The Unforgiving

I find it ironic that despite the fact my account is set to automatically detect DLS that I was banned an extra hour because it didn't detect it at all. ~ and since my Journal I'm fairly sure is locked indefinitely time to start a new one unless I am misinformed and my Old Journal is still mine to use.

I'll update this when I get home~

<.< -hugs her-

>.>

Within Temptation's new album is my current theme album to life <3

And thankfully has resurrected my Muse back from the dead ;3 Which is win. Also it looks as though Mistoffeles will get 500 Miles to a tank which is not bad for a car from 96. The $50 gas tank could kill meh though. However! Finding Cruise control? Priceless :3 *purr* Now if only I could hack the radio system to make it work.

In other news I got a present from Dies <3 A skelanimal kitty :3 She's sooo cutes. ^_^ We named her Umbra (which is Shadow/Darkness in Latin) and since I got her I have managed to sleep the night through which is something I haven't done in awhile, outside of fallin asleep on Dies of course. Hopefully I get to see him this year which would be awesome beyond belief.

Speaking of interesting news - bought my tickets to see WT in NYC. :3 Taking PK With me since she's letting me stay at her place xD;

The moon is really pretty tonight though...

OH! IN other news as of this week I've reached HALF of my weight loss goal at 70 lbs. It took a year to do it but I'm proud of myself ^-^ Now the next 70 will be harder but I'll manage. I have some special peoples who support me. <3

:3 we are going to have fuuuuun.

And with a sexy new sig~

Heheh <3 Altair is epic for Ville Valo :3 I'd rape Him every which way with how Altair plays him x3

Shhh~

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That she did xD; She beat all my other rp partners to it. And it was *good~* xD

Isn't that the truth~ <3 I SHOULD BE SLEEPING NOW

But I wanted to make sure you had a posty before you got up this Morning and forgot OJ keeps me awake xDD;

NOW OFF TO DO MORE POSTINGS. yes! And stalk my boyfriend. *stalkstalkstalk*

Pirate hoarding is better than Ninja stalking.

SPEAKING OF WHICH MY SHIRT IS EPIC. It's got skulls on it.~ I should show you =3

Today is gonna be a busy busy day. I get to have dinner at Mom's something I haven't done in a pretty good stint. Not since I still had the Jetta. Eesh >.o; That was forever ago it feels like. Really it was only a few months.

A few months can change a lifetime. You can remember those who love you for who you are, who lean against the curve of an ever changing society - and those who go against it for the pursuit of not themselves but for others. I still keep tabs on people and not many people realize it. Peoples inability to actually to talk to one another, even if they hate the person in question, bothers me. People don't always like the truth of the matter thrown at them and realize what they are doing is ridiculous.

I've learned that people will, at times, regress rather than progress as they get older. Some maturity has to be relearned in time when it comes down to it. People fall from high levels of it to follow the mainstream and feel like it is the ONLY way to be liked is to fit in rather than stand out and be your unique self. RuPaul, the Drag Queen of Drag Queens has a show which turns Drag into a contest. However she says that she is just trying to find the right person for the job. With "Uniqueness, Nerve, and Talent", and not someone who is just doing things to make them look pretty or trying to fall into line to say they are shallow and unknown entities in a war of who's who.

I was going to write a lot more to that but then I remembered that would be considered causing trouble because I'm curious about a continuing form of punishment that is going on, since most Staff have stopped speaking to me I was going to be public about it - however that is not going to solve anything and will only agitate certain individuals more.

So! Off to get clean, clean the apartment, feed Cambria, and be on my way for the day. Hopefully seeing Shu for Dinner on Friday, Hopefully BB and Ari get their presents by then too. I'll find out ^^

Hollllyyyyy crap does everything look bigger on here o3o

I've been so used to Wide Screen that seeing a Full screen of anything throws me off.

I can now essentially run everything from my bed without touching my Freakishly sensitive netbook. Though I may just reserve this for when playing sacred simply because the monitor is OMG RAPE YOUR EYES bright.

In fact I think I'll go play sacred now x3

Dear Within Temptation. Thank you for being my theme to life. You know what songs I need to show my life. I'll be sad the day you stop making music.

This is what I feel like every time I log on to Blue Moon.

When I first started coming here I felt like this
[video=youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cc7EeU_cZtE[/video]
Then I felt like this
[video=youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iob2_8eyMK8[/video]
Now I feel like this
[video=youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmnJ1g3r9i4[/video]

I think you missed the point Zombie.

But thats okay soon there will be no point.