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Vic Rattlehead
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Really, I speak for no one but me
And I am losing my grasp
On that which I must call "myself"
This burden might be my last
Stranded and sinking into remorse
The darkest recesses of my mind
The cavernous tyranny of pain and fear
Is lunacy far behind?
Sadly these are not my words, but Gene Holgan's of Dark Angel. If I only had half of his vocabulary. Seeing how at this particular stage of life I'm a glorified manchild, I'm not accustomed to this so bear with me. Over the past month or so, I've acted beneath myself and my age. I could blame it on multitude of things and fish for sympathy, but apart of being a man is taking responsibility for one's actions. I don't expect anyone to take me seriously or act buddy buddy with me, but I'd like to apologize for my behavior. After a lot of self reflection, I know now that as a person I still need to do some growing. Hopefully this is the start in a long process of self development, in which I can better myself.
And I am losing my grasp
On that which I must call "myself"
This burden might be my last
Stranded and sinking into remorse
The darkest recesses of my mind
The cavernous tyranny of pain and fear
Is lunacy far behind?
Sadly these are not my words, but Gene Holgan's of Dark Angel. If I only had half of his vocabulary. Seeing how at this particular stage of life I'm a glorified manchild, I'm not accustomed to this so bear with me. Over the past month or so, I've acted beneath myself and my age. I could blame it on multitude of things and fish for sympathy, but apart of being a man is taking responsibility for one's actions. I don't expect anyone to take me seriously or act buddy buddy with me, but I'd like to apologize for my behavior. After a lot of self reflection, I know now that as a person I still need to do some growing. Hopefully this is the start in a long process of self development, in which I can better myself.