- Joined
- Feb 11, 2009
Pixie knew she had a birthday party today but she didn't know why it was at a mansion and not her place. Sighing some as she drove up to the mansion she had already seen cars of her friends and her brother here so she that the gang her brother belonged to was here also. Getting out of her car she looked around then started up towards the door already hearing the music pounding and seeing some lights coming out through the windows. Getting up towards the front door she hesitated a little not knowing how to act or how to really know what to do with all these people here. Opening the door finally after it seemed 5 minutes which was only 1 very long minute. Walking in she saw her brother who greeted her first and she smiled giving him a hug and also giving him a playful punch in his side "You know you didn't have to do all this for me". He knew he didn't have to but he wanted to and she could tell he wanted to.
Having him walk her out towards the pool she looked around seeing everyone dancing and drinking or in the pool and making out. She sighed some knowing she didn't have a boyfriend yet and all her girl friends had a boyfriend or some guy interested in them. Maybe it was cause Pixie was only fifteen and she was turning sixteen but she still didn't think she had any luck. She wanted someone who could control her as well as knew how to be nice when they were in public. She wanted someone to be rough with her but also love her and cuddle her. Looking at her brother she pushed him some and growled "I told you no one is interested in me and if this is a way to try and get guys interested in me..it's not going to work". Pixie hated how guys looked at her but then never went after her. They probably thought she was weak and that she wouldn't be exciting but they were wrong all of then were.
Growling lightly she went back into the house and got a shot glass of vodka and drank it down. Her brother knew just like he was she was in the wrong crowd. Pixie was in a wrong crowd but still she didn't care she could drink and get drunk and no one would care or give a fuck. Closing her eyes as she felt the vodka burn her throat some she shook her head then looked around trying to see if anyone was interested in her. Yes again no one was no one was even looking at her and she knew something was up. Looking to her brother she wondered if he had gotten in trouble from someone higher up but he would have been beaten. He would have been bloody and bruised and yet he didn't have a single mark on him making her think maybe everyone was just playing a game with her. Right now she didn't care if people wanted to be with her she was just here for her birthday party and she would have some fun. She would go looking for it or it would come looking for her since she knew it always did. Standing by the table where the drinks and food was she closed her eyes and leaned her head back against the wall trying to forget that she was lonely and jealous of everyone else having someone.