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Scaremonger (Mr Quixotic & Lait)

Mr Quixotic

The Lowest Form Of Wit
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Australia
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The following story contains dark themes such as:

Extreme violence, blood, gore, heavily descriptive & brutal murder, rape & provocative/malicious themes. All that are not for the benefit of the characters in this story.

In other words, this story is NOT for pleasure.

If you do decide to continue on reading, do enjoy what we've created.

Readers discretion is advised.

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"Think you can say no to me, bitch?"

Cole Douglas spat the words out to the woman underneath him, hips pinned to the bedroom dresser by the much greater weight of his body, curled his fingers in her dark, wavy tresses, and ripped her head up so that she could look at her bruised, battered and bleeding face in the mirror. His own normally green eyes, currently black with rage and hate, held hers in the glass.

The twenty-three year old couldn't even articulate exactly what had set him off. Had it been the confident smirk, or the way she'd attempted to push past him? The reaction to his jocular comment about her ass when he'd left the room which he and his buddies had retired to for a smoke, only to run into her in the Hallway? The fact that he felt as if he were being ignored or mocked? That she wasn't interested? The liquor? The drugs? A combination of all?

He didn't know, but what was fresh in his mind was how quickly any smirk had been wiped off her face by the crack of his knuckles against her cheek; his High-School championship ring catching her lip and ripping it open so that blood dripped down her chin; then the satisfying 'oomphh' as his fist rammed into her side, and he heard what sounded like a rib cracking. "I'm going to fuck you, slut", he'd yelled - the music downstairs pumping loudly enough so that the party-goers dancing and drinking wouldn't be able to hear his voice. Or her screams. A boot followed his punch, which had forced her to knees, then he'd half-dragged, and half-thrown her into the bedroom. Clumps of hair and spots of bright red blood littered the hallway carpet.

Cole Douglas wasn't used to being rejected. The muscular and athletic, six-foot three inch dark-haired male could have any woman he desired. Though it had been five years prior, before College, he remained famous in the coastal town of Eden. Quarterback of the first, and only, team to bring back the Regional High School Championship. Girls still held him in awe, and spread their legs willingly. Apparently, all except one. Who did this bitch think she was, not even giving him the time of day?

Cole had kicked the door shut, dragged the woman's head up, and backhanded her. Once, twice, three times, each harder than the one that preceded it; his knuckles opening up the tear on her lip, and blackening her eyes. Then he'd drawn back his fist, and punched her, "fucking whore", straight in the face; carefui to pull it at the last minute so that he didn't knock her unconscious. That'd be no fun. Blood sprayed from her nose as if shot from a fire-hose, and coated his skin and clothing in its sticky warmth. Next, a knee slammed into her gut. An erection strained the fabric of his jeans as Cole panted with exertion and glanced at his buddies.

It may have been because they were scared of him, but that probably wasn’t it. It may have been the group dynamic, or the effects of alcohol and weed, or simply because they knew he could get away with it. Whatever the reason, not one of the three other young men in the room attempted to stop him, or expressed a shred of sympathy for the battered girl on the floor. Cole was going to rape her, and they'd enjoy watching, then walk away scot-free. That's how it worked when your friend was the son of the town Sheriff; one who had a reputation to protect, and designs on the Mayorship. There were no consequences.

"Fuck the bitch"

"Wreck her Cole"

"Give it to the slut"

Cole grinned at their approval, "You heard them, bitch," then jerked her up off the floor with all of his strength, gripped an arm, twisted it, hooked her ankle with a leg, and threw her face down on the dresser. Adrenaline coursed through the man's veins, and whether she'd resisted or managed to fight back and cause any wounds of her own was of no import. He had her where he wanted her, and any sounds of pain which slipped from her mouth, or expressions of terror on her face, were completely ignored as his body covered hers, fingers were planted on the back of her head, and the woman's cheek pressed into the wood. The nails of his free hand raked skin, leaving scratches and drawing blood, as he tore the clothing from her body; the girl's panties quickly shredded, and around her ankles.

"Think you can say no to me, bitch?" The sound of his zipper being drawn down was unmistakable. "Don't look so fucking good now, do you?" Cole's voice rose and he rammed a knee into her thigh to spread her legs then, quick as a snake, he grabbed hold of her arms and roughly jerked them behind her. The pop as something tore was audible, even over the hoots, laughter and encouragement of his friends, however Cole didn't pause. Immediately her arms were locked, he lifted her entire body; shoved her face into the mirror with enough velocity to shatter the glass, and slammed every last inch of his thick, engorged cock into the woman's dry, unprepared cunt.

This wasn't a movie, book, or some other mommy-porn fiction, where the woman secretly craved the rough treatment, and became slick with arousal. No, this was real-life, and it was going to hurt. Cole didn't give a shit, he wanted to cause pain; the uptight whore needed to be taught a lesson. His moans were not ones of pleasure, but caused by effort and rage, as he buried himself balls-deep, and began to thrust. Each movement wrenched her shoulders and slammed her hips harshly against the dresser as his pulsing manhood invaded her pussy, and ravaged it; almost splitting her in half with the force. The entire time, as he fucked her, his friends jeered and taunted.

"Hurt the bitch."

"Fuck the whore. Go on, give it to her."

"You like that cock, bitch. You want mine when he's done?"

It wasn't sex. Just pure, unadulterated rape.
 
Of course she could say no to you.

Get in, have a drink-non alcoholic, sit, chat and pretend to like them.
Easy.

But, were parties supposed to end up with rape?

Plenty of times had it show up on T.V. Date rape drugs, dancing, red cups. Never had they explained how to avoid it. Never in a million years would she have though she'd be raped. It still didn't click after the countless number of times he- the ever so handsome Cole something- (being as uninterested in him as she was, it was right she didn't catch all of his name when he'd walked in.) -had hit her. It started with Azairah in the corner casually minding her own business, eyes following the bodies of the hypnotic party goers dancing their hearts out to the obnoxious pop music blustering through the speakers at the other end of the room. There was no need to approach her when she was obviously. Not. Interested. As usual there was some jackass who thought they had a shot. Always some jackass- no matter what sort of uninterested vibe she gave off had to be someone to come up to her. The asshole everyone seemed to like no less. Being the civilized woman she was, Azairah kindly told him to 'please go away.' 'Go away's' turned into 'leave me alone's', 'leave me alone' into 'fuck off's.' And so he did. There was no doubt dearest Cole had called her a bitch or two as he walked away. Which was fine. Azairah was used to it at that point in her life. She'd heard it plenty from the women who typically hated her without knowing her. That was fine. Everything was fine. Absolutely peachy. Dissolving away from the mass of people, trying to find as much quiet as she could in the bathroom was her first mistake. Up the stairs into a tight hall packed with groups people was the second. Meeting his misleading, sadistic green eyes was the third. From there it was the brute force of a man probably three times bigger against a one hundred forty pound woman thrown into a small guest room crowed with his entourage. The door was blocked by one, the other three standing just as she was thrown in.

Telling him off was the fourth mistake. The ever so treacherous mouth of hers hadn't helped her this time.

Fuck.
The first thing she could think was that he was going to hit her. Right she was. A blow to the face nearly knocking the wind out of her. Stumbling over herself she found refuge against the dresser. Her dark hair, scattered and misplaced over her face. It wasn't until a split second later that she felt the actual force he'd put into it. He meant to hurt her. What was so hard to understand. What man was so thick brained to not accept the rejection of a woman. The only realistic thing she could think of was that 'he'd been abused' or 'neglected' by his mother allowing him the pleasure of hating women. That was highly unlikely in the end. A person to a person was just a person what ever the standers allowed and if big bad Cole felt she deserved a punch to the face then he would allow for it to happen. Now the fact that she was a woman in front of his friends who probably though it was enjoyable sick gave him even more power. Fueling his fire and yet another blow. For a minute- just a small hopeful minute she thought she could make it out of the situation alive. That someone would come through the doors by mistake looking for a room to fuck someone in. That all came crashing down the moment he threw her across the room and onto the the words, 'I'm going to fuck you slut,' came ripping with little specks of spit out of his mouth. Pain rippled throughout her face. No matter how many times she re-watched the videos about how to avoid rape and maneuvers on how to twist and turn and wiggle her way out situations like this... Living in the moment was undoubtedly the most terrifying thing in the world. From the way his once pompous green eyes had grown ominous and grim. It'd taken a lot to scare Azairah and Cole had done it.

It was sad and obvious- way more than obvious that someone was a little sensitive to rejection.

Get out. Get out. Leave. Run. Hurry. Run.
It repeated over in her head yet she stayed frozen in fear of her life, screams or terror drowned by the booming party music. There was no one who could help. Absolutely no one. Her ears rang overbearingly obliterating any source of sound that could have helped her. Just her form almost going lifeless as he unleashed his never ending anger against her. Never. Never. Never had she thought it would ever happened. Behind the eyes that were near swelling came tears in her eyes. She never asked for this to happen. She never asked for him to approach her. She never asked to be invited to that damn party. Yet she came out of the kindness of her cold heart to satisfy the people around her. People who didn't like her, who adored her only for her exterior values. It hurt... Such excruciating pain seized her body. And it crossed her mind for a moment -They were probably going to get away with it too. They always got away with it because they were men. There was only one thing she could feel against her face at that moment. It wasn't his punches. It wasn't his slapping. It wasn't the pain of the ring to her face, to her cheek, to her nose, even the fact that her nose was long broken at that point but instead the fact that there was blood everywhere.
Wasn't it enough for him to stop?

Azairah hadn't realized it until it was near impossible to breathe. The only thing she could do was protect her face. It hurt... Everything hurt. She just wanted to go home. She wished she never came to the stupid party. Wild shrieks of agonizing pain and pleads tore through her mouth as he finally pulled her back up. The squeeze, the pressure- though he had her clear in his grip, her arm was limp. There was no feeling. Zai couldn't feel his fingers digging into her arm anymore. Norepinephrine, cortisol, adrenalin all racing through her brain telling her it wasn't going to be alight. There was no scream anymore, her heart was losing it to the stress of trying to tell herself to keep it together that she'd make it to the police office to report them. Yes... That's right.. just report them... report them and they'll be in jail for the rest of their lives. Just hang on... for as long as you-" Glass shattered cutting her cheek, pulled her back into reality quickly. One last struggle with the drained strength Azairah had left in her. It was useless. Useless as she was. Stupid like her mother always called her. Worthless like her father always called her. A bitch like her sister always called her.

I would rather die.

And yet, there was something in her that was angry.
Furious that people- no men were allowed to do shit like this to women. Not that women didn't do the same but it was stupid.
It was yelling for her to stay alive.

This. Was. Real.

And it was happening to her. In seconds, she felt not only her body being pulled back against him as Cole took the time to rip her clothing off of her but something invaded her. Forced its way into her- tearing into her-piercing as her insides tried to keep him out. Not yet prepared, hurting and straining all at once as she tried to stop him. Salty, desperate tears came down her swollen eyes and burned at the opened wounds on her cheeks, diluting the dark blood against her. It dripped off her face gently, filling the etched spaces against wood dresser her face had be roughly pressed against. If there was just someone who could have helped her... "Help... me." she whispered through her swollen lips. "Please... he-help me.." There was no one to help her. Not over the loud music. Not over their loud cheering. Zai couldn't take it anymore... she was slipping, losing herself slowly, allowing herself to let go. There was no more strength in her to fight back. The only thing she could do was let him finish then drop dead. As Cole held her up, her body gave out, limp like her arm.

Kill him. Kill him. Kill him. Make him pay. Make him nothing but a corpse. He's an animal. A monster. Broken bones can't mend. Crush him in your hands. Hurt him like he hurt you. Dead. Dead. Dead. Destroy his pride. Destroy his mind. Make sure he never wakes again. Make sure a father loses his son. Make sure the piece of shit dies. Don't you want that? Don't you want to see his blood on your hands instead..?

That's when it all started. That sweetest comfort in the back of her head telling her finally that it would be okay.

"I hate you," she whispered barely through swollen lips...
"I hate you all."
 
It was all white noise to Cole; any screams, pants, moans, or words that slipped from her mouth. He couldn't distinguish one sound from another. It was irrelevant. All he cared about was how great it had felt when her nose had splattered against his fist, and that, with her eyes blackened and swollen, she was no longer able to peer through him as if he didn't exist. He'd attempted to be courteous downstairs, to chat and flirt, but the bitch had given him the cold shoulder. If she hadn't, they could well have ended up in the very same room with her moaning in ecstasy, rather than wincing in pain, and dripping blood.

The warm body underneath him was now nothing but a piece of meat to brutalised, fucked, and then discarded like a piece of trash; and to his friends, she meant no more. He could hear them alright, the mocking taunts, and encouragement to go harder. To punish the slut. For what? Deep inside, he knew the reason. All women who refused to spread their legs for a man deserved it. Weak, useless, fucking females, only good for their holes, and if they weren't good for that, they may as well be dead. Maybe she'd realise that once he'd finished, and before she refused to open them for the next guy. Misogynist and bully didn't even come close to describing Cole Douglas.

That's what been feted as a future NFL star, and having every whim and request catered to by teachers, coaches and scouts, did to an impressionable young boy. Possibly, if his mother had survived childbirth, and provided him with siblings, or his Father not been a red-neck who hid his own misogynistic beliefs behind a façade of charm and good humour, things would have been different. A wrecked knee had put paid to any thoughts of a professional career for Cole, but his personality had been ingrained. Always the leader, friends and peers held him in awe, or that's what his narcissism led him to believe. He and his buddies were invincible, and Dear Daddy, Sheriff of Eden, would do anything and everything in his power to protect his only child; not to mention his own reputation, and political aspirations. Brock Douglas was the Law, and his son above it. The apple didn't fall far from the tree.

Cole ripped at her arms as he entered her; his girth spreading her unwilling walls, and forcing its way into her cunt. The yells, cheers and hollers increased in volume, and almost drowned out the noise of Cole's balls slapping against her thighs, and his grunts of exertion. His knees bent, and with her hands pinned to her shoulder-blades, he rammed his entire length into her again and again. The fucking was brutal, and without mercy. For five minutes, ten, fifteen - there was no clock - he pounded the woman. Cole's fingers moved from her wrists as he kept her arms locked with his torso, and hissed in her ear. "You like it, slut?" Simultaneously, he jerked her head up by the dark, wavy locks, and thrust so violently that her entire body lifted in the air. Shards of glass fell from the spider-webbed mirror and landed in her hair, whilst others clattered to the wood, and scraped her face when he pushed her head back down. Cole felt a brief struggle, but the girl was no match for his strength, and soon went limp. He continued to rape her.

Eventually, it was over. With a groan, this time of slight pleasure, Cole inflicted a final insult, and shot his seed deep in her pussy. The bucking and writhing of his hips, as he came, rammed his length further into her ravaged hole, the muscles of which had been loosened by his vicious assault. Cole remained buried all the way inside her for a few seconds, then withdrew. "Was it good for you?" The mocking comment, issued through ragged breaths, caused his friends to laugh as he pushed himself upright, and took hold of an elbow. "I asked you a question." Cole stepped back, dragged her off the dresser, as if she weighed no more than a rag-doll, and deposited her violently on the floor.

"Shit. That was harsh." Dave giggled as he took a swig of the bottle of tequila in his hand, and looked down at the freshly fucked bitch. The other two joined him, and Cole, with his release having melted away some of his rage, dropped his gaze to appraise her. Then shivered. For the first time in his life, he encountered emotions he'd never experienced before. Fear and regret.

"Fuck."

Cole, chest still heaving with exertion, and hair matted with sweat, whispered to himself as he zipped up his jeans, and took in her battered body. Covered in bruises and scratches, patches of hair torn from her scalp, nose broken, with blood from it and the shattered glass embedded in her skin, smeared on her features and dripping from her face, eyes blackened and swollen, the woman was a mess. His pupils widened, and he glanced back up at his friends, who'd gone silent. There was no remorse, and the regret wasn't for her, or for the acts he'd perpetrated; she'd asked for it; but for the fact that, on this occasion, he thought he may have gone too far. The man briefly contemplated disposing of her altogether; slicing her throat, wrapping her in a blanket, and dumping her lifeless body in the river; but that was too much. A line even Cole couldn't cross. For what felt an eternity, which was likely mere seconds, the room seemed to spin, and it was as if he were in a dream. Then, as his eyes locked on the liquor Mark held in one hand, he came to his senses, "Give me that."

He moved quickly to snatch the three-quarter full container from his friend's grasp, then dropped to his knees next to the woman. Had she moved, or spoken, was she even still conscious? He'd been too distracted to notice. Strong fingers gripped either side of her jaw and squeezed, as the other hand jammed the neck of the bottle against her teeth, threatening to break them if she didn't do as directed. "Open your fucking mouth." A light bulb had gone off in his head.

Pour the alcohol down the whore's throat, dump her outside at the bottom of the back stairs, and shatter the liquor bottle next to her face to explain the presence of any glass. It wouldn't be enough to fool a competent forensic examiner, but with a half plausible cock-and-bull story that his Father, and subservient Deputies, could will themselves to accept possibly true, no matter how improbable, he was certain it wouldn't get that far.

"The slut was drunk, and came looking for it. Said she liked it rough. We had sex, then she staggered off with a bottle of tequila. Must have taken a wrong turn, fallen down the stairs, and face-planted on the concrete. Ask my buddies, they'll tell you the same. Four against one, who you gonna believe?"

Cole smiled, and increased the pressure of his digits in an attempt to force her mouth open. "Hate us all you want, bitch. Now, drink."
 
It was too late.
Too late to second guess anything.

The silence for that split second was bliss.
His heavy breaths so clear, obvious that he'd gotten whatever it was he was so pissed off about finally out of his system. Great. That meant she could get out of there now. The slight thought that she actually would was another mistake. You're going to get it. Just like how you gave it, Cole Douglas. That was a promise. Of course she remembered his entire name now. It was etched into her mind just like it was etched against her body. Every scar, every cut, every bruise, ever punch. His rage burned onto her body. Her face ached, throbbed and pulsed in pain. Swollen, and beaten, shivering like a wet dog fresh from a bath. No matter how hard she tried to get her eyes wide enough to open to see their sick and probably terrified faces, there was nothing but pitch black. Swollen shut. Cole had done a fantastically sicken job of not killing her. Zai couldn't cry, not even peep to try for a scream. All there was blood -her blood, her body, his putrid cum and her flaming hatred and anger for him. For men. If she could have only gotten up and punched him, ripped his face off, gauge his eyes out, break all his bones- The more she thought, the less likely it was. If anything she just wished she could have screamed. At such a perfect moment when the music had taken a pause; the DJ probably switching vinyls'. If her arms weren't near broken she would have gotten up and run. Like they would have let her make it to the door. Azairah listened carefully to their conversation, 'the plan,' through the overbearing ringing in her ears.

Nude and cold yet he still found something else he needed to do. Wasn't brutally raping her e-fucking-nough? He'd already did the worst he could do WITHOUT killing her. Familiar hands grabbed violently at her face forcing her to part her lips. It was sad how she just didn't have it in her to scream anymore. How everything just seemed pointless. How she couldn't tell Cole to fuck off and let her go. How it was perfectly impossible for her to defend herself anymore. How he'd already done enough damage and didn't need to hurt her any further. Before she knew it there came a liquid into her mouth. Azairah, at first, thought he was urinating into her mouth so turning her head away was her first thought. But then came the slick alcoholic taste and his vigorous gripping once more. He was really trying to make it seem like she was drunk and had too much of a good time huh?

Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
Fuck the asshole.
Fuck his friends.
Fuck the party.
That was it.
Azairah was officially over it.

Nearly choking, she managed to hold it in her mouth for a moment, tequila burning at her swollen, open lips. Zai managed to give a whimper, attempting to turn her head away. Useless, just like she was. "Four against one, who you gonna believe?" The words replayed continuously in her head. Banging against her skull, terrorizing her ears. Only anger fueled her at that point. She felt no pity, no sadness that something so violent happened to her. It was four against one. One against four pricks who though it was absolutely fine to let a woman get beaten and raped to near death. And in the end when it came down to it all she'd have it her way. She'd make sure of it. The story of what and how it happened was repeated. Not a soul in that room would ever dare say that truth of what went on that night but instead to be taken to the grave. The one by the door checked to see if all was clear. Of course it was. It was one of those nights where things like this always went in the favor of the one trying to get out of it. They lifted her dead-like body, feeling a warm rush to her face and head. Her heart raced. Zai didn't want anyone seeing her like this. It was embarrassing, degrading her pride that she held so tightly onto and there was nothing she could do about it other than letting them do it. Shit. Behind them a bottle breaking chimed the hall. Phase two of their plan. Against her back, unwillingly Zai felt the starting of the top stair against her back then a shoe against her side digging into her already broken rib to push her with just enough force. Azairah went head crashing against the steps one at a time, body tumbling and banging against the wall and wood railing down, down, down, the bottle following after.

This was not how parties ended.

A gasp! A scream!
"OH MY GOD IS SHE DEAD?!"

Who the fuck would do something like that...?

"CALL 9-1-1."
"WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?"

"Get her a jacket or something. Geez..."
"Was she drunk?!"

`Dunno. If anything she probably deserved it.

"I DON'T KNOW! She came down the stairs!!"
"I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHO DOES IT, JUST SOMEONE CALL 9-1-"





"Why can't you be more like your sister?"
"Why do you fuck up? All I asked for was for you to be a perfect child but you can't even give me that much."
With Love, Your Mother.


I hope you get raped. Because all you are is a bitch. And all you'll ever be is someones desperate, little bitch.
Sincerely, Dad.


Beep.... Beep.... Beep.... Beep-

The nightmares, never ending, never no matter how hard she tried to wake herself. Terrorizing her for the last twenty years. Her eyes shot open- bloodshot and burning before quickly squinting at the bright flash of light that blinded her. The room spun as she blinked to try and focus. "Whe-" she began, though it came out as a raspy whisper. A woman approached in a blue scrub, checking her vital signs. "Shh, sweetie, shh you're in the hospital... Try not to speak." Hospital..? It replayed then. The punches, the blood, the pain, his crazy, lunatic, angry glare as he-. Her breathing picked up, heaving deeply as there came a sudden rapid beeping. Elevating blood pressure. "Are they-" "Honey you need to relax-" "ARE THEY HERE?" Her throat tensed, sore and raw as jerked around the hospital bed, trying to pull herself up. A number of clear tubes scattered over her lap as she tried with weak arms to pull the white blanket over her away. "No no one is here! It's just me and you honey! You're okay you're safe." "They're going to hurt me... They're going to do it again. They're going to kill me! They almost killed me!" A shriek of agony coursed through her as she ripped the oxygen tube from her nose and despite the amount of pain was in she screamed. She screamed as loud as she could to finally make up for when she couldn't. "I NEED ASSISTANCE. NOW." "I need to go. I NEED TO GO. LET ME GO. PLEASE. THEY WILL DO IT AGAIN. THEY DIDN'T CARE. I NEED TO MAKE A REPORT TO THE POLICE." "Honey, WHO is going to hurt you?! You're at the hospital no one is allowed in here! Only the nurses in charge of you and the doctor! I need you to calm down, please!" The door to the room came swinging open, the three of his friends coming in laughing, laughing at her.

"NO, STOP IT. GO AWAY. HE RAPED ME. HIS FRIENDS WATCHED. HELP ME. STAY AWAY FROM ME!!" It was so clear, their faces, laughing... just laughing... 'Four against one Azairah. Who are they going to believe..?' They grabbed her arms and Cole rushed in, in a white doctor's jacket to hold down her flailing legs. That evil look on his face, approaching, approaching... Till Zai was pinned down no matter how bad she twisted her body around. Nothing hurt like the pain Cole Douglas had caused her. The nurse approached, pulling the plastic cap off of the needle, a syringe filled with a clear liquid "SEDATE HER. QUICKLY." "Doctor," the nurse said handing it to him. "Hold her arm." Zai screamed before there came a tight pinch and she wailed. Tears spilling from her bruised, dark eyes. "Why," she screamed. "Why?! Don't touch- Why... Wh...-" An invasion of chemicals rushed through her bloodstream, calming her. Like tranquilizing and animal. Beep... Beep.... Beep... Her body was relaxing but her mind chaos and angry. The tears yet had stopped, even after how many times the nurse had wiped her face. "Is your name Azairah? Azairah Evelyn D'Amici?" It wasn't like she could respond. What the fuck were they asking her questions for? All she could do was shoot the doctor a glance. "She said she was raped. Said 'they' were coming for her, that they were going to kill her?" "Blood pressure dropping." "Make sure her stitches haven't opened. Go ahead and call the Eden police, tell them to come in about two and a half hours. She should be able to speak again." Everything was a blur and everything that was pain began to fade. It was like the world was moving quickly but she stuck in slow motion.

The anger. The never ending anger that fueled her came no where close to how relaxed her body was. Azairah just wanted to cry. Then cry some more. The gentle, warm touch of the nurses hand startled her, though her expression showed otherwise. "Honey I'm sorry about all this but I can't have you making any sudden extreme movements." The was obvious now that a pulsing pain teared through her back. Her breathing slowed, eyes drooping, peaceful. "Your shoulders were dislocated servery, almost broken. We had to stitch up all the open wounds. Ms, if there's anything serious going on in we can check you into one of the clinics affiliated with the hospital." Azairah looked up at her, almost offended. Never in such a long time had she genuinely hated people more than she had in that moment. The only way she'd find her justice was going to the police and hope that he's executed. Lethal injection if they would. "D- Do I look... like... I.. I need... to go to a c-clinic..?" she barked. The nurse struck in awe that she was still able to speak. "I... am going to kill.. the b...-bastards who.. did this..."

Suddenly, her eyes felt heavier, body becoming to relaxed. There wasn't time to just have a nap and let it pass. Azairah was angry. Things needed to be settled quickly. "I fuck-ing swear... to you... All four of them..." she whispered. With those being her final words, her eyes closed- taking prisoner to the sedation. Rest was essential. She was safe... Safe for now.​
 
They displayed no mercy; not a one of them. As Cole kneeled on the floor, holding the bottle to her mouth, he glanced at Dave. "Fucking help me." The two stared at each other for a moment, then his friend did as ordered, with the remaining two watching; Max from his seat on the bed, and Ian standing at the door.

"You sure wrecked the bitch, Cole."

"Whore won't be walking for a fucking week."

Laughing as they drank.

Cole increased the pressure of his fingers, and indicated for his buddy to grab her head. A second set of digits hooked into the hair at her scalp, what was left of it, and jerked it roughly to stretch her neck, and open up her airway, then Cole shoved the bottle down her throat, and tilted it. The liquid gurgled and bubbled through her ragged breaths, and spilled from her lips. A quarter of a gallon was dumped into her bloodstream in less than ten seconds.

"You still awake, slut?" Cole released his grip to slap her cheek, then splashed the dregs from the bottom of the bottle over her bruised, bleeding, and scratched face. The burning pain of the alcohol, akin to salt being poured into an open wound, would soon let him know if she were still conscious, and retained enough energy to put up a fight, or crawl away from where they intended to deposit her. When he detected no reaction, or at least not one with enough strength to be of concern, Cole stood, and nodded at Ian, "Check the Hallway", then spoke to Dave and Max. "Let's lose the bitch."

It must have been their lucky night, for when the door opened, the hallway was clear. Cole had been to the residence a number of times, and knew the layout. It was only a short distance to the back entrance, and the man ensured each of his buddies took an arm or a leg, and dragged her along the carpet. They were in this together, and none was to be allowed to escape culpability if things went awry.

Two minutes later, the back door had been pulled open, and the woman - they hadn't even gotten her name; not that it mattered -, man-handled down the steps, planted face-down on the concrete, with the glass of a smashed liquor bottle scattered around her head, and dress hiked up over her thighs.

"Didn't daddy ever warn you about accepting drinks from strangers." Cole laughed, as he used a spare bottle to pour some liquor on to the ground, then as a final thought, reached down, and tore her ripped panties off completely. Only a slut, looking to get laid, would attend a party without underwear. "Fucking whore."

The guys followed Cole's lead and threw a few insults at her, as he slipped the garment into his pocket, intending to dispose of it later, and appraised the scene to ensure nothing had been missed, then looked up to him.

"She was drunk, and came asking for it. Got a bit rough, which she was totally into, and banged her head on the mirror. After we were done, she walked off, and that's the last time we saw her." Cole's intense gaze moved from one to the other. "Understood?"

He waited for each to acknowledge the question in the affirmative, then turned and headed back up the stairs. It wasn't the first time his buddies had been required to cover Cole's ass, or he, theirs, and all could be trusted to keep their mouth's shut.

By the time the high-pitch screams of the ambulance were heard outside, Cole, Dave, Max and Ian were downstairs, with a drink in their hands, sharing jokes, and chatting up girls.

By the time she'd woken up in the Hospital, screaming, with an IV in her arm, they were all tucked up in bed; the raped woman they'd left laying unconscious at the foot of the back stairs but a distant memory, recalled only through a haze of drugs and alcohol.

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"Sir, we have a possible sexual assault, and battery. A woman in Mercy Hospital; they've requested we attend."

Kyle Evans, the thirty-one year old police dispatcher, held the phone to his ear, mouthpiece covered with one hand, and spoke to Sheriff Brock Douglas, who'd left his office, and was in process of adding sugar to his coffee.

Blue eye's met blue eye's when the large, broad-shouldered male with the wind-weathered features of one who enjoyed the outdoors, calloused hands the size of hams, and crooked nose which told of either a sporting career in his younger days, or a propensity for physical violence, turned with spoon in hand, finished stirring, took a sip of his hot beverage, and rested against the counter. "Send Hernandez."

Kyle shook his head, and glanced at the roster taped to his monitor. "Hernandez is on an RDO, unless you'd like me to call her in?"

Douglas' gaze held the younger man's, and his lips pursed momentarily. "Send Noakes and Edwards."

"Are you sure?"

The Sheriff wasn't a man to be questioned, but Evan's ignored the narrowing of the pupils, and tenseness of body, his query had caused. The ex-army veteran with the short back-and-sides had seen more than enough in Afghanistan to no longer be intimidated by anyone, or anything. Although he'd only been in the job for three months after breezing into town on a whim, and his position was not one of authority, he'd gained the respect of the Sheriff for the inherent steel Brock Douglas sensed in the normally quiet, and soft-spoken, younger male. Little did Douglas know what Kyle Evans was truly capable of, and that he stared into the eyes of a stone-cold killer.

"I'm fucking sure. Just do it."

The normal protocol in cases of alleged sexual assault was to send a female police officer, and Hernandez was the only one they had, however it was within Sheriff Douglas' power to make the call, and after a few seconds, Evans acquiesced with a nod of the head, and picked up the radio to contact the patrol-men.

Brock, like his son Cole, wasn't exactly a ladies man, full of charm and chivalry, and it had taken him less than a second to make a decision. Fucking bleeding-heart females who automatically believed the 'victim', regardless of the story, and blamed men for only doing what came naturally. More than half the women who claimed rape, according to Brock's experience, were either drunk or stoned, or simply sluts and whores, who asked for it.

What was a guy supposed to do if he was cock-teased all night, and she said no when he attempted to take it further. Accept it, and walk away? How many young men's lives had been ruined by false accusations, or a simple misunderstanding? Even if they had been raped, whatever the hell that meant; the definition seemed to change every damn day, and always to the detriment of the male; they'd most likely deserved it. Parading around in short skirts, and tits hanging out of their blouses.

Not that Sheriff Douglas would ever express his true opinions aloud; it could impact negatively on his candidancy for the Mayor-ship. Without another word, he returned to his office with the expectation that his directions would be followed.

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"What have you got for us, Doctor?" Deputy Edwards, a fifteen year veteran, and elder of the two policeman, took the lead as they arrived at the Hospital, and followed her to the room where the alleged victim was sedated. Noakes, a relative newcomer, who'd graduated from the academy barely two years previously, walked in silence beside them.

"Found outside at a house party. Broken ribs, nose, scratches and bruises, contusions, and two dislocated shoulders. At first glance, we assumed she'd fallen down the steps where she was discovered, but when she awoke, she claimed to have been raped. Vaginal tearing and semen confirm that as a possibility."

"Alcohol? Drugs?"

The Doctor stopped abruptly when asked the question, and shuffled the papers in her hand. "Legally intoxicated." She paused for a moment, knowing where the men where going with this; the same place they usually did; then sighed before she reluctantly revealed the girl's alcohol reading. "Six times the legal limit."

The deputies didn't react, except to exchange a knowing glance with each other. Virtually every rape case they responded to was the same thing. A woman out at a party unable to hold her alcohol, or under the influence of drugs, losing control and allowing herself to be taken advantage of. By the sounds of it, this one had consumed enough liquor for ten. It was a wonder her memory functioned at all.

"Thank's Doctor. We'll take it from here." Edwards placed a hand on her elbow to stop her from entering the room with them, and walked in with Noakes. The woman looked as she'd been attacked with a hammer; face battered and bruised, eyes swollen, IV's in her arm, both shoulders torn, and tear-stains on her cheeks.

"I'm Officer Edwards, this is Officer Noakes." Edwards pointed to himself, then to the other similarly blue-uniformed officer; the younger man's build still athletic, and with a head of brown hair, as opposed to the middle-aged spread and buzz-cut that Edwards possessed; as he pulled out a chair next to the bed, dropped into it, and withdrew his notebook.

"Tell us what you recall about last night."

No empathy, or concern, or questions about her welfare. That wasn't their job, they were there for the facts; as long as those facts coincided with ingrained biases.

When it came to being a Paradise on Earth for women, a town could never have been more inappropriately named than that of Eden.
 
Two hours came and went, stuck in the same nightmare only he was added to it. Her eyes fluttered open to the same hospital room, the same hospital bed, and the same restless, monotone beeping. So it wasn't a dream... If it wasn't for the small migraine that'd grown to annoy her at the center of her forehead she would have been still fast asleep. The same nurse from earlier, come to find out her name was Dawn, had came in with a small tray of apple juice, crackers and pain killers. Right on time. "The police are almost here. They're going to ask you what happened those few nights ago okay?" It took just a few rubs to her eyes softly, feeling the sore pain in her arms as she lifted, for the blurry vision to disappear. "Do you have a mirror...? I haven't seen how bad it looks..." Dawn, as kind as she was nodded asking her to wait a minute. In the mean time Zai took it upon herself to feel just how fucked up she looked. Her gentle hands removed the long tear streaks from her face, fingers pressing into the areas that hurt the most. Sticking out her tongue out, she first pressed it to her upper lip, feeling the scabs and rows of stitches that lined her upper lip. She wasn't expecting to look like a beauty pageant girl but at least her lips didn't feel so duck like anymore. At least she was healing. It wasn't that she was vain- okay maybe she was a little vain, but Azairah just genuinely cared for her appearance for her own sake. But of course there were people who'd mistaken that for her being self centered. Fair enough. Azairah had a meeting with the police. The very last thing she wanted was pity while looking a wrecked sob story. Dawn returned with a compact mirror. At first she was a little hesitant, even taking a moment to look at the nurse. "It was a lot worse when you came here... Blood everywhere. It was hard to see if you even had a face. Everything was swollen and cut. Sounds more to the story than what the emergency call said..." If only she knew what had really happened. Zai's delicate fingers pulled it apart separating the make-up powder from the mirror.

Her hands had actually trembled, but with what courage, Azairah lifted it just enough to see her face. The places that had once held, porcelain, caramel skin were bruises dark, black and blue. Her lips, parted were cut, held together with stitches galore. Her nose, clearly broken then fixed. The sound of his punches landing against her face found her ears again, almost making her nauseous. Remembering the exact sound of what it was like to have multiple bones being broken at once, the loud crunching and cracking as he pulverized her face, the hot, pulsing, burning of his nails digging into her back, ripping- forcing the skin to tear apart. Azairah dropped her head. Had she said anything more, anything 'unnecessary' to Cole, Zai would have most likely been dead. Inhale through the nose, let the brain accept it, exhale through the mouth. Her brown eyes closed, eyebrows furrowing in disbelief that someone had the physical strength and clear conscious to beat someone to such a state. Her arms rested down at her sides, hand opening to return the compact to the nurse. "And how long was I out for when I got here..?" "About four days." A sigh left her lips. There was nothing more she could do than explain her situation to the police. Nothing more, nothing less and just hope they would take care of it. "Is there anyway to get a hairbrush a tooth brush and tooth paste?"
Easy and done.

With a clean mouth, and managed hair that was pulled up into a messy bun with the help of Dawn she was somewhat ready to see them. Cole even had the fucking nerve to rip her hair out. "You'll be okay. The police will handle things for you... That's their job right?" Not trying to be rude, the girl rolled her eyes. Like they gave two shits about anyone as it was. There suddenly came a knock at the door, "Good luck, honey," Dawn encouraged softly before taking her leave. Two policemen entered the room in returned. No hello, no nothing. "Aren't they supposed to send a female officer?" Though she knew they obviously didn't give a damn. Straight to the point. Azairah inhaled deeply, grateful the white blanket was still with her. There was some sort of comfort she found from it, as if she was shielding herself from any sort of judgement they were going to give her. Though that was probably called for.
Rape was rape. Lies were lies. Humans were animals.

"I was raped." Her voice cracked. "Raped and as you can already see beaten. You don't get a face like this just from-" she held up her weak arms to form quotations with her fingers. "-Falling down some stairs and getting a little drunk. First off I don't drink. I'm not an alcoholic, nor do I enjoy the taste of alcohol. Explaining herself wasn't going to be as easy as she thought, especially with Officer Edwards' not amused face. There was still a part of her that was excruciatingly tired, and still in pain no matter how many pain killers they gave her. "If you want it from the start here it is. Make sure you write it down because the asshole who decided it would be okay to beat the shit out of me after I said no loud and clear plenty of times needs to have his ass in jail if not pleasantly executed. Be sure to send me an invitation when that day comes." Her eyes pierced fearlessly into hard, stern, not in the least bit wavered Officer Edwards. "I was invited," she began, remembered everything word for word, action for action. "To this party and old college friend was having. Celebrating nothing in particular. A party to just party. The only reason I went was because it would be rude not to show up. So whatever." Zai shrugged lightly. "I went. Had a Sprite. A Sprite, stayed in the corner and minded my own business. That calls for rape, Officer? A six foot god know how tall, 200 something pounds of pure muscle, landing full strength punches TO. MY. FACE. because I said no to his offer for sex?" Seething in anger at the very though of it. Her head boiled, thinking of a million perfect things to say. Expressing all the anger she couldn't that night. Take it out on an officer who probably just wanted to go home and have a couple beers. "I don't know what kind of fucked up world we're living in where it makes you men assume a woman is into you just because you compliment her and she happens to acknowledge you and say thanks." Exhaling hard, she pinched lightly at the bridge of her bruised nose.

"I attended this party, this guy comes up to me, him and his three other friends, basically asks me to come with him. I say no, obviously not interested, calls me a bitch several times, which is whatever," which was true. Azairah couldn't care less that he called her names. Being used to it was fine. It was daily basis that she'd heard it. "I go upstairs trying to make it to the bathroom, he comes out the opposite way. Grabs me, throws me into this room and proceeds to punch me." Azairah paused a minute, no matter how hard she wanted to forget, no matter how hard she wished it hadn't happened. The anger was filling her again and she tapped her broken nail against the railing of the hospital bed. "The first guy blocks the door and the two other friends were sitting against the bed. Natural thing to do when something like that happens is to scream, get someone's attention." Had someone heard her, the whole situation could have probably been avoided. "But of course no one could hear my screaming at the top of my lungs because of the music flaring downstairs." Why couldn't it have happened between someone else? Why did it have to happen to her. Why did her biggest fear have to come true. In the end she wasn't expecting their sympathy but watching Officer Edwards jot down notes in the little, black, leather notebook and occasionally nod his head was irritating her, aggravating her. He wanted them to say something... She just wanted someone to say sorry to her. Sorry for what happened even if she didn't want their pity. Her hands balled into weak fists, eyes averting away from the two policemen. Shaken with anger at just remembering his disgusting, unmerciful face.

"Cole," she said through gritted teeth. Zai already embarrassed herself once in front of the nurses and she wouldn't do it again. No matter how angry she was Azairah kept her composure. "Cole Douglas is the reason I'm sitting here on this hospital bed talking to you. Cole Douglas is the reason why my face looks like this. Cole Douglas is the genius who thought he could play it off by tossing me at the bottom of the steps and making it seem like I was some drunk whore looking for a good time." Azairah paused a minute, reflecting back on his words, remembering, never ending. A smile teased the corner her mouth.

Not one bit of her was happy.
It was just better than crying...

Four against one. Who where they going to believe?
Azairah.
She'd fight and she'd fight until she could't fight no more.​
 
As Noakes stepped closer, the bruises on the woman's body appeared to come alive; the purple and brown standing out so vividly on her caramel skin. He'd seen rape victims before, of course, it was par for the course in his job, but never one who'd been battered as badly as this; that was, if she'd been telling the truth. However before he could speak, or ask about her welfare, Edwards had shot him a glare; one which told him to remain silent; and taken the lead. Seniority and experience counted for much in the Police Force, and the younger man knew better than to disobey orders. His livelihood depended on it. That much he'd learned in the Academy.

Edwards leaned back in the seat, crossed one leg over the other, and casually scanned the medical equipment. The man despised Hospital's, they were always so dark and depressing - why the hell didn't they paint the walls in a cheerful colour; something like bright green or yellow, rather than drab institutional grey? - but the sight of IV's, or the woman's condition didn't affect him. Try spending five years in Traffic, where you had to view the smashed and broken, lifeless bodies of young children who'd been thrown through the windscreen of their parent's vehicle after been hit by a drunk-driver, and impacted the asphalt with enough force to be barely still be recognisable as human beings. They were the real victims; not women such as this, who regardless of how she had come to be here, had placed herself in a position to allow it to occur. As Edward's realised she'd begun to speak, his focus moved to her face.

The story she told was similar to ones he'd heard before, and his countenance didn't change, however from behind, as she spoke about the violence, there was a sharp intake of breath. The two policemen's met again, and held each other's for a second, before Noakes glanced away. A look of disgust and anger had passed across his features. Edwards was going to need to have a talk to the boy; emotions were best kept to yourself so as not to influence proceedings, or provide the impression that accusations were accepted as fact.

Despite that, Edwards unwillingly found himself beginning to feel some sympathy for the woman as each word burned into his ears. Her tone, the surety of her words, the obvious anger, and that look in her eyes had caused him to start to believe her. Unconsciously, he leaned forward in his seat, and the hand not holding the notebook reached out to pat her arm in a gesture of consolation. Then, before fingers contacted skin, everything changed.

"Cole Douglas is the reason I'm sitting here on this hospital bed talking to you. Cole Douglas is the reason why my face looks like this. Cole Douglas is the genius who thought he could play it off by tossing me at the bottom of the steps and making it seem like I was some drunk whore looking for a good time."


Time slowed, and the air thickened. It felt as if he were stuck in a vat of molasses as eyes widened, and neck craned to meet the similarly shocked expression of his colleague. Cole. Fucking. Douglas. The two officer's had just stepped into the biggest shit-storm imaginable, and needed to get the hell out of there. Pronto.

Always the professional, and with greater experience, Edwards was first to recover his composure, The notebook snapped shut, and he stood from the seat. Pupils narrowed as he locked them on the woman in the bed. "Let's see if I have this straight, Miss." Noake's could do nothing but stand motionless and stare. "You attend a party that you didn't wish to attend. Spend whatever time sitting by yourself in a corner, speaking to no-one, and drinking soda, when suddenly four men you don't know from Adam decide to harass you? Subsequently, of your own volition, you walk upstairs to their location, where they take it upon themselves to drag you into a room and rape you. All without any provocation whatsoever?"

Edwards made a point to check his notebook, as if to ensure he'd written everything down correctly, and continued on without pause. "Where after they're done, they pour liquor down you throat - which apparently explains why, according to the Doctor, your alcohol reading was six times over the legal limit - beat you with their fists, and dump you outside? All of this occurred without you managing to scream, or otherwise attracting the attention of a single person?" The officer's head shook, - he'd begun to convince himself that her story was indeed bullshit, and injected sarcasm in to his tone. "I assume there's no witnesses that you've conveniently neglected to mention?"

It was a rhetorical question; asked as he motioned for Noake's to leave the room. "We'll investigate, but without independent corroboration, I doubt we'll make any progress. However, if you still wish to lodge a formal complaint, I'd suggest you attend the police station when the sedatives wear off, and you've regained the full use of your faculties."

Five seconds later, Edwards had left the room to join Noakes, whose face was a pasty white. Their actions went against all training and protocol, not to mention any commitment to 'protect and serve'. The irony was that it was the only way to protect their careers. Brock Douglas political connections and influence would ensure his own safety, and this sort of shit always rolled downhill.

"What the fuck are we going to do?"

Edwards gripped Noakes by the shirtfront, and jerked him roughly forward so that their faces almost touched. His tone brooked no disagreement. "You are going to keep your damn trap shut, and not breathe a word of this to anyone." He shook the younger man and stared him down, until he was certain that he'd gotten the point, then shoved him away and turned towards the nurses station. They'd collect the girl's clothing and medical report.

As they approached, the Senior Officer slipped the police radio from his belt. "Evans, get me the Sheriff. NOW."

A brief pause.

"Brock, we have a problem."

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"And your buddies are going to give me the same story?"

Brock Douglas stood at his kitchen counter, arms folded across barrel chest, and stared at his only son who leaned casually against the door jamb.

"Don't stress, Dad, They were there the entire time, and they'll confirm every word." Cole paused for emphasis. "Every word."

The Sherriff's eyes remained locked on his son."No-one else was present? No-one noticed you with the girl?"

Cole shrugged nonchalantly." No-one. The bitch asked for it, and I gave her what she wanted. She can say whatever she likes, but that's what happened. Honestly, there's nothing to worry about." The rapist was now consoling his father.

The elder Douglas' lips pursed as he contemplated the situation, then slowly he unfolded his arms and nodded. Not once had he asked if his son had done it; if the girl's story were true, and that his own flesh-and-blood had brutally raped a defenceless woman, and beaten her half to death. He knew it to be true, however that wasn't the point.

The point was that Cole had been smart, and there was an opportunity to save both their skins. Whatever had happened to the woman, in all likelihood had been deserved. A man could only take so much teasing, rejection, or mouthing off. God knows, he'd had cause enough to use his fists on the boy's mother. The woman was probably lucky that she'd died giving birth.

The men met in the middle of the room, and Brock clapped his only child on the shoulder. "I'll take care of it. Next time, just don't crap in your own nest. Or mine. Understand me?"

Cole smiled. "Yes Sir," as his Father departed, then grabbed himself a beer from the fridge. There was a game about to start, and he didn't want to miss kick-off.
 
This was ridiculous.

He was ridiculous.

The situation was as ridiculous as his partner's face next him.

Azairah sat there with a disgusted look on her face listening to the officer speak, clarifying her story, assuming. Always assuming. No one ever listened, no one ever tried to listen or tried to understand. These men just knew well how to piss her off. "Did you miss the part where I said I was screaming at the top of my lungs TRYING for the specific reason of get someone's attention? It's a party. There's music playing very loudly. Screaming is the only refuge I had." The heart monitor beeping grew in her anger, as she listened to the garbage coming from Edwards' mouth. Appalled to oblivion, Azairah shook her head and shook her head. "I WAS RAPED, you-" Bite your tongue and swallow it. They won't understand. Let's be the bigger person and not insult the officer. "Doesn't the word rape call for immediate action and not just some closed case?! Does me being in the hospital not mean anything?" The beeps leaped as she ripped the oxygen tubes from her nose once more. "Of course quite a few people saw me reject him. He was the loudest, most obnoxious person there. I didn't go upstairs knowing he was up there. I was trying to avoid him at all costs." But just as she ripped the pulse oximeter off her finger- pulse going flat- trying to reach out to him for Edwards to sit back down and listen to her, he was already up and out of the room. Partner following behind. At that point she couldn't even be mad. Just... numb. "What the hell..." The door flew open, the nurses returning to their shaken patient. Their noise and questions just going deaf to her ears. Only hurt and lost and furious that someone could make it seem like she was lying. A part of her almost did blame him. There were ladies who claimed rape stories after inviting the guy back to THEIR place just for a little quick cash.

But she was different..

Everything returned slow again... It first started out as an aching desperation for justice but now had turned into something more. Things couldn't just have ended like this. Not with 'just an investigation.' Everyone knew what they saw at the party... Everyone knew she wasn't interested in Cole. Yet they didn't believe her..? Did they even get the names of the people at the party for that matter? Then came the rushing anger like the burning sun. If it was a full report they wanted then that's what they'd get. No problem. I hadn't stopped raining for nearly the whole week, Azairah's routine in repetition. Wake up, pills, check up, pass out and still anxious to leave the damn hospital. Her brown eyes never left the gloomy, raining scenery. Just aching to leave... In the next couple of days came arm exercises because let us not forget how Cole just barely broke her arms. They'd still been sore but the pain was manageable enough to lift things on her own and having no visitors since Edwards and his subordinate just seemed the same cycle of nurses was beginning to bug her. With due time it was time for her release. Patience, patience. Her face healed better than she expected with the few spot where the skin was dark, she was returning back to normal. Nothing concealer couldn't treat. It wasn't before long that Zai was able to return home to the same empty house in the same boring neighborhood, next to the same boring grass, neighboring the same boring people. Surprisingly, she missed it, but there wasn't time to enjoy it. If Edwards wanted her to make a full report then she needed to go now.

Staying in the hospital for so long made her realize just how good it was to be home. Not that there was anything wrong with it.. Everyone was nice to her despite her brat-like attitude. Regardless they forgave her. Her home wasn't grand, extravagant yes and a "go away and never come back" gift from her father. Though it was more like a prison than a home. The air was stale, cold as she entered after unlocking the door. Her keys chimed as she set them down into a bowl in a side the door. It echoed, the house obviously empty and dark. One deep breath in, chest raising and she exhaled. If only she had never left this building- this what came to be what felt like a sanctuary in the first place. A whole lot of trouble could have been avoided. It was early and it had finally stopped raining. The sun was hidden behind thick, gray clouds. Today would be the day where she got what she wanted for once. The day where Azairah would get someone in jail because of something stupid they did. She finally wasn't fucking up for once. Her answering machine screen blinking caught her attention. Fourteen new messages. Had it really been that long, or had someone just finally start caring?

"First new message from: x-xxx-xxx-xxxx"
"Zai! I heard you were in the hospital! Call me back when you get this. I'm really worried. It's not like you to get hurt. You're so careful about everything! Call me!."

There was only one person in the world who actually cared for her well being and whether she was breathing or not. Tristan. The girl always knew how to get her smile but for once, hearing her high pitch squeals of worry just wasn't amusing... Just a sigh. Numb to everything, emotions felt foreign at that point. The only feeling she knew was anger and how badly she just wanted to take her rage out on someone. Just listening to the police walk out on her as if her case wasn't at all important. Her honey eyes stared blankly at the answering machine until she brought her hand to her cheek- something blurring her vision, while tickling her face...- tears. Men weren't allowed to get away with things like this. Azairah almost didn't want to go to the police department. Her home was her haven and it was like there was a fear of leaving her house. But she had to go because Cole Douglas couldn't get away with what he'd did to her.

"Messages deleted. You have no new messages. Beeeeeep."

Before long, and after a lot of self reassuring that everything would be okay she dressed herself. Dressing like she was going to a funeral. It'd be for Cole soon anyways. Zai caught herself with a smile as she thought about his world crashing down before him. Watching him desperately looking for help, looking for light, looking for a way out of the mess he made. Family cutting the rope he so tightly held onto and falling into an abyss of nothing just like he made her feel. Quietly after disturbing thoughts passed, she formulated what could and would possible go wrong during her visit. pacing back and forth. Azairah wasn't going to look anything like the victim in the hospital. Goodness no. She was better than that. With the coat over her and the belt cinched around her dipped waist she once more exited her home, only taking a moment at the steps in front of her door. 'You're going to make it home tonight... Everything is okay. You're okay. Today will be okay. Car, police department, grocery store, home. Easy. Entering her car and letting the engine rev to life, she pulled out of her driveway and zipped down the street. "You were raped. They have to believe you. You did nothing wrong. Get in, get out, get over it. Cole will be in jail and you'll have done the right thing." If preventing some piece of shit douche bag from repeating the cycle and destroying women from the inside out was all that she could do then Zai would do it over and over until she couldn't anymore. Thank God she was taking birth control. The thought of Cole letting his... filth fill her insides nearly made her puke over the wheel. After a half hour drive across town and through numerous lights, the Eden police department was in sight. The whole town was such a contradiction it almost hurt. It was no paradise and if anything it was a silent hell where all the smiles were fake and behind some door held some deathly secret. Or that was always how Zai looked at it.

Zai took firm, powerful strides to the entrance of the police department. Looks left and right as she held her head up with pride despite what happened to her. None of them, fellow officers and regular blue collars alike would have never guess unless they asked. Approaching the front desk and not removing her glasses, the officer before her stood. "What can I d-" "Apparently," Zai softly interrupted. dark purple, painted lips parting to speak. "I was told by the ever so professional Officer Edwards that I had to come to the police station to make a full report about an incident that occurred almost two weeks ago. Could you kindly direct me to who it is I need to speak to?" The anger subtly rose in her voice if not with a hint of sarcasm. There was nothing wrong with that though right?

Azairah wanted shit fixed.
And a little piece of shit juice head in jail.

The officer at the desk, name tag reading 'Diaz' stood, after a fair minute of gawking at her as if she was the Antichrist. "Yes your name?" Diaz replied. "Azairah D'Amici." From around the counter he led the woman down a hall into another room with no windows and what was probably the glass where you could see in but not out. "I'll have someone see you in a minute, miss." Azairah took a seat in the chair provided at the center of the room and set her purse down on the table. "It should be a moment." Quickly and trying to keep his cool, Officer Diaz returned to his desk. That was probably the case Edwards came back so angry from. By the looks of it she seemed like the average, typically 'beautiful' woman but from the minute she spoke, Diaz knew all hell was going to break loose in the Police Department that afternoon. Returning to his desk and pulling the phone from off the receiver he dialed Edwards' extension almost frantically. "Uhm... there's a Azairah, D-D'Amici here to see you. She's in room four..."
 
Brock Douglas' week was occupied investigating the alleged crime scene, and running forensic tests on blood, clothing and hair samples; each piece of evidence carefully checked for consistency against the varying stories told by Azairah D'Amici, and Brock's son Cole, and friends. Or, more to the point, rather than the evidence being checked for consistency against the woman's accusations, each piece was forced to fit that of the boy's tale; twisted and turned, moved and replaced, either viewed as important, or ignored.

The hair and blood on the hallway floor and walls was explained away as simply a result of the girl, staggering from the effects of liquor, bouncing off the walls; blood and hair loss itself a consequence of the violent, consensual sex, each of the young men had stated took place, which had also resulted in vaginal tearing, and the 'accidental' shattering of the mirror. With her face.

The dislocations to her shoulders occurred when Zai drunkenly attempted to halt her tumble down the steps; glass embedded in her cheeks, broken nose, and blackened eyes came from landing face-first on the concrete; and the high alcohol reading provided proof she'd been drinking; only confirming what they'd already decided to have taken place.

Witnesses were questioned, then re-questioned, until none could be certain that they'd seen Cole speaking to the girl at all that night, or if in fact - in the face of a man who was an expert in interrogation -, the picture they'd been shown was that of the same woman who'd sat in the corner. The residence had been thoroughly scrubbed after photograph's had been taken. Or not taken, as the case may be. Brock and Edwards alone worked the scene.

That Azairah D'Amici was discovered to be sans panties only added further fuel to the fire, and unfortunately, the semen and blood samples recovered by the Hospital were lost. A pity, but these things happened. Not once did the investigators return to check on the woman, or take a further statement.

Her departing words had been blocked from the memory of Officer Edwards, and hopefully those of Noakes as well. It was Brock's case now, and Noakes was out of the loop, expected to keep his mouth shut. And he would. As would the rest of the officers.

The Police Force, particularly in a town such as Eden, was no different from a clique of High-School Jock's, with the Sheriff as its leader. Each member was aware that, if ever it was required, he'd back his men to the hilt, and in return, they were expected to display the same loyalty. If they refused to toe the line, there'd be only one winner. Brock Douglas.

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"Calm down Edwards, just put the woman in Interview Room 1, and I'll take care of it. Ask Diaz to tell her the Sheriff will be in attend to the mater personally, as soon as he can. You stay clear."

Brock took a deep breath, then sighed. He'd hoped it was over; he'd known Aizarah had been released from the Hospital - they'd kept track - , and wishful thinking had the woman forgetting about the entire incident, and moving on. However, that didn't appear to be the case, and now the bitch was going to need to be set straight.

The Sheriff placed a call, then sat back and listened to the second-hand tick away on his wall clock. Five minutes passed, ten, fifteen, and only when it hit twenty, did he move. Brock collected his utility belt, placed it around his waist, and made his way to Interview Room 1.

The eyes of his staff were all upon him, but Brock spoke to no-one as he halted outside to appraise the woman through one-way glass, and took in her attractive features. No wonder Cole had wanted to fuck her. Had the wait calmed her down as he'd hoped, or only served to increase her agitation? He'd discovered the answer to that question soon enough, not that he intended to provide Azairah D'Amici the opportunity to speak her piece. He wanted her out of there, in no doubt as to where matters stood, as quickly as possible.

"Ms D'Amici, alleged rape victim, I presume?" Not having even introduced himself, Brock leaned against the closed door, folded arms across his chest, and stared at her. "I don't know why you continue to waste valuable police time, and resources. As Officer Edwards advised, without corroborating evidence, there's nothing we can do. Your complaint has been fully investigated, and there's not a shred of evidence to support any of the accusations you've made against Cole Douglas."

Slowly, as he spoke, his arms unfolded, and Brock moved toward her. The man's lips curled up into a smile, though it wasn't one of amusement, as he reached the table, planted his hands either side of it, and leaned forward so that his bulk towered over her, "In fact, the complete opposite. All evidence supports the young man's story to a tee, as do the witnesses who claim to have seen you all over him, downstairs.

That was a fabrication, of course, but Cole Douglas was a High School Football Hero, and it wouldn't be difficult to believe that others would lie to save his skin. "Whatever your motives, I suggest you drop these silly little games, and get on with your life. Best thing for all of us, I think, don't you Miss?" It was a rhetorical question, and Brock didn't wait for an answer. He was on a roll. "Because, even if charges were laid, do you have any concept of how it would pan out?"

The Sheriff pulled back from the desk, and shook his head, gaze still locked on the attractive young woman as he paced in a circle around the desk. "The jury would be told how you were staggering drunk, and attended the party with no other intention but to get laid, where you hooked up with an innocent and popular young man, and were seen entering an upstairs bedroom with him, of your own volition. His friends would testify that's precisely how it occurred, and how, in that bedroom, you begged for him to give it to you rough, and fuck you like a whore."

"Then." Sheriff Douglas ceased his pacing, and came to a stop directly in front of her, his tone one of completely surety. "The defence attorney would drag in every boyfriend you've ever had, every man you've slept with, and question them on how you liked it. Did you enjoy being slapped, possibly choked now and then, ever let yourself be tied up, or had a one-night stand, take it up the ass? And that would just be the start." Brock's lips pursed, then quickly as a snake he moved, and his palms slapped back down onto the table in front of her, the sound of it echoing around the room.

"You think you were raped at that party, honey? If you dare continue on with this charade, or breathe a word of your false accusations to anyone, I will ensure you are raped all over again. By the legal system. Now get the fuck out of here." At the very moment he screamed the words, there was a knock on the door, and a man entered the room, gaze locked on Azairah Douglas. The call the Sheriff had made earlier.

"Hey Dad."

Brock Douglas glanced around to acknowledge his son, then turned back to the woman, a look of pure anger and hatred on his features, and lifted a hand to point to the exit. "Out."

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From his position in the dispatch room, Evan's viewed the entire process through the one-way glass. The man didn't possess the ability to lip-read, but one didn't need to, to be able to know what was occurring in Interview Room 1. Azairah D'Amicic was getting railroaded.

The Station had been abuzz with gossip and rumours about the girl ever since Noakes and Edwards had first returned from the Hospital. How she was some cheap whore, looking for attention, who'd gotten drunk, allowed herself to screwed by the local football hero, and now regretted it. Cole didn't deserve to be accused; all he'd done was take an attractive young woman up on her offer of sex, as any man would. Evan's didn't believe a word of it, and as he watched, he knew for a fact that the woman had been brutally raped and beaten by the Sheriff's son, who was going to get away with it, scot-free, whilst she'd be left to deal with the consequences for the remainder of her time on Earth.

That that she hadn't willingly spread her legs for Cole Douglas - which couldn't be said for many of the girls around town -, and he'd needed resort to raping her, told Evans something about the woman behind the glass. She wasn't a typical slut who'd fuck her way to popularity, and jump on a cock simply because she could use being drunk or stoned as excuse, regardless of the collateral damage it caused. She was innocent; a lamb to the slaughter. Unlike his cheating whore of an ex-wife.

A tear fell from the corner of his eye and rolled down his cheek as Kyle Evans experienced an emotion he hadn't felt in such a long time. Empathy. Azairah D'amici hadn't asked for the pain, and didn't deserve to be made suffer. Not like the others; they did. To be forced to assume responsibility for their actions, and pay the price; to be made beg, scream, grovel, and acknowledge the hurt they caused. To admit their guilt, plead for mercy, and ask for one last chance to set things right.

But why should he demonstrate mercy, when Amy had never shown it to him? He'd begged. He'd screamed. He'd grovelled. He'd pleaded and cried. But what had the bitch done? She'd laughed in his face, and told him she was pregnant to another man. Evans had served his country, gone through hell, almost given his life, and that's the gratitude he received? It wasn't fucking right.

Amy had been murdered five times now, and on each occasion Evans had laughed in her face as the blood drained from her body, and the life from her eyes.

It relieved his pain.
 
Deep breaths, just tell it like it is. Just tell them what went down... What you remember before you passed out. All of it is the truth, every word from your mouth. You know what really happened...

Anxious and impatient and just waiting to get out of there, Azairah restlessly tapped her foot against the cold, tile floors of the interview room. Someone, hopefully someone would finally sympathize with her and let her know it was okay. That was all she needed. Through that cool, mysterious exterior was a woman who'd genuinely feared for her life. All she wanted was someone who'd tell her it was fine and that they were handling it even if they weren't doing it right away and that Cole Douglas was behind bars. Giving her attention to the one way mirror, she saw her reflection. Nervous, tired, anxious, worried mostly that they would just toss her story to the side. She was important too. Her story, her pain, all of it was important too. The twisting knob at the door made her jump in her seat before she uncrossed her legs and sat up straight. Moments earlier Officer Diaz had returned to tell her that the Sheriff himself was going to come and handle the matter himself and to rest easy. Those words, as much as she liked them made her stomach turn in knots so when the door came swinging open a large man following after gave her no doubt what a lie those words were.

He looked familiar, but she couldn't quite but her tongue on it... Though anyone who looked as angry and as cruel as he did only meant something bad. The booming voice came after as he took his place in front of the table arms crossed, obviously not caring. Her eyes sized him a minute, eyebrow raising in shock at what was actually coming from the thing he called a mouth. Zai sat there silent at first in awe, listening to everything promptly waiting for the moment she was allowed to say her piece. He was boring her. Easily boring her. His threats, his insults- all of it. Mr. Sheriff hadn't realized just how numb she was to words like his. Oh but the past boyfriends was a new one. She smiled, leaning forward to prop her arm up against the table. Head against her hand listening to the ghastly sounds of threats. "Are you listening to yourself? The actual amount of garbage that's leaving your mouth?" The Sheriff had done a fantastic job at aggravating her more than she should have shown. "Or are you just too thick headed to realize you're defending that sorry excuse for a human being? Are all you men just that crude to understand when a fucking woman says no?

In that moment, all time seemed to stop when the metal door came swinging open again. It was just supposed to be the two of them. What business did anyone have casually walking into an interview like that?

Immediately throwing herself back, the legs of the chair shrieking against the ground, Azairah stood. Her mind was blown almost to where she couldn't thoroughly grasp what the in fuck was going on. But two words seized her ears for what felt like a slow eternity. "D..?-" she whispered. "Dad...?" voice breaking mid word, Zai stared like a deer in the headlights, mouth slightly parted in pure disgusted shock. It was like pressing a the fast forward button, to let everything sink in before she raised one hand to her mouth and let the other rest idle at her side. Gentle fingers trembled as a quick, frantic breath rushed past her teeth. It all made sense. How there was apparently 'no evidence'. How no one apparently saw her conversing with Cole. How she apperently couldn't get the hospital to give her results of the blood work and how nothing seemed to be going her way. Daddy bear was protecting the cub. There was that damn blurring vision again, the god damn tears filling her eyes leaving her seeing two distorted figures.

Everything.
Made.
Sense.

Look at how you let them see you cry Zai... Didn't you say you wouldn't..

So instead she gave them a smile, even allowing them the opportunity for a laugh. Oh now we were getting into the goods. She cackled, like the evil witch she was. Oh but it was too much she needed air. Once in, twice in before yet another cackle, echoing through the cramped space. "Oh man," she replied, wiping the corners of her eyes with her knuckles, sparing as much eyeliner as she could. Her stomach ached as she grabbed against it. "Oh this is too good. Jokes on me! Where's Ashton telling me I'm punk'd? Lets bring out the cameras now," she said almost yelling. "Oh wait," she interrupted, that oh so familiar laughter sounding the room once more. She wouldn't allow any- either one of them to speak this time around. "Let me guess. You're not recording this either?! Like how you can't find the blood work or any witnesses, or any evidence against the prick standing behind you? Just my luck! Goodness. You got me good. Father and son. Best of both worlds!" The sarcasm oozing from her mouth was delicious she was stumbling over her own words. Brain processing the situation much quicker than the words could form. It was their fault anyways. Daddy-o there though it'd be okay to demand she left without her saying anything? Man did he had it wrong. Oh so wrong.

Never had she fully enjoyed the pleasure of talking shit directly at someone before. What a beautiful feeling it was! It was always her taking, always Zai taking damage. Broken, beaten, bruise after bruise... "Oh goodness. What a beautiful reunion! All we need is mother now. Mr. Liar Douglas, Rapist Douglas Jr., and God forbid what mom is. Maybe she's off having an affair. Spreading her legs for god knows who! Oh, oh! Maybe she's off having y'know CONSENSUAL SEX with someone! Where is she? Call her up. She needs to know what a fantastic job her husband is doing, threatening an-," she raised her hands to form quotations with her fingers. "'Alleged rape victim' and how's she's done an amazing job raising a rapist of a son!" Taking the chair from behind her, she so kindly pushed it in back under the table in its rightful place, giggling. "This is gold."

Her heels, thudded against the as she marched over to the opposite side of the room, knocking twice against the window, though only seeing her reflection. Who ever was behind it had to think the whole situation was bullshit because crap like that wasn't possible. "Don't you agree?" She smiled, cheeks burning in delight. Any hope she had, any light of justice telling her that she had the chance to win this fight so that horrible things like this was one step closer to ending had been, without a doubt, shattered with two words, 'hi' and 'dad'. A joke. The whole situation just a joke to make her look like a god damn fool and sure enough she felt like one. And as bad as her conscious was tell her to fight it and that she could win, her heart- that piece of shit organ was well her it was impossible. Not only had the fucker of an officer threatened her but there was absolutely no evidence Cole did it now. She could feel the need to puke. Not that she could at that point. Her body trembled violently under the black trench coat. Nauseous feelings arising each burning second she spent in that interview room.

"Karma," she began softly after her riot of laughter. Reaching for her bag on the table, she adjusted the straps to get ready to go. "Karma's a sour, brutal bitch. Whether you believe in her or not. Sometimes she bites off more than she can chew on pathetic, barbaric, cowards like you. A chain of mishaps leaving you wondering 'why is this happening to me?'" With her bag over her shoulder, her attention the averted to the officers' son. "You know what you did Cole. You know how many times you punched me. You know how you threw me across the room, how you forced that bottle into my mouth. You know how angry you were. You and you three junkie friends. Remember it," Zai said through gritted teeth. "Remember my god damn face well. BOTH OF YOU." Her voice loud and stern, echoing loudly throughout the room. "Let it haunt you Cole. Let it invade your dreams. Let it burn at your mind. You know what you did. The five of us will remember what you did. What really went down that night. How all you could have done was leave me the FUCK alone like I asked you to on several occasions."

There was nothing left in her that could have possibly taken anymore of the moment. "I'm not like every other woman you've abused like this Cole. I'm not like the other women you've taken advantage of and got too scared to own up to and used your precious daddy's power to cover up your story, Cole." She wasn't leaving because she was demanded to. Azairah was leaving because she WANTED to leave. Because if she stayed any longer... one of them were going to get hurt and she'd be in jail instead of Cole and there was no way in hell she'd allow either of them that pleasure. Not after how worn down they'd made her. "And when word gets out my dear rapist... When the real story gets out because the pressure is just TOO MUCH- When you've gone through the pain that I've felt DAY IN AND DAY OUT since you r-... raped me..? I pray no one's there to save your sorry ass. No daddy to tell you it's okay. No mommy to coo and comfort you. Just your world crashing down before you. Drowning. Suffocating. Just. like. me." With just those words she turned on her heel and swung open the door to the interview room and making her exit.

There was nothing like a good ol' slam to help release the anger so furiously pent up deep inside her.It wasn't over. It was far from over. Should her justice come about another way? So be it. She'd take the offer in a heartbeat of it meant taking away everything Cole Douglas and his father loved. Job or status. How was it so convenient that everything was lost...? How was it possible all evidence, and every witness didn't see her telling the guy to fuck off. There had to be at least one person... Someone who was watching... There was always someone watching. There just had to be.

Be patient...
 
Zai's reaction wasn't unexpected. Not after the woman had made her statement at the Hospital, then walked into the Station of her own accord to press her case. After all, Aziarah D'Amicid had been brutally raped. Did Brock really think that she was going to plant a smile on her face, drop the accusations, and pretend the incident had never taken place, as he'd suggested she do? Not a snowball's chance in hell, which is why he'd decided that the best strategy was a full-on frontal attack, so that she'd be left in no doubt as to where she stood.

That was the reason Cole had been invited, and greeted the Sheriff as Dad, just as the boy had been instructed to do. At the party, it had been four against one, and he'd wanted to make it clear, that here, in the police station she was again outnumbered; this time by one man who had more influence, reach, and power, than the original assailants combined, and his flesh-and-blood, for whom he'd give his life to protect. Chief of Police in a town such as Eden equated to control, and the bitch didn't stand a chance. However, she required time to come to that conclusion for herself, which is why the elder man didn't interrupt her tirade.

What other options did she have but accept the facts as they stood, when the highest authority in town had investigated, and rejected her claims. Search out the media for assistance? That concept didn't concern the Sheriff in the slightest; the local reporters and television stations were in his pocket, reliant on the Police Department for information; information which, if withheld, would quickly see their companies driven out of business by competitors. The coastal community of Eden didn't exactly attract the Woodward's and Bernstein's of the Journalistic profession, where dogged persistence, and discovery of the truth, was of more importance than being able to put food on your family's table, or provide for your children's education.

Azairah's demeanour, and the pain obvious in her words, brought no empathy from Brock. A Police Officer, he was, sworn to 'Protect and Serve', but the career hadn't been embarked on because he gave a shit about people. No, the sole reason for his chosen profession was because it allowed him to exert power and control, and provided a legitimate outlet for Brocks's violent tendencies. Criminal's were arrested because that was his job, and being seen to do that job well could lead to the achievement of his ultimate goal; that of being elected Mayor of Eden. The Sheriff would apprehend anyone, for anything, if it led to a drop in crime-rates, and caused him to become a darling of the voters. Except, that is, for his son, Cole.

The boy had remained silent after greeting his Father. With his back resting against the door, and a smirk on his face, he stared directly at the woman he'd raped, and enjoyed the shocked expression at the revelation of his relationship to the Sheriff. The High-School football hero was barely able to stop himself from laughing aloud. Fucking priceless.

She ranted and raved, and bitched and moaned, and accused them of everything under the sun, and they let her get it all out. Why shouldn't she be upset? Every word Azairah D'Amici spoke was the truth. The only reaction came at the mention of Brock's ex-wife. His eyes darkened, and a hand clenched into a fist by his side. Teeth bared, his lips curled up, and he took a step forward. Then, he caught himself, and instead of screaming or slapping the bitch into submission as he'd intended, he chuckled, and lifted his hand to make the sign of the cross on his chest. "My poor wife is dead, may god rest her soul."

Any thought that the words and gesture were intended with sincerity was surely put to rest with the next sentence uttered by Sheriff Douglas, with eyes locked on Azairah. "She once used to have spunk, but I beat it out of her before she died; now get the fuck out, before I do the same to you." There were no camera's operating in the room, no microphones switched on for others to hear the conversation; for anyone outside watching through the one-way glass, it was if they were viewing a silent movie; one for which the ending was known far in advance.

Brock motioned for Cole to leave the entrance and provide Zai room to exit. The young man slid aside, and the two men watched her walk to the door. As she passed him, Cole reached out to brush her arm with his fingertips, and leaned to place his lips close to her ear. "You know what I'm sorry for. I'm sorry I didn't make you suck my cock first, or let my buddies take a turn. Next time, bitch."

Cole Douglas then slammed the door behind her, and turned to face his father. "Is it over, Dad?"

"It's over, Son."

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Unlike the sworn Officers; who stood around, laughing and joking, drinking coffee and eating doughnuts as they pretended to go about their business, with one eye on what was occurring in the Interview room; Kyle Evans watched it all unfold in complete silence, from the isolation of dispatch.

The Deputies, or blue soldiers as he referred to them, kept to their own kind, and, deliberately or not, Kyle was never invited along to any social events, or asked to participate in the consumption of beers, and swapping of stories. Apart from when he radioed to direct them to a job, they treated Kyle Evans as if he didn't exist. And that suited Kyle just fine.

Ever since his Army discharge - the bastard Government hadn't even provided him a pension, claiming his disability to be an 'inherent mental disorder' rather than in any way related to post traumatic stress -, and subsequent break-up with Amy, he'd been a loner. Befriend no-one, avoid attention, and when the hurt became too much to bear, seek vicarious revenge on his ex-wife. That was his only goal in life, and the more pain he caused in it's achievement, the more it relieved his own. Kyle Evans wasn't crazy, he was aware every moment of every day, of exactly what he was doing. And why.

As Azairah approached, and rapped on the glass, barely two feet away from where he sat, it was if she had seen him, and deliberately sought him out, begging and pleading in silent screams, for his help. Her mouth opened, but he couldn't hear the words, and he knew she couldn't see him, but still, another tear rolled down his cheek, and when he stood to place his palms against where her knuckles had touched, he recognised something in Azairah that no normal man would, and it sent a shiver down his spine. The woman's eyes weren't really eyes; they were nothing but blacks pits of despair, and a doorway to the depths of hell. Evans should know, he gazed into those very same eyes each time he looked in the mirror.

He could have helped her. No-one else would, but he could have. Kyle was trained in un-armed combat, and possessed the ability, with the element of surprise, to have taken down each and every man within the station before they could blink, including Sheriff Brock Edwards, and his son, Cole. He could have done that, then slid his arms around the woman, and whispered a promise that she'd be safe and, with time, the pain would recede. But what good would it have done?

It would have been a lie; the pain never faded, not truly, and things would never be okay. Life could never be as it once was; that you needed to be selfish to survive, and only look out for yourself, was a message that had been burned into his soul the past two years, and there was nothing he could do to help. Trust no-one, care for no-one, get close to no-one, allow no-one to get close to you, and you couldn't be hurt, had become Kyle Evans motto. The woman would need find her own way to deal with the pain; a reason to keep living, and a purpose. As he had.

When the telephone rang as she exited the Interview Room, Evans pulled his gaze away, and answered the call, "Sheriff's Department, what's your emergency." As his mind had become adept at doing with those matters it preferred not to dwell on, so that room could be left for hate, the woman was already being forced from his memory.

Little did Kyle Evans know what fate had in store for he and Azairah D'Amici.
 
He touched her.
God damn he touched her. Again.

And here Zai thought she'd finally get enough of him touching her.
He touched her and he touched her like it was okay. Like she didn't have a problem with him or anything. Like they were all chummy friends who were all horsing around. She was more than glad the prick didn't shove his... ugh in her mouth. As she got to her car she ripped the jacket from off her body and threw it against the seat next to her. He fucking touched her. Good God, it took everything in her not to turn around and deck Cole Douglas right there in the face that moment. For as angry as she was, she surprisingly had a lot of restraint. A lot of things telling her that she'd find her justice one way or another. That it wasn't over, that it was a far from over. But the rage. The piercing rage that boiled in her body made her scream as hard as she could, alone in her car. Her hands beat against the steering wheel, not caring whether she was hitting the horn. Her tinted windows couldn't give away her actions anyways. Who cared. She sure didn't. Not after what happened... How they made a fucking fool out of her. Azairah was PISSED. How could she not have seen this coming?! How could she not have known that his dad was the fucking sheriff of Eden!? Well shit, maybe because she thought she had a shot at winning. What an infuriating wake up call that was. Zai slammed her hand against the gear stick and slammed it back into drive before screeching away.

That was fine, just fine. Just peachy.

Burn the coat.
Get rid of his evidence.
Get rid of everything that belonged to Cole Douglas.

It had taken her forty-five minutes to drive down to the station but in a matter of just twenty she was already in front of her all too familiar home. Azairah refused to have any memory other than that of that terrible night of the monster. Grabbing her bag and coat from the seat violently she rushed quickly into her home, dropping everything at the door but her coat. Burn it. Burn it. Burn it. The words chanted loudly through her ears. He touched it, he touched you, he thinks its over. This is calling it over. Immediately she ventured into her kitchen, grabbing bleach from the cabinet under the sink and across the hall into her living room to grab the matches she'd lit candles with earlier. Her jacket needed to be especially tended to, especially disposed of. Grinding her teeth together in anger, her back porch door flew open and Zai in second threw the jacket to the grass. This was what they wanted right? They wanted to see a woman lose right? They wanted her to suffer right? They wanted her to shut her mouth and swallow it right?! Azairah viciously pulled the blue top to the bleach off, throwing it behind her before tipping the half full gallon over her coat. The once black trench coat quickly changing to an ugly yellow-gray.

Why couldn't she have won? Why hadn't they just given her that... Why'd the situation have to turn out the way it did. Zai asked all the questions that should have been answered but still everyone refused to answer her questions. As the gallon emptied and tossed it to the side, then came the matches that she frantically opened. One swipe, two swipes against the rough edge before a little flame came to life. "These stupid fuckers think they can get away with shit like this. Always." Zai said to herself quietly. Her fingers let go of the match, watching it gracefully land into the pit of bleach and ignite into flames. The coat crunched and crackled and she watch closely like a cleanse was occurring... If only she could have done the same with Cole. Lit him on fire, cleansed him of his impure ways, to make him realize he couldn't keep doing what he was doing. For every girl he's raped, there'd have to be one who didn't stand for his shit.

So she'd wait, and she'd watch.
Her moment would come. Whether it'd be tomorrow, in a week, month or years it would come.
Zai would get her opportunity.
And Cole would suffer just like she did.

Sometimes, after a while, people forget what they were angry for and they carry about their daily lives minding their own business, watching waiting, while surviving each living day. They forget because they want to forget, because they wasted their time trying to achieve something that was impossible from the start. In the paradise called Eden, that was a common phenomenon. A lot of the women who lived in the were miserable- in fact it wasn't just women. It was everyone. Everyone was miserable. The fake sunshiny scenery, every couple, every child, every person- If you stared hard enough you could see that deep down they were all miserable. Every twenty minutes the fire trucks left the station, every thirty minutes the police cars sped down the long quiet streets of Eden... Those were the ones that bothered her the most... I'd been a month or so (Azairah had lost track long ago) since... A month of just silently suffering alone, a month of no contact with anyone. Isolated in her little home, because that's where she was safest... Zai even took the pleasure of discontinuing her phone service just for the sake of not hearing anyone's pity or anyone's bullshit. There was no appetite in her, no joy in her, no anything in her. She was breathing but she wasn't living and here she though she could have started a new life in a new place away from her family that made her feel like she was drowning... It was square one all over again. It'd been a while since she'd been so mentally exhausted like so. Over thinking what she needed to be doing, over processing her surroundings, double checking- triple checking if anyone had been following her, watching her or waiting for her. It even came down to making sure everything was in place when she got home and returning to check again if anything had been moved out of place.

When she brought that fear to work with her, it was obvious that her boss Mason saw something was wrong with her. She wasn't the normal, over confident, hard-working accountant he'd hired over a year ago. Watching her flinch when he raised his hands, jump when the door to her office opened, noticing her lost in thought more often, tired, drained, damaged. It was late that afternoon... It'd taken her all day to reorganize the companies financial records that someone so kindly ruined for her. There was a system to it, and Azairah had carefully set up that system so that she could find what she needed whens he needed it. "Focus," she said softly under her breath. It was already way past closing, but there were just those nights where she didn't want to go home... She didn't want to sit there alone, doing nothing but remembering silently, getting mad and breaking something she loved. The door to her office opened and her head shot up to see Mason standing there pinching the bridge of his nose. "I know how much you love to work Azairah but it's past seven. Do you want me to take you home?" Already? It was 5:30 the last time she looked up. Standing, Zai checked the digital clock on her desk. "Oh..." she answered softly. Obviously not paying attention enough she ran her fingers through her dark hair. "Uhm, no... That's fine. I'll be fine." "Are you sure? Its no trouble for me at all. We could even stop and get something to eat?" That's what frightened her the most. Having to sit there not paying attention to him, Mason getting mad and then beating her. The cops getting involved and Zai not winning, yet again. That though ran through her head in just a split second.

Pulling her coat over body and shot a glance up at the other. "I am fine. Thank you." What was so hard to understand. What was so hard to comprehend about her body language. She wanted nothing to do with people like him. People of his gender, people of his species. Azairah marched out of the room behind him, avoiding as much body contact as she could. "Hey... wait a minute," he called out to her grabbing her arm lightly. Stopping immediately in her tracks her eyes widened. "Excuse me? Can I help you with something?" Her eyes averted down at his hand holding on to her arm then back up at him. Her head was telling her another jacket to burn but the fires were so hard to put out in her backyard... "Sorry. Look, it's pretty dark out and..." he shrugged. Because 'sorry' sorry always fixed everything. "-And your point is?" she questioned him sharply. Sitting the straps of her purse over her forearm, she reached into her trench coat pocket for a pack of wet wipes. "You know, ever since what happened..-" "What happened?" "You know.." "No I don't know, would you care to enlighten me?" "Look Zai I'm just looking out for your well being okay. We don't want another fiasco going down again preventing you from coming to work. When the police came here questioning..? It was pretty intense. I thought something really bad might have happened to you. I need you, you're my best accountant."

Azairah simply stared, blankly. For the past month, from all the men she's encountered it just seemed to be mindless trash exiting their mouths. "No, you look," she started, pulling the small pack from her pocket. "I didn't ask for what happen to me to happen to me. I didn't ask for you to look out for me because who was looking out for me then? No one. No one gave a damn. So if you could so much as mind your business I would appreciate it more than you know. Don't think about it. Don't talk about it. Nothing." Angry. Just get angry. You hate them all don't you? All of them. All men, all men are pigs. Inconsiderate, uncaring, cowardly, pigs who can't make a decisions without first consulting their cocks, right? Isn't that what we agreed on Zai...? Zai turned on her heel, leaving her boss standing there alone. What did he know? What did any of them know? Pressing the button for the elevator, the doors opened and she took it down to the first floor and took the side exit.

"Why do they always have to touch me..." she grumbled under her breath as she cleaned the area of her coat Mason had touched. It was disgusting and they refused to realize something as simple as that. Something so simple as not to touch her. Azairah hadn't realized when she gotten that way, or rather accepted it as a part of her life but the more they did it the more she couldn't stand them. Zai tolerated women but men? Good God no. Hell, if she had a hand for every time some guy touched her, she'd be loaded. Everyone stared at her at work... whispered behind her back instead. She used to not care, but now... it was different, now it was like she could feel the hatred everyone felt for her. Not realizing how late it was, there was a bit of regret in her for not leaving sooner when it was still lighter out. And here she told herself she would have to make it home before it got dark out. Nothing past six would make her leave her house. Not taking her car was another big mistake, considering the time. The only thing she could do right at that moment was hurry, get home and pray no one harassed her, because it probably wouldn't have turned out good on their end anyway.​
 
It was over.

If looks could kill, Cole's heart would have ceased beating immediately with the ice-cold stare his touch and final words had brought forth from Aizarah. However, they couldn't, and so the rapist watched his victim exit the Interview room, with a smirk pasted on his face. That she desired revenge, and wished to see him dead, Cole Douglas was in no doubt, and the very concept almost caused him to chuckle aloud. The pathetic slut could wish what she liked, but both knew she wouldn't stand a chance against a real man. Survival of the fittest was the way of the world, and Azairah D'Amici had deserved everything that had occurred for being so fucking weak, but then that was to be expected. She was a woman.

Once again, Cole Douglas, with the assistance of his corrupt and ambitious Father, aided and abetted by the moral cowardice of those supposedly heroic and ethical deputies sworn to protect the pubic and uphold the Law, had gotten away scot-free with his crimes. When would it ever stop?

The minute she exited the police station, Aizarah D'Amici also exited the Sheriff's list of problems. Her file was marked 'Complete', and placed in a bottom draw; the deputies were assigned to real cases with real victims, Brock returned to schmoozing with the media in his attempts to gain support for his upcoming Mayoral nomination, and Cole Douglas, with hero status amongst friends enhanced, continued to hit on girls; willing or not.

Two weeks after the incident, the raped and beaten woman was but a minor footnote in history.

A month passed, and it was if the woman had never existed, and the alleged rape never occurred.

Forgotten by everyone. Cared about by no-one.
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Except, that was, Kyle Evans. As hard as he tried to push her from his mind, and mostly succeeded; on occasion he'd wake up in the dead of night, panting and out of breath, sweat beading on his forehead, legs kicking at the covers, and hands scrambling for a purchase which wasn't there, with her name on his lips. In the darkness of his bedroom, he'd sense a shadowy figure; that of a woman, too vague to make out, giving him nothing to focus on except for a denser patch of blackness five feet from the ground which he took to be the soulless, hollow pit of her eyes. Staring directly at him, apportioning blame to Kyle Evan's for not offering help.

Why the nightmares, which followed him out of his dream state and always took a minute to fade, would be of Aizarah D'Amici, rather than the young women he'd beaten, stabbed, choked, and sliced to death; the one's he'd left laying in a pool of their own body fluids, raspy words, and pleas for mercy being hacked from their lungs along with clumps of black blood, legs and eyes twitching in pain, nails - ripped to the quick - scraping cement, tarmac and wooden floorboards, noses broken, teeth smashed, and skin shredded and ripped as if they'd been attacked by a wild animal; he wasn't certain.

Possibly because Zai was an innocent victim, whilst the others had been the authors of their own demise, and the application of pain was only enjoyable when deserved?

Not only enjoyable; but necessary to keep him alive.

It had been two months since the last victim, and Kyle Evans was once again on the prowl

However not in Eden. As Brock Douglas had said to his son, "Don't crap in your own backyard", and the Army veteran had followed that strategy from the very beginning. The metropolis of Rome lay only a short distance inland, and with a with a population ten times the size, offered both the advantages of invisibility, and a greater concentration of suitable prey.

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"Fucking asshole."

Twenty-eight year old Mark DuBouis, picked himself off the ground, slapped his hands against his jeans to remove the dust, and spat the words out at the mountain of muscle in front of him.

"I told you, keep your hands off the girls."

Dubious swayed drunkenly from side to side, and almost stumbled to his knees again as the mocha leather jacket he'd removed in the Club hit him in the face, then the back door of the Strip joint slammed slut.

"Fucking asshole." Mark pulled the jacket away from his vision, and slipped into it as he started at the entrance in contemplation of whether he should attempt to re-enter. However, even in his alcohol and drug-addled state, he knew that wasn't such a good idea. Instead, he kicked dirt with his steel-capped boot, and screamed, "FUCKING ASSHOLE", one last time at the top of his voice, and slammed his fist against a wooden signboard next to him.

Stupid bitches teasing him all afternoon, rubbing their crotches against his cock, and shoving their tits in his face, taking his money, and he couldn't even touch? Dubois kicked the dirt again. What the hell was he supposed to do now. Go home and tell his wife that he'd just been laid off, and spent his retrenchment on booze, drugs and strippers. No fucking way. He'd find another club, and this time one where he could cop a feel. Make it a whorehouse; yep, that's just what he was gonna do, Dubois decided, and that's when he saw her. Maybe he wouldn't need to.

"Hey honey, where you going?" The words were slurred, and Dubois started walking as the woman turned into the lane. He hadn't got a peek at her face, but from behind she looked hot. Maybe it was one of the strippers? Even Candy, the teasing slut who'd screamed for security when he'd grabbed her ass. "Hey, bitch, where you going?"

The alcohol swirled in his brain, mingled with the drugs, and the anger which had been building up inside him erupted. He was aware the woman walking down the lane wasn't Candy; but yet it was. It was her, and the bitch had taken his money, and given him nothing for it. Not even a damn handjob.

Dubois' pace picked up, and all of a sudden he was sprinting and closing the distance with each step. "I asked you a question, whore." Gasping and grunting with exertion, his footsteps pounded the pavement, and he made a desperate lunge. Fingers found purchase on the strangers arm, and gripped a wrist. "You ain't going no-where until I get what I fucking paid for."

His free arm snaked up, and knuckles cracked against the side of the anonymous women's face as the ex-construction worker, filled with blind rage, and drunken fury, twisted her around, shoved her up against a wood-paled fence, and then dropped his hand between her legs; ready to take what which was his to take.
 
Azairah hoped to God he wasn't talking to her.

Looking left and right, it was obvious that she was the only one on the street. Hands in the pockets of her coat obviously minding her own god damn business. Ignore him. That was the only choice she had as she picked up her pace. If she could have shot herself in the foot for not keeping track of time, she would. Stupid her should have known she was quite clearly prone to situations of these kind. But no~ she just had to clear up those files. Her hands clenched into fists as her heels hit the concrete street in hurry. Ignore him, ignore him. Zai wasn't anyone's honey, nor anyone's bitch, she just wanted to go home and get there quickly without any problems. Her hands shuffled around her pocket for her keys, placing her finger through the key loop to get the pocket knife unhooked and wrapped her fingers around the cold metal. By all means did Azairah not want to use the damn thing. But there was NO way in hell she would let what happened just two months ago happen again. If a woman was oh so weak and fragile then there had to be other ways for her to defend herself and never once had the thought of actually, maybe killing someone cross her mind. Listening carefully, she suddenly heard him pick up his pace in return, practically sprinting over to her in what sounded like, three big, sloppy strides.

Before she could even turn around he grabbed her arm and whipped her around. There wasn't even any time to reply before that all too familiar stinging sensation waved across her cheek. For just a split second, awe struck her as hard as the strike to her face had. There was no feeling sorry for what was happening to her, again. Just like her attacker, just pure, blind rage repleting her. Two rage filled people don't make a right. Just one of them fucked up and it wouldn't be Azairah. Her reaction was to twist and turn her body, to get his hand from under her skirt as quickly as possible even if it resulted in her breaking his arm. She refused to have her clothing ripped. She refused to have this sick, obviously wasted fucker to have her too. Two months sober and she'd keep it that way. With her free hand and all of her strength, all of the built up frustrations she had pent inside the little body of hers, landed a blow to his face, returning the favor. "What does it-" she said between clawing at his face. "-Take for you piece of shits to not touch me." Azairah D'Amici refused to lose. She refused to let another one in. She refused and she refused with all her god damn might. "What is so hard to fucking understand!? HUH? I'm NOT your bitch. I'm NOT your honey and I'm NOT you're fucking WHORE." As her bag fell from her shoulder and off onto the ground, she continued to twist herself around, fighting him off as best as she could. The art of push and shove.

You will win. You will not be victim again. You will not be the loser again. Kill him. Kill him. KILL HIM. Like Cole did.

With her eyes welling up with tears, tear of anger, tears that finally confirmed that she'd lost all hope in the male species, Azairah pressed the small lever of the key chain in her pocket, letting the blade burst from its hidden spot between the bottle opener and nail filer and with as much force as she could attempted to pulled her wrist from his grasp. There was no way in hell she would let him has his way. The adrenaline coursed through her. Every part of her being telling her not to let him in, not to let him touch her any further than he already had. It was like Cole all over again to where it felt like it was Cole facing her. Those angry eyes piercing the very depths of her soul with his rage. She didn't want this. She didn't want to be in situations like these anymore. Was it a test to see if she was capable? If it was it was fucked up. Her throat tightened, squeezing her thighs as hard as she could to prevent her attacker from continuing any further. It's was still the same. No matter how many videos on defending yourself from rape or assault she watched prior to the incident with Cole... there was nothing like living in the moment. Every dreading second that ached on telling her she was going to get raped again. Useless, worthless, let him have it. It would be the only way for him to let her go, let her get away without any problems. "No." she said under her breath. All that was her being REFUSED to go down without a fight.

Wriggling her arm as much as she could to free it from her pocket, given the chance the man before her had slipped and loosened his grip for that slight moment, Zai was able to pull it from her pocket. In that moment, with all the might she had left through the tears and the anger and the frustration, drove the small pocket knife through his chest. She wasn't sure if he was going to feel it right away considering his mouth reeked of alcohol. That didn't matter, she pushed and she pushed as far as the blade would. There was no more than a second before the man dropped his hand and turned his attention to the silver, glistening handle of the blade that was lodged between his chest. "You fucking..." he gasped. Zai watched as he took a couple staggered steps back, hands trembling to the sight of the knife. Did she care? No not at all. Because it meant she wasn't going to be raped. She stood there, chest heaving as a terrible, terrible satisfaction swept over her. The fact that this man in minutes was going to die. Not because of being stabbed but because Azairah became amused with the situation. With the fact that it the attacker in pain and not her. Finally. Just as he looked up at her, she raised her hand and struck him across his face just once more. It stung as good as it felt.

And there he went, dazed, wobbled steps back again before it took him a minute to regain whatever it was he had. Her hand burned and pulsed profusely like her cheek as her free hand returned to pulling her skirt back down to its original state. Any normal woman probably would have taken the moment to call the police and take it as a chance to run. Like hell she would. Not with the kick she was gaining out of physically being able to hurt. In fact she smiled, smiled with the tears still filling her eyes. Azairah was tired of being abused, tired of being told she was weak and helpless, tired of looking like a fool, tired of hearing the same ol' shit. She advanced towards the man on a rampage of slurred swears. "No mercy, right?" she asked the other. Half smiling she watched as the other screamed in agony while attempting to pull the knife from his chest. "No, no, no!" she said quickly. "Don't pull it out. You need to feel it!" The minute he managed to pull it through the muscle and skin it'd pierced, Azairah without hesitation lunged herself forward, little delicate hands wrapping around her attackers knifed hand forcing him to stab himself. "Don't you want to feel my pain?! I think I owe you that much!" Zai pushed him with the rest of the strength she had left, watching as the both of them tumbled to the pavement.

Her hands against his retracted the blood covered knife from his chest again. Screams and grunts echoed through the alleyway as Zai pushed herself up to straddle him. This was it. This was what she needed. This undying satisfaction. She peeled his hands from around the blade before slapping him again. "Shut up, shut up, shut up..." Give it to the slut... Wreck the bitch... Hurt him," she said through gritted teeth as her hand rose and fell against the attackers chest. Puncture after puncture, blood- the blood.. it was everywhere. Her hands, her thighs, her skirt, coat. But it just felt so good being able to watch him in pain... Dying. Her heart raced- pumped violently through her chest as her motions never stopped, dragging the blade down, slicing as much as she could with how small it was. There was that too familiar face... His face, Cole's stupid face. Always haunting her, forcing her to relive the moment. Immediately switching gears, she moved up, letting the blade slice and tear through his face. "Erase. Erase. Erase. Disappear. Fuck off. Fuck off, Cole. You pig. You fucker. You fucking coward. You fucking LIAR."

More than anything did Azairah want to stop feeling like how she did. Regret, pain... Just pure, unfiltered pain day in and day out and she was so sick of it. Sniffling and wiping her eyes with the top of her wrist not dirtied by her victims' blood. She exhaled deeply, dropping her shoulders as finally her victim became limp under her. The knife fell from her hands, clinking as she looked up towards the dark sky. It finally felt over... It was like ecstasy engulfing her body as she sat there straddled over her victim. The soothing sensation of winning, coming out victorious. Her eyes closed, momentarily smiling as she soaked it in.

But it wasn't Cole.
Her eyes shot open and her head down instantly realizing it wasn't Cole.

It wasn't Cole.

She raised her hands to her mouth, covering her mouth in shock. Her hands weren't the normal caramel colored hands they were before. There came a deep gasp realizing what had actually happened. Chest heaving, body trembling, "What am I going to do." The sheriff immediately flash before her eyes. The satisfaction they would get knowing Azairah, alleged rape victim had murdered someone...? No. She couldn't allow them to have that. No. "No... No, no, no. Fuck." Pulling herself up, it took a moment of her pacing back and forth to realize she was fucked. Absolutely fucked. Sick to her stomach, Zai had to rationally think about it. "How do they do it in the movies..?" she whispered to herself. Genuinely in frenzied, she looked left and right because for the amount of buildings there had to be a gutter with water pouring from it. The body. The body needed to be disposed of. "Shit." she hissed, nearly crying again. Put the body behind the dumpster, cover it with trash bags. No, that was too obvious. What about when they came to pick it up? Impatiently tapping her foot that's just what would have to happen. What choice did she have? There was only so much she could do considering her size. Lifting the male from the floor, placing her hands under his arms she dragged him little by little pushing (and praying there weren't any rodents) the trash bins and bags to the side. Zai was too tired for work like that. It was his fault... His fucking fault she was put in a situation like this. "Breathe... It'll be okay. If you're going down, you're not going down without a fight..." she said reassuring herself. Body in place, bags in place, trash can in place, she grabbed her bag and picket knife up from off the pavement and left like nothing had ever happened.

Zai wiped her face, and her hands as much as she could with the wipes in her pocket before she was finally able to exit the alley. That was what she wanted from the start. To leave. To not be in the presence of anyone. what was so god damn hard? And now she had to kill someone to get them to leave her alone. Obviously spooked, she didn't bother trying to take the train across town to her suburban home. Instead, she walked two and a half hours across town, paralyzed in shock, reliving the fact that she had killed someone. It couldn't have been true, she'd occasionally say to herself. There was no way she could have done anything so uncivilized to anyone.

But the blood under her nails and on her clothes said otherwise.​
 
Kyle Evans didn't believe in God, a higher power, coincidence, or fate. The stars didn't align, it wasn't 'meant to be', and there was no purpose in life, except that which you determined for yourself. The fact he was there that evening at that very location, at that very time, was nothing but pure chance. It didn't happen for a reason; it just was.

He'd parked his vehicle a good distance away, on a main road and pointed towards Eden, and arrived in Rome just as dusk had fallen. With the majority of office workers having departed for the day, and the night owls yet to arrive to fill the clubs, the City was virtually deserted. Enough for Kyle, with the pockets of his black overcoat containing the tools of his trade; or at least the trade he intended to ply that evening; to remain unnoticed as he strode towards the centre. A few people passed, but none attempted to make eye-contact as he breathed in the cool night air and kept to the laneway's; not concerned in the slightest about muggers or transients. His gaze remained straight ahead, but Kyle's eyes were unfocused; the man's mind in another world.

One which was fair and where wives and girlfriends didn't cheat, where high-school sweethearts didn't leave, and fall pregnant to another man; where service to your country didn't result in sterility, and the inability to ever Father a child of your own; where you didn't give the best years of your life to the Government, then get kicked to the kerb without a pension, unable to even afford the medication you were told you so desperately needed. A world where commitment meant something, and for that which you gave, you received in return; where anyone who broke those rules paid the price. That was Evans purpose, and tonight, another immoral, cheating bitch was going to die. Amy.

Whilst his victim's pain would eventually cease, that of her friends and relatives would live on. Collateral damage his superiors had called it; a necessary evil. And on that, Evan's agreed. If there were enough, people might finally sit up and take notice before the ethical decay of society sent the entire fucking world to hell in a hand-basket.

"You ain't going no-where until I get what I fucking paid for."

The harsh words snapped Evans from his reverie, and his head shot around to locate their source. Blue eyes fell on the entrance to an alleyway as he heard scuffling, and the higher pitch of a woman's voice. Most likely some whore who'd attempted rip the man off, and his first instinct was to walk on, and leave whatever was to happen, to happen. It was none of his business. However, something caused his feet to remain rooted to the spot, with eyes locked on the alleyway, as her words became louder and more frantic. Something familiar. A moment later Kyle Evan's, without even been aware he'd done so, had moved.

When he entered the dark lane, it was if he'd stepped into one of the vivid hallucinations which had plagued him in the Veteran's hospital on return from Afghanistan. The image of the madwoman screaming as she knelt over her victim and plunged the bloody knife into his chest over and over, causing blood, which appeared black under the soft glow of street lamps, to spray from a gaping wound and coat her face and clothing, was one from a horror movie. Kyle couldn't move, couldn't breathe.

His eyes closed, and he willed himself back to reality. Was he losing it for good this time? Was he truly crazy, as the Army Doctor's had claimed.

Deep breaths, and the shaking, trembling shadowy figure at the end of laneway re-opened his eyes. She was still there. Struggling to lift the limp, dead body into the open dumpster. It was real. It was Azairah. Kyle shook his head and opened his mouth to call out. Then it clamped shut as he recalled his mantra. Get close to no-one, allow no-one to get close to you, and you can't be hurt. So he watched in silence, then slid into the shadows as the blood-soaked killer passed by, so close that he could have reached out and touched.

As difficult as it was to comprehend that the woman he'd just seen murder a larger and stronger male and throw him in with the trash, then had the presence of mind to collect the knife and, seemingly with calm, make her way out of the alley, was the same raped and beaten victim who'd caused tears to stream down his cheeks as she'd been bullied, mocked and disrespected in the police interview room, Kyle was a man used to dealing with situations as they arose, and taking charge.

He hadn't been able to muster up the courage to speak, and assure her she wasn't alone, or to slip his arms around the damaged Azairah - who reminded Kyle so much of himself - and whisper that everything would be okay, but at least he could destroy all evidence of her crime. That she'd ended the life of a man was of no consequence; it was obvious the asshole had intended to rape her, and male or female, it didn't matter; the less scum left on the planet and allowed to breed, the better.

Evans checked the roads; still deserted; then stepped down the empty alley. As boots clicked on the pavement, he dipped a hand into his pocket, and removed a container of lighter fluid. Kyle remained calm and was careful to avoid the pools of blood at his feet as he opened the canister, and first drizzled the flammable liquid on the wooden fences, then turned to the dumpster.

He rifled through boxes and bags until the cold, dead eyes, wide open with shock, of the man who'd once been Mark Dubois, stared directly into his. The corpse's jacket and shirt were torn from the knife, and a deep ragged hole; coagulated with dark blood, and the edges of which resembled raw, shredded meat; lay where his chest should be. "What did she ever do to you?" Kyle spoke softly as he poured the remainder of the fluid along the length of DuBois body, and over the cardboard boxes which surrounded it. Then he stepped back, withdrew a cigarette lighter from his trousers, and thumbed the wheel.

Kyle remained in the alleyway until he could smell charred human flesh, and hear sirens in the distance.

His own victim would need wait for another night.

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Get close to no-one, allow no-one to get close to you, and you can't be hurt.

Kyle Evans, unable to get the scene, and Aizarah D'Amici, out of his thoughts, whispered those words to himself as he closed the door of his cottage, poured a whiskey, and glanced at the laptop which sat on a coffee table.

"No." His voice was strong, but heart resisted the mind, and he found himself sitting on the sofa, and drawing the computer closer. What harm would it do; reassuring her that taking the life of another human being wasn't always wrong?

Evans fingers tapped the keys of their own accord, and logged into his web-based email account. Somehow, someway, he must have known this was coming, or that he'd have reason to use it, for he entered the email address of the woman; gained from Police records; without conscious thought.

To: Azairah D'Amici
From: Anon666

Subject: Don't be afraid


Don't be afraid, I was there Azairah, and I took care of the evidence. The authorities will struggle to identify the victim, let alone the perpetrator. You're safe.

Please, feel no remorse, or pity; the scum deserves neither.

You did the right thing.

Made the world a better place.

Yours in sympathy

A kindred spirit


Evans clicked send, then fell back in his seat, expelled the breath he'd been holding, and closed his eyes.

Had he done the right thing?
 
This was trauma at it's finest.
More clothes she now had to burn too...
The grass in her backyard really couldn't handle it anymore, not that it looked anything like grass anymore. After walking two and a half hours back home with nothing but the moon and occasional headlights giving her refuge as light the first thing she did was lean her back against her front door and cry her eyes out; wailing like a child in the silence of her home. No one to comfort her or tell her it was alright and that she'd done the right thing to protect herself. But knowing the mechanics of the Eden police there was no way in hell she'd come out alive. Azairah cried and cried, make-up ruined, running and smeared all over her beautiful face and finally as she took a moment to regain herself she looked down and only to see dried, dark blood over herself. Her fingers, ran over the buttons of her coat, then blouse before standing in nothing but her bra and skirt. There was no other way to get the sweat and tears and blood off her than taking a shower. The blood had even soaked through the coat and blouse and had ended up on her bra and chest. A part of her cringed, growing nauseous again only this time not being able to hold it down. Sprinting down the hall into the guest bathroom, Zai hurled whatever her stomach managed to find after not eating for nearly a week.

It burned... so bad and the longer she thought about it the more if felt like she wanted to rip her skin off. Standing up and wiping her mouth, she ascending up stairs to her room and dropped every article of clothing to the floor. Removing her skirt and the rest of her undergarments was when she realized in the nude just how much blood their was. The warmth that'd caressed her at each jolting stab she made. A part of her- just a small morsel of her didn't regret it not one bit, allowing her to remember how good it felt to finally hurt someone. Physically. Azairah couldn't say blood was a good look on her but that deep, dark part of her said otherwise and to work it. There was no time to marvel at the fact she was covered in dried blood anymore. She wanted it off and she wanted it off quickly. Hot showers did wonders usually, but that night it felt like she just wanted it to melt her skin off. Still rerunning the possibilities of the body being found, investigated and having to meet that son of a bitch Brock again, going to jail or in fact something much worse considering it was Brock Douglas we were talking about. She'd only been in his presence for a short amount of time and she already knew what 'power' and authority he had. After finally getting the blood from under her nails and out of her hair and anywhere it it could have possibly have been hiding, she took place on her bed.

There was no way in hell she was going to get any sleep that night anyways...

Distract yourself...
Easier said than done.
After a moment of just trying to remember how to breathe like a human being, pacing back and forth and finally just making tea, Zai pulled her laptop up against her lap, lighting up in the dimness of her room. First thing was to get all the emails out of the way before she could actually relax since work was always brought home because somewhere, somehow someone had always fucked something up. Clicking the little email icon at the bottom of her task bar, a new page came up, eyes skimming over the piles of mail and mid way something different, other than the long subjects came one that caught her eye. "Don't be a afraid...?" she questioned softly. It had to have been those old school chain letters that had to be forwarded or something bad would happen. Rethinking about deleting it, she clicked, taking a sip of her tea. All in a matter of moments, just hoping and pray what happened that night was just something that came out of a terrible horror film, came back with just four words out of the whole message. 'I was there, Azairah.' There came the all too familiar nauseous feeling. It was like her heart was in her throat as she suddenly sat up straight. Hitting reply and getting ready to type an infuriating reply, it took her a minute to think of not provoking said 'Anon'. What if they- probably a male was looking to black mail her secretly? Zai sat there a moment, trying to analyze the situation, thinking of all that would go wrong replying to the Anon. For one if he was some computer genus, he'd track her down and come to her home and probably rape her just like everyone apparently wanted to. "Holy fuck." she cursed loudly.

The thought never occurred to her that there was possibility of someone watching. Just her luck. Not a soul was there watching her when she was being attacked by Cole, go figure someone would be there when it was her doing the deed. That infuriated her and immediately her fingers began typing.

TO: anon666
FROM: a.damici@xxxxxx.com
Subject: RE: Don't be afraid.

I didn't ask for your sympathy.

I didn't ask for your approval on whether I did the right thing or not.

I don't feel remorse. No I don't feel any amount of pity-


"Okay, okay, back it up Zai," she said frantically running her fingers through her damp, brown hair. How was she to even answer an email like this? Zai chewed against her nail nervously... Maybe it was someone who wanted to get back at her, someone she happened to do something back to. Revenge was a sweet motherfucker. Azairah would know. She was practically drowning herself in it. But who did things like that? Who messages someone like this? How did this person even get her email address? That alone led her to believe that they probably had the source to get the rest of her information. Azairah took a heavy, long breath out that she didn't realize she'd been holding in and turned to her window, curtains moving in the quiet, cool breeze. Abruptly she stood, slamming her laptop shut and moved to the open windows. Close them. Lock them. Check all the rooms. These were the stressful moments that you only saw on TV and didn't think actually happen in real life. But for Azairah it was so bright and clear and in her face and wouldn't leave her alone.

Sleeping was impossible that night. Tossing, turning, trembling, traumatizing and she'd already done in four of her perfectly manicured nails through picking and pulling. By the time it was morning she'd only managed to get in two hours of sleeping before the vivid images returned to her. The orange sun had shown itself through the lace and sheer curtains at her window though she was wide awake, thinking of what it was she could say to her anonymous email all while a part of her had actually thought of trying to silence her anon. Zai did it once, she could obviously do it again. Sitting up slowly, Azairah pinched the bridge of her nose, irritated and grateful it was Saturday. It at least gave her a day to soak in what the actual hell was happening. With her laptop beside her she opened it up once more, the screen coming to life, in the same place, with the same message looking at her. Sleeping (well if people called two hours sleep) had given her a chance to think of what she wanted to say. There was no doubt that she'd still been jumpy from the whole situation but there was no time to let it get to her. Either they caught her or they didn't and deep down she prayed no one would.

Clearing the message of her previous anger she began to type:

TO: anon666
FROM: a.damici@xxxxxx.com
Subject: RE: Don't be afraid.

Why help me..?
What benefit do you get from it?

Sending......
Sending........
Your message has been sent!


Of all the things she could say through the hurt, rage, pain, depression- you name it, Azairah couldn't only seem to ask one question. Why? Why was everything happening to her? Was it a test? Was this only something she alone could handle? Was the universe preparing something bigger for her? Why? That was all she wanted to know from the the start. Why the things that were happening, were happening to her specifically. There were seven billion people in the world and it had to be her.​
 
Kyle watched the message disappear into the ether, then collected the whiskey bottle, poured another glass, and clicked on the 'sent items' menu. For the next hour, two, or three; he didn't track the time, the man just sat there staring at the screen, re-reading his message as the liquor bottle emptied. What was his purpose? If asked to express the answer to that questions aloud, he wouldn't have been able to. Even in his own mind, it wasn't clear. To help her, to hug her, to hold her and assure Zai that everything would be okay? Or was it because, underneath his pretences, and mantra, Kyle was an extremely lonely man who craved companionship?

Not the companionship he'd once had with Amy; the women he'd first met as sixteen year old, and imagined he'd grow old with, forever in love. Too much had occurred in the intervening years, and he was no longer the boy, or even the man, he once was. Kyle Evan's psyche had been too damaged to ever return to what others would call normality, and in Azairah D'Amici he'd sensed a similarity, and needed to reach out. Was it possible that a man such as he; who'd grown to enjoy killing, and made it his purpose in life; could find a soul-mate? Not one who'd grow to love him despite his depraved acts - if that were even possible - but one who understood and sympathised with his motivations, approved of the acts, and loved Kyle for them. A partner not only in life, but also in death.

Had he made contact as much, if not more, for his sake than hers, and was it all wishful thinking. Could a woman have enjoyed the taking of a human life, or had it only been the survival instinct, combined with fury, that had caused her to pull the knife. Would she do it again, with intent, or had the murder of the man in the dark alley assuaged the pain caused by the act Cole Douglas had perpetrated, and all she'd now feel was guilt and remorse? Would she think him crazy and sick, or would she empathise?


Those questions swirled through his alcohol fogged brain, without conclusion, until eventually the glass slipped from his hand, and his eyes closed, and he fell asleep on the sofa. For the first time in months, Kyle's sleep was without nightmares.

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The sun filtering through the kitchen window woke him up with the dawn. Kyle stretched, and his eyes fluttered then his entire body jerked forward, and he sat straight in the chair as his mind awoke with his body, and he recalled Zai and the email. He stared at the screen, where his email stared back at him, then slowly pushed himself up to get a glass of water to soothe his dry throat.

The ping of a message arriving; loud in the still and silent morning air; as he stood at the kitchen tap almost made him jump out of his skin. He placed the water glass in the sink, and felt a sensation of dread and excitement as he rushed back to the computer, and saw the response from Azairah. The first thing he noted was the abruptness, and her questions. What did he want, what benefit did he receive? Of course, the woman would be frightened and wary, and he'd need reassure her.

However, what was the point of only reassurance; Kyle also needed to discover if he'd gauged the woman correctly. After a few moments contemplation, the man decided to go ahead with what had initially occurred to him - what harm could it do to reveal his identity; it wasn't as if the murderess would run to the Police and identify him - and propose the offer to commit an act he'd contemplated since the incident with Cole Douglas. An act which, until now, had been too dangerously close to home for Kyle to seriously consider, but one that could help prove to Azairah that his intent was to assist; even if that assistance was of a depraved and twisted nature. Her response, or lack of one if came to that, would provide some of the answers he desperately ached to receive.

TO: a.damici@xxxxxx.com
FROM: Anon666
Subject: RE: Don't be afraid.


I'm not searching for benefit, at least not one that I can properly express, and I help because I empathise. My being there tonight was pure chance, though some could be tempted to call it fate. You are not the only murderer, Azairah, and I feel no pity or remorse for my victims. Some people deserve to live; some to die.

My name is Kyle, I was also at the Police Station, and watched through the one-way glass as you were bullied, harassed and belittled by Brock and Cole Douglas. When you stood, and I peered into your eyes and saw the pain, it was if I peered into a mirror of my own soul.

Cole Douglas deserves to die, as does his Father, and every coward who has ever done you harm. Along with every immoral, cheating slut and whore who opens her legs for any man, and offers encouragement for their kind to continue to perpetrate atrocities without consequence. I'm not a prude Azairah, just a man who believe commitment, principles and respect mean something.

When you stabbed your assailant in the alley, his blood spurted on your skin, and his heart ceased to beat, did you feel a sense of power, of righteousness; as if you'd done the world a favour? Do you crave to feel it again? Was it Cole Douglas that you killed also?

That man, if he can even be referred to as such, will die, either at my hands, or yours, but first he must be made suffer and experience the same pain he's caused others. However, his Father and allies are too powerful, and the resultant heat, if he were to be the victim of foul play, too intense, that to take action without thought and planning would be suicide.

Would you like him to be made suffer, Aziarah, without risk to yourself? Would it in some way prove that I had only your best interests at heart; that I intend you no harml?

But how?

Do you realise Cole Douglas has a girlfriend? A young woman by the name of Lisa Sharp. Cheerleader and Straight A-Student. She also attended the Station, and through the glass, I listened as she referred to you as trash, and asked what was a guy supposed to do? That it wasn't Cole's fault that every girl wanted to fuck him. Then she offered to provide him an alibi. Her own boyfriend. Laughing, and schmoozing, kissing and holding hands as she excused him for sleeping with another woman, and knowingly protected a rapist.

Believe me, she knew the truth, and didn't care. As long as she could remain on the arm of Mr Big-Shot High School Football Hero, and enhance her status, your pain meant nothing. The rape and vicious beating of an innocent meant nothing.

Do you think one who exhibits such a lack of morality deserves to live? Would the slow and painful death of his girlfriend cause Cole Douglas to suffer, or at least to open his eyes?

You are an innocent victim Azairah. I offer only my help, and search for someone with whom I can share my pain, and help soothe theirs.

I believe we are kindred spirits, but possibly it is just my imagination, and what I thought I recognised of myself in you, only a delusion.

Are we kindred spirits? Should Lisa Sharp's exist in this world? Should Cole Douglas suffer?

Kyle


Evans re-read his message, and closed his eyes as he went through every word of what he'd written. There was a chance it'd would send her totally off the wall, and possibly to even pack up and leave town, but in what other way could have he approached it? Best to get everything out and see where it led.

Your message has been sent!

He started at the blinking words on the screen, then lifted his gaze to the wall clock. He'd soon need shower and get ready for work, and with much effort forced himself to stand.
 
The message alone was already infuriating, which was why Zai thought it was smarter to calm down before she accidentally blew up on her anon.

Why she even thought about replying to 'Kyle' was beyond her truth be told. That morning was quiet, cool and finally without clouds covering the Eden skies. But no matter what the weather there was nothing in her that could genuinely feel happiness anymore. All the blinds and shades in her humble home were closed and shut and as hard as the sunlight tried to find a way into her home it was impossible. After sneaking in just a couple more hours a sleep Azairah retreated downstairs, laptop in hand to sit on her couch. The cool leather, forcing her awake as it came into contact with her warm, freshly woken, caramel skin. It'd been such a long while since she'd been exhausted- physically and mentally exhausted. The sore, tender muscles at the back of her arms and legs were even further indication that what had happened just so few hours ago was indeed the real deal. Long, delicate, brown fingers pinched the bridge of her nose before rubbing the slight bags that had formed under her eyes. Her body was sore in place she wasn't aware could get sore. Lifting her arms was like lifting a car. A sigh slipped her peach lips as her eyes blindly followed the people moving about on her television.

A part of her wanted to check her email to see if her dearest anon had replied to her. Then again another part of her didn't want to bother with it. She was just too drained to do life even at that point.

Curiosity got the best of her just her laptop notification sound had gone off.
Her heart dropped.
Why?
Well because she'd hadn't entirely thought he would have replied to her but the soft 'ping' that came from her computer was an obvious indication that she was a part of her anon's thoughts as much as they had been for her. Flipping open the top part of her laptop and then opening up the message once more, her eyes carefully read each word. Just the very sight of Cole's name pissed her off. Come to find out he even had a girlfriend. Azairah wanted to puke again, and destroy half her house on a rampage like she had several weeks prior. There it was though... Reassurance. The one thing she was so vulnerable to. The one thing she so desperately just wanted. Yet at the same time she stayed clear from it. But his words... 'Kyle's' words... A man's words. They were just too good to be true. Way too true. That little voice in the back of her head was telling her to do it, to go through with it and that nothing bad could come from it at that point. What else did she have to lose? Nothing other than her body. Her pride, status, elegance had been nearly stripped from her anyways. What remained of her was nothing but pure rage day in and day out...

Hovering the mouse over the 'reply' button she began to type.

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TO: anon666
FROM: a.damici@xxxxxx.com
Subject: RE: Don't be afraid.


That's a surprise. You don't want anything? Nothing at all yet by the looks of his message, you're more than willing to help me? I didn't blackmail worked like this.

A lot of people would need to die if it were to be every coward that's done harm to me. A lot of people. Strangers, family, 'friends' a like. Everyone always thinks being beautiful or pretty or gorgeous is a blessing. It's not. It's a dangerous game. What a pretty girl says no it doesn't matter.
When a beautiful woman is just looking for justice, it's read as 'she was just looking for it' It's her fault for being so pretty.

Can I ask why you're contacting me now?
If you're so 'pro-murder'- if you're so for helping me and agreeing with my actions then why didn't you help me in the police station? I'm assuming the whole place knows who I am and what happened but refuse to talk about because of the "circumstances". You had a chance but you didn't take it?


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Zai paused a moment, her thoughts jumbling at the replay of the situation in her head. Kyle had presented her with valid reasoning to have joined his team. Just getting back at Cole was enough. Now learning that the shit faced rapist had a girlfriend on top of that who'd been okay with him seeing other women whenever his dick called for it was beyond her. That right there was enough for her to be convinced. Everything he'd written in his message was right. Every encounter, every feeling, every thought it was all on spot, like he knew what it was like. Like this Kyle person knew what she was going through and why she was going through it. Because of the disgusting ignorance of humanity.

Though, Zai just didn't understand. If he was the one behind the two way mirror and clearly knew what was going on then why hadn't he helped her indeed? But it hit her. He didn't know her. He didn't have to help her. He didn't have to risk his job to help some random woman like her. Cracking and shaking out her cold hands from typing she continued. Feeling like she was coming off a bit rude was normal and yet at the same time it was something she was used to just having to defend herself when the time called for it. Not to mention it was a complete stranger who almost felt like he knew her every move before she even knew it. Zai continued tapping away.

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I honestly really don't know what to feel. A part of me feels like stabbing every living thing (man to be specific) I see. Burning them to a crisp, inflicting the psychical pain and emotional pain I've had to go through these few months.

When you get raped... It's more fucking traumatizing than you think Kyle. There's a hidden ache in pit the of your body that sprouts.
That grows and tortures you day by day.
No matter how bad you just want to forget, no matter how bad you just want to give up... It lives in you and it grows and it blooms into hatred...

Leaving you with a feeling of helplessness...
No one understands... And because of that I want everyone... All men to understand the feeling of helplessness that I felt, the terror that's forced into our body - forced into our core, our peaceful center at a frightening speed...

I want you all -assuming you're a man -to know what its like.
To be driven to that state.
To be pushed to your limits
And I want to take it.
Take any hope you had of survival and crush it in my hands.
I want Cole Douglas, and I want his coward of a father Brock Douglas and the newly discovered girlfriend Lisa Sharp to suffer.

More than anything in the world.
My head is telling me to take your offer, and as weak and fragile as this sounds, I'm terrified of the fact that you're offering to help me.

Just... If you could, for me... For my sake, just... please keep this between us.

-Zai


Your message has been sent!

She shut her laptop once more and tried as best as she could to relax against her seat, that at that point the leather had been sticking to her warm skin. There was no doubt in her that wasn't at all not attracted to the idea. Getting her revenge, already being a vengeful person didn't help her think any more rationally. It added the gas to the fire immensely. For a moment her eyes closed, visualizing, feeling, tasting what could have been Cole Douglas screaming at her, swearing at her, as she delightfully had him tied down... As she crushed his dreams. Missing for days. Of course everyone cared, which would have made her kill all that better. They mourn while the days remain dark for them. Just like how they were for Azairah. And just like that, there's no body. There's nothing left of Cole Douglas... Nothing recognizable anyways. Just like how he fucked her up too... Eyes opening to the high, beige ceiling, her hands cupped her face. She always knew she had a weird thought process, even from childhood. Imagining, gruesome ways for people to die even though the actual sight of it would have totally grossed her out to unimaginable lengths. But it felt different this time around... Now that she was older, now that she had experience, now that she had a purpose and a reason for thinking said ways.

Now that she had someone to help her.
It gave her the strength that she'd been missing for months.
"Kyle," she said monotonously in the silence of her home.
Kyle was going to help her.
Kyle was going to save her.
Kyle wasn't delusional.
Kyle was her other half.
The half that she'd waiting a tremendous amount of time for and it finally came.​
 
For the first time in almost two years, Kyle Evans felt an emotion he'd almost forgotten existed, and so very different from the sadness, anger, pain and emptiness; if the latter could be called an emotion at all; that his normal internal world consisted of. It was a sense of excitement, and anticipation, which sent a thrill through his body, and a chill down his spine. Akin to sexual arousal; sans the physical reaction. Kyle hadn't had that since Amy had deserted him, he'd been betrayed by the Army, and the last of his Government funded medication was used up. A once proud man stripped of everything that made him a man, in the space of three months.

The woman he tortured and killed were attractive, but they, or the acts he committed, had never aroused them. There was no sexual assault; he simply compelled them to their knees, and listened to them beg, plead, cry and scream with pain as they apologised for their immoral acts and lack of respect, before he finally ended their lives. They weren't his type, and though he'd contemplated adding to their agony, by taking by force what they so freely offered to others, the man had never gained an erection. He told himself it was because they were sluts, and he didn't want to catch a disease. Now, for the first time in so long, he felt the stirrings of sexual energy, simply from the email correspondence with Zai. A mental arousal. The other half of his whole.

His head fuzzy, and mouth still dry from the alcohol of the night before, Kyle removed the clothes he'd slept in, and stepped into the hot shower; recent events, and the offer to Azairah never leaving his mind. How would she react; had he gauged her correctly? Fifteen minutes later, he'd toweled himself off, changed into his work uniform of khaki's and a white cotton shirt in his bedroom, and re-entered the living space. The cottage consisted of a living room, bedroom, bathroom, and kitchen, and was located well off the main highway, with all the amenities, but quiet and private. The secret chamber he'd dug out under the foundations, and accessed through a trapdoor hidden under a rug in the sparsely furnished main room, was as large as the cottage itself.

Having learnt to compartmentalise, to fit into normal society, Kyle collected his keys from the coffee table, and switched his mind to work mode. Or at least attempted to. As he bent to close down the laptop, his heart skipped a beat when he noted the waiting messaged, and he dropped down into the sofa to read it. Zai's agony and anger bled through the screen.

With hitching breath, and eyes brimming with tears, Kyle hit the reply button:

TO: a.damici@xxxxxx.com
FROM: anon666
Subject: RE: Don't be afraid.

I understand your concerns, Zai, but I promise I am not here to blackmail or coerce. I have your name, and email address, do you not think that I am also aware of your home address, and if I intended harm that I would've come visit, rather than approach from a safe distance, and provide you the opportunity to flee? That isn't meant as a threat, just a statement of fact, and something for you to ponder.

Kyle paused, and blinked twice rapidly before his eyes drifted to the clock in the right hand corner. He only had a few minutes before he'd need to leave. Ever since he'd arrived in Eden, the man had been a conscientious, loyal employee, always punctual, willing to assist, and done nothing to invite suspicion or attention. He couldn't afford to be late.

I'm sorry to hear you've experienced so much pain, from so many. I'll likely never know what it's like to be raped; to have that feeling of helplessness, and violation that must haunt every minute of your live; both sleeping and awake. Just as you will never know how it feels to be disrespected, and emasculated by a woman, have her laugh in your face, and treat the man she loved, and who ever only ever wanted the best for her, as if he were nothing but a bug to be squashed underfoot.

Why didn't I assist you in the Police Station, you ask? In honesty, I was looking out for myself. I didn't know you, why should I help? What would have been the point? Not that I didn't wish to after I looked into your eyes, and in them, recognised myself. However, all evidence had been destroyed, the investigation compromised, and justice still would not have been done. I would simply have been confined to a prison for the remainder of my life.

There is no justice, Zai, except that which you take for yourself, and the only way to mete out appropriate justice is to remain free. That's what I offer you now.

Justice without Mercy, as it should be.

I sympathise with your hatred of men, just as I hope you'll be able to understand mine of women. Those who lack moral fibre, and contribute to the acceptance of the acts that the men you despise so much, perpetrate. However, not all women Azairah, there are exceptions to every rule, and you are one of those exceptions.

I am not a man who selects only the easy prey, or the weak. Men have died at my hands before, and I have no problem with causing that to happen again. I hate them as much as you. You want revenge on Cole and Brock Douglas, then I can help you achieve that. We can help each other achieve our purpose.

I suggest you ensure you have an alibi this evening, for tonight Lisa Sharp dies. Then I think we should meet, but that decision is yours. You can trust I am telling the truth, and select the time and location, or you can flee.

Do you wish to spend the rest of your time on Earth living alone with your pain, remorse and recriminations? Could I possibly harm you more than you've been harmed already?

Whatever your decision, this will forever remain between us.

Kyle


Message sent, Kyle Evan's switched the laptop off, and collected his gym bag, and a pair of black leather gloves that lay on the kitchen table. His DNA was on no database, but his fingerprints were on file, from his Army Service. The man had memorised Liaa Sharp's schedule, and unless he heard differently from Azairah in the meantime, by the end of that evening the vivacious and beautiful twenty-year old College Cheerleader, and Cole Douglas' girlfriend, would be a mutilated corpse.
 
To bad it was already Monday...

Otherwise Zai would have just remained in bed for the rest of the day. Or possibly the rest of her life. Despite the current events having gone on, Azairah had been in better spirits because of a certain 'kindred spirit.' Thus, work was almost impossible to get through. Anticipating what his next message would hold to further question his motives. There was no doubt that it didn't excite her, yet the frightening, possibility that she was just pushing herself into deeper shit still remained. There was nothing else for her to lose other than her job that she was already was thinking about leaving regardless. She could support herself just like she always had, and thankfully her home was paid of gratis by her father who was more of just some stranger she knew on a personal level.

The more Azairah thought about the actions that were made just so few nights ago and the way Kyle preached to her almost made her not regret doing what she had to do. Simply defending herself while ridding the world of all that was 'impure' was all she did and in the process someone other than her got hurt instead. As it should always be. She had even taken the liberty of seeing if what Kyle had said was true. That he'd actually disposed of the body. Driving by on her way to work, it was obviously true otherwise they'd, the Eden police would have raided her small suburban home already. Knowing Azairah was a suspect? Definitely sooner than later on top of that. Zai had leaned back against her seat long arriving to work and in the midst of finishing paperwork for the company, her thoughts traveled far from reality. It'd gotten so bad to where she'd sporadically tried to think of what her anon looked like. Short, tall, muscular, thick, who knew... It made no difference, there was something he obviously saw in her and wanted to share it with her and she was willing to share it in return.

The pure, almost childish desperation Azairah had bottled up in her tiny, female vessel was excruciating and Kyle was easing his way under her skin. Easing his way to opening the bottle and letting her true emotions unfold.

Leaning forward once more towards her computer, she minimized the tabs and opened the e-mail icon. Enough was enough. She'd told herself not to mix it up with work but the aching curiosity was terrible. Waiting after work was probably going to kill her. The bright, bold ' 1 new message ' looking back at her in red. She clicked away, the message opening and Kyle's words once more invading her every being and the first thought was why she hadn't realized he had all her information. He worked at the police station. What was she expecting? After feeling stupid for a moment, she continued on with his message. It was clear that he could relate to her- relate to the pain and her struggles whether it be under different circumstances. The more she read on the more she wanted to meet him, but the more that thought alone terrified her out of it. There was still nothing for her to lose and even he saw this, nothing for her to truly gain other than the satisfaction that people were going get severely hurt at his hands.

"Justice, without mercy as it should be," she spoke aloud in the quiet of her office space. Zai loved the way it sounded... But it felt too good to be true and the further along she got in the message the more distraught she became. Pinching the bridge of her nose gently and sighing, she hit the reply button though unsure of what to say.

TO: anon666
FROM: a.damici@xxxxxx.com
Subject: RE: Don't be afraid.


I guess you're right.

I don't know if I should be honored that I'm an exception to you.
But I'm at least grateful to know there's at least someone in this town that can somewhat relate to me.

Women are pretty corrupt as it gets to the point where instead of being civilized human beings, their catty, disgusting, bitches.
Excuse my language.
Its sad.

I'm also sorry you had to go through what you've gone through, but had you not, I don't think you would have been contacting me.
My kindred spirit.
Honestly more like a savior.

There is no justice. There is no true justice.
Experiencing that up close made me realize just how disgusting the human being is.
Just how much of a lie this world is.
Just how much people don't care.

And it's okay. It was too late by the time I told myself that you didn't need to explain why. I kind of clicked.

As I was writing my last message the thought how you didn't know me made me realize you didn't have to help me.

I'm just so... broken to where I just want to find someone to blame and I'm sorry if it's just me taking anger out on you.

I honestly have no one to talk it out on but myself and it gets quite boring, repetitive and destructive.

I just want to take all this pent up anger I have bottle up and release it, Kyle.

It hurts.
So much more than anyone knows.

Day in and day out I have to swallow it and look pretty.
I don't want to anymore...


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Azairah paused, sighing once before covering her eyes with the palms of her hands. Frustrated, yet so willing at the same time... The fact that she was thinking of setting up a time and place to meet her dear Kyle, her dear 'kindred spirit', and her new partner in crime was beyond her. He was right though. All of what he was saying to her was right. There was nothing left of her and whatever he found he could have at that point. She'd given up so long ago. Months ago. She tapped her long, claw filed nail against her polished dark cherry desk contemplating. If she'd taken his offer and set up a date and time then there was no turning back. Azairah was already too far in after the second message. Scratch that. Azairah was already too far deep the moment she stepped into the interview room that fated day.

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We can meet.

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She stopped typing once more, staring at the three words on the screen following her message. "What do I have to lose anyways, Kyle?" Now for a place. As persuading as he sounded there was no way she was going to risk too much. Crowded places, busy places, yet personal and private places without running the risk of being seen by God knows who. A park? No. Too busy. For all she knew and with her luck the Douglas' could have taking a fine stroll through, letting all hell break loose. Possibly a cafe. They didn't seem like the type of people to wanted to be seen in a place like that too worried about their masculinity. Her fingers continued tapping away.

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More because I'm honestly curious as to who the person was behind the two way mirror was who is now sending me lovely persuading messages...

Friday, 5:30pm
There's a really small cafe on Emery Street and. I don't think anyone who knows of us would step into there... I attached a map to the message.

As sick as this sounds of me...
I'll be waiting for the news in a couple days.

Zai

Your message has been sent!

Azairah's heart dropped suddenly as she watched her message vanish into the lines of the world wide web just to reach Kyle's end in seconds... Taking in a sharp breath in and pushing herself out of her seat Azairah had definitely taken a moment to stand and recollect her thoughts. She crossed her arms over each other before recapping what she just wrote to a complete- well not entirely complete stranger. At least she knew his name and that he was an officer at the Eden station. She'd be watching for the news? What kind of- Why was she even encouraging it? Some innocent girl was going to die in the hours coming. But she not innocent, Zai. Being affiliated with Cole Douglas was as good as asking for your death bed. She clenched her hands into a small fist pacing slowly back and forth in the small space of her office.

What was she even going to wear? Even trivial things like that mattered. "God, I'm so stupid. What do you have to lose Zai? Other than your job and what ever humanity you have left in you?!" Slapping her forehead, she took her place back into her seat. There was nothing she could do at that point other than to go or chicken out and no matter how bad her body was telling her she didn't want to, her head was telling her to take the risk still.​
 
Kyle had always had the ability to focus his concentration solely on that which needed to achieved at the time, and his Military service had only enhanced it. You couldn't afford to be thinking about your Sweetheart back home when you were embedded in a crumbling building, with other soldiers screaming, shooting and dying as mortar shells exploded all around you; otherwise the odds were you wouldn't survive to see her again. Although Zai had broken through his mental barriers, and remained constantly in his thoughts, as did the task ahead that evening, Kyle's inbuilt coping mechanisms remained strong enough for him to make it through the day at the station without arousing suspicion.

Whether the woman had responded to his email, he wasn't aware, and wasn't about to take the chance of accessing messages through the Police Department system. He'd provided enough information, for her, if she wished, or had second thoughts in regards to her role in Lisa Sharp's impending death, to contact him; although he realised that he hadn't mentioned his role in the Sheriff's Office. She probably assumed him a Deputy, which after her previous experience with Brock, Edwards and Noakes, had made Kyle even more surprised at her willingness to demonstrate trust, in her acceptance of his offer. That spoke to him of how deep her pain, and desperation to find someone with whom to share it, truly ran. As deep as his own.

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His shift completed at 8pm, Evans experienced the familiar thrill that came with the knowledge of what he was about to do. There was no emotion as such, no regret, remorse, or hesitation; his mind switched immediately to the new task at hand, the moment he'd exited the station. Kyle checked his watch, and drove back to his cottage to park the vehicle out front, then removed his gloves and gym bag, and jogged to Lisa Sharp's student apartment to await her imminent return from Cheerleading practice. This was the most dangerous part of the game, but Kyle was a man practiced in remaining invisible, and had a contingency plan if the presence of potential witnesses caused his first to not be viable.

However, luck was on his side, and the streets were quiet when Lisa Sharp arrived, and parked in her allocated space. Seconds after she'd stepped from the vehicle, and with her back to him, Kyle had emerged from the shadows, and before she'd even had time to become aware of his presence, the twenty-year old woman had been chloroformed, arms wrenched behind her back, cuffs snapped to her wrists, and bundled into the back of her own car. Kyle grabbed the keys, and slipped into the driver's seat.

The journey to his cottage was only a short distance, and the girl didn't awake until he'd lifted the rug to reveal the trapdoor, dropped her down the hole and heard the thud of her body hitting the dirt floor, then climbed down after her, bound Lisa's legs, arms and feet with rope; trussed like a Christmas turkey, with the bitch on her knees; wrapped a chain around her neck, attached the end to a hook in the wall, and struck her across the face.

By the time her eyes fluttered open, they were already blackened and bruised, and her nose broken, and Kyle almost laughed at her expression. It was one of shock, pain, and incomprehension. Her pupils widened, and she stared straight at him, but apparently without seeing, and her mouth fell open. She maintained that pose for a moment or two; then she screamed. And Kyle did laugh.

The scream quickly turned into sobs and squeals, and the girl's body jerked back and forth against her bounds in an attempt to escape, until her energy dissipated, the chain around her neck drew blood from the soft flesh it dug into, and her body went limp in a gesture of defeat. "What do you want? Please. Don't rape me." Every woman's worst nightmare. Lisa Sharp's whispered words were barely audible through her swollen lips, the blood that dripped from her shattered nose into her mouth, and the pants of terror and pain with which they were accompanied.

"You're not here for me to rape, bitch. I wouldn't want to catch anything. We're here to talk about Cole Douglas and Aziarah D'Amici. You know who she is, don't you Lisa? The girl your boyfriend raped. The one you gave permission to rape. Why the fuck do you deserve mercy or compassion when you refused to offer any to her?"

The young woman's head shook in the harsh grip he'd taken of her hair, and her eyes widened in confusion. However, it didn't take long for her to begin to comprehend Kyle's meaning; the removal of fingernails with a pair of pliers was a great motivator; and soon enough Lisa Sharp was grovelling, pleading, begging, screaming, sobbing and apologising for everything she'd ever done to cause pain. As well as for that she hadn't.

Not once did Kyle himself demonstrate mercy, compassion or care; not even when the girl coughed up blood, then fainted from the agony of his steel-capped boot smashing into her already broken ribs. All he'd done was collect a glass of water from the bucket which sat in the corner, threw it in her face, and continued when she regained consciousness.

Eventually, it was over.

The woman had admitted to the immorality of her acts, and repented for each and every one; she'd dump Cole, and if Kyle wished, even agree to wear a wire, and have him admit to his crime. To help put him away, and assist Azairah D'Amici; to atone, and make things right. Just, please, please, don't hurt her any more. Let her live, let her go free. Allow her the opportunity to make amends.

"Justice, without mercy."

Kyle had whispered as he'd shaken his head, then shoved the point of the hunting knife he'd held to her throat all the way through, with enough force to sever vertebrae and for the point to bed itself an inch into the mortar of the wall behind her. The serrated edge of the blade opened up a jagged hole, through which bright red arterial blood sprayed, and coated the cheap vinyl raincoat Kyle had attired himself in, and soaked into the dirt floor. The girl's dying scream whistled and gargled and gurgled through the newly formed orifice, without reaching her lips, and didn't cease until the light faded completely from her eyes.

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An hour later, the once beautiful and vivacious, twenty year-old cheerleader, with the long-blonde hair, bright blue eyes, perfect white teeth, and a body the subject of many adolescent fantasies, appeared more like a caricature of a Jackson Pollock painting; naked and beaten with legs spread and the word 'SLUT' carved deeply into her abdomen, fingernails ripped out, face bruised and smashed, ribs broken, knife wounds and rope burns on her skin, and head barely still attached to her shoulders by a few strands of raw, red flesh; splayed out on the grass of a small park, two blocks from Brock and Cole Douglas' residence.

Kyle had removed his blood-soaked raincoat at the Cottage, stripped off Lisa Sharp's clothing, then wrapped her lifeless body in cheap black garden plastic, and placed her in the trunk of her car. He was taking another chance, he knew, driving into the centre of Eden, and not dumping her corpse in a storm drain, or a shallow grave in the forest, where time and the elements would assist in washing away evidence, but Lisa Sharp was different from the others. Lisa Sharp was a message.

There were no regrets for the acts he'd perpetrated on the young woman, or the agony he'd forced her to endure; she'd deserved it. Just a sense of satisfaction and an easing of his internal anguish.

It was only when he'd jogged the five miles home, washed the remnants of the blood in the basement away with buckets of water, threw the clothing, both his and Lisa's, in the lit fire pit outside, and checked his email that Kyle felt anything but calm and in total control of his emotions. His fingers trembled when he saw the message from Zai, and he took a deep breath as he read it.

She understood.

He released the breath he'd been holding, and closed his eyes. She understood, but did she?

He wanted to reply to her, to answer everything that had been said, that she was right, and to let her know that Lisa Sharp was now dead; that he'd done it for her; but he couldn't. Kyle Evan's was scared. Now that he'd carried through with his promise, how would Zai react to the reality of it?

Her own murder had been one of opportunity, and happenstance, but his had been premeditated and violent. Once she woke up to the morning news; where it'd surely be the lead item; what would she think? Would she run, would she think that she'd gotten in too deep? Would she consider him crazy, and the violence scare her away? Evans wasn't concerned about her contacting the police, but that the depravity of his acts may have lost her. Was his concept of Justice without Mercy the same as hers.

The best way not to receive an answer you don't wish to hear, is to not ask the question, so instead of responding in full to the email, Kyle Evan's replied with only four lines:

TO: a.damici@xxxxxx.com
FROM: Anon66
Subject: RE: Don't be afraid.


It's done, Zai.

For you. For both of us. For Justice

The cafΓ© on Emery St, Friday. I'll be there. I hope tonight's events did not turn you away.

If so, please forgive me.


Kyle
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The next few days passed in a blur. The town of Eden had never seen a crime like it. Ironically, on discovery of the murder of Lisa Sharp, and its brutality, Sheriff Brock Douglas immediately called upon the services of Forensic Investigators from the metropolis of Rome; something which he'd refused to do in the case of Azairah D'Amici.

There was barely time to breathe or think in those following days. The station was a madhouse, and along with his concerns that despite all the care he'd taken, and his own knowledge of forensics, he may have left evidence which would lead directly to him, he had to deal with a media circus, and assist in the logistics of the investigation. His own shock and disbelief that such an atrocity could occur in Eden was on par with that of the entire community, and he'd offered to do anything that he could to assist.

The high-point of that period, and something which caused him to struggle to keep a grin breaking out on his face, was the expression and demeanour of Cole Douglas, when he'd been called into the station. His eyes were reddened from tears, and his face the same colour from anger, and he'd screamed, and ranted, and threatened violence as he'd demanded his Father discover who was responsible. Cole Douglas would rip the animal apart with his own bare hands. Kyle only wished that he'd had the opportunity to film the performance, and send it to Zai.

Zai.

Kyle hadn't contacted her since that night of the murder. On the Friday, he dressed in a pair of jeans and a blue and white open necked shirt, and entered the Emery CafΓ© fifteen minutes before the appointed time. A quick scan of the room had revealed Zai had not made it before him, and Kyle wasn't certain if she come at all. Underneath the casual exterior, as he selected a table in one corner and ordered a coffee from the waitress, the man experienced a combination of nervousness, fear, excitement and adrenaline that he hadn't felt since he'd come under Sniper fire in Kabul, and watched his buddy's head explode like a ripe water-melon as Kyle dived for cover. The next shot had missed him by an inch.

Would she come?
 
And just like Kyle, focus was hard for Azairah as well.

There'd been no one in the whole wide, gracious world that she'd ever been so dead set on. Never had her gut feeling in a million years told her that it was going to be okay. That Kyle was okay to meet and that he wouldn't hurt her in any way. But every part of her told her something different. Women's intuition was comprised of three things. The gut, the brain and the heart and the heart played a huge majority of the thought process. Though it seemed like that for the past few months seeing as how she was someone who followed what her head was telling her 99% of the time. The anticipation of when the next email would come and what it's contents would be furiously suffocated her at her every second, every minute and every hour. It was finally possible. Someone had finally somehow managed to anonymously get under her skin. Zai impatiently chewed at her lower lip, careful not to puncture any skin seeing as how she was going to meet him in just a couple days. How she was able to just speak so freely about what she was feeling- to a stranger no less was an amazing achievement and the more she thought about it the more embarrassment gradually set in. Any 'normal' human being would have thought she was a total nut job but seeing how he replied to her emails it didn't seem so much that way. He supported her, supported her actions, her thought process. he made her feel like she did absolutely nothing wrong and she hadn't entirely. And in such a long while, trauma after trauma, scar after scar, wound after wound... it was... -soothing. It was all she was looking for. Just for someone to tell her that she wasn't crazy and that the actions performed so few nights ago was a normal and okay thing to do.
Kyle did it all.

It was terrible how fixated she was on him. Even the simplest of thoughts led back to him.Trying to imagine his face, his build, what his eyes looked like, what his voice sounded like, how he'd look at her, if he was the type to look further than what was just on the exterior. That was a given. Everything was taken into consideration. He knew so much about her yet she new nothing, well almost nothing about him. It was frightening. There was nothing about 'connecting' that should have been romanticized and each chance reality snapped her back into place the more wary she got. There were so many questions to be asked- to be answered. Her gentle hands pulled down the top of her laptop, pushing it to the side of her bed as she pushed herself further down her Queen sized bed. Zai wondered herself... If he was thinking about her the way she was about him. Whining softly and hiding her embarrassment with her hands, she rolled over in her bed and before she knew it she was way past fast asleep. Sleep much need to calm violently shaken up nerves.

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Good Evening,
Our breaking story tonight,
Eden police are investigating the murder of a twenty year old, Eden University cheerleader, Lisa Sharp.

Lets get right over to Jeremy Smith, live on the scene with what happened next.

Friends and family of Lisa Sharp filled the auditorium of Eden U bringing flowers and many condolences to the Sharp family today; many in tears wondering as to why someone would go out of their way to take the life of this young woman.

"She was so hard working and such a beautiful person inside and out.
I couldn't imagine why anyone would be so cruel and take her life like this."


"Lisa was so bright and there was so much potential in her and it's sad
because now we have no cheer captain and the teams' a total wreck. We can't even begin to understand the pain her boyfriend Cole is going through."


"Ms. Sharp was one of my best students and it's a terrible tragedy that's happened here in Eden. In such a quiet town, hearing of a death here is almost like a celebrity dying."

By all accounts, Marilyn Sharp's daughter, Lisa Sharp was simply in the wrong place at the wrong time.

"I can't believe this. I can't believe I have to bury my daughter... It shouldn't be like this. It should be her seeing me go... Knowing that I've taught her all that I could have as a mother... Knowing that I've raised an amazing, beautiful woman..."

No further information has yet been released on this matter.
Live from Eden, Jeremy Smith.

In other news-


This.

This was a huge slap in the face.
She stood in her kitchen, staring at the TV just across the way, watching random figures move about, crying and sobbing mutely as the news report continued on. "He actually did it. He actually fucking did it." A smiled cracked at her plump nude lips. "What am I smiling for..? This is sick..." Not as sick as the light chuckles that came after it. Setting the glass in her hand down, Azairah's smile grew. Not from the fact that this 'woman' was dead, but from the fact that Cole Douglas' girlfriend, the girl he claimed to love, the girl who'd accepted him for his ways was dead. Kyle, her anonymous Kyle had actually done it. A strong part of her had only wished she was there to see it but the human side probably wouldn't have been able to stomach it. This was only the first step and it smelled like a revolution was on its way. Taking a deep breath in she shouted, "Justice without Mercy!" Excitement filled her as she danced around her kitchen, singing and shouting the phrase repetitively, banging pots and pans and swinging herself around, not caring for the noise she was creating. Today had been a glorious day, a day to celebrate! Why of course? Because Cole Douglas had finally felt a mere morsel pain he deserved, if he was still human. Oh little did he know more was to come. The humiliation, the damage, the anger. She wanted him to feel it all. Oh how she wished she could see the look on his face... Laughter filled the house, never ending, never not joyous. Every ounce of it had been pure, had been justified for her pleasure. Finally!

She loved Kyle.
Azairah absolutely loved him, adored him, cherished him! Thinking of course that he wouldn't have gone through with it and that it was probably one huge lie that he'd forgotten about. Now here she was dancing around her house thinking of all the possibilities meeting this man! And so like that, Wednesday had turned to Thursday and before long it was Friday. The day she'd be anticipating for. Since Kyle seemed like a man of his word there was no way he'd stand a lady up. Especially not Azairah. The more Zai seemed to ache for the hours to pass the longer it'd taken for Friday to come. But it was here and having finished work three hours prior, getting ready for what would just hopefully be coffee and understanding the 'philosophies' and reasons behind what he did, the more she thought about it the more it made her stomach turn. There was no doubt that she was happy. The underlying truth behind their meeting- the fact that she was going to meet a murder was beyond her. There was no knowing if he had hidden intentions despite the pixel words that'd had been written back and forth. Who know if she was next, if he had some secret agenda and those thoughts alone had banished any joy and any excitement in her. Even if it was just coffee and even if he was thinking of taking her life, Azairah would at least look damn good when it happened. Always the type to over dress for any occasion, Azairah threw on a black fitted dress, accentuating her 'God given' curse of curves, a pair of black heels and gold jewelry contrasting against her caramel skin and finishing it with the signature red lip.

Had she known what Kyle looked like, it would have provided a less awkward situation knowing who she was looking for. As 5:15 came around, she had thrown on her (yet another brand new) coat, made sure her wet wipes were in the pockets, as well as that all too familiar pocket knife and was on her way. Around 5:30 cafe's were usually dead with the exception of few come and go's. Upon her arrival, she waited in her car. Watching... watching and just waiting to see who had been coming in and out of the cafe. One of them had to be Kyle... There'd been a couple women enter before a man had and then another. Too bad she didn't know who in the hell he was. At her wits end and already 26 minutes 'late' Azairah finally stepped out of her car, approached the building and slowly entered the dimly lit cafe. With nerves already on the rise and stomach twisting and turning, the entrance doors closed gently behind her.

"Welcome to the beginning of your life..." she whispered under her breath.

Casually looking around as if she had no business to attend to as her only refuge. Azairah hadn't thought of the possibly of Kyle not showing up providing for an even more awkward situation. A slight sigh left her lips silently as her eye darted around, trying to spot who ever was staring at her the longest and after just a few seconds her eyes found another, staring at her just as hard as she was staring back.​
 
Zai had selected the perfect place to meet. The CafΓ© on Emery Street, at that time of the afternoon, was quiet, which allowed Kyle to select a table in the corner, far enough away from the counter, and the two other occupied tables, as not to be overheard. Whether she would actually show up, was still in doubt, but Kyle believed that what they'd appeared to have recognised in each other was real, and she would.

His faith was bolstered by the fact that whilst coverage of Lisa Sharp's death was everywhere, and impossible to avoid - proof that Kyle was a man of his word - the newspapers, television and radio had not reported the true depravity of the girl's murder, therefore lessening the chances of having scared her away completely. What Azairah would think when she discovered that Lisa Sharp had been tortured and mutilated before she'd died, Evans had no idea, but he'd be sure to tell her; the woman deserved to be able to base any decisions upon the truth.

One thing Kyle was certain of, was that if the Azairah agreed to anything, not through a desire to get to know each other or discover if they were separate halves of a whole, but purely through fear of him or for her life, he would leave Eden far behind. The last thing he'd wish for would be to add to her insecurities and further damage the woman's psyche, and there were many other cities in which he could continue his work.

The daily newspaper, which Kyle had picked up from the counter on the way in, had a photograph of the blue-eyed blonde murder victim splashed across the front page, and the local television station blared the latest information from the scene, and continued to interview friends and family of the deceased. As if those close to Lisa hadn't suffered enough already; their pain would only be exacerbated by the constant reminder and questions, and the feeding frenzy caused Evans to smile. Good. Collateral damage.

Nature or nurture was a question which had still yet to be answered by Biologists, Sociologist and the like, but Kyle Evans strongly believed that those close to the victim(s) needed to assume some of the responsibility for the actions which had led to their death. Hence, they also needed to bear the consequences. How many it would take for the world to stand up and pay attention. Ten? Twenty? One Hundred? One Thousand? More?

If truth be told, Evans was aware, in the darkest recesses of his mind, that he would never stop, because apart from the purpose for which he killed, he had come to enjoy the perpetration of his acts. The first murder had been an act of vicarious revenge against his ex-wife, the second because he'd wished to have that feeling of power and control again, and with each subsequent victim, the arousal he experienced grew in strength. It had always been purely in a mental, rather than a physical sense. Until Lisa Sharp.

For the first time since he'd begun his spree, the man had gained an erection as he'd beaten and tortured the cheerleader. However, it had naught to do with her youth or attractiveness, but because of the reason she'd been chosen. With each strike of his fist, and cut of the blade, as she'd moaned, screamed, pleaded and begged for mercy, Kyle's hard-on had strained the fabric of his clothing. His actions weren't for himself, but for another. A woman. Kyle Evan's had once again became a man, and had taken on a man's task; protector and saviour of Azairah D'amici. That knowledge was what had brought about his reaction.

He'd considered raping the twenty year old, and inflicting on her the same terror and degradation that Zai had endured, however the thought that Zai may not approve had stopped him. Death and mutilation were fine, but sex was not. In a way, though his attraction to Azairah was only intellectual; as if he'd found the one person in the entire universe who could possibly understand his innermost fantasies and perversions; the idea of fucking Lisa Sharp, even it was purely for the purpose of humiliation and degradation, without Zai's approbation, struck Kyle as a form of cheating. Instead, he'd plunged the knife into the woman's throat, and brought an end to her misery.

He'd almost resigned himself to the fact that Zai wasn't coming, and a sense of loss had caused a pit to form in his stomach. His gaze was on the television, and he attempted to ignore the nausea which worked its way up to his throat; telling himself that he'd give her fifteen more minutes; when he felt a set of eyes upon him. He turned slowly, and the knot in his stomach unravelled, and his entire body tingled with excitement and anticipation. There she was. His blue eyes locked on hers, and held her gaze in silence for what felt like an eternity, before he inclined his head, and motioned for her to join him at the table.

The black dress, and the manner in which it accentuated her body, and her smooth caramel skin was, of course, noted, but of no great import to Kyle, and his eyes remained locked on her face as she seated herself. His throat was dry, and he coughed, then filled two glasses from water jug the waitress had placed on the table, and slid one across to Azairah. Finally, after he took a sip, his mouth opened to speak. There was no need to introduce himself to her; or she to him. "I guess you heard the news?"

Kyle nodded towards the television set, where Lisa Sharp's name ran across the screen, flicked his gaze around the room, to ensure they couldn't be overheard, then leaned forward with his elbows on the table. He closed his eyes momentarily, then re-opened them to focus on hers. "I killed her, and they haven't reported the half of it. She suffered, Aziarah, for hours, and in making her suffer, I also made Cole Douglas suffer. At least a little, and I'll be honest, I enjoyed it. Unlike you, I'm experienced, and I've believed for a long time that there are people in this world who deserve to feel pain, and made to endure agony. The greater the pain, the greater the justice. Does that make me crazy?"

He paused to shrug, then answered his own question. "Some would say yes, others would say no. What I can tell you, is that what I do is not done in a fit of rage, or unable to be controlled, and I have no intent to cause you harm. Like me, you're purely an innocent victim. It's done because I think I'm doing good. I have no belief in God, Azairah, and I don't believe I am God; I'm not deluded; but I do think I can make a difference, and rid the world of some of its filth."

Almost done with his speech, Kyle leaned back in his seat. "Does that scare you? Do I scare you, Azairah? Tell me, why did you agree to meet, what is it you seek?"
 
Excited, petrified, overwhelmed, terrified wasn't even half of what'd she been feeling. With each taunting step into her new life that she took, it was like she could feel her heart in her throat, suffocating her. Remember to breathe. Remember not to embarrass yourself. Remember not to cry. Anything but tears. The closer she approached the table the tighter she clenched her fists and the better she could see the face of the man who murdered Lisa Sharp. The better she could see the man who watched her in pain behind the one way window, the man who'd taken her as an exception. A murderer. Upon offering her a seat, Azairah pulled her coat from her body, hanging it over the top of the chair before taking her place in front of him. Her deep brown eyes followed every part of his face from what color his hair was and how it was styled to how his eyes followed her every movement just just the same in return, to how he adjusted in his seat. Studying his structure carefully, though it was always mistaken as her 'evaluating' if someone was good enough to be speaking to her, she smiled.

Wrong emotion. Shit.

Easily telling he was just as nervous as she was, his sudden words snapped her back into the moment as she turned her attention away from him and to the television silently playing reruns of the death of Lisa Sharp. Her lips curled up and parted in a subtle laugh listening to everything he had to say before saying her piece. His mind, his thought process, his dreams, ambitions, weather he believed in hope or not... A part of her wanted to know it all. Why his objective had been to rid the world of all the was 'impure'. She'd propped her arms up against the table, fingers running gently through her dark, wavy tresses that'd graciously fallen back into place. What was she looking for? What did she want from Kyle? What was she looking to gain? Her nails clicked one at a time against the wooden table before looking up at Kyle who was already staring right back at her. "I didn't actually think you'd do it to be honest-," she stopped a minute. "I'm certain she suffered as well... I'm not sure if it's right to thank you, but I could care less because she's dead and I'm not. So thank you." It was one step closer to making Cole suffer and any chance she'd get, she'd take.

Her gaze hadn't let up. Staring at him with all her might, trying to look past his eyes; his darkened blue eyes, trying to see what he truly saw in her. The way he looked at her, called her name out so nonchalantly, without hesitation. It make her shiver knowing that she too could have been made to suffer had she said that wrong thing. "It doesn't make you crazy. Or rather I don't find you crazy. You know what you want and how you want to execute it. I like that." Her voice lowered into a light whisper enough for the two of them just to hear. "Justice without mercy, right?" She brought her hand up, rubbing her forearm, breaking the gaze. "I honestly wish I could have been there to see 'his' reaction." And like always the thought of his face, his name... her eyes once humble reverted to pure hatred as her wicked, yet so delicate smile sketched her lips again and her eyes returned to his. "You know, yes it terrifies me. Yes I'm scared of you, but I agreed to meet here with you today because there is something I want." And that was the simple and plain truth.

Zai's voice shook a moment and she leaned closer. "I want Cole Douglas to suffer and I want it etched into his skin, into his eyes, into his fucking being. I don't want him to leave recognizable, just like he did to me. I want no one to ever find him. I want to humiliate him and his father just like they did to me. I've never so badly wanted to hurt someone so..." she look down at her hands. "So viciously before Kyle." Zai had finally said his name and it made her reel herself back into her seat. " My entire being wants to see him dead, wants to see him in pain, begging, pleading. Now it's possible... because now I have you Kyle," she continued, voice remaining a soft purr loud enough for the two of them. "You can help me. I see this now. I've come to accept it no matter how scared I am. You're not a God, but you're my savior. You're the opportunity I've been searching for these past couple months. You're the reason not to destroy my house in rage because I can't do anything but wait idly as the days go by. Days where nothing changes but the wounds he's inflicted growing deeper and deeper." Azairah took a much needed breath in. "Days where... he goes on laughing like nothing ever happened, like what happened to me was just added to the list of women he's already done this to. All while I'm miserable, traumatized, angry!" Her throat tightened, and immediately she pinched the bridge of her nose to keep herself from crying. She refused to do anymore of that. "I want to see it," she continued softly. "I want to see him suffer. One by one... I want to take the lives of his friends who watched him r-... hurt me."

Another sigh escaped her red, painted lips, shaking her head finally. "You probably think I'm crazy huh?"
 
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