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Supernova
- Joined
- Dec 6, 2016
- Location
- California
I can hardly believe what happened today. As I lay on my bed, just trying to forget my embarrassment, I can't help but run through it over and over again. I didn't even want to join that stupid sorority, but my roommate insisted that I get more involved in college life. I threw on a cute t-shirt and my favorite red skirt that I've worn a thousand times before, but right when I was being introduced to everyone, the clasp broke and it fell to my ankles. I can only imagine what those girls saw... me standing there pigeon toed and blushing, panties out in the open... I just grabbed my skirt and ran out of there immediately, not even saying a single word. What must they think of me? At least I never have to see them again; there's no way I'm joining that sorority now!
I turned over onto my stomach and let out a sigh as I brush my long red hair out of my face. Logically, I know it isn't nearly as big a deal as I'm making it out to be, but emotionally I just cannot stop thinking about what happened. I should be thankful that I have such an affordable apartment so close to campus to share with my friend, that I have two free days before my next class, and even if my favorite skirt is unwearable, I have a whole wardrobe to take it's place. But I just want to sulk for a while longer. I reach for my phone on the nightstand, wondering if my roommate texted me after I ran out like that. I didn't stop for anything until I had run all the way home and thrown myself on my bed. What a miserable day.
With my phone in hand, I don't even check my messages, and instead go right to my photo album. I pull up a picture of Timothy and just look at it for a moment. That's another thing I have to be thankful for. He wasn't there to see it. I bet I would forget all about today if he held me in his arms. I sigh once again and whisper to myself, "Someday..."
I turned over onto my stomach and let out a sigh as I brush my long red hair out of my face. Logically, I know it isn't nearly as big a deal as I'm making it out to be, but emotionally I just cannot stop thinking about what happened. I should be thankful that I have such an affordable apartment so close to campus to share with my friend, that I have two free days before my next class, and even if my favorite skirt is unwearable, I have a whole wardrobe to take it's place. But I just want to sulk for a while longer. I reach for my phone on the nightstand, wondering if my roommate texted me after I ran out like that. I didn't stop for anything until I had run all the way home and thrown myself on my bed. What a miserable day.
With my phone in hand, I don't even check my messages, and instead go right to my photo album. I pull up a picture of Timothy and just look at it for a moment. That's another thing I have to be thankful for. He wasn't there to see it. I bet I would forget all about today if he held me in his arms. I sigh once again and whisper to myself, "Someday..."