Blood Stained Roses
Planetoid
- Joined
- Feb 20, 2014
- Location
- Italy
Choice, she told herself. The greatest gift in life was choice. A gift, life thought she didn't deserve. She closed her eyes again and let the lingering sleep wear off, before sitting up stiffly in the bed.
She opened her eyes and encountered the familiar darkness. She liked it. The darkness. It engulfed her. Accepted her. Like the loving and warm embrace of a mother she never experienced, welcoming her child no matter whatever sins did it commit. No matter how much screwed up the child was. A mother's love was like a black hole. Taking in all the bad things, all the sadness from her child and keeping it away. Sucking in the child no matter what or how it was.
But it was the darkness which took her in. Not a mother's goddamned love. No, her mother was dead since decades.
So like a good child, she greeted her mother cheerfully: "Hello, darkness. Thanks for keeping me in." She let herself bask in the darkness, when the venom of reality started spreading through her body like wildfire. Her eyes narrowed into slits. No, this wasn't some overdramatic piece of literature where she could muse about crap like mother's love. This was reality. And darkness wasn't her mother. It was her best friend. The only one she could trust in this bitter episode of life. A low humourless chuckle escaped her lips at her own tomfoolery. Mother's love?...darkness?...I really need to stop hanging out with Marise.
Her face morphed into the usual mask of bitterness and she closed her eyes, shutting off the world and her own idiotic mind in exchange for a few moments of sanity before another day of her monstrosity started.
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Immortality suited her perfectly. Her auburn hair cascaded down her shoulders, resting against her chest. Her emerald spheres feigned excitement as she gazed at the huge building looming infront of her. Her plump red lips tugged into a small smile. She was a sight to behold, a prized possession of her parents, 200 years ago.
For someone passing by, she looked like a beautiful, charming and oblivious high-schooler. Inside, she was still the sadistic monster created from a curse.
"Hey, are you new over here?" A casual, friendly voice chimed in and she turned on her heels to face the owner.
He was only what one could describe as a 'jock'. Blonde hair. Twinkling blue eyes. Football jersey. Ripped jeans. And a flirty smile.
"Frank." He jutted his chin out while shoving his hands into his pockets.
She nearly laughed at him. But the attraction she felt rolling off of him was tempting. She could laugh at his confused face when she sucked the life out of him.
A smile crept upon her lips at her own twisted thoughts.
He took it the wrong way.
"What's your name beautiful?" He whispered - his voice smug - as his eyes wandered to her lips.
Her eyes danced in amusement before she named the monster she was: "Isabelle. Isabelle De Clare."
She opened her eyes and encountered the familiar darkness. She liked it. The darkness. It engulfed her. Accepted her. Like the loving and warm embrace of a mother she never experienced, welcoming her child no matter whatever sins did it commit. No matter how much screwed up the child was. A mother's love was like a black hole. Taking in all the bad things, all the sadness from her child and keeping it away. Sucking in the child no matter what or how it was.
But it was the darkness which took her in. Not a mother's goddamned love. No, her mother was dead since decades.
So like a good child, she greeted her mother cheerfully: "Hello, darkness. Thanks for keeping me in." She let herself bask in the darkness, when the venom of reality started spreading through her body like wildfire. Her eyes narrowed into slits. No, this wasn't some overdramatic piece of literature where she could muse about crap like mother's love. This was reality. And darkness wasn't her mother. It was her best friend. The only one she could trust in this bitter episode of life. A low humourless chuckle escaped her lips at her own tomfoolery. Mother's love?...darkness?...I really need to stop hanging out with Marise.
Her face morphed into the usual mask of bitterness and she closed her eyes, shutting off the world and her own idiotic mind in exchange for a few moments of sanity before another day of her monstrosity started.
_____
Immortality suited her perfectly. Her auburn hair cascaded down her shoulders, resting against her chest. Her emerald spheres feigned excitement as she gazed at the huge building looming infront of her. Her plump red lips tugged into a small smile. She was a sight to behold, a prized possession of her parents, 200 years ago.
For someone passing by, she looked like a beautiful, charming and oblivious high-schooler. Inside, she was still the sadistic monster created from a curse.
"Hey, are you new over here?" A casual, friendly voice chimed in and she turned on her heels to face the owner.
He was only what one could describe as a 'jock'. Blonde hair. Twinkling blue eyes. Football jersey. Ripped jeans. And a flirty smile.
"Frank." He jutted his chin out while shoving his hands into his pockets.
She nearly laughed at him. But the attraction she felt rolling off of him was tempting. She could laugh at his confused face when she sucked the life out of him.
A smile crept upon her lips at her own twisted thoughts.
He took it the wrong way.
"What's your name beautiful?" He whispered - his voice smug - as his eyes wandered to her lips.
Her eyes danced in amusement before she named the monster she was: "Isabelle. Isabelle De Clare."