Rooster,
Nah, I understand completely. In fact, that's a good reason why I went on a .. 2-4 month hiatus or something. I got irritated at people just up and vanishing, especially when the RP was going really well. I know sometimes it's easier said than done, but try to stay on the positive side. Things [usually] do tend to turn around for the better.
Hugs
Hope that helps, even if only a bit. Personally, I'm enjoying our RP a lot though.
-LadyYunaFFX2