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- Feb 19, 2019
'Sup, nerds? So, in my past forum roleplaying career, I've had a bad habit of just making a million threads for every concept that popped into my head and taking up an annoying amount of space. No more! Starting now, I'm making a commitment to myself to keep things to one tidy request thread per solo section, where all my concepts will be collected for easy viewing. Let's get it!
Who's This Dork?
I'll keep the stuff about me brief. I've been playing RPGs since I was five, roleplaying on forums for about six years, and doing erotic RP for about three (I think). I prefer to disclose as little about my real-life identity as possible, partly for privacy's sake, and partly because I don't want any image of the real me to get twisted up with the character I'm writing. You'll never know me as anything other than text on a screen, so I figure my prose should be all that matters.
I'm also gonna be maintaining both a female character and non-binary character request thread, which can be found at the respective links. If you like my style and want to see some other concepts, feel free to check those out too.
What Am I Into?
Let me be up-front: I'm here to write smut. If I want to roleplay without it, I go elsewhere. So, most RPs I'm into will have a strong focus on the sex. That said, even in the most brainless porn-without-plot RP, I appreciate well-crafted prose and an effort to create believable, well-rounded characters with a full range of emotions and desires. I do enjoy a good plot as well, though, and if the added context improves the sex, so much the better.
I don't have an F-List (yet), but here's a by-no-means-exhaustive list of some of my favorite kinks and most consistent turn-offs.
On a less sexy note, I'm a slut for dedicated world-building. As a giant nerd, I love me some good fantasy or sci-fi, but I'll warn you, I can be kind of picky about my settings, in ways that are unfortunately way too complicated and detailed for me to explain by anything other than trial and error. Real-world modern stuff is always easy, though. Historical settings are tricky for me, since I'm both ignorant of a lot of history and kind of a perfectionist, putting me in the awkward position of wanting to get all the little details exactly right but not knowing nearly enough to pull it off and ending up just paralyzed. Fantasy taking heavy inspiration from history while technically doing its own thing, though, that I can do.
One other thing I should explain: you know that thing we tend to do in RP where one of us will write a post with their character doing or saying several things in sequence, and then the other person, in their reply, will have their character react to each of those steps in turn? I don't like that. It takes the flow out of the scene when there isn't a clear progression of events. When I write a post, I prefer to work from the assumption that everything you last wrote happened without interruption, and my character's action or dialogue begins at the point where yours stopped. For this reason, when I get into conversation scenes, my responses can get a little short, because my character won't be spitting out several paragraphs all at once. If the same ends up happening to your responses as a result, I promise I don't mind; in fact, I prefer it that way. Conversations made up of shorter posts feel snappier to me, retaining a brisk pace. In general, though, I'd say my responses average two to four solid paragraphs, depending on the RP and the specific scene.
Oh, and I roleplay exclusively via threads and PMs, with threads preferred but both perfectly acceptable.
If You're Such a Nerd, You Must Like Fandom Stuff, Right?
Eeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhh sometimes. Occasionally, I'll come across a setting that I find so compelling that I'll want to write an original story in it with new characters. Even more rarely, I'll find a pair of characters I love enough and feel confident enough in writing that I'll want to roleplay as one. However, if and when that happens, you'll find it listed specifically among my starters. Such events are singular enough that I don't feel comfortable posting a list of fandoms that I'm generally open to RPing with.
This Is Boring, Show Us Your Ideas Already!
Fine, cool your jets! I was getting there anyway.
This is everything I have in my head and am open to playing right at the moment, in no particular order. If any of it grabs your fancy, feel free to PM me with your thoughts. None of this is set in stone; if you want to propose a twist on an idea here, I'm all ears, especially the ones that are more bare-bones.
Right now, what I'm interested in is what's in the title: I want to write a heartfelt romance about two vulnerable adolescents, with all their respective messiness and issues and wounds, falling in love and finding themselves in each other's arms. This would be a departure from the lighthearted smut I usually focus on; I want to challenge myself more with this, and so I'd want a partner who's as into it as I am, and a match for my technical skill. I want to develop two complex, problematic, tragic, human characters and really dive into this powerful connection they come to share, and have them both be changed by it. The desire for them to be young is partly because of the inherent awkwardness and pain of that stage of life, and partly because I'm only just coming out of adolescence myself, so that's still the world I feel closest to.
I'm not looking for unmitigated tragedy, though. These two will suffer, but I do ultimately want them to get a happy ending. I want them to learn valuable lessons and end up stronger, and, most of all, I want them to end up together.
Below are a couple of my older starters that would be good fits, and can also just serve as examples of what I'm talking about.
Who's This Dork?
I'll keep the stuff about me brief. I've been playing RPGs since I was five, roleplaying on forums for about six years, and doing erotic RP for about three (I think). I prefer to disclose as little about my real-life identity as possible, partly for privacy's sake, and partly because I don't want any image of the real me to get twisted up with the character I'm writing. You'll never know me as anything other than text on a screen, so I figure my prose should be all that matters.
I'm also gonna be maintaining both a female character and non-binary character request thread, which can be found at the respective links. If you like my style and want to see some other concepts, feel free to check those out too.
What Am I Into?
Let me be up-front: I'm here to write smut. If I want to roleplay without it, I go elsewhere. So, most RPs I'm into will have a strong focus on the sex. That said, even in the most brainless porn-without-plot RP, I appreciate well-crafted prose and an effort to create believable, well-rounded characters with a full range of emotions and desires. I do enjoy a good plot as well, though, and if the added context improves the sex, so much the better.
I don't have an F-List (yet), but here's a by-no-means-exhaustive list of some of my favorite kinks and most consistent turn-offs.
Romance: Affection and mutual respect are hot as fuck. I can enjoy the most basic, vanilla premise ever if the chemistry between the characters is strong enough.
Sex-Positivity: I love sex. It's great, it's fun, it brings people together, it keeps the species alive. I like stories where sex is appreciated as the wonderful, positive thing that it is. Not that I never want characters who don't feel that way, but if they're a focus of the story, then I want to see them come to terms with and appreciate their own desires, and learn to love that part of themselves. Note that I want to see this applied to everyone, regardless of sex and gender. Too often, I see female characters lauded for embracing their sexuality, while the beauty and positivity of male sexuality is ignored or outright degraded. Not into that. Self-love is for everyone.
Exhibitionism: Probably my number-one in terms of actual "kinks". I love nudity and sexy stuff in public. For me, though, it's not so much about the risk and fear of getting caught--a furtive flash while clothed doesn't do much for me. What I love is characters who are totally shameless, doing whatever the fuck they feel like wherever they feel like it without a care for who sees or what they think. Whether that just means being partially or fully naked in public, or full-on fucking in front of a crowd of strangers, it's that attitude, and the following through on it, that makes things exciting for me.
Nudism/Naturism: An extension of the above. The naturist philosophy and its practice are immensely fertile ground for the kind of uninhibited atmosphere I love.
Casual Sex: Another outgrowth of the whole shameless mindset. I enjoy the concept of sex being no big deal, something people just do whenever the itch strikes because it feels good. At the same time, though, in RPs that aren't so much total fantasy and a bit more grounded in reality, I like exploring the ways this freedom can be a double-edged sword, when people actually catch feelings and get hurt as a result of someone's thoughtlessness. Great source of drama.
Futa: I personally define futa as female-presenting characters with breasts, penises, vaginas, and possibly testicles. I find the idea of having everything and being able to experience everything endlessly fascinating.
Transformation: Related to the above, the idea of being able to experience things one normally couldn't through bodily transformation always gets me going. I generally like to keep it more positive in tone, though: a character transforming of their own free will, or being transformed by another but soon coming to enjoy it, is great, while transformation against one's will that remains unwanted is less so.
Butt Plugs: Perhaps weirdly specific, but I love the idea of a toy you can wear casually all the time, while going about your normal routine, that is at the same time so powerfully sexual.
Messy Sex: Cum is great; let's get it everywhere. And a good clean sweat from the exertion of a hard fuck will never not be hot.
Older Women, Younger Men: I like the pairing of an older woman's experience, self-assuredness, and sexual confidence with a younger man's energy, eagerness, and, in some stories, vulnerability.
Femdom: Of the gentle, affectionate variety. No leather-clad dominatrices (yes, that's the proper plural of dominatrix, look it up) dispensing verbal abuse, please.
Incest: In certain cases. Probably my favorites are mother-son and mother-daughter; that's generally a fairly reliable way to get to me, though by no means foolproof. Siblings, brother and sister or two sisters, I can be open to, but it's not generally enough to appeal to me all on its own. Father-daughter and father-son...no, just no, thank you. No judgement, it just doesn't work for me.
Bestiality: ...Ok, I don't even know where this comes from. Don't judge me, we're all sick degenerates here.
Sex-Positivity: I love sex. It's great, it's fun, it brings people together, it keeps the species alive. I like stories where sex is appreciated as the wonderful, positive thing that it is. Not that I never want characters who don't feel that way, but if they're a focus of the story, then I want to see them come to terms with and appreciate their own desires, and learn to love that part of themselves. Note that I want to see this applied to everyone, regardless of sex and gender. Too often, I see female characters lauded for embracing their sexuality, while the beauty and positivity of male sexuality is ignored or outright degraded. Not into that. Self-love is for everyone.
Exhibitionism: Probably my number-one in terms of actual "kinks". I love nudity and sexy stuff in public. For me, though, it's not so much about the risk and fear of getting caught--a furtive flash while clothed doesn't do much for me. What I love is characters who are totally shameless, doing whatever the fuck they feel like wherever they feel like it without a care for who sees or what they think. Whether that just means being partially or fully naked in public, or full-on fucking in front of a crowd of strangers, it's that attitude, and the following through on it, that makes things exciting for me.
Nudism/Naturism: An extension of the above. The naturist philosophy and its practice are immensely fertile ground for the kind of uninhibited atmosphere I love.
Casual Sex: Another outgrowth of the whole shameless mindset. I enjoy the concept of sex being no big deal, something people just do whenever the itch strikes because it feels good. At the same time, though, in RPs that aren't so much total fantasy and a bit more grounded in reality, I like exploring the ways this freedom can be a double-edged sword, when people actually catch feelings and get hurt as a result of someone's thoughtlessness. Great source of drama.
Futa: I personally define futa as female-presenting characters with breasts, penises, vaginas, and possibly testicles. I find the idea of having everything and being able to experience everything endlessly fascinating.
Transformation: Related to the above, the idea of being able to experience things one normally couldn't through bodily transformation always gets me going. I generally like to keep it more positive in tone, though: a character transforming of their own free will, or being transformed by another but soon coming to enjoy it, is great, while transformation against one's will that remains unwanted is less so.
Butt Plugs: Perhaps weirdly specific, but I love the idea of a toy you can wear casually all the time, while going about your normal routine, that is at the same time so powerfully sexual.
Messy Sex: Cum is great; let's get it everywhere. And a good clean sweat from the exertion of a hard fuck will never not be hot.
Older Women, Younger Men: I like the pairing of an older woman's experience, self-assuredness, and sexual confidence with a younger man's energy, eagerness, and, in some stories, vulnerability.
Femdom: Of the gentle, affectionate variety. No leather-clad dominatrices (yes, that's the proper plural of dominatrix, look it up) dispensing verbal abuse, please.
Incest: In certain cases. Probably my favorites are mother-son and mother-daughter; that's generally a fairly reliable way to get to me, though by no means foolproof. Siblings, brother and sister or two sisters, I can be open to, but it's not generally enough to appeal to me all on its own. Father-daughter and father-son...no, just no, thank you. No judgement, it just doesn't work for me.
Bestiality: ...Ok, I don't even know where this comes from. Don't judge me, we're all sick degenerates here.
Non-Con: While there are a few specific ways I could possibly see myself enjoying it, in general, it's not something I'm reliably into.
Degradation: Also pretty much just a straight-up no.
Corruption: I feel like this is kind of a matter of perspective. A character being awakened to a new level of sexuality and desire that they come to love? Why should that be framed as a bad thing?
Alpha Behavior: Whether it's just a human male character behaving like a stereotypical meathead jerk, or a werewolf or other monstrous character in a position of power, I just find it terribly cliche, unlikeable, and unappealing.
Raceplay: Defined as the fetishization of racial characteristics, often exaggerated, or the treatment of interracial relationships as inherently transgressive or taboo. I love racial diversity in my stories, but I don't want anyone's race to become a kink.
Blood & Gore: Graphic violence is fine with me, but I don't want to fetishize or sexualize it.
Scat: Not a fan.
Degradation: Also pretty much just a straight-up no.
Corruption: I feel like this is kind of a matter of perspective. A character being awakened to a new level of sexuality and desire that they come to love? Why should that be framed as a bad thing?
Alpha Behavior: Whether it's just a human male character behaving like a stereotypical meathead jerk, or a werewolf or other monstrous character in a position of power, I just find it terribly cliche, unlikeable, and unappealing.
Raceplay: Defined as the fetishization of racial characteristics, often exaggerated, or the treatment of interracial relationships as inherently transgressive or taboo. I love racial diversity in my stories, but I don't want anyone's race to become a kink.
Blood & Gore: Graphic violence is fine with me, but I don't want to fetishize or sexualize it.
Scat: Not a fan.
On a less sexy note, I'm a slut for dedicated world-building. As a giant nerd, I love me some good fantasy or sci-fi, but I'll warn you, I can be kind of picky about my settings, in ways that are unfortunately way too complicated and detailed for me to explain by anything other than trial and error. Real-world modern stuff is always easy, though. Historical settings are tricky for me, since I'm both ignorant of a lot of history and kind of a perfectionist, putting me in the awkward position of wanting to get all the little details exactly right but not knowing nearly enough to pull it off and ending up just paralyzed. Fantasy taking heavy inspiration from history while technically doing its own thing, though, that I can do.
One other thing I should explain: you know that thing we tend to do in RP where one of us will write a post with their character doing or saying several things in sequence, and then the other person, in their reply, will have their character react to each of those steps in turn? I don't like that. It takes the flow out of the scene when there isn't a clear progression of events. When I write a post, I prefer to work from the assumption that everything you last wrote happened without interruption, and my character's action or dialogue begins at the point where yours stopped. For this reason, when I get into conversation scenes, my responses can get a little short, because my character won't be spitting out several paragraphs all at once. If the same ends up happening to your responses as a result, I promise I don't mind; in fact, I prefer it that way. Conversations made up of shorter posts feel snappier to me, retaining a brisk pace. In general, though, I'd say my responses average two to four solid paragraphs, depending on the RP and the specific scene.
Oh, and I roleplay exclusively via threads and PMs, with threads preferred but both perfectly acceptable.
If You're Such a Nerd, You Must Like Fandom Stuff, Right?
Eeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhh sometimes. Occasionally, I'll come across a setting that I find so compelling that I'll want to write an original story in it with new characters. Even more rarely, I'll find a pair of characters I love enough and feel confident enough in writing that I'll want to roleplay as one. However, if and when that happens, you'll find it listed specifically among my starters. Such events are singular enough that I don't feel comfortable posting a list of fandoms that I'm generally open to RPing with.
This Is Boring, Show Us Your Ideas Already!
Fine, cool your jets! I was getting there anyway.
This is everything I have in my head and am open to playing right at the moment, in no particular order. If any of it grabs your fancy, feel free to PM me with your thoughts. None of this is set in stone; if you want to propose a twist on an idea here, I'm all ears, especially the ones that are more bare-bones.
Right now, what I'm interested in is what's in the title: I want to write a heartfelt romance about two vulnerable adolescents, with all their respective messiness and issues and wounds, falling in love and finding themselves in each other's arms. This would be a departure from the lighthearted smut I usually focus on; I want to challenge myself more with this, and so I'd want a partner who's as into it as I am, and a match for my technical skill. I want to develop two complex, problematic, tragic, human characters and really dive into this powerful connection they come to share, and have them both be changed by it. The desire for them to be young is partly because of the inherent awkwardness and pain of that stage of life, and partly because I'm only just coming out of adolescence myself, so that's still the world I feel closest to.
I'm not looking for unmitigated tragedy, though. These two will suffer, but I do ultimately want them to get a happy ending. I want them to learn valuable lessons and end up stronger, and, most of all, I want them to end up together.
Below are a couple of my older starters that would be good fits, and can also just serve as examples of what I'm talking about.
"I took a little journey to the unknown
And I come back changed, I can feel it in my bones
I fucked with forces that our eyes can't see
Now the darkness got a hold on me..."
They had nothing in common, and everything. He was the socially awkward nerd the bullies always zeroed in on, for being pasty and skinny and a wuss. She was the troublemaker who was never in class because there was no point showing up when she couldn't sit still or focus and always flunked everything anyway. They barely knew each other, yet they were always there in each other's background. He couldn't imagine someone so fearless and free would give a loser like him a second glance. She couldn't believe anyone so sensitive and thoughtful would put up with her.
But there was one big thing he didn't know about her. The reason she couldn't sit still in school.
Superstition and Hollywood tell us that a werewolf's bite transmits the curse. The reality is more complicated, but she got her teeth into him either way.
He didn't believe what he'd seen, at first. But then he started to feel different. He wasn't scared of everyone anymore. He could keep up in gym class. He couldn't sleep, up pacing late into the night.
By the time she told him the truth, he was just about ready to accept it. If it was for real, he knew he'd need someone with her experience to help him figure out what to do.
I want this to be a werewolf story that doesn't do the usual cliche werewolf stuff--no packs, no alpha hierarchies, just two teenage outcasts finding acceptance in each other and figuring out who they want to be together. In a sense, the whole werewolf thing for me is an allegory for the question of whether it's better to be free and independent without caring about anyone else, or to shoulder the responsibilities and restrictions of living with other people who may never fully accept you. This is a fairly involved concept, and a bit of a break from my usual, in that I'm not looking for it to be heavily smut-focused (though I still want there to be plenty of vigorous werewolf sex). If all this hasn't turned you off, please do let me know, because I've always had a really hard time finding anyone for this concept and I really really want to do it.
Primary Kinks: Romance, Transformation
And I come back changed, I can feel it in my bones
I fucked with forces that our eyes can't see
Now the darkness got a hold on me..."
They had nothing in common, and everything. He was the socially awkward nerd the bullies always zeroed in on, for being pasty and skinny and a wuss. She was the troublemaker who was never in class because there was no point showing up when she couldn't sit still or focus and always flunked everything anyway. They barely knew each other, yet they were always there in each other's background. He couldn't imagine someone so fearless and free would give a loser like him a second glance. She couldn't believe anyone so sensitive and thoughtful would put up with her.
But there was one big thing he didn't know about her. The reason she couldn't sit still in school.
Superstition and Hollywood tell us that a werewolf's bite transmits the curse. The reality is more complicated, but she got her teeth into him either way.
He didn't believe what he'd seen, at first. But then he started to feel different. He wasn't scared of everyone anymore. He could keep up in gym class. He couldn't sleep, up pacing late into the night.
By the time she told him the truth, he was just about ready to accept it. If it was for real, he knew he'd need someone with her experience to help him figure out what to do.
I want this to be a werewolf story that doesn't do the usual cliche werewolf stuff--no packs, no alpha hierarchies, just two teenage outcasts finding acceptance in each other and figuring out who they want to be together. In a sense, the whole werewolf thing for me is an allegory for the question of whether it's better to be free and independent without caring about anyone else, or to shoulder the responsibilities and restrictions of living with other people who may never fully accept you. This is a fairly involved concept, and a bit of a break from my usual, in that I'm not looking for it to be heavily smut-focused (though I still want there to be plenty of vigorous werewolf sex). If all this hasn't turned you off, please do let me know, because I've always had a really hard time finding anyone for this concept and I really really want to do it.
Primary Kinks: Romance, Transformation
"Open my chest and color my spine
I'm giving you all, I'm giving you all
Swallow my breath and take what is mine
I'm giving you all, I'm giving you all..."
So I will admit, I have a certain fondness for the yandere trope. For anyone who's not familiar, yandere roughly translates as "obsessive lover", basically referring to a character who's obsessed with their romantic interest to unsettling, scary, and possibly dangerous levels; they might be a stalker, threaten others who get close to the object of their affection, or even actually hurt those people, themselves, and possibly their "true love". I came to be interested in this concept after I played Doki-Doki Literature Club (Yuri is best girl fite me), and I'd like to play opposite a character in that mold.
I don't think I want to go quite so extreme as having the yandere be actually violent toward others, at least not right away. One thing I think is crucial about yanderes is that they're not psychopaths--psychopaths hurt others because they don't feel enough empathy not to, while yanderes have the opposite problem, in that they feel so intensely that it pushes them to do irrational things from the strength of their obsession. I think it'd be interesting to see this character struggle with revulsion and guilt at her own actions, knowing on a rational level that what she's doing is fucked up, but unable to help it. Meanwhile, my character, while certainly unnerved by yours' behavior as far as he's aware of it, would also find himself somewhat intrigued--after all, there's something appealing about being wanted that badly, being so important to someone as to inspire them to such acts.
This would probably be a less smut-focused concept, diving deeply into these characters' psychologies and respective damage. I'd expect it to get pretty dark.
Primary Kinks: Romance
I'm giving you all, I'm giving you all
Swallow my breath and take what is mine
I'm giving you all, I'm giving you all..."
So I will admit, I have a certain fondness for the yandere trope. For anyone who's not familiar, yandere roughly translates as "obsessive lover", basically referring to a character who's obsessed with their romantic interest to unsettling, scary, and possibly dangerous levels; they might be a stalker, threaten others who get close to the object of their affection, or even actually hurt those people, themselves, and possibly their "true love". I came to be interested in this concept after I played Doki-Doki Literature Club (Yuri is best girl fite me), and I'd like to play opposite a character in that mold.
I don't think I want to go quite so extreme as having the yandere be actually violent toward others, at least not right away. One thing I think is crucial about yanderes is that they're not psychopaths--psychopaths hurt others because they don't feel enough empathy not to, while yanderes have the opposite problem, in that they feel so intensely that it pushes them to do irrational things from the strength of their obsession. I think it'd be interesting to see this character struggle with revulsion and guilt at her own actions, knowing on a rational level that what she's doing is fucked up, but unable to help it. Meanwhile, my character, while certainly unnerved by yours' behavior as far as he's aware of it, would also find himself somewhat intrigued--after all, there's something appealing about being wanted that badly, being so important to someone as to inspire them to such acts.
This would probably be a less smut-focused concept, diving deeply into these characters' psychologies and respective damage. I'd expect it to get pretty dark.
Primary Kinks: Romance
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