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- Feb 11, 2009
Okay so yeah..My dog angel has been acting weird today. She has been making a lot of noises and when I went to bring her into my room her breathing sounded harsh and clogged. Well the past hour it seems she is getting worse. She looks weak and also she seems to be really tired which hardly ever happens even in the middle of the night. Problem is my mom won't take me to the emergency vet thats like only 2 mins away and is telling me 'wait till tomorrow'. Well my mom must have forgot that she still has a severe urinary track infection as well as a lump under her skin that the vets don't know what it is. I'm scared and I don't want my dog to die >.<
She is always with me laying in my bed or on my lap and I can't bear to see her dieing cause she can't breathe. Even with her sleeping right now I can hear her breathing and it's short and fast and really clogged....I wish I had my fucking drivers license cause if she dies on me it's on my mom since shes not the one taking her when she already has two things wrong with her and now might be dieing on me. I know it's harsh to say but Angel means everything to me. She's been there when I've broken down and am in my most deep depressed state and has brought me out of it cause her happy and chipper attitude. I feel like my mom doesn't want to spend the money and just let her die cause she is lazy and doesn't want to get up off the couch and take me and Angel to the vet. I'm getting quite sick of my mom for reasons more then this. She always waits till your sickness gets worse or it gets to be to late. >.<
I need help or advice or something..Even someone to calm me down cause seeing Angel sleeping on my bed and breathing so hard is freaking me out.....I don't even know how to react. I've already broke down crying and now it's like why is this happening right now when she was just fine yesterday >.< She is 8 years old yeah I know it's old but these dogs can live up to 12 - 18 years but I don't know if I can even bare myself with her dieing 10 years short of the life she could live...I'm hating myself for letting my mom not take me and Angel to the emergency vet..It's crazy the way she thinks and if Angel dies I'm going to be in the worst state ever. My last dog that died was on mothers day and we had to take her to the same emergency vet and we had to put her down. I was really depressed after that crying cause I saw her standing in the window or even driving up to the window I broke down crying..I won't even be able to go into my room much less sleep in it if she dies in my room on my bed. Someone try to calm me down >.< I'm just so freaked cause I don't want to lose her. -sighs and curls up with my pillow-
She is always with me laying in my bed or on my lap and I can't bear to see her dieing cause she can't breathe. Even with her sleeping right now I can hear her breathing and it's short and fast and really clogged....I wish I had my fucking drivers license cause if she dies on me it's on my mom since shes not the one taking her when she already has two things wrong with her and now might be dieing on me. I know it's harsh to say but Angel means everything to me. She's been there when I've broken down and am in my most deep depressed state and has brought me out of it cause her happy and chipper attitude. I feel like my mom doesn't want to spend the money and just let her die cause she is lazy and doesn't want to get up off the couch and take me and Angel to the vet. I'm getting quite sick of my mom for reasons more then this. She always waits till your sickness gets worse or it gets to be to late. >.<
I need help or advice or something..Even someone to calm me down cause seeing Angel sleeping on my bed and breathing so hard is freaking me out.....I don't even know how to react. I've already broke down crying and now it's like why is this happening right now when she was just fine yesterday >.< She is 8 years old yeah I know it's old but these dogs can live up to 12 - 18 years but I don't know if I can even bare myself with her dieing 10 years short of the life she could live...I'm hating myself for letting my mom not take me and Angel to the emergency vet..It's crazy the way she thinks and if Angel dies I'm going to be in the worst state ever. My last dog that died was on mothers day and we had to take her to the same emergency vet and we had to put her down. I was really depressed after that crying cause I saw her standing in the window or even driving up to the window I broke down crying..I won't even be able to go into my room much less sleep in it if she dies in my room on my bed. Someone try to calm me down >.< I'm just so freaked cause I don't want to lose her. -sighs and curls up with my pillow-
