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Fueled
- Joined
- Nov 16, 2018
- Location
- Fever Dreams
โฅ BDSM (sub) โฅ Terror โฅ Drama โฅ Intensity โฅ Adventure โฅ Psychology โฅ Dark Themes โฅ
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โ Fantasy โ Modern โ Supernatural/Terror โ Medieval
X Western X Heavy Sci-Fi X Typical Slice of Life
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โ โ โ โAbout โฅโโ โ
โโ โ Requirements โฅโโ โ
โโ โ Interests & Limits โฅโโ โ
โโ โ Character Types โฅโโ โ
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[Mission]โ Writing Samples (NSFWish?): โก | โฅ | โก | โฅ Want more? Just ask.
โ I am here to write my darkest and most intense passionate interests without a filter. I am also here to exercise my creativity and to continue to grow as a writer. I hope to find others to compose sinful yet passionate art with.
[RP Experience]
โ Roleplay has been my main hobby for many years. I've been all over the board; competitive combat, rich lore, world-building, GMing, abstract writing, hauntingly dark scenes, and mind-melting smut. You name it, I've probably wrote it.
[Style]
โ I usually write 500-1k words a post, on the high end, 2k. I enjoy detailed posts with a fair amount of introspection. My favorite part of RP are characters' emotions and mentalities.
โ My writing usually has a D&D kind of feel to it, or darkly abstract.
โ I do not use real-life face claims. I only accept illustrations, anime, or purely worded descriptions.
โ I write in PMs and can write in threads if I see writing samples and consistency.
โ I try to post every day, but work is very tiring. I usually post at least a few times a week. I'll let you know otherwise.
โ Story Vs Smut: It depends on the plot, but I usually like a healthy dose of both. However, I can get restless with slow burns; I don't like to wait months for a single smut or romantic scene.
โ Passion Vs Love: I'm not the best at traditional romance. Dark passion and twisted relationships are my specialties, but I'm down for whatever as long as the character chemistry is there.
[OOC Demeanor]โ My footprints around the website are pretty raw with a dash of madness, but I'm generally a nice and understanding woman.
โ If I didn't answer you in the past regarding starting up an RP, and you truly believe we would be a good match, I encourage you to try again at a later date. I am often on the fence or overwhelmed, and then I fall quiet not wanting to give a yes or no.
โ I'm a rather private person, but if we get along, I might be willing to give you my discord, but I'm not looking to deal with any OOC creepers -
Yes, I have some requirements because when I write with someone, I'm giving them my time, effort, creativity, and passion. I respect that my partner is giving me the same.
๐น Age: 25+ - It is a mentality thing.
๐น Consistent - Can usually post a few times a week. - I'm strict yet understanding. Sadly, I lose a lot of muse that I can't always return to if I only get like a post a week on average.
๐น Complementing Interests - Looking for writers willing to play a dominant male role, and enjoys at least some dark themes. I am also looking for partners who are interested in passion beyond the physical.
๐น Experienced RPer & Writer - I am looking for partners with good grammar and can write at least 500+ words a post. I also expect my partners to have an understanding of traditional RP etiquettes (such as: only controlling YC, only writing what YC knows/would do, and no god-mode).
๐น Will Not Ghost Me - I am NOT ghost-friendly. It gets under my skin. I find it extremely rude to not even give a one-sentence update that you need to drop the scene. If you need to end an RP, I will not hold that against you and will wish you well. -
Adored Themes:
โ BDSM (as sub) โ Strong Emotions โ Drama
โ Obsession โ Psychology โ Tragedy
โ Terror โ Violence (not gore)
โ Abilities (magic, superpowers, and etc)
โ Bittersweet/Toxic Relationships
Some Kinks:
โก Bondage โก Corruption โก Power Struggles
โก Mental/Emotional Play/Abuse โก Evil/Crazed Characters
โก Mind Games โก Tantric/Passionate or Hate Sex
โก Sensory Deprivation โก Dub or Non-Con
โก Psychological Horror (e.g.fear play) โก Obsession
โก Toys/Fictitious Drugs/Magic โก Manhandling/Rough Sex โก Taming
โก Crying & Screaming โก Breath Play โก MMF/MFF
and more...
Some Limits:
X Physical Pain Focus X Physical Only Focus X Futas
X Gore X Pregnancy (unless for story reasons) X Scat
X Incest X Animals/Furries X Excessive Name Calling
X Slut Play (I might RP like a "slut", but I try to keep it tasteful)
X Under 18.
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While characters might be a blend, I thought it might be helpful to list the type of characters I like, and I like to play with. If you have a preference, please let me know!
My Characters:
โ Powerful women with secretly submissive hearts. (Examples: Queen, CEO, Knight, etc)
โ Aggressive women with a masochistic side. (Examples: Villain, crazed woman, or bloodthirsty adventurer)
โ Uppity, willful, and outspoken subs. (Examples: brat, a woman fixated on an oath, aggressive victim, or overall stubborn personality traits.)
โ Unstable or insane. (Examples: Villain, wolf in sheep's clothing, warped victim, yandere, and... there are many angles to this.)
โ Possessive and obsessive characters. (Love-sick. Note: this 'possessive' type isn't in a Dom kind of way.)
โ Mature, intelligent, and seductive. (Examples: Succubus, femme fatale, siren, or high-class escort)
โ Sweet and tender victims. (Examples: Girl next door, innocent healer, new employee, or overly timid/soft personality traits) Note: If I play this role, things need to get pretty creative and dark.
Loved Partners' Characters:
โ Confident, arrogant, and possessive jerks/bad boys (I can't help myself)
โ Mysterious, cunning, charming, stoic, and calculative
โ Sadistically evil, crazed, selfish, fearless, and/or aggressive (but mind my limits)
โ Powerful (Mentally, physically, socially, and if relevant, magically/supernaturally)
โ Dislikes: Weak-willed, shy, soft, submissive/switch (I'm not into sexually domming men), super lovey-dovey, or typical white knight
Themes
โ Fantasy โ Modern โ Supernatural/Terror โ Medieval
X Western X Heavy Sci-Fi X Typical Slice of Life
- โค๏ธObsessionโค๏ธ
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"I'll keep writing you love letters on paper, on the walls, in my mind, and in blood. By the time I'm done, even the gods will know of our love. Only you make me feel whole. You are my everything."
โI always have an itch to play an obsessive character. I've been highly inspired by lovesick roles, and some may know this type as yandere.
However, I like playing it with the twist that the male welcomes this sick and over-the-top addiction; he loves the attention or wants to use it to his advantage.
He feeds her flames, and she won't be satisfied until they are consumed by one another.โ
I also enjoy playing against an obsessive male who will go to extremes just to have the woman of his dreams.
Obsession can run from needing a partner like a drug to doing the unspeakable in the name of "love". โ
(MC x YC - Roles can possibly be flipped)
โ Maid X King/Knight
โ Apprentice X Mage/Knight
โ Stalker Girl Next Door X Psychopath
โ 'Easy Target' X Psychiatrist
โ Average Girl X Superhero/Celebrity
โ The girl who holds the 'key' X Villain
โ Queen/Princess X Knight/Peasant
โ Lovesick Female X Lovesick Male
- ๐ชAggression๐ช
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"I hate you with every fiber of my being! I didn't know my soul could burn with such HATE!
Hold still! Let me show you!"
I enjoy intensity in many forms.
Fighting, anger, hate, and anything that makes characters raw.
These pairings are tied to the idea of possible combat, power struggles/uppity sub, non/dub-con, love x hate, foe or rival pairings, and so on.
โ(MC x YC - Roles can possibly be flipped)
โ Skilled [Knight/Mage/Healer] VS Enemy Knight/Caption/King/etc (War?)
โ Superhero VS Villain
โ Demon Hunter Vs Demon
โ Mage Vs Rival Mage
โ Spy Vs Villain/King
โ Summoner Vs Summon (Probably demon or similar)
โ Crazed Woman Vs Villain/Criminal (Extra Dark Warning) - ๐คPrey๐ค
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""He was so brutal, but my mind is finally free."
I enjoy victimization and defeat.
This is when I may play more passive or simply weaker characters (or at least in comparison to yours) than I usually would, but don't worry, my characters are never just hollow victims.
This theme usually is around the assault or/and manipulation of my character.
Expected themes: non/dub con, fear, extreme helplessness, violation, and probably lots of screams of horror and bliss.
(MC x YC - Roles can possibly be flipped)
โ Apprentice X Mage
โ Maid X Knight/King
โ Everyday Girl X Demon/Creature/Cult
โ 'Easy Target' X Psychiatrist
โ The girl who holds the 'key' X Villain
โ Girl X Abuser (I don't want to get too generic, so further motivation or powers would be a plus.) - -Old Ideas-
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Warning: the ideas here are scattered as well as the format. These were old cravings of mine that are here to help inspire.โ
[Modern|Fantasy|Supernatural]
I want to do a roleplay between two mature and charismatic characters who use their charm towards each other against one another.
Expect some playful push and pull, cat and mouse, both trying to get one step ahead of one another and high passion when alone.
This can tie into some of my obsession themes, but might not be as intense in that regard.
I would prefer some developing romance in this plot, but open to possible 'bad ends' if fitting for the plot dynamics.
There are many possibilities, so I will simply provide a pairing list that might shed some light on the dynamic I'm looking for:
(MC x YC, but I'm willing to flip roles as long as I play female)
Succubus V.S. Incubus/Demon Slayer/Enduring Human
Villainess V.S. Hero
Alluring Princess X Visiting Foreign Prince
Seductive Spy X or V.S. Seductive Spy (Modern or Fantasy)
Seductive Spy/CEO competitor V.S. Charming CEO/King/[Someone in power]
Power/money hungry escort X Rich playboy.
As always, I do have a strong preference for my partner playing dominant characters. It does not have to be black-and-white BDSM for this plot. Undertones are fine, but I don't want your character constantly weak-kneed and speechless around mine. Get me?
Sorry for being vague. I'm someone with a million and one ideas. PM me if interested, or PM me with your own ideas, and I'd be happy to brainstorm!~My Obsession~
A girl has been a huge fan of your famous character for a long time. Unlike a typical fan, her obsession is alarming.
She sent countless love letters, which at first were normal for fan mail, but after years of no replies, those letters became more twisted. She writes out her deepest fantasies and ends up promising the world to YC if only he would notice her. Sometimes, her letters have just been endless scribbling of your name showered with hearts as proof of her dedication. Clearly, this girl isn't well, but from the suggestive photos she included, she is quite a looker.
If the letters weren't enough, she had been caught stalking YC. At times, she travels far from her home (which has turned into a shrine for YC) just to get a glimpse of YC. Her wild dedication caught the eye of YC/his team, but instead of trying to stop the girl, YC decides to meet her for himself to see if she really is his #1 fan.
Possible kinks: Obsession, possession, psychology, competition (may turn violent if so), BDSM, pushing character limits, and toxic dynamics.
Warning: I will write strictly a sub, but MC will be very possessive. Please don't misread this.
Notes: My bread and butter for this kind of RP is that every little touch and word weighs heavily on MC; just being near him makes her dizzy. She is ready to eat up any attention given to her and becomes addicted to YC. It allows an intensity I really like.
This RP can be modern, fantasy, or modern fantasy. This could be a world of fantasy where YC is something like a famous mage, knight, God, or prince. This could also be a modern world with a well-known (original) celebrity or even a criminal of some kind. I'm also open to dropping the aspect of fame, but I find it to be a good method to start a deep obsession.
Also, there could be a motive, such her MCs family ties, powers/skills, or simply, YC sees MC's passion as a rarity. This can possibly be discussed.
Romance is optional, but at least the facade of it will be there. While this RP might be a pretty smut/relationship-heavy RP, and I prefer my partner's greed to be more in-depth than a physical fix. I'm not trying to play just a bimbo.
What I would enjoy most in my partner's character is one that is devilishly charming, which can be a ploy or not. It would be ideal for my character to get lost in it all compared to blunt sexual commands to "prove" herself from the beginning. I rather her melt into his desires. (Does that make sense?) Also, it is optional how dark this RP gets, but either way, there will be intensity.
Let me know if you have any preferences for my character. She can be a sweet girl with a consuming fairytale in her head or an over-the-top woman who is willing to leave a trail of blood behind her if that means being YC's one and only. Could be a mix too, but I'm flexible.I'm currently craving a story centered around a certain kink/interest of mine. To keep it simple, I'll just call it energy-draining.
This is when a character's power, mana, spirit/soul essence, or similar is taken. In general, this comes with profound physical and mental weakness, a sense of violation, and possibly risk of death (not actual death; I just enjoy the power a character has over mine; like a mage needing mana).
I also wouldn't mind other types of energy play as well: Corruption, poisoning, altering, overfilling/oversaturation, and etc. There is plenty of room for creativity.
Warning: This theme comes with victimization. Noncon developing into dubcon is likely. While usually my noncon ends up leaning into dubcon, chances are it will fade between the two due to energy draining being more than likely impactful, so I prefer a partner who doesn't mind either, or is will communicate what exactly crosses their lines. Even still, depending on the plot, this can develop into a twisted and intimate consent, which I greatly enjoy as well.
To better explain and hopefully find some partners, here are some ideas I have. They are simplified and entirely flexible. If you have a completely different idea with a similar theme, do not hesitate to tell me!
Rival to Enemy [Fantasy or Modern Fantasy]
Two talented mages have been competing to claim the honorable position as the leader of the Mage's Guild, the archmage (or we can come up with something else).
For years, the mages did their best to one-up each other. Contests, bringing attention to the guild/locals, and unveiling arcane discoveries both aim to be seen as number one.
One fateful day, the two mages were called to attend a meeting in the coming days with the aging archmage so he could personally assess each mage.
YC aware that MC is a threat and decides to cross a new line. Right before the meeting, YC kidnaps MC, and decides to show her a new forbidden spell he learned. He drains the mage of her mana, and leaves her dry hours before their assessment.
When released, she quickly goes to the court. Drained and exhausted, she makes an embarrassment out of herself. She can't stomach speaking about the assault that happened, as she fears it would be seen as weakness from being unable to defend herself.
Losing her chance, she is dead set on getting revenge, but how can she when he has access to this new dark magic that can render her powerless?
Greedy Summon [Modern, Supernatural, or Fantasy]
A girl manages to summon a being, if that be planned or by mistake, and he seems perfect in nearly every way.
He gives her power, promises to always have her back, and has the ability to change her life. However, there is one price to pay that she was unaware of... The summon requires regular feeding.
Note: I'm being very general for this idea since I have ideas from modern-day cults to high fantasy, so it is hard to pinpoint a story without knowing your preferences! I think this kind of plot can turn into a toxic romance, or maybe the summon is just sadistic... Both work!
Captured & Punished [Modern to Fantasy]
A wild and possibly insane villainess is finally captured after many years of spreading her heartless wrath. Many perished during her onslaught.
However, no one knows what to do with her now. While many want her dead, plenty want her alive and punished. There could be a hope that she will repent and instead help the other side, but she shows little sign of change. She and her powers must be kept in check through regular draining.
Note: Okay, so this is my darkest request unless we put more of a story twist on this. Impulsively, I'm thinking torture (energy and sexual) and punishment from multiple characters. The energy draining is to make her feel vulnerable, but also to prevent her from escaping or killing everyone. She could need to go for "sessions" each time her energy naturally restores.
However, I also see this as a story between characters and trying to get her tamed/reprogrammed to help instead of hurt.
In other words, this can be smut or story-heavy. Open to other ideas, it could be someone innocent captured or someone stuck as a lab rat. Let me know what inspires you.
Those are just some ideas I have! Please let me know if any of them interest you, or if you have your own ideas regarding energy draining!I'm now looking for something with a Love X Hate theme with aggression (physical and/or emotional).
Expect high drama. The hate can be one sided (MC), or both.
Could possibly be very dark or not. Depends on your preferences, the plot and characters.
Could be an actual romance or twisted victimization with push back.
To help highlight some of these points, I would like this to be fantasy or modern fantasy.
Pairing ideas (MCxYC):
All is just a quick blurb or an idea. Nothing is set in stone, and brainstorming can be done in DMs.
[Super Heroine X Villain] (Roles can be flipped):
MC has been hellbent on stopping yours. He is always on her mind as she plots his demise, but after the last time tension became high or maybe he decided to cross a line and force himself upon her, she finds herself craving him. It makes her want to kill him even more, at the same time, pulls her right in. Does he take advantage of this? Does he also feel the same? Will he play an act? Will she change her mind after waking up in the morning beside him?
[Elite mage/warrior/assassins/etc X Elite from rival family]:
Two renown members of society come from families with a lot of beef with each other (or at least MC's family does with yours). There has been an inner war in a shared community that had turned (or risks turning) fatal. Now the pair have it out to each other, or an event bigger than than forces them to try to work together where they struggle to set aside their differences.
[Villain X Villain] (Or maybe rival heros):
If it is for power or fame, these characters are meant to be on the same page, but they aren't. Possibly, someone has been crossing terrority lines or taking credit they shouldn't.
[Demon Hunter (or maybe a spiritualist or priestess) X Demon] (Roles can be flipped):
They are meant to hate each other in every sense of the way and have known this since birth. Anything between them is more than forbidden and shameful, but the pair start to find each other attractive or maybe MC sees a way to take advantage of the situation by playing into a facade.Ideas are really up in the air. Just let me know if you have some general interest, or bring your own ideas, and we will flesh them out.
โฆ Fantasy or Modern Fantasy.
โฆ Open to other Godly pairings.
โฆ Can be Romantic, Dark, or Cruel.
โฆ Lusting for powerful and muscular characters to eventually worship.
โฆ Bonus points if we can find a way to involve spiritual/soul/energy/essence play.
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Reincarnated Goddess X God
YC enters MC's life to inform her that she is a forgotten goddess, one that he was once deeply tied to.
"You were once mine."
She doesn't believe YC, but can't help but feel that she has a strong and almost spiritual-like attraction to YC. This pull he has over her makes her weak and easily fall into temptation. This must be fate... but what kind of fate is this?
Were characters once happy lovers, or did they have a much darker path?
Does he simply want his goddess back, or does he have a selfish motivation in the presence?
Is this some selfish ploy? Did she never belong to him?
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Worshipper X God
My character has devoted her life to YC's religion. She believes in YC wholeheartedly, so when her prayers are answered, and he is suddenly there with her, she is completely dumbfounded. Quickly, MC becomes obsessed over everything regarding YC.
YC noticed MC as one of his strongest worshippers, and it is her and others who believe in him that give him strength.
Will he use her as a catalyst to spread his word and gain strength?
Will she get jealous of other worshippers?
Does YC take advantage of MC's obsession or does he admire it?[
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Misotheist (Queen, knight, punk, etc) x God
MC hates all that YC stands for. She aims to ruin and taint all temples, and communities of believers to push her own ideas; ,maybe a different god, she found a way to blame YC for a traumatic event, or maybe she dreams of becoming a goddess herself! While YC could strike her down, but that is no fun, is it? He wants to punish and convert the hell-raising woman.โVillain X Villain
Strong inspiration - No Mercy - โฌ:
"My boy hates everybody but me
He's sinister, but to me, he's sweet
He's my fully loaded gun, you pussies better run
My wish is his command, he'd kill for me
Nah, nah-nah, nah, nah, in love with a monster.
I show no mercy
My boy is a bullet in your brain.
Your nightmare is the man of my dreams.
It turns me on when he makes you bleed
Mirror, mirror on the wall, who's the sickest bitch of all?
He's my puppet and I pull the strings."
A feared, sadomasochistic queen recruited a knight/demon/assassin/mage/warrior (up to you) as her personal guard/servant/assistant. He is known to be cold, ruthless, and powerful. Every time he comes to her with the news that he has slaughtered more of their foes, she can't help but be impressed and allured.
He becomes her personal weapon.
While she believes she is in control, it isn't as secure as it seems. He knows she is drawn to him, and so he regularly seduces the wicked queen. This allows him to have more say over her than she realizes. The queen could also become obsessed.
He has an alternative motive. Perhaps he secretly hates her kingdom and wants to take it down from the inside out, maybe he sees the opportunity to become a king himself, or maybe, he simply wants the queen all to himself.
Obviously, this is a pretty open ended idea, but the main point I'm trying to get across right now is the dynamic. We can world build and figure out the details in DMs. I can see many directions an RP like this can go. I would love to write about this powerful queen having the tables turned on her.
I'm open to a modern twist or other pairings.โIdea:
My character adventures into an abandoned building with a few of her friends, and at one point, they decide to go their separate ways. MC ends up in the basement and finds a whole lot of nothing other than an old decorative mirror. Interestingly enough, while everything in the room is coated in dust, the surface of the mirror is spotless. Curious, her hand brushes against her dim reflection before her image abruptly distorts. Then, a force beyond her understanding drags her into the mirror, capturing her in a realm of darkness and horror.
Notes:
- I'd like for this RP to take place in a setting similar to Silent Hill, Fatal Frame, or the Upside Down in Stranger Things. I love the idea of dark, parallel, or obscure dimensions.
- I'd like for YC to be a 'guide' to this world with an alternative motive, or could directly be an assailant of my character where they play cat and mouse.
- I would be asking you to mostly GM since YC will know this world, but I'm happy to help brainstorm.
- What kind of character you play is up to you. I can picture a demon, ghost, dark god, or some kind of humanoid or abstract monster/creature.
- There is also the potential to play multiple characters, or at least a character who can take different forms.
- I'm thinking that my character has something your character needs. Maybe it's her fear, maybe she is special, or perhaps just entertainment since your character has just been bored for countless years.
- Either way, my character will fall deeper into madness and/or weakness the more she interacts with this world and YC.โThis is a shot in the dark, but I'm still looking for a partner who wants to write a "Silent Hill"-like RP. Lots of psychological horror and abstract themes.
I would like my partner to play either a being/person from this realm or a character trapped with MC. I think both could tell really compelling and profound stories.
Playing a being from this realm would probably be a predator x prey kind of situation (would like this rather thought-out to tap into my character's psyche), with you doing a fair amount of GMing.
If we both play characters stuck in this realm, GMing could easily be scared while our characters face their personal demons and fears, which could have them growing close together in a hellscape to form a toxic relationship.]
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