Minnie the Masochist
Certified Butterfly Expert
- Joined
- May 2, 2016
I feel pretty pathetic as I walk up the driveway the doctor's office. I've never needed psychological help before, so this is a real blow to my self esteem. I'm usually in control and in charge of my life, so when something goes wrong, or isn't working the way it's supposed to, I just hate it. I hate this problem that I have, this block which takes away all my sexual joy. My sexual life is one of my most important outlets, and so when I can't get what I need, I go slightly crazy. I become irrational and irritable, like I'm having PMS or something. I'm super aroused all the time, but whenever I touch myself or have sex, it doesn't feel good, and I just get bored and frustrated.
I still manage to look my best though. My face looks fresh and clean, like I always make sure that it does, and I always pick clothes which shows off my body. Well, what there is to show off, that is. I'm wearing a deep-necked tank top which sits snugly against my modest bust. I always like to show cleavage, what little of it there is. This might be because I'm insecure about the size of my chest, but I like it just the same. It's very deep, and very inappropriate for a meeting like this, but I don't give a fuck. I want to look pretty and sexy, and I don't care what anyone thinks about it. I'm also wearing cargo mini-shorts, exposing most of my creamy legs. For shoes, I use black-and-white Allstars.
I ring the doorbell, and hold my purse insecurely with both hands before me, like I'm clutching onto something safe in this new environment, and wait for the doctor to come to the door.
I still manage to look my best though. My face looks fresh and clean, like I always make sure that it does, and I always pick clothes which shows off my body. Well, what there is to show off, that is. I'm wearing a deep-necked tank top which sits snugly against my modest bust. I always like to show cleavage, what little of it there is. This might be because I'm insecure about the size of my chest, but I like it just the same. It's very deep, and very inappropriate for a meeting like this, but I don't give a fuck. I want to look pretty and sexy, and I don't care what anyone thinks about it. I'm also wearing cargo mini-shorts, exposing most of my creamy legs. For shoes, I use black-and-white Allstars.
I ring the doorbell, and hold my purse insecurely with both hands before me, like I'm clutching onto something safe in this new environment, and wait for the doctor to come to the door.