to be cool, just do me one small favor."

Billy knew this was in his best interest, although it wouldn't hurt him too much, he knew it would not be helpful being on the wrong side of Matt, he has too many people in the school who respect him and look up to him, he knew as long as it wasn't anything too outrageous, he didn't mind. "Ok what do you want?" Matt gave his knowing smile, the smile he gave when he knew he already had someone. "As I said, I need something from Ash, I gave him an offer, I said if he gives it to me, I will take him under my wing and protect him." Billy laughed loudly, but Matt kept his expression in a cool manner. "So you just want me to leave him alone? How about all the others? How will you get the whole school to leave him alone? Plus what is it you want from him?" Matt didn't want too many details getting out right now. "It is none of your business what I want and how I deal with other people is my business. However leaving him alone is not my only request." Billy's expressions went firm again and Matt continued. "After this class, I told Ash that if he agrees to give me what I want, he is to meet me in the gym locker room, as soon as class is over I am going to head over there, what I want from you is to treat Ash however you like after class, even if I see it, I will not stop you, however, if Ash attempts to walk to my direction, you will leave him alone and let him."

Billy laughed again, but this time it was softer. "You know you are just as bad as me right? You might not be as aggressive, but you are using him to get something." Matt frowned, he hated thinking of himself like that, although he did know he was practically blackmailing Ash. "I am just giving him a push, if he still says no after today I will leave him alone, unlike you, which is why I am nothing like you." There was silence between the two for a few seconds, then Billy finally gave in. "Fine but don't think I am your bitch, this is a one time thing, if you start ordering me to leave others alone, then we wont remain cool for long." As soon as Billy said that, the bell went, Matt grinned and stood up. They both walked out the classroom and Matt was scanning all the people leaving to see if he could spot Ash, by the time he did, to his surprise Billy was already there. "Oh look I finally found the sissy boy and it looks like no one is here to help you this time." Billy pushed Ash against a wall. Matt walked over to them, making sure Ash could see him, but this time he was not helping, he wanted to make his point clear. "I am heading to the Gym, I will see you later Billy." Billy just smiled and Matt walked off, Billy remember the deal so he left the direction where Matt walked open if Ash decided to walk that way, but deep down, Billy was hoping he wouldn't. Matt made it to the Gym and began getting changed, he took off his shirt as he wanted to wear something more comfortable.

Ash couldnt focus for his first class, the mornings events were still buzzing around in his head as well as the proposition. One the one hand he could just carry on his day, think nothing on it and just think about leaving school after graduation and being safer out of the hallways and classrooms. On the other...Matt was offering him protection like a knight in shining armour who would defend him from all the other bullies here and make sure he was safe. Just that thought gave Ash a little smile...but it would come at a cost, being a 'pet'....would that mean walking on all fours next to Matt or something? Playing fetch? He shook his head as the bell went and got to his next class...

He saw Billy and Matt go into the room opposite his..them being up a year. For thier earlier confrontation they seemed more amicable next to one another now...the he realised he was looking at Matt, quickly going into his own class. Again he couldnt focus as he tired to concentrate. Seeing what he did before had him wary of the older males intentions, he was sure this was one big set up and as soon as he went to the gym lockers he'd be ambushed; beaten, spat on, kicked, clothes torn, workbooks ripped, humilated and ultimately powerless. Matt was just like the others...but he still looked out for him this morning...

He left the second class still unsure as the offer of Matts protection neared its deadline. He figured he would just do what he always did and go to the library and just bury himself in some book that was of the fantasy genre...one that reflected real life as little as possible. Before he could comprehend a comment directed at him, he felt himself shoved into a wall landing harshly on his arm as he dropped his workbooks. 'I wont let them see me cry' he though trying not to show any weakness...Matt was there...but just watching...why wasnt he helping? Was he not going to because he thought Ash would decline? He gathered his books and remained against the wall with Billy over him.

He tired to turn to the library but saw he was blocked. In that moment he made his mind...there was an offer and one which could help him out. An offer which would stop the madness...one which secretly he was highly curious about. He took a sharp intake of breath and moved through the gap in Billys block to head towards the gym and really hoping Matt would be there. Once there he looked round, seeing Matt take his top off as he felt the heat in his face again...turning his back as he spoke "Ok..." he addressed Matt "...I will accept your offer. I cant take the humiliation anymore...if it means I have to be a 'pet'...then I-I..." he couldnt quite finish as he gave a small sniff.

Matt remained quiet as Ash came into the locker room to accept his offer, but for now it was done out of fear, it was his easiest escape and Matt couldn't keep it like that, he didn't want Ash to be constantly afraid of him, he wanted his respect, adoration and wanted him to become dependent on him, that was what he wanted the most. Matt walked over to Ash, still topless and pressed into him, making sure he was pushed gently against the wall, similar to what Billy did, but Matt was more gentle with it. "When a Man has a dog, do you notice the amount of loyalty that one dog will show to it's owner? The way it will act like it is the best day of their life whenever they see their owner? The way if the man scolds the dog it knows it has done something wrong and if he pets the dog it knows it has done something right and no matter what happens, the dog will always remain loyal to that man." Matt realized this may be confusing to Ash considering the situation they was in, but he wanted to make things clear. "When I asked you to be my pet, I was thinking of that dog and I am your owner, I know what is best for you and your only concern is pleasing me, but I was not lying when I said I would take care of you, I will, any problems you have about anything, you will have to tell me, don't try to fix it yourself, that is my job."

Matt smiled and stepped back, he had made his point, he also realized that he was on full display, it was not until now he realized he was also, at least in some way, attracted to Ash, Matt's shapely chest and firm stomach was free for Ash to take in, even Matt's V that seemed to point towards his crotch, which was now sporting a growing bulge was in view. Matt was not the type of person who was shy, so he did not point that Ash could see all this, but he did not know what Ash would think of the way Matt was being. Of course allot of the school assumed Ash was gay, the way he liked the dress and acted and looked, but Matt didn't actually know for sure. Matt looked up into Ash's eyes and spoke again. "But if you want it bluntly, you are under my control, I will not be outright mean to you or make you do mean things, but I will make you do things that will make you uncomfortable."

Matt turned and began putting a t-shirt on, this level of control Matt was getting was a huge turn on for him, but he knew that if Ash was taking notice of Matt's situation, he might be getting the wrong messages and would think Matt was going to push him into something sexual right now. "As I mentioned before, we will go to lunch, if at any time you want to back out, you are free to do so, but I will stop protecting you." After Matt finished getting into the t-shirt, he turned back to Ash, he had a bunch of things planned for him, but guessed Ash had allot on his mind already. "So before we leave, tell me, what do you think about me and this situation? I expect you to tell me the truth all the time, even if it makes you uncomfortable." Matt took Ashes hand and brought it around his waist letting it rest on Matt's butt, even though it was very subtle, it was a hint that Matt might expect things to be physical at some point, Matt also rested his hand on Ash's waist and began to walk to the door with him whilst he waited for an answer.

Ash remained looking away as he felt the warm embrace over him, nothing threatening or vicious....it was protective and caring. In his mind any thoughts and doubts had a brief pause in a moment that appeared to be lasting forever. Ash remained quiet and listened, he knew Matt was explaining things to him on the conditions and terms that were set. He found himself understanding and thinking this was more of a big brother type of deal. Now he had someone to look up to, someone to look out for him, someone to help and guide and someone who cared.

He turned, not expecting Matt to be topless as his eyes werent sure where to go; his gorgeous body, those seductive blue eyes or down to-NOPE. The blush was there, fainter in the light but the small pink tint across his face would give away any type of feelings towards him. Thier eyes met and now they had Ash couldnt look away as if he was hypnotised, understanding and taking in every word towards him. Control...was that what it was about? There was bullying and degrading but control was a different thing, depending on the situation control could either be a positive or negative thing.

Maybe it was a bad idea. After all to be controled by someone in school was like what bullies did; 'Do my homework or else...' quite simply it was blackmail and even Matt said somethings will be uncomfortable. What the heck did he mean by that? Matt changed and left Ash with a question, his opinion....the fact he was even asking swung it more into a positive light as Ash found himself- now with his hands on him. It wasnt violent but rather how two lovers would walk as once again he was shepherded along with the taller male. "I'm still so confused" he begun perhaps quiter than he wanted to be "I dont understand exactly what is going to happen and if im honest in wary" a breath intercepted his thinking aloud "But you looked out for me, you've offered me something I want...no something I need" he found himself placing a hand onto Matts...freezing up as he was unsure how he would respond.

Matt was pleased that Ash was trying, it also showed that there was some trust there now, even if it was small, that was all Matt needed, he could build on that, Matt had handles this in such a specific way so Ash would not cower and be scared, of course Matt knew Ash was not completely comfortable with Matt yet, but Matt hoped it would come. When Ash spoke and took Matt's hands, Matt surprised even himself, he entwined his fingers with Ash's, if they did not appear like a couple before, they sure did now, although they were not a couple, their arrangement was very different at least for now, but this kind of worked in Matt's favor, he needed Ash to stop worrying about what everyone else thinks of him, he needs to only worry about what Matt thinks, so whether holding his hand was a good thing or bad thing for Ash, didn't matter too much to Matt.

"Good, I am glad you was honest with me, I would be surprised if you was not at least a little bit wary." Matt walked out the door holding Ash's hand, he wondered if this would be difficult for Ash, Matt would be fine, even if people did have a problem with what they saw today, it was unlikely they would try to bully or tease Matt about it, but with Ash, this would be new way for people to ridicule him, not only does he like to look like a girl, but now he likes to walk around holding hands with guys at school. "I know people will think negatively of you, I know this may sound harsh, but allot of them always have, the way you dress, look and act, no guys want to accept that, if they do, they might also be picked on for being gay, but when I see how you look and how you sometimes try to dress, I think you look cute and remember, it is what I think that counts."

People were staring at the two of them, even Billy was wide eyed, he didn't know how to act, but he did not say a word to Ash, eventually Matt grabbed some food for the two of them and he went outside with Ash to sit at a bench. "Ash, I want you to tell me about your past at school, I know you have been unpopular and not have many friends, but part of our arrangement is I need to know everything about you, have you had a girlfriend? Boyfriend? If not have there been people who you have been interested in?" As Matt spoke he sat Ash directly next to him on the bench and began eating, they was very close now, Matt had been working on showing off his nicer side to Ash, but there was another side to him, which he also planned to show off and he was interested in seeing how Ash reacted to that side.

The thought to flee kept creeping into Ashs mind...still convinced this was all an act on Matts behalf and at any moment hed find himself back to the usual school life he had become so accustomed to. Matt then entwined his fingers and as strongly as doubts lay they faded giving and elated feeling...Ash had always imagined being with certain guys in the school...how romantic it would be and just the little images that gave him some positivity throughout the day, now it was a reality in some odd way. Least Matt accepted that the younger male would have his doubts. It was proven more true as they walked out, knowing other people were about he tried to withdraw his hand as he felt pretty nervous.

As if reading his thoughts, when Matt spoke Ash felt the pretty perfect image tainted like a bowl of clear water suddenly polluted by a single drop of black dye. He was right of course, now he was more open with someone it would mean anyone who did doubt his sexuality wouldn't, he walked...still awaiting maybe a can of drink or something thrown at him or a snide comment or bump as he walked. It was easy for Matt to say, he was popular and untouchable. He did call him 'Cute' though which was the least of everything he expected to hear and what just made Ash move his hand back to entwine with Matts as this confused dynamic was having a very alight positive effect on him.

As Matt got them some food and they sat outside, the younger male didnt really look up as he was still uneasy about eye contact. It was half the idea if Matt looked into his eyes he would be vulnerable but also he knew each time he looked directly at the older male he would have his little fantasies again. Once again his influence had reached through as Ash felt compelled to reply as his payment for Matts guardianship. "My past school begun alright" he begun as he kept looking at his food as if it was secretly poisoned "Everything was fine, even had a girlfriend for a short time...but then I found myself liking her less and wanting to be her more. So I started trying to be more feminine and of course it turned into just like this hellhole" he stopped and wiped his eyes a momemt "Here...I have liked people but I always knew if I was to say how I truely felt things would only get worse"

Matt paid close attention when Ash was speaking, it seemed to him, that Ash had a side of himself that was bursting to come out, but the rest of the school was pushing it back inside, Matt decided to try and help Ash with the way he wanted to be. "You know I have had a number of girlfriends in the past, but allot of girls I know always act as if the world owes them something, I am not specifically attract to the girls themselves, but I am attracted to their role in a relationship, you say you wanted to be more like your girlfriend at the time, rather than with her, I think I can understand that and it is a part of you I want you to try and bring forward after all, I am sure you will find I will treat you more like a girl than like a man." Matt was not hiding the fact that this arrangement was going to also be physical, he didn't think Ash would be completely against it, but he didn't know if Ash was interested in him that way.

Matt continued eating and he felt as if Ash was feeling more comfortable, at least a little bit, he was opening up more than Matt thought he would and what Matt was hearing was interesting. "We still have half a day of school to go, but I want you to show me that you meant what you said and you are committed to being my pet. At the end of school, I will be waiting for you outside of your class room, we will then go to my house. But I want you to wear what you really want, think about what you would be wearing if everyone else accepted, you, that is what I want you to be wearing after school, I am sure you have some clothes in your locker, but if not we can save that for tomorrow, when you see me you will hold my hand or grab on to my arm, this is important because everyone who see's us needs to know you belong to me, hell if someone asks you, you will tell them that you are mine, you do not have to explain the context, but people should know."

Matt finished his food and knew the bell would be going soon, so got ready to get up, but as he got up he saw Billy with a bunch of his friends nearby, Matt knew Billy would not try anything, if he was planning to it wouldn't be just yet, but Matt figured this would make Ash uneasy. "Do you want me to walk you back to class?" Matt offered Ash an out, Matt hoped that a day would come where Ash knew Matt was protecting him, even when he was not physically there, but he also knew it was to much to expect that this soon.

Of course he had, if Ash heard Matt hadnt had girlfriends before he wouldve outright laughed there and then. I mean look at him with that smile, those eyes, those looks....the body. As he heard him state he would be treated more like a girl than a man he unintentionally smiled, Matt certainly wasnt this high school jock he initially had him down as, he was sweet and willing to accept people for who they were no matter thier gender or sexuality. But this surely meant they would become initimate behind closed doors, that would technically mean then that Ash would be loosing his viriginity to Matt which was a thought that invoked more of his fantasy yet part of him figured it may not be as simple as that.

He too had begun to eat with the tension starting to fade and feeling more comfortable with being around Matt than he did in the gym. The request was something he had to take a few moments to think about. Ok he was now wanting Ash to dress in what he really wanted too which was encouraging but the niggling doubts of a bully ambush still remained. He had to set his mind on either trusting Matt or not now or these conflicting thoughts would drive him mad anyway. In the space of a dayhe had become a 'pet' and already he had to openly show it? A strange sense of anger came from within him...but towards himself and the fact everything being said to him only made him crave more.

"I do have a few clothes...but do you want me to wear them when we get to your house or before we leave school?" What the fuck was he thinking? He was now acting like a curious pet and realising how much of this arrangement seemed to be what he desired all along. His eyes caught onto Billy and his group as he looked away...he didnt want another threatening time today. It was different though...he had a protector. Once again his hand met with Matts as he nodded "If...If you can" he begun uneasily "Please walk with me...I-I would like it"

Matt smiled, there didn't seem to be any objections to his request, instead he was asking how he could best please Matt, which was good, however Matt slightly changed his tone when he answered. "You will be wearing them by the time you meet me after your class, we can meet in the gym again before we go home, if you don't want to wear them when I am not there, you can change when you come to the gym." Matt spoke as if this was not a request, it was an order, even though his words were firm, he did not say them in a mean manner, but he did say them in a way that showed he was expecting to get what he wanted. Matt knew that Ash would most likely want him around when they walked past Billy, it was most likely for the best, Billy might say something to Ash if he was alone and that might hurt Ash more than Matt wanted.

Matt stood up and took Ash's hand and helped him up, Matt held his hand in the same way as before, entwining their fingers and began walking, as they past Billy and his friends, Billy spoke up, he wanted to make a small jab, but he also wanted to know what the deal was, this all seemed very strange to him. "End up getting what you wanted Matt? Does he suck as good as a real girl?" Matt stopped, but seemed to keep his cool. "Billy if you really want to find out how it feels to have your dick sucked by a guy, why not admit it and ask one of your friends here? But hey if you would prefer to fantasize about what me and Ash might be doing go ahead, but it is interesting that the first thing you think of is him sucking me off, maybe you was so mean to him all those times because you hated how cute he is." Matt laughed, obviously allot of the stuff he was saying was just to annoy Billy, but he also wanted to compliment Ash to make Ash feel good about himself.

Billy was stuck for words, he had no comeback, this is usually the point where he would just beat on the person he was fighting with, but he still was not prepared to go there with Matt just yet. Matt just laughed and carried on walking and Billy appeared to be seething with anger, it was as if he was still thinking of something to retort with, but Matt was already a fair distance from him. "You see what I mean Ash, your biggest bully hated you because you represented something he was uncomfortable with, guys liking other guys, he mentioned what he thought you was doing with me because he assumes everything thinks it is disgusting, but it is not such a horrible thought really is it?" Matt gave Ash a quick wink, he was being playful, but he was being honest.

Matt arrived at Ash's class. "Now remember what I told you, I will see you at the gym after classes, I am looking forward to seeing the real you." Matt realized, up until now, he had acted as a good friend, or something who might be interested in Ash, but he knew too well that he had a darker side to himself, not in a way where he would want to harm Ash, but Ash would soon find out a side of Matt that not many people knew, whether Ash liked it or not, well that, Matt did not know.

Ash felt alot better with the idea of meeting Matt in the gym after and changing there, it could've merely been the younger males preference or just the way Matt had spoken to him in a voice that had the commanding tone to it. He didn't want to say it, but Ash kind of liked the tone that was comming from him which would mean being a pet would result in more of these little commands. He was happy Matt was going to stay by his side as his shield against Billy...but the way they had looked earlier niggled in the back of his head. Once again it melted away as thier hands touched and he was even helped up which was a rather unfamiliar feeling with Ash, instead of getting beat down for a change.

As Billy spoke, Ash could feel himself taking a few steps to even hide behind Matt...the idiot couldnt just let things go thinking he'd be able to keep chipping away at the weaker guy. But Matt stopped, much to Ashs fear as he assumed next there'd be punches thrown and a fight ending up in alot of hurt for people. But no. Matt just seemed to disarm Billy with some very tactical wording...albeit a little embarassing for Ash. The idea of performing oral sex on Matt wasn't exactly something he was opposed to but it was enough to have him flustered, then Matt hit it home by calling him cute. HE WAS CALLED CUTE. Inside Ash was on a rush of happiness, almost as if Matt had just walked up to him and asked him out...wait they were in a relationship....of sorts...did it quite mean the same or was it something less special than that? He wouldn't complain, this was all perfect.

As they walked away Ash just had to glance back at Billys face, finally seeing him getting just a fraction of what he deserved and what he had been doing to the younger male all this time. He listened and looked up to the black haired male as he spoke, he was right of course...just because he was different and made others uncomfortable they lashed out at him" of course the wink only made him flustered again. Matt had in a less than a day changed everything for Ash, even now the younger male seemed to have a gentle smile on his face instead of a look of worry or fear and not once had he gone and hid himself away. Heck he was comming out of his shell and proud of it all thanks to the kindness of this guy...he wanted to say something, show his appreciation but unsure if that was part of the deal...still Matt had said a pet dog is loyal to thier owner, being good gets rewards and bad punishments. Dogs were always known to show thier affection for thier owners, at which point Ash had odd visions of barking happily and licking Matts face.

They stopped outside the class when Ash realised he hadnt really said anything all the way there but had been in his own little world. When it came time for them to part he remained holding onto Matts hand the same way as he attempted to make eye contact. "T-Thank you Matt" he smiled shyly before slowly letting him go "See you later..." this was followed by a little sadness they were parted but later would mean thier reunion and Ash couldn't wait.

Matt wasn't counting on the conflict with Billy, he knew it would come at some point as Billy was not the type of person to let something go, but today was a bad time for it as Ash was still not feeling completely comfortable with this new situation, or at least that is what Matt thought. However, it did not go as bad as it could have and it may have shown Ash that Matt would take his side no matter what. Matt knew that Ash giving himself to Matt was a big deal and a huge task, being someone's new pet is allot to give and Matt takes it very serious, so he feels it is only right he also takes his side of the deal very seriously, which he knows will be hard work, considering rumors will be flying around about Matt and Ash, but that is for Matt to deal with. Matt went through the rest of his classes as he normally would, his friends of course have heard about the time he had been spending with Ash, but they were not like Billy, they seemed to know when to not butt in.

Matt didn't have a class for the last period, so instead he decided to workout in the gym, considering he was going to be meeting Ash there anyway, Matt was wearing only his workout shorts, Matt didn't work out to have a chiseled body, he was happy with the way he looked and didn't obsess over it, but when he was working out it helped him think, it was mentally relaxing for him. Matt was thinking about his relationship with Ash, he guessed Ash would have had no experience in a relationship where one person is completely dominant and the other is completely submissive, for this type of relationship to work, there has to be complete trust on both sides and Matt knew he needed to work on that, he needed to make Ash believe that he would never hurt him. Of course, Matt would cause Ash pain at times, but Ash would learn there is a difference between the pain he knows and the pain that, in a strange way, he would come to enjoy.

Allot of people think a master/pet or a BDSM relationship is purely physical, but Matt does not hold this belief, in fact he thinks it is more mental, people see it as something less than a traditional relationship, but Matt see's it as more, Ash may not realize it yet, but he is not just a toy to Matt, there is something much more there, he calls Ash a pet not just because of how obedient a dog can be, but the bond they create can end up being very strong. As Matt was lost in his thoughts, he heard the bell ring, he got up and grabbed a towel, starting to dry himself off after the workout. Matt sat on a bench, still in his tight workout shorts, waiting for Ash to show up, Matt realized since making their deal, this would be the first time Ash would have to walk by himself after class, he hoped he would turn up and didn't change his mind.

Ash went through his class like normal but with a little more confidence in himself which he only assumed had been from the whole pet thing he had going on with Matt, he was tempted to find out exactly what was involved but figured looking it up on the computers in front of everyone wasn't exactly the best idea. But he knew it meant a relationship and so he had marvellous images of him and Matt together, date nights, holding hands around school like they did before and even curling up together in a nice bed as they drifted off to sleep. It almost reminded him of some of the romances in novels and now it was leaping out of the books and intermingling with his own life. Not to mention just being seen near him could even improve his social life, he found it funny but now it seemed like a sure thing to keep within this odd arrangement with the older student.

For the last period, Ash was pretty much clock watching the whole time and every minute that passed was another minute closer he would be to seeing Matt. He was even going to be going home with him and round to his house! Sure enough the last bell of the day went and instead of trying to hide in amoungst leaving crowds and moving stealthy from group to group to get out...he pretty much ran out the door on his own towards his first stop, the lockers. He got there and opened it to collect a school bag that was similar to his own but instead of brown leather it was in a white and white fabric design with a large silver buckle. He could leave his school stuff here overnight as he swapped bags and moved to the gym...and he paused. This would bethe first time he wore what he felt ccomfortable wearing, the first time he could be himself. It was a pretty scary thought knowing even if no one said anything they'd still be thinking it. In addition if he and Matt were to end thier agreement this image of him would be forever imprinted round the school and be the tool of his demise...no going back now.

He made his way down to the gym, walking in and trying to avoid any other students for now...he looked round and sure enough Matt was there, semi naked. Ash just had to take a moment to take in his appearance, how could he have ended up so lucky as to 'be with' Matt? It was best not to question it now though. He stepped forward with a little smile at the older student "Hey, I....have my clothes in here...where-where would you like me to change?" Why was he even asking where to change? He knew exactly what he wanted to do yet he felt compelled...maybe this was another side effect the deal had on him.

Matt was just finishing drying himself when Ash turned up and Matt gave Ash his warm smile, it was comforting how well Ash seemed to fit into his role of being a pet, Matt naturally assumed that was because he didn't hate the idea, even though Matt had pretty much blackmailed him into it. Matt heard Ash's question and even though his smile remained, he did not answer straight away, he wanted to find out if Ash was attracted to him and how much so, of course Matt could just ask, but there was no fun in that, he always liked to find the most interesting ways to do things. Matt walked over to Ash and stood very close to him, he then took both of Ash's hand and placed them on Matt's bare chest. "You have been a good boy today and I love it when my pet's behave." Matt didn't know Ash extremely well, but he was always good at picking things up, he figured words can be as affections when trying to get a reaction out of Ash and a reaction is what Matt wanted.

"I told you I have had girlfriends before, but never a pet and none of them as cute as this one." Matt slowly dragged Ash's hands down his chest until they landed on his firm stomach, there was a point to all this and Ash would soon find out what it was. "A part of being a pet is making sure their master is always happy and there is a number of things I am going to do which will make me happy, but I wonder how eager you will be to please me?" Matt's voice was lower than normal, it even had a husky tone to it. Matt pushed Ash's hands even lower so they tucked into the waistband of his short, but not going further, he wanted to fill Ash's mind with things that might happen. Matt's goal was to turn on Ash, he wanted to see if Ash could be turned on by him, so lastly he took one of Ash's hand and ran two of his fingers across the shaft of his cock outside his shorts, Matt was hard at this point and Ash could feel the full length of Matt's 8 and a half inch cock.

Matt knew he was teasing Ash, but he didn't think it was in a mean way, he wasn't trying to pick on Ash in front of others, he just loved seeing Ash's reactions, Ash would need to get used to this type of teasing from Matt. Matt then moved away as if nothing had ever happened. "If you are a good boy today, I will treat you to a meal and a movie, but if you are a bad boy you will spend the rest of the day at my house finding out what my punishments are like." Matt moved back and sat on the bench, after all that he had done, he had become very turned on and he knew his hard-on was clearly outlined through his shorts, but he thought that would only help his case. "To answer your question, you will be a good boy and get changed right here." Matt thought it was a good idea to reinforce the good boy aspect of it. Matt knew that if after what he did, Ash was getting turned on, then it would make things even worse to get changed right in front of him, he knew it would be embarrassing, even humiliating, but Matt wanted Ash to be willing to go through that if it was for Matt, he also wanted to remind Ash that this was not a traditional relationship, they were not friends, they were not a couple, they were so much more than that and Matt was not going to let Ash forget that.

Ash remained waiting for an answer or rather an order from Matt so he could just get changed and not think about having to do it and just do it. Instead he stood over him which could've been seen as intimidation yet to Ash it was oddly exciting if somewhat arousing...seeing the body he'd imagined and saw earlier now so close to him, as his hands were placed on the bare chest there was no time to think...his face went bright red. He was unable to calm especially when he was reffered to as a 'good boy' he had never been called that before but Iit sent an electrical pulse tingling through his body and wanting so much to keeping hearing it from Matt. His mind was a little blurred now wether he wanted to be just a pure sexual partner of Matt or wether he wanted a deep caring relationship.

As his hands moved down his body, the younger male just wanted to remain like this...the both of them together affectionately touching in thier own little world. He was being complimented, being made to touch and just being together...he was listening though. Listening to Matt as he half explained and half stated more on what this union was going to be like, he found it odd that he wasn't told they would do things to make Ash happy but he assumed Matt assumed just the situation would do its job, and it pretty much was. The huskier tone was stimulating to him...one thing people never seemed to appreciate was peoples voices....a change in tone can make someone fearful or turned on depending. The deep tones were rippling though him and making Ash more eager....so much so he hadn't realised his hand had gone into Matts waistband. And then his hands went over his buldge...Ashs mind went into a mad overdrive with thoughts of romance and lust, if the goal was to turn him on Matt had achieved it. The younger male now made eye contact with almost a look of pleading, lips gently parted and silky as if ready for a passionate touch and his breathing was more deeper and warmer.

He moved away. Ash snapping back out of his little fantasy world and having a odd warmness in his fingers were they had been placed on Matt. He understood and gave an affirming nod....this wasnt just about being a mere pet to look after and he loyal, he had to obey, submit and be by Matts side. To get changed in front of him...maybe he was naive but Ash thought maybe Matt just wanted to his body, understand exactly what he was working with. He did look around though in case there were any other students lurking with the niggling doubt remaining in his mind. He turned around to face away, placing his bag down as he slowly removed his top showing that his body was rather androgenous with a slightly thinner waist than most guys and a reddy pink birthmark between his shoulder blades that resembled a double cresent shape. Taking a moment he lowered his thin trousers and showing off a pair of thin black pants...more than likely ladies by thier shape and how it showed off his round butt. He begun to take out the clothes he brought which consisted of a black pleated skirt, a matching pair of red checkered leggings and fingerless gloves and a top of tartan pattern which would hang off one shoulder and go down on the same side past his hip.

Matt kept his eyes on Ash's body as he undressed, he knew if this was a little while ago, Ash probably wouldn't have done this, so it was good he was willing. Matt got back up and began walking back to Ash. "I told you before that any time you do not like our arrangement, you can go back to how things were before, I will not force you into anything." Matt leaned into the back of Ash and let his still hard bulge press into Ash's butt. "But I was serious when I said I wanted control of everything, but don't worry, I wont push you too far so soon." Matt recalled Ash saying he liked to be treated like a girl so that is what he was trying to do. "That means I am going to have you by my side all the time, that means everyone at school is going to be thinking you will be spending your nights with your legs wrapped around me." Matt's huskier tone was back and he gave Ash a small kiss on his neck.

"I wonder if you are ok with that? Remember what I told you about what others think, I don't want you to let their opinions hold you down, what matters is what I think of you and what you think of me, the rest is their problem, so I don't want you holding back anything just because other people think badly of us." Matt moved back off Ash giving him his own room again, he meant what he said, he was not going to push Ash too much, but he was going to be pushing him, always. Matt began getting the rest of his clothes on.

When Matt was done he turned to Ash. "You have been a very good boy today, I am proud of you, now put on those clothes, we have plans for today." Matt walked over to Ash when he was dressed and leaned over and gave him a kiss on the cheek, the kiss was very close to the corner of his lips. "When you are done, take my hand, it is always there for you when you feel uneasy and we will get going." Matt knew it might be hard leaving, having Ash looking the way he did, but it was something he needed to overcome, Matt was planning on pushing Ash into wearing these types of clothes more and he wanted Ash to be fine with doing so as long as Matt was there.

Ash felt reassured as Matt begun speaking...it was strange but now he felt as if a more sincere, understanding side was comming out. He let Matt put his arms round him and grind against him, not something he was used to but then again neither was this arrangement. Perhaps it was his curiousity or all the time wishing for some form of guardian but now he had one and it happened to be someone he liked seeing around. He nodded his head to show him he understood that he could always back out or say if he didnt like something at anytime...he didnt want to though and particularly liked thw idea of being by Matts side all the time. He was going to be loosing his virginity to him though which he wasn't sure how that was going to come about or even if Matt cared about it.

As Matt questioned him he took a moment to appreciate his deep voice before looking back and answering "I know people have always thought something about me, theyve always wanted to critizise and put me down...thinking im...going to be doing that doesn't bother me...they cant do more than what they have already done" he stopped after realising he was sounding very depressive and decided to give a smile "Im....Im happy your here". Ash finished getting changed as he caught veiw of himself in the mirror....this was him and all he wanted to be...and now he was show people this. He knew there'd be degrading and negative thoughts to him...but Matt was going to be there.

The good boy and the close kiss imprinted confidence as he took Matts hand immediately and picked up his bag ready to face everyone out there. "I...I dont know what we have between us, I-I-I dont know why you stepped in when I was in trouble and I dont....know what will happen but either way....Im really happy" he wasn't even sure he could think internally now as his little thoughts spilled out of his mouth. Matt was there, with him and together the school would see that he had a loyal 'pet' beside him and he was going to protect him no matter what. The closer they got to the door, the more cold chilling sensations went through Ash, unsure what to even expect as they left the gym.

Matt looked over Ash after he had put on his new clothes and he loved how Ash looked, it was in this moment Matt knew he had made the right choice by starting this with Ash, but he knew Ash was still worried about things, there were some things Matt could not order, Ash had to learn to be comfortable with himself all on his own, all Matt could do is be there and hold his hand, besides what Matt had in store for the future, he was sure after a while, Ash would have no problems with his self image at school. Matt listened to Ash's words and he felt sorry for him. "Things are different now Ash, I know you do not think much of yourself, but think about our situation for a second, do you think I am doing all this just because I feel sorry for you? I get to walk around with the cutest person in the whole school, what is more they are my pet, remember this is a two way deal, I am getting as much out of it as you are."

As they walked to the door Matt continued. "Don't worry about what we have or what we are going to do right now, this is not some big plan of mine to get you into bed, I am not going to take you back to mine and order you to bend over, I promise you, if and when that does happen, you will want it as much as I do, part of our arrangement is I need to learn what you want and need and you need to learn that I will know what is best." Matt lightly petted Ash on the head like he would a dog and gave him a bright smile. "We are going to go to grab something to eat first, I have a few questions which I need you to answer truthfully, then we will go and see a movie." Matt actually had things planned for the rest of the day and he was doing things for very specific reasons.

Matt opened the door and walked out, but things changed suddenly a loud voice was heard with laughter from one guy. "Haha fag!" Matt frowned, he looked around, he saw Billy but he couldn't be sure it was him, most other people were not saying anything, Matt assumed because he was there. Matt was unsure of how to handle this, he knew Billy had something against Ash so it was likely it was him, but he didn't want to just leave, it would make Ash feel bad about how he looked. "I didn't realize dressing a certain way was so offensive to people." Matt spoke up, he spoke loudly, but at no one in particular, he guessed it was Billy and considering no one else said anything, he could only guess Billy was the only one who had a problem. "Billy, we have been over this before, you always pick on Ash for the way he looks, in fact oyu always pick on pretty boys, I tell you what if you have such a problem with him, now it is a problem with me, if you ever have anything to say to him, you tell me, if you want to tell him he looks gay, you will now tell me, if I ever find out you have approached him without me being there, next time I will not use words to make my point."

Matt did not know how this would go, he was putting his own reputation on the line for Ash, but he made a promise and he was going to keep it, it was then, one of Matt's good friends, John, joined in. "Ignore that looser, everyone knows Billy is in the closet anyway, I think Ash's look suits him!" Everyone started laughing at the comment made at Billy and Billy face was bright red, mostly with anger, Matt knew this was not over, but at least most of the school and his friends didn't turn against him. "I have had enough of school today, how about we get going? It is taking all my willpower not to squeeze your cute butt and I don't think this is the best place." Matt said to Ash, he was trying to lighten the mood, but there was truth to was he said, he remained holding Ash's hand and began walking out, most of the people who were around didn't take much notice of Ash, it seemed Billy was the only one there who truly had a problem.

Ash had assumed Matt only came to him in the first place because he felt sorry for him, but it appeared he was wrong in the matter and Matt had taken a geniune interest in the younger male. It still felt a little alien to keep being called a pet with the mental images of himself dressed like a puppy barking, playing fetch and licking Matts face buzzing about. Wait Matt wasn't looking to Ash for a easy lay? Perhaps Ash was wrong but he assumed the moment they got to Matts house he'd be steipped naked and loosing his virginity there and then in the hallway...but no he seemed to understand the natural worries he had over it and was going to take things at a slower pace for him. The older male was speaking about learning about Ashs wants and needs...but what exactly would that cover? Just general stuff like confidence and freedom or was it more that he needed a male role model in his life and he wanted that person to be Matt.

One thing he was good at though was helping Ash calm his mind and not over think everything as he gave a gentle pet onto his head...almost making Ash want to give a bark or something. Of course that would look rather strange in this place...said the guy wearing female clothing. Ash smiled as he spoke in response to the plans "Im...really happy we are" it wasnt something grand but they were going to go out, eat together and watch a film...almost like a date. But it wasn't a date. Of course there would be questions so Ash assumed this would relate to Matt finding out his wants and needs...was Ash supposed to do the same thing back? He guessed since Matt hadn't talked down to him yet he assumed he was doing a pretty good job as it was.

Of course, Billy was there right on queue to jump on board and ruin the younger males positive energy...he stepped back again as he realised each time he was with Matt he had been acting like a warrior hiding behind a shield, the term warrior being applied as loosely as possible. Something was noticable though...no one else was joining in. There were a few confused looks but the majority of students were merely walking round minding thier own business or merely witnessing the confrontation between Billy and Matt. The way he spoke up to Billy and defended Ash made Ash just want this partnership to forever last even beyond school. He was certain at any moment he would just randomly wake up and he'd be getting ready for another morning in the hellhole but this was reality and a pretty good one.

Someone else spoke up, supporting Matt...he was someone Ash had seen around before but never interacted with, or rather one of the many he never interacted with. Now Billy was on the run, being played at his own game and feeling somewhat of what Ash had been put through on his behalf...Wait the guy just said Ash looked good. Inside Ash was pretty much dancing, something he had been so ashamed and protective of and was now actually getting a compliment out of it. Matt didn't need to lighten the mood, as they walked out Ash lay his head against him for a moment in a kind of nuzzling action before he looked up with a personal best beating smile. "Thank you so much" he started...feeling a little emotional already at how much had changed "Thank you thank you Matt...I dont get why but..." he stopped after realising he'd end up going on some love mad speech to him. He did think though "I dont know who backed you up...but if you do can you please thank them for me"

Matt grinned, he was glad this worked out for Ash, he was dreading that Billy's words would have affected Ash for the rest of the day, which would have been horrible as Matt would be able to make no progress at all, but thankfully the kind words from John seemed to help things. Matt knew he had told Ash that the only opinion that mattered was Matt's, but that was probably the first compliment Ash had received in a while where there was not some other reason for it. "Thank him for you? I told you, you are going to be with me at all times, I want to keep my pet close, you can thank him yourself, he is one of my best friends, so I am sure you will be seeing him allot." Matt knew that this may not go down well, Ash may not have the confidence to do that himself, so far from what Matt had seen, Ash only showed a little bit of confidence when they were alone, but in public he was still very shy.

Matt guided Ash out of the school and he was actually happy to leave, he wanted time alone with Ash. They began walking towards where all the shops and food places were. "Before we go to our movie, I will be asking you a bunch of questions, I want the truth, there are no right or wrong answers, I just need to know more about you." Matt had a serious look on his face. "I told you before, what we have.. or what we might have is never going to be like a normal relationship between two people, it is more than that, sure we might go out together, we might do things together like a couple would, but there is more, I need to know everything about you and what you are thinking, you know those deep thoughts everyone has, their secrets, fantasies, desires and fears, I will expect you to share them all with me, in return if you ever want to ask me something, I will always give you an honest answer."

Considering Matt would be making certain decisions for Ash, he needed to know these things and know his state of mind, sure some things would be embarassing, but Matt needed to know, eventually Matt hoped that Ash would feel comfortable telling him anything. "Now before we arrive I will ask my first few questions, the rest wont be as intimate, firstly, has there ever been a guy you have fantasized about? I don't mean thinking he is cute, I mean having thoughts about them of a sexual nature? Or to make it easier, if you close your eyes and envision yourself on your knees in front of a naked guy, does that guy have a face?" Matt wanted to know this to find out if Ash was sexual, he assumed he was even if a bit, as most guys at their age were, but Ash could have been in a stage he was confused about his sexuality, whether he even was sure he was completely into guys at all.

"My second question is, at some points in the future, I will be dressing you, in public I wont make it too bad, but if we are alone, you may be wearing things which are more daring, for my eyes only, I need to trust that you will tell me if you are not liking what I am making you wear, there is nothing wrong with saying you don't like something, you may be my pet, but you still have the ability to say no, can I trust you will do that?" This applied to all they was doing, but especially the dressing, Matt was being truthful, he didn't have any current plans to make Ash wear anything outrageous in public, but if he did, he didn't want Ash to break down in public, he wanted Ash to tell him when it was too much. Matt turned and hugged Ash, he thought it would be easier to answer the questions like this, not having to look directly at him, plus it gave him the feeling of security.

Ash had completely forgotten Matt meant it when he said they would be in each others company at all times...of course he would be able to Thank John himself but figured he was in the same social circle as Matt, a more popular kid whom Ash could never really speak too....it not so much as opened doors more left them ajar. But then he picked up on the fact Matt said he'd be seeing him alot...does that mean Ash was going to be becoming more social with these people? Would he even be able to cope? Yet more questions would not leave him alone, but they were validoints which he had to consider. But Matt was by his side this time and he wasnt facing things alone...things might just be ok.

He was thankful once they left the school and Ash was finally able to feel less tense...still they were in public which brought about its whole new range of fears; other people thier age who would throw comments, older people who didn't understand and threw looks of disgust and children who could be a harshest critic and never let things go. He focused on the conversation with Matt, just his experssion reinforced the points he was going across...things would be transparent in this rather strange relationship even down to each others deepest thoughts, feelings and anything happy, sad or angry. Ash was somewhat to relieved that Matt would be willing to answer any questions he had in addition to upholding his own honesty towards him.

The younger male perpared himself for the questions as if he was a contestant on a game show about to win big money....but had to get the answer right with no leway, expect he'd have to be open and honest about it all. He dread the first bit....he'd been drawn to more of the guys who hung around the gym just like and including Matt. He had to reply honestly though. "There have been a few Matt" he begun whilst looking forward rather than up at the dark haired older male "I have thought about most of the jocks in the school...any guy who I see that is physically fit I admire and image them and myself doing things. I-Ive also..." he took a pause, beath, nod of affirmation before continuing "I have thought about you before today, I had seen you around and I never made eye contact but just wanted to look you in your deep blue eyes and end up in bed with you" he was bright red again.

As for the next bit he recalled Matt saying he wanted Ash to wear more feminine clothing than he was used to doing in school which seemed encouraging for the younger male to do. Still doing it more often meant he had to buck up his courage and try not to think of people, like Billy, who would be gunning for him now. Matt was there though as a protector so he could do it. "I will do it for you" he nodded lightly "Wether you want me to wear something for school or something for...the bedroom I-I really want to make you happy" he couldnt help but give a little giggle "I can be picky about colour and fabric sometimes though". He was hoping saying this wouldnt get him in trouble further down the line.

Matt kept his serious expression, he didn't want Ash to think he was taking anything he said lightly, but took it all in, he had an idea of where Ash was with a few things now. "I am glad you admitted that to me, I know it might be embarrassing for you." Matt was glad Ash had sexual thoughts, it meant Matt could use that as a tool to open Ash up a little bit. "I know it has not been easy on you and you have had people driving your confidence to the ground, I cannot really speak for them, but you are worth allot more than you think, if you had told me you had those thoughts about me before today, I am quite sure that you would have already ended up in bed with me." Matt smiled and then went on. "Now let's have a nice meal, I hope my pet likes Italian."

Matt was finding as much comfort as Ash was with this new arrangement, sure Matt was attracted to Ash, he wanted him in bed, he wanted to try to show him his BDSM side, but it was more than that, he loved having a pet who was completely devoted to him. Matt walked both of them inside the restaurant and they was guided to a corner table for two, where they were able to sit next to each other, Matt put his arm around Ash, although everyone could see how they were, no one paid too much attention. "Now I do want to tell you, that when it comes to school, I will not force you to tell anyone anything, what happens between us will stay like that, now I might tease you at school in certain ways, but as long as everyone else is concerned, we are good friends, I am like an older brother to you, until you decide that changes."

The waiter appeared and Matt asked for two glasses of coke and ordered a lasagne for the both of them. "Now onto my next question, I know you feel rather comfortable when we are holding hands and so far you haven't seemed to object to contact we make..." Matt wanted to be very clear on this one, he placed his hand to rest on Ash's thigh and gently caressed it. "Is there any way I have treated you or touched you that you have not liked, or like what I did earlier forcing you to touch me in a certain way? How did it make you feel?" Matt wanted to know this for something he was planning for later, he was almost positive that Ash would feel uncomfortable with someone random touching him in certain ways, even if it was innocent, but he wanted to know if it was different with Matt.