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Saving herself - KayTee and Jeffrey82

KayTee

KayTee

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Jun 26, 2017
Holly shifted in her seat as the service came to a close. The last hymn had seemed to drag. Why on earth had she got so turned on in church? her cheeks had been flaming and she was sure it must have been obvious to everyone.

More and more recently she had been struggling with an over active libido. Maybe it was her age, maybe it was the fact she had tried to hard to not have sex outside of marriage, maybe if she had not snuck a peek at a few naughty web sites one evening.

That one video of the girl being... well.. having... sex... with two men at the same time had left her flushed, confused and aroused. The fact she had been tied up as well had been something she had never even though of before as sexual but it had looked... amazing and the girl was clearly enjoying herself immensly.

But since then her already over-active sex drive had seemed to lose all sense of morals or control. Try as she might to resist and knowing it was wrong, she was having to play with herself at least once if nto two or three times a day. It was embarrassing and shocking but she was losing any sense of control over the situation.

As she filed out of church, unable to meet the eyes of the priest, she stood in the hall. Often people stayed for a cup of tea or coffee and a chat, but all she wanted was to get home and...well.. that! But already her mother's friend Marjory was waving her over. Sighing and trying not to think about her sex, she sat down, folding the hem of her simple red summer dress over her knees decorously and vowing to keep things as brief as possible.
 
It was no use, she was going to have to deal with her 'problem', She rose from her seat and apologised to Marjory.

"I'm awfully sorry, I'm rather in need of the loo. I'll see you next week OK?"

Smiling she rose and made a bee line for the toilets. It would be the worst sort of sin to masturbate in church, but there was no way she could wait till she got home. she needed relief now. She was rushing so much she almost bowled over a young man. She started to mumble an apology when she recoginsed the man.

"Jeff? What are you... It's nice to see you!"

*Damn damn, not now!* she thought to herself.

"Uhh I'd love to stay and chat, but I need the um.. loo...Sorry!"
 
Holly practically slammed the door shut. She would have to apologise to jeff next time she saw him, but she needed this.

She was in such a hurry that she didn't bother with the bolt. The door normally stuck closed anyway and all the women of the church knew that if the door was shut it was busy anyway. She kept half an ear open in case she heard the outer door swing open and then she sat down on the loo and hitched her skirt up.

"Thank goodness... " she moaned softly as she slid one hand into her dress to to cup her breast, roilling her nipple between thumb and forefinger as her other hand headed south.

"Ohhhh" she moaned, louder than she had intended and had to stifle her cries as she slid her fingers into her panties and started to slowly rock her hand back and forth.

"Mmmm" she groaned to herself, as her breath started to become a little faster. It had been too long and she was so wet. Why was she so wet? In her minds eyes she imagined herself on her hands and knees, one man behind her, another offering his penis to her mouth.

"OH!" she cried out... forgetting herself a moment.
 
Holly closed her eyes as she lost herself in the moment. She tugged and squeezed at her breast as she slid her fingers back and forth, circling and then plunging, rocking and then dipping... gradually settling into a rythym as her hips started to move in time, imagining herself at the mercy of a huge marauding male. She licked her lips and parted them in an 'o', imagining another member slipping in and out.

Her orgasm was fast approaching. The naughtiness of the situation, the fear of being caught, the sheer devilry of what she was doing, drove her onwards. She tried to stifle her cries as best she could. She tensed and paused a moment as she thoght she heard something. She stopped still, unmoving, her eyes snapped open.

One second passed,

then another...

nothing...

"Hnnn" she moaned, unable to wait, needing the orgasm, she went back to her work with a vengeance.
 
When Holly came it was with a stifled scream. she moved her hand from her breast to her mouth, stuffing her fist in her mouth as she came hard. Her back arching and her body quivering as the climax washed over her. She collapsed, panting loudly, her hand wet and glistening as she rested it on her lap, fingers raised to not get her dress damp.

Slowly, she came round form the high. Her eyes flickered open and she thought she saw a small movement above the door, but as she looked again there was nothing there.

Ashamed but feeling much better, she adjusted her position and slipped down her panties so she could pee. She looked at her sodden panties in dismay and sighed. She tucked them into her handbag and then flushed the loo.
 
Holly emerged a few moments later, her cheeks still slightly flushed, but with clean hands. She looked startled as she saw Jeff leaning on the wall. Had he been waiting to speak to her all this time?

"Oh um.. high..." she stumbled..."Uh.. sometimes things take a little longer.. you know..." she flushed in embarrassment at having to lie to him. BUt he just looked bemused.

"So... what brings you to St Mary's?"
 
Holly stared at Jeff, not quite sure she'd heard right.

"I beg your pardon. I'm sure I have no idea what you mean." She said crisply.

But at the same time she wondered if he might have heard something. Had he heard, might he have guessed?

"I...ought to be going, good to see you again."
 
Holly flushed. She knew now he must have heard her and figured it out. He had been loitering right beside the door and she had been a bit loud at a couple of points. Jeff was no idiot. But she decided her only option would be to try and carry the bluff.

"I'm sure I have no idea what you mean Jeff. Now if you'll excuse me, I really ought to be heading home."

Her eyes darted to the stragglers in the hall, a handful of church goers, Mrs Kellerman, a notorious gossip was glancing over curiously. The last thing she needed was any speculation about what was going on.
 
Holly let out a gasp and then looked around anxiously.

"What the... how dare you!" She hissed under her breath. "You've got no right. Delete that at once! How dare you sneak into the loos and... and.. what sort of perverted animal are you! Delete it, now!"

She tried to keep her expression neutral, but inside she was a mess. She was angry, yes, but also scared out of her wits. If anyone else saw that she'd never be able to show her face anywhere decent again. Not to mention the impact on her job!"
 
Holly gaped. "What? you want to watch me...NO!" She said it louder than she expected and saw a few heads turn.

"Come outside, I can't discuss this here."

She pivoted on her heel and headed out of the church and went to stand by the wall of the building a discrete distance away.

As she walked, she thought furiously. If he tried to blackmail her, what could she do? She had to get that file deleted somehow but... to do that... it was unthinkable!"
 
Holly glared at him.

"It's not like that I just... I well sometimes I need to.... I mean... " she stamped her foot and shook her head.
"Look, you know my feelings about sex before marriage. But, like a lot of people I get urges and... well sometimes they catch me off guard especialy as I try... not to. You know... the big man might not approve?"

She tried to relax and be reasonable. "Look, I'm sure you just came in to see if I was OK, but recording that was not OK! You could get me in a lot of trouble. I'd really appreciate it if you put your smutty mind away and just deleted that and leave me be."

She took a couple of shallow breaths. "Anyway, if you were that interested at college, you could have asked me out you know. I'm not opposed to dating just not... 'dating', you know. You used to be a nice guy Jeff, I thought you still were, so how about you prove it an delete that right now. If you want to co for a coffee or something sometime, I'm sure that would be fine."
 
She flushed hotly and tears started to form.

"Please Jeff, this isn't funny at all. You have no idea...Please...."

She started at his implaccable face. He wasn't joking, and he meant every word.

"You know I'm not wearing panties." She hissed. "But, glancing around to make sure no one was looking, she quickly lifted her skirt and showed him for half a second. She hoped thta might have been all, but she could see he was not going to let her off with just that. Perhaps, after he had time to think...

"All right fine! I'll come round to your house this afternoon. But I'm not saying I'll do... that... we can talk... and then maybe you'll see that you are being a terrible person right now and we can settle this like adults."

She sniffed and wiped at her eyes. She hoped that would be enough for now, as for later... she would have to try and find a way to make him see reason.
 
Holly muttered a most unladylike curse under her breath and ran after him.

"Wait!"

She quickly got in the car, and caught her breath.

"Fine!" he grunted. At least she oculd try and talk him out of this in the car. As they pulled away, she tried to think how to approach this,. but she was so agitated it was hard to think straight.

"I can't believe you are being such a... a... " she fumbled for a word. "an ass about this! What didI do to you to deserve to be treated like this? I thought you were a nice guy!"
 
Holly shook her head.

"You know why Jeff. You know my faith guides me and it's not right to lie down with a man before marriage. Even... self pleasuring is dubious as we have to fantasise to.. um... get off. and That's sinful. Please Jeff, try and understand, this is who I am, this is a choice I made. It's not like I don't want to... have sex." she blushed. "But I need to find the right man and have a ring on my finger and make vows before God. I can't believe you are so evil... so wicked... you would force me to sin for your own pleasure?"

As she spoke, slow tears slid down her face.

"Please don't make me do this."
 
Holly stood pensively on the drive for several moments. her heart was hammering against her ribs almost painfully. She knew, if she went in, what he wanted. Was she prepared to do that to salvage her reputation. Was she willing to...

She swallowed hard. God would know no matter what but... surely he would understand why, or, perhaps he might intervene in some way, make Jeff see. She had to at least try once more to disuade him and that mean going inside.

She had never been in his house before, but she heard his footfalls above her. She closed the front door, it sounded like a jail cell slamming shut to her ears, and found the stairs.

As she ascended, she could hear him moving around.

"Jeff?"

She found him in the bedroom. Of course it would be the bedroom.

"Please Jeff...don't do this..."

She swallowed again. She suspected he would not be satisfied with her... playing with herself. He wanted more, she could see it. The worst part of it was her sex was feeling flushed, warm. Her body was betraying her, knowing what he wanted and some small part of her wondered.

*I'm a weak creature. I should have been able to stop myself. I should run, accept the humilation and atone...* she almost turned around, but the thought of the shame, the humiliation, the disgust she would see in people's eyes was too much for her and, wiping tears from her eyes, she stepped into the bedroom.
 
"Jeff..." she began, "Look, I'm not quite sure what you expect here...I...can't just perform. I only did that less than an hour agim I don't need to do anything right now...besiedes, being blackmailed is not exactly an aphrodesiac!"

She rubbed her lower lip with her thumb, almost as if she was about to bite it, an old nervous habit she had tried to suppress. "How about we get rid of that video and we just try to... you know, talk, get to know eachother again, maybe go on a date, you kow, like normal people do!"

As she spoke she perched herself on the edge of the bed keeping her knees together.

"I don't think you really want to force me to do rude things for your jollies. I'm sure that's not who you are. Please Jeff, lets stop this now before it gets too serious, think about what you're asking... Please."
 
For a moment, she considered trying to grab the phone off him. If she could make it to the bathroom and drop it in there, it would be useless. Maybe she could even flush it. But one look at Jeff told her it would be futile. He was much stronger than her.

She sat for a few seconds, fresh tears welling, but then she felt her last vestiges of resistance disappear. She would have to give hm what he wanted for now and pray an opportunity would present itself later.

Letting out a chocked sob, she pulled the dress over her head and unhooked her bra. She placed them on the floor and, reluctantly, placed the ball in her mouth, making a face at the rubbery smell and taste, leaving the straps dangling down as she lay down.
 
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