Love Addict (Zhenshanmei x Pavlov Syndrome)

[ZhenShanMei]

The sun's rays seeped into her room through the blinds. Scarlet moaned in annoyance. Why did the sun have to come and interrupt her dream? It was a very nice dream. However, it was now time to get up and start another day. Hopefully, she'd remember the dream by the time she went to bed later that night. After opening the blinds to let the light engulf her room, Scarlet grabbed her glasses from the nightstand and put them on before walking over to her closet. She glanced at herself in the mirror. Her brown hair had been tied in a bun all night. Perhaps if she let her long hair down she'd look a little sexier. If only she could take her glasses off too, but then she wouldn't be able to see herself. She sighed. If that was her look she'd just have to work with it. Without really thinking, she started making poses in front of the mirror. Lifting her shirt, licking her fingers, grabbing a bunch of her hair over her head; anything she saw those sexy models do in the magazines. "I guess I could be sexy . . . " She muttered to herself, but then she just sighed. There was no way. She was too much of a nerd and she never even had a boyfriend. Scarlet started to search through her closet. All her clothing were picked a week in advance so when she realized she had nothing prepared for that day it hit her, "It's Saturday." She told herself.

In that moment she looked over at her bed again. It was still early and she wasn't sleepy anymore. Perhaps she could get back to her dream after all. "No, no, no. no . . . " She muttered hitting her head gently. It was the last thing she thought about before going to bed and the first thing she thought of when waking up. It was time she gave it a rest. Scarlet Jones had promised herself she'd stop having crazy fantasies and stop thinking dirty things. She had to stick to her resolve. On the other hand . . . it really was a great dream, but the ending was a cliffhanger! She couldn't just leave it like that! The least she could do was make up and ending for it!

"This will be the last time." She said to herself and went to lie down on her bed. After closing her eyes she started to replay the events of her dream. The mysterious man had chased her though the city and she ran into a dead end. Then he approached her and grabbed her tightly. Scarlet tried to struggled but the man pinned her down on the floor and ripped her shirt open. She was scared, but found it really erotic. Scarlet slipped her hand into her red tank top and start to massage her breasts. "Please, stop . . . " She begged, but he ignored her and slipped his hand under her skirt and slowly pulled her panties down. Scarlet then spread her legs open and slid her hands into her sweat pants. As she continued to remember her dream she slipped her fingers under her panties and gently rubbed the inside of her pussy. She started to moan as she continued rubbing her fingers up and down along her snatch.

 

[Pavlov Syndrome]

It was about the same time that Laone was to be waking up as well. Keeping his curtains tightly closed to prevent the suns rays from disturbing his slumber, he instead had a watch that he kept on his nightstand that was rouse him. Hearing the beeping like a whine in his ears, he reached over to silence the object and reached his hand back to rub at his eyes. Saturday, the middle of the weekend and he still used his alarm to wake himself up early and keep himself on his own schedule. Perhaps he was too responsible for his own good. Soon breaching the covers of his bed, he moved up and over to the dresser on the other side of the room to decide what he was going to wear for the day. Since it was the weekend, obviously nothing too overly dressy. A simple pair of shorts and shirt would suffice for the day.

After dressing himself in this simple attire, he too looked at himself in the mirror. Brushing at his auburn hair a bit to make it look a bit better, his mind wandered slightly. It had been only a year now since his parents had left him. Only a year had passed since his mothers sister had taken him in, to take care of him after their parents passing. It was also only a year since he'd met his cousin, Scarlet. He could never really put his finger on it, but there was always something about her that captivated him. At times, he could never stop thinking about her, sometimes in ways that would make his face flush when nobody else was around. However, to act on these thoughts was something beyond comprehension, perhaps only in the dream world.

Deciding that he looked well enough for the day, he soon walked out of his room, closing the door silently behind him in case his cousin was still sleeping. His aunt had been out for the day of course, since even she still worked on the weekends. As he made his way down the hallway to the stairs to head down to the kitchen, intent on finding something to eat, he heard noises from his cousin's room. Stopping just outside the entrance, he blinked a couple of times and moved over until he was pressing his ear to her door. It wasn't long after this that he began to hear moaning and his eyes widened slightly. Could this be what he thought it was? Perhaps his cousin was in trouble? Leaning back, he soon opened the door slowly before sticking his head inside, then saying "Hey cuz....are you all ri..." stopping what he was saying as his eyes went wider, seeing her there on the bed.

 

[ZhenShanMei]

That man. That sexy man from her dream. He went down on her forcing her legs open and began to furiously lick her clit. "Aah! Yes . . . " She murmured as her fingers rubbed her tender pink skin. Just a little more. She was so close to her climax. Suddenly, she heard the door creek open.

"Hey cuz....are you all ri..."

Her eyes grew wide. However, she was so close and it felt so good she couldn't stop. Her eyes met him and she stared at him in horror but she did not stop. Her body wouldn't let her. "No . . ." She moaned, "Don't look at me . . . DON'T! UUUGH!" Suddenly, a rush of intense pleasure spread through her body like a wave. Having someone watch her turned her on immensely and she experienced an orgasm right there in her room with her cousin watching her. She writhed on her bed for a second and then suddenly lay still.

She stared wide eyed at the ceiling. It was over. She finished and her cousin saw everything. She didn't move. It was as if she hoped he'd just leave on his own and they'd never speak of it again. She couldn't look at him. Her face flushed the more and more she thought of it. Suddenly, she was so overwhelmed with shame and embarrassment that she began to cry. As soon as she felt a tear on her face, she covered her eyes with her arm, "Don't you knock?" She asked trying to act like it was no big deal, but her voice cracked and trembled as she sobbed quietly.

 

[Pavlov Syndrome]

Laone knew he should have just left right there, maybe pretended like he hadn't seen anything or was distracted by something else. The truth of the matter was, however, it was then at that point that the feelings that had gone through his mind over the past year, kept him planted right there was he watched the woman writhe on the bed. He had no words that could explain why he continued to stand there so for that moment, he simply did and watched her.

It wasn't until she began to cry that he felt as though he could move once more and instead of just leaving, he went into the room. As much as he enjoyed what he had just seen, he couldn't stand to see her crying like that and soon, sat down on the edge of her bed, looking back at her. Reaching over to place a hand on her shoulder, he then said "Scarlet...don't cry, please..I didn't mean to..." He bit at his lip, he couldn't think of much to say to really help her feel better at this point. She probably felt more embarrased than he thought.

"It's all right...really, I didn't see much..." he attempted to comfort her further, hoping that she would believe him. He knew though, that he saw more than he had actually ever hoped to see. To him, it was a wonderful sight but to see her like this, he wondered if she would be all right.

 

[ZhenShanMei]

"Yeah, right." She muttered. Scarlet was watching him the whole time. Up until her climax, he was staring at her. Of course he was shocked. Seeing her like that probably petrified him and will scar him for life. In that moment, Scarlet sat up and buried her face in her hands, "I'm sorry, Laone. I-I should have just locked the door- I shouldn't have even been doing that in the first place."

Scarlet was really feeling guilty and afraid that her cousin would go off spreading rumors about her that she was a whore and deiced maybe it would be best if she explained everything to him, "I- . . . I have this problem. I can't stop. I've tried to. I really have, but it just keeps coming back. I love erotic things. I think about sex all the time. I mean, I'm still a virgin but I can't stop looking at porn and hentai and playing with myself and reading erotic books and . . . and I even bought myself a vibrator. I wonder sometimes if I could... do it . . . just once, maybe I wouldn't be so . .. so addicted." She scoffed and then turned, "But that's never going to happen," Falling face first onto her bed, Scarlet's voice was heard muffled against the pillows, "Nobody even likes me at school . . . I'm too much of a geek."

 

[Pavlov Syndrome]

Laone knew that what he had just seen, while to him may have seemed like the greatest sight of his life, was now making her miserable beyond belief. It was a bit much and as she sat up and buried her face into her hands, he couldn't help but lean in and wrap his arms about her. Holding her tightly, he then made a light shushing noise as he attempted to calm her a bit by saying "It's all right...I mean...everyone does it...It's healthy, in some ways..."

It wasn't until she began to confess that he leaned himself back on the bed, removing his arms from around her so that he could look at her properly. Listening to this seemed a bit too much to believe, this person had been living in the same house with him for almost a year? How could he have never realized it before? Shaking his head for just a moment, he then said "That's...that's normal, lots of people think about these things, you know?" He was unsure of what to tell her about everything else that she had said though. In his mind, he could simply only think about all of the naughty things she had possibly been doing in the house, perhaps even while he was around. Taking a slow breath after she flopped down, he reached his hand out and gently rubbed her shoulder as he said "Come now...you just haven't met the right person yet. You can't let yourself get down."

 

[ZhenShanMei]

With teary eyes and a runny nose, Scarlet turned to face him, "Y-you think so?" She forced a smiled and wiped her tears, "Thanks, but it really is a problem for me and I want to stop. I . . . I've thought about seeking counseling, but I've always been too embarrassed to tell anyone about it. Do . . . um, do you think you can help me, Laone?" She asked timidly. "All I need you to do it keep an eye on me and make sure I keep my mind off of dirty stuff and don't . . . do bad things. Please?"