Rock Hard Ballerina (CLOSED)

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Yuji groaned lowly, as the body beneath him moved and ground against him. He pressed soft kisses into Akira's throat, before licking and nipping his way gently over the delicate jaw bone, until his lips found Akira's abused ones. Yuji licked away the small flecks of dried blood before plundering the softness. Yuji had intended to stay gentle but his body wouldn't cooperate after five years worth of denial.

Yuji tangled his fingers in the long feathery locks of Akira's hair, as he sucked that tender lower lip between his own. He was trying really hard not to give into the urge to flip Akira over and pounce on him, perhaps pounding the slim body senseless into his mattress. Instead to distract himself from that animalistic urge, he reached out with his tongue and ran it just under Akira's top lip, begging for access to slick against the sweet tongue he only barely remembered, but had often enough dreamed about.

At the same time, his hips rubbed against the thin fingers that were carefully fondling his body through the front of his boxer briefs. Had he known Akira was really gonna agree to be with him, he would have shed the underwear long ago. As it was it just annoyed him as being yet another barrier to him and Akira actually laying skin-upon-skin.

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Akira's body tensed slightly, only to relax at a soft moan that escaped through his lips at the kisses to his throat. His lips had become sensitive as well and he was trying hard not to grind harder into Yuji's body at each lick. Yuji was granted access to the inside of his mouth quickly, even Akira had to admit he had missed the kisses and he wanted more to satisfy him. God, what he would have given for just one of Yuji's kisses in those five years. Even the one that was stolen in the limo was enough, but if Yuji was going to give more, he wouldn't hear Akira complaining.

Akira, almost shy, worked his fingers up to the hem and slid them inside, touching the bare skin that the annoying fabric hid from him. His movements were hesitant now. Did he continue or did he wait for Yuji to ask for it? He didn't know what to do at this point. His body was slowly taking over his mind as he started to grind a little more needing against Yuji's. He had to slow down, this wasn't what he wanted, not like this anyway. Yuji just wanted him as a fuck buddy, not as a lover. Akira wasn't sure how he felt about that, he got fame that came with the bargain...but he didn't get the love that he felt should come with sex.

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Yuji's tongue began to start a lazy dance with Akira's, rubbing and grinding against each other to taste and tease. He was so sweet. . .why could his heart be as sweet as his kisses Yuji thought a little sadly. The small sad thought was pushed away as the desire throbbing through Yuji pumped up a notch. Akira's soft hands on his bare skin made his hips jerk against the hand in pleasure. Tongues tangling and and lip molding each other as the want and need made Yuji start pant a little breathless, silently begging for more. Not able to stand it anymore, Yuji broke the kiss and tore himself away to shove off and fling across the room underwear that was driving him insane. Then he rolled quickly back on top of Akira. He pressed his naked chest back down and sparks shot off over Yuji's nerve endings as his nipples, tight with want rubbed against Akira's.

Sliding his hands down the wanted body that he was finally getting to experience after so long, Yuji cupped Akira's shaft before asking softly against the lips he still loved. . .

"Teach me how to be good enough to please you. . ." It hurt Yuji's pride to ask, but he wanted to be Akira's best lover--he wanted to be remembered long after Akira walked out of his life.

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Akira enjoyed every second of the kisses, holding a smile back as much as he could. He gasped and looked at Yuji confused when he pulled away only to bit back another smile as the underwear was torn off of Yuji's body. Akira felt his eyes nearly lock on to his nether regions. He blushed lightly and tried to pry his eyes away and luckily was assisted by Yuji rolling onto him again. His own pulsing against Yuji's hand.

Akira licked his lips, how was he supposed to answer that? He could tell Yuji his weaknesses, his spots that turned him on the most, but is that what he wanted. Akira wasn't picky, at least he thought he wasn't, he'd do most things with someone that he knew well enough, and he did know Yuji well enough. At least he used to. Akira bit his lip and whispered quietly "m-my wrists..." he blushed, his cheeks turning an apple red "th-their sensitive..." he fidgeted underneath Yuji's body only to moan lightly at his cock pulsing ever so slightly by being pushed into Yuji's hand.

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So it was wrists, was it? Yuji chuckled softly. Keeping his hand cupping Akira's pulsing shaft, even as he gently down one slim arm. He paused only once to nip the bend of a pale elbow--before continuing to the delicate wrist. Gathering the smallish joint in his own larger hand, Yuji licked the two bony points on each side of Akira's wrist first. The pad of his thumb calloused from playing the guitar, rubbed gentle circles on the middle of his sensitive thin skin. Chuckling again, and teasing Akira just a bit, Yuji nibbled and sucked the fatty pads of Akira's palm.

Switching from the cupping to a light circling grip on the heated flesh below Akira's waist, Yuji timed his next movement very carefully. He pressed petite wrist to his mouth, at the same time his hand stroked downward on Akira's cock. Yuji then began to suck on the fragile skin, while he stroked the cock in his hand in time to his sucking. Yuiji closed his eyes even as he was moaning against the wrist he molested with tongue and teeth. He even licked and sucked circles of red on the feathery web of pale blue veins, lining the heating skin.

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Akira watched the other arched ever so slightly, letting out of moan at the small circle being formed by Yuji's fingers. He gasped at the next carefully planned movement and arched into the strokes. He pressed his wrist closer to Yuji's mouth, blushing as he closed his eyes. He let the moans come out of his mouth, gently encouraging the other to continue with what he was doing. Akira's free hand insisted on doing the same to Yuji and found the tip of his cock, his fingers dancing along the tip before wrapping around and starting to stroke Yuji.

His body was all but begging for Yuji to continue to tease him and please him. Akira's face turned a slightly darker shade of red as he let his more primitive instincts take over. He started to move his hips in time with Yuji's strokes and sucks, letting out yet another moan to encourage him.

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Yuji had planned to maintain control of the situation. The idea had been seduce Akira and make him realize what he missed out on, while being clinical and unmoved himself. But then Akira wrapped his fingers around him, and groaned loudly while his hips rocked into the hand caressing him. When he lifted his head from Akira's reddened wrist, his eyes were glazed with need. With a pleased sigh, Yuji rolled on his back taking Akira with him. Grinning wickedly, spun Akira's lighter body, so that he was now facing the cock he had been stroking and his tight butt was in the air. Yuji smacked the firmness facing him and grinned when those lower cheeks blushed in response. There was a small fumbling sound in the night table, and Yuji's muffled curse--before he pulled Akira's hips back slightly.

"You're really beautiful. . .you always were," Yuji tried not to sound as emotional about it as he felt seeing Akira all nude and lovely above him. He shook off the need to say more. This was just sex he remind himself. He was doing this to get off. . . nothing more.

Yuji was still trying to convince himself of that fact, when he unfurled his tongue, and flicked the damp tip of Akira's cock that in his current position was directly over Yuji's face. He licked the end, enjoying the salty-sweet taste before wrapping his lips around the head and running his tongue around it.

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Akira let himself be moved around with little protest, blushing when he saw Yuji' cock in front of him. A small yelp escaped from his lips when he was smacked. He looked back when he heard the curse. "What is it?" he asked, confused by the fumbling he had heard, what was Yuji going for?

Akira tried to come up with a response to Yuji's words, but his brain was in a haze that only thickened when Yuji licked at the tip of this cock. "N-no..." he said breathlessly, his face and eyes working their way back to look at Yuji's lower half. He would never admit it, mostly because he never wanted anyone to know what his mind thought of but also because his thoughts about Yuji were seldom proper when they first were together. No one ever knew, that Akira, with the right person was seldom proper. He bit his lip slightly before finally running his tongue along the other man's shaft from bottom to the tip, circling the tiny slit with his tongue.

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Yuji didn't answer. Partly because he could barely think much less talk, with Akira naked on him--and partly because he didn't really want Akira to get cold feet at what he was about to do to him. Yuji wasn't stupid, he wasn't exactly convinced of Akira's experience. But he wanted Akira to come to crave sex with him and that would never happen if he was hurt or afraid. He was busily opening the small container in his hand, and feeling sorta proud of the fact he could multi-task while he used his tongue to tease Akira into oblivion. He was still in control until Akira's tongue ran along his already twitchy shaft. Yuji almost dropped the little bottle clutched in his hand.

"Fuck Akira!" he growled, his fingers dug into the hips above him and Yuji arched helplessly opening his legs for the man above him a bit more at the same time. It was a long moment before he stopped seeing stars. When he could think once more, he finally spurted a little of the bottles contents. Licking the underside of his shaft, and then sucking lightly--Yuji slid a slicked finger down the line splitting Akira's cheeks. Then with no fuss or preamble he slid it deep inside Akira's entrance, followed by a second finger, before both began gently thrusting.

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Akira wasn't paying much attention to what they other was doing, as he sucked on the head gently, before he was startled by the growl. He pulled back some, glad the other couldn't see the slight blushing smile that formed across his face. He was about to go back to what he was doing until he felt the finger move along him and then into him. He gasped and his hips bucked, forgetting all about the hard on in front of him. "Y-Yuji." he said, trying to make it sound more like a question than the moan it came out as.

Akira had only had sex once and that was a good two or three years ago. For him, he was unsure about what was going on, other than the pleasurable feelings swelling inside of him. He moaned again at the thrusts and attempted to keep his hips still, though they did buck on occasion. His arms and legs slowly started to feel weak with the pleasure and he leaned forward a little bit, holding himself up.

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"Not a virgin, eh?" Yuji chuckled softly, before began pumping his fingers faster. If Akira wasn't virginal he was damn close to it. "Move your hips Akira. Push back as I push forward."

Yuji had planned to screw Akira senseless without preamble, but his lack of experience was changing the plan slightly. It was OK. . .Yuji knew he had plenty of time, but for now he wanted to prove a point. Akira was about to have the orgasm of his life if Yuji had his way. Sucking Akira deeply into his mouth, he sucked him in time and rhythm to the stretching and moving his fingers. Sliding yet another finger into the warmth, Yuji curl his fingers gently and pressed firmly that semi-hard bump of sensitized nerves deep inside of Akira.

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Akira shook his head and did as he was told, moving his hips in time with the other man's fingers. While his fingers were curling into the sheets below him. He was so close and he could feel it, and it bothered him a bit that he was so close. He didn't want the other to realize that he had only had sex once. Not that Yuji, didn't seem to already know that about him, even if he wasn't letting on completely. "Pl-please, stop." he moaned, his body still moving in time with Yuji's fingers. Then he felt the other man hit his prostate and his cock twitched "N-no...c-c..." he trailed off not wanting to say the word.

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Yuji pulled back, and let Akira's length pop free of his mouth. But moved a hand to continue stroking. His fingers pumped furiously, and he made sure they stroked and scraped Akira's prostate with each movement.

"Stop?" Yuji did laugh this time. He could not believe Akira still thought he wasn't good enough for him. Yuji sped up the motion of his fingers. "I'm still not for you hmm?"

Suddenly pulling his fingers free, Yuji shoved Akira on his back and rose over him, spreading his legs widely. Catching the slender hips, Yuji yanked him forward and bowing his body he glared down at Akira.

"This is not five years ago Akira. There is no more nos. . . or stops. Not this time. This time I am gonna have you, over and over again. You'll come for me and know it was lowly me that pushed you over the edge every time!"

Yuji shoved his hips forward, even as he threw his head back with a gasp. He didn't go slow or try and be easy. Akira's snobbery had gotten to him and he was over it. He pressed forward and buried himself to the hilt. Shuddering he paused panting a little, Akira was so tight and warm, he nearly came immediately--it took everything in him to control the amazing pleasure that washed over him at the way his cock was being pressured and squeezed. Huffing softly he plowed deeper and slowly built up a rhythm moving smoothly. If the tight sheath wasn't enough to nearly, the feel of Akira's smooth skin sliding across his own sweat slicked skin was cause delicious friction over his tense muscles. He began to pound his body over and over into the smaller form, no longer caring if Akira wanted him or not. He had wanted this man for so long and now it was happening, he'd deal with the aftermath later. Right now his body was just rushing toward the pressure building in his stomach like a river water to a dam.

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"That-I've never said that, Yuji" he tried to explain only to get a small lecture or even a threat, he supposed. He gasped at the cock entering him and only lasted a few thrusts before he came. He turned his head, embarrassed by his actions, his entire body tightening around the other as he came. Akira tried to move away from the other, but realized he was just going to have to relax and take it until Yuji was done. His body, with some willing on his part, relaxed around Yuji's making it some what easier for Yuji to do what he wanted. Akira bit his lip as he was pounded into, his hands finding the sheets again and tightening their grip the sheets.

Akira begged in his head, for it not to end up like the last time. Hoping that Yuji would indeed keep up his end of the bargain, even if the year had just begun. Yuji said he would, and even though Akira felt that this was low, he didn't think Yuji would stoop that low. Would he? He closed his eyes and continued to beg Yuji in his head to not let this be the end of the deal and leave him with nothing but memories. Though Akira believed he deserved it from Yuji, if anyone deserved to do something like that to him, it was Yuji.

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Yuji was a little surprised by how fast Akira climaxed. But the body tightening around a moaning Yuji, sent the man over the edge. He tensed and his fingers dug into Akira's hips, while he gasped Akira's name into his ear as he came, and filled the other with hot wetness.

Panting he collapsed onto weakened arms and lay fully on Akira, heart thundering like horses on a stampede. Yuji tried to calm his breathing, not caring about pulling out yet or the mess he were likely making.

"I. . . I'm. . . sorry. That should have been better for you. I'll be more gentle next time." Yuji murmured when he could finally speak again. He was disappointed in himself. He had went to fast. But at least Akira was totally his now. He had a year to make up for the rush job that happened tonight. A whole year to show Akira what he had missed by giving up on them. . . giving up on him. Rolling on his back finally he stared at the ceiling before he explained the rest of conditions of Akira's "employment".

"I'll call Ito tonight. But from here on in Akira, outside of my bedroom--and for anyone besides me or Ito. . .You're to seem female. I know you can. But if I take you places most people will assume we're. . . together--especially once it gets around we share a room. . .and bed. I'm not sure how fans would react to our. . .arrangement. I've always been very discreet in who I have been with. But to help you, I have seem like I have a personal interest in your well being."

Yuji sat up and grabbing his cell phone he headed to the bathroom across suite. He would have preferred to shower and continue having his way with Akira in his room, but he had given his word--and he needed to call Ito, before his manager was too drunk to see straight, much less word a contract. Besides, he figured Akira would likely not want to be around him, and he wasn't gonna force his presence on him as he had five years ago.

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Akira nodded slowly as the other apologized and sat up finally when the other explained to him that he was supposed to act like a woman. He wasn't too far off about the fact that he could do it, but he was slightly insulted. "They don't know you're gay?" he asked and watched the other leave the room. He shook his head and moved to the foot of the bed to think, wincing slightly at the way his body felt. It almost hurt. He sighed and chewed on his lip lightly.

Akira seemed almost lost at what he was supposed to do now. He had never dealt with a contract like this. He watched the bathroom door waiting for Yuji to come back. He was never going to get it through Yuji's head that he wasn't trying to gain anything from him, that he just wanted to apologize. That his words weren't correct when he said he just had a crush on Yuji. Now, it was probably true, it was just a little crush, but before, before it was love. He sighed again and fidgeted, he wanted a shower as well, but he'd have to wait for Yuji to get out of the bathroom first. So he sat and waited and thought.

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Yuji heard Akira's question but didn't reply. He was not getting into his sexuality, or hoops he jumped through to conceal it. Akira would learn soon enough that female fans only wanted the fantasy of their idols being gay--not the reality. Since Yuji's fan base was 60-70 percent female, he catered to their whims with air kisses to musicians, or fake fan service grinding on his dancers that left him cold.

He called Ito, barely getting to him before he went out drinking, covered just the bare basics to explain Akira. "She" was a friend. No Ito didn't have to look "her" up, "she" just needed a job. Ito promised to e-mail Yuji a standard dance contract. By the time Yuji had showered and pulled pajama bottoms on, Ito was texting that he sent the contract. Good Akira would have what he wanted, revenge had begun. Yuji dried his hair roughly with a towel that left it sticking up all over the place while he printed out the contract on a mini-printer hooked up to his laptop.

"Here." Yuji dropped the contract in Akira's lap walking back into the bedroom. "You can read it if you like but it's exactly the same as the contract the other dancers already on the tour signed. Consider tonight your audition. Remember though Akira despite what that contract says on paper, once you sign it you'll belong to me for the entire year, at what ever capacity I wish to use you in. The first slip up on routines, or the first time you give me a hassle about sex and your not dead or dying--I'll boot you back home so fast your head will do pirouettes, and make sure you're blackball in the dance world. You won't even be able to model for a dance catalog when I'm done. . .I hope we're clear on that."

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Akira looked through the contract, reading the bare basics and nodded "Fine." he said and moved to grab a pen to sign it. "there, all done. Do you mind me taking a shower?" he asked glancing towards the bathroom. "Or is me being sticky with your cum, part of the contract as well?" he asked, trying to keep his composure when saying the words, though it didn't exactly work since he was blushing just thinking about it. He had taken one of the blankets with him and had it wrapped around his body. Suddenly his need to be covered had come back and he was starting to feel that he had to be prim and proper again. He sat the contract down and sat down letting the blanket pool in his lap as he sat straight and hands folded again in his lap.

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Yuji picked up the contract, so Akira was gonna agree. Figures. He wanted to be famous badly enough that he was willing suffer through sex with someone he could not even bare. For some reason that Yuji refused to ponder, that fact bothered him. For the first time Yuji was wondering if his plan was such a good idea. But then Akira got snippy about his spend.

"Don't worry. . .I'll use condoms from now on. I'd hate to offend his highness's delicate sensibilities with my low seed. Bathroom's that way." Unable to keep the edge out his voice, Yuji jerk his thumb in the direction of the bathroom. He stalk away to the sitting room, putting Akira contract in a folder with things Ito needed to handle, before he pulled out his acoustic guitar. He strummed and worked at tuning it. He was still wired after dealing with Akira, might as well put the energy to use. Pulling his lyric pad to him he started working on the unfinished song that still had him stumped--even though he had spent the last two cities working on it.

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Akira shook his head "Will you get over yourself?" he said and headed towards the bathroom. He took a quick shower and dried off coming out with the towel wrapped around his waist, using another to dry his hair. "Are you going to at least allow me to get my clothes from my home, or what is going to go on with that?" he asked and looked around for Yuji, before finding him in the sitting room and sat down on another seat and watched Yuji work.

Akira continued to dry his hair and bit his lip before saying something else. "I like your music, by the way." he said, "at least from what I could hear of it outside the concert hall." he added, smiling softly. "You've only gotten better from what I remember." he mentioned, softly. Akira believe that, he had always loved Yuji's guitar playing. It made him want to dance five years ago, and still did after all this time.

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Yuji looked up at Akira, and blushed slightly, then quickly ducked his head again. It felt weird to have Akira in his space. It was hotel space, true, but still his personal space. He figured he was going to have to get use to Akira again, so he would stop acting like the awkward love sick idiot he had once been. He thought about Akira's question and shrugged. It was no skin off his back if Akira ran and broke his own contract. He'd still gotten a portion of his revenge just by them having had sex. It was a huge upgrade from the kiss stealing of five years pass.

"I don't care Akira. Do as you wish. Call time is 6am. You need to be back, packed, looking like a female dancer and ready to go to the airport. I'm not going to chase you either. If you're not here by 6am, I'll take it to mean you've changed your mind."

Yuji plunked his guitar, absent mindedly. He was tempted to demand Akira spend the night, but that would be like him begging for a crumb of the dancers attention again. It was best to keep things strictly physical and business like between them. He did genuinely smile at Akira's comment about his music.

"Thanks," Yuji grinned like himself for the first time that night. "Don't worry you'll hear them all and be sick of them like my other dancers by the time we've hit the next show. And I guess I am better. . .but sometimes I miss me the way I use to sound. Gritty. . .Raw. The old stuff was more me, passionate--intense. This stuff gets cleaned up for the fans. Sometimes I feel like I sold out my soul or something--"

Yuji snapped his mouth shut abruptly he hadn't meant to speak so freely to Akira. Like he was a friend. . .or a lover. Yuji refocused on the page in front of himself, summarily dismissing Akira. He was not going to go there, they were enemies cause he still had a revenge to handle.

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Akira nodded and got up still listening to Yuji as he got dressed so he could hurry home and grab a few thing. Dressed like a female was going to be a little harder, he still had...he really didn't want to bring those though, but it looked like he didn't have a choice. He sighed and came back to where Yuji was dressed, confused by what he stopped. He didn't push it though "I'll be back by 6, I promise." he said and headed out the door. "I doubt I'll be sick of your music..." he said softly as he left.

Akira packed and spent the night in his apartment, working a deal out with his land lord. He told him that he would continue to pay for the space for the year just that he wasn't going to be living in it. His land lord seemed to be more pissed off at the fact that Akira woke him up to tell him that. After Akira got everything settled he slipped out and headed back to the hotel that Yuji was out and knocked on the door. When Yuji opened the door he would find Akira dressed in a light yellow sundress, his hair pulled back by a headband and him holding a small suitcase.

"Is this feminine enough for you?" he asked. "I have other clothes in my bag if this is too feminine for you." he said and bit his lip. It was from a year after Akira said no to Yuji, he had tried to see if he looked like a female if he could get the part in a ballet...it didn't work. And now he was stuck with the clothes that he didn't have the heart to throw away, for some reason or another.

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Yuji opened his hotel door to what he thought was a. . . fan? No it was Akira. Geez he had known Akira was feminine--but seeing him in a dress looking completely the part of a fine featured woman was unsettling. Yuji knew some of his peers in the music world did a little gender bending--but that had never been his thing. Even if he could pass as a girl at nearly six one he would not want too. He did have to be honest however. . .Akira was very cute femmed-up.

"Umm convincing. Though I am a rocker, not a pop star--so you can tone it down a little," Yuji held the door for Akira so he could come in. All the disorganized clutter of the night before was gone and in it's place neatly pack suitcases sat. "You can wear rock chick attire. Do I even want to ask why you have a stash of female clothes? And don't say "fashion".

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Akira nodded and gave a sigh of relief. "I'll change." he said and opened suitcase quickly grabbing something out of it and looked over "I wasn't getting jobs, I figured...that maybe." he shrugged and went into the bathroom coming out a few minutes later, in jeans and a loose t-shirt that hung off one of his shoulders, his hair still pushed back with a headband. "Better?" he asked and smiled "I suppose I don't have to really work that hard for the look, do I?" he chuckled lightly and ran his fingers through his hair. "If you want mini skirts...I'll have to get some later, you know I'm not the type to wear those." he said and shrugged, packing away the yellow sundress away.

"I just have one question. When you introduce me to these people who can further my career you aren't going to be telling them I'm a woman are you?" he asked, almost wishing he had known this was going to happen in the first place.

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Mini-Skirts?!

"As much as your legs are a turn on. . .I'll have to decline. You don't seem to be a fan of underwear. All it would take is the wrong pap and a flash and the secret would be out. Just talk to the dancers stylist. She gets paid to make you guys look presentable on and off stage. Just don't let her undress or measure your crotch. Flat chests can be explained. . . Your cock can't."

Yuji had forgotten about getting Akira connected. How would he explain him as a her? Yuji realized he would have to be really careful. The wrong person with that intel could ruin him.

"It might be easiest to start with introducing you to other guys like me. I'm not the only one keeping stuff under wraps in this industry. Trust me I have first hand knowledge." Yuji didn't want to go into with Akira how many other gay, bi-, tri-, pan- and everything else in-between he had screwed or let screw him in an effort not to miss or let the need for the only love of his life who hadn't wanted him consume him.

Even Ito didn't know just how much of a whore he was those first few years while he tried to work Akira from his system. He hadn't told Ito even about the producer that had recorded his very first demo, and then cornered him the day he went alone to hear the final mix. He had still been fresh out of high school, losing virginity on the floor of the perverted jerk's sound booth, while he'd muffled Yuji's screams with the sound proofing. Ito had been concerned when he refused use the producer again even though the sales of that album had been great. Even now Yuji didn't listen to that first CD, and after it happened he didn't care--anyone that could keep a secret, could have a go at him. So he knew plenty of people, who would not blink at Akira's lower plumbing. They had too much to hide themselves. Flicking his gaze over Akira he wondered if the other would be leaving anyone special behind.

"How is it you can just up and leave your life for this? Don't you have friends. . . a boyfriend that's going to miss you?" Yuji didn't think Akira would go to bed with him while involved, but he hadn't thought Akira would agree to his terms in this bargain either, and that was surely a bust.