If Monte had a beating heart, he'd probably feel the sting of guilt when he saw the look on Vinny's face. Was he upset? Was he sad? Monte couldn't tell and he couldn't bring himself to utter another word and he just looked down. He wanted to apologize, but he knew he had nothing to apologize for. He couldn't help dying... what did he even die of? Monte couldn't remember a damn thing and that was the biggest frustration that he was dealing with... That and this darn headache he had since he climbed out from his supposed grave. What in the world was going on? Monte let out a heavy sigh and he ran his cold fingers through his wet locks.
Then Vinny wrapped his arms around him, causing Monte to glance down at the smaller boy against his chest. The words that came out of his mouth just stole his breath away. He felt himself wanting to cry again, but for the sake of Vinny's still beating heart he stopped himself and instead wrapped his arms tightly around his boyfriend. How, after all this, could Vinny be any more forgiving and accepting of someone... or something like Monte? A small smile tugged at the corner of his lips and he leaned down to gently kiss Vinny's head. Never could he have ever loved anyone as much as he loved Vinny.... and it seemed it was all the same in return.
"I'm sorry, I guess I'm still scared.... I don't want to leave you alone like this again," Monte confessed, gently petting Vinny's cheek with his thumb. "I'm sorry I left you in the first place... I don't know what happened, but I will make sure it doesn't happen again," Monte reassured him. He'd have to be careful for sure now anyways. Goddess knows what would happen if people found out he was back from the dead. Would they go mad? Kill him? Send him to some lab for tests? Monte shuddered and he moved all his attention back to Vinny.
"I want to at least finish where I left off. I want tomorrow to happen and I want to wake up by your side like I should have," Monte finally said, shifting once more to pick Vinny up onto his chest. "Even if I won't be the same before, doesn't mean I'm going to stop loving you, stop spoiling you, or even stop trying to lead the life that we should have had," he said placing his hands against Vinny's hips.
"I'm not going to stop here either. I've started something I plan to finish. I never want to leave you feeling unsatisfied, unhappy, or completely alone ever again," He said, slipping a hand now back to that pink, hot cock. "Hope your legs aren't as weak as mine feel right now because I'm going to need you to hold onto the headboard," he instructed Vinny in a soft, loving croon, gesturing for him to get on his knees.