BrainyGirl
Moon
- Joined
- Feb 8, 2013
hey babe long time no talk. Still mad?
She stared at the text for a long time wondering if it was worth replying to. Still mad? Still-fucking-mad?! He only up and left to goddamn Reno, without telling her in advance, to go to a "bachelor party" for a friend he couldn't name, nor had she--in their three year long relationship--ever met. That was three days ago, and yes, she was still mad. Sighing she turned off her phone and pocketed it, not wanting to allow any more communication to interrupt her day. As she pushed her phone into the pocket of her jeans, she grabbed her wallet from her nightstand and threw on a denim jacket over her tshirt. It was time for a walk.
Jenny Mae Leverette was mildly used to the treatment to be honest. For whatever reason, be it her fault or not, she had yet to find herself in a position where this kind of shit wasn't happening. According to her mother, they were cursed. At twenty-five, she had yet to have significant other not significantly fuck her over. Cheating, stealing, drugs, she had seen it all. She understood now why her mother never married.
"Men will make you their world only for as long as it takes for you to make them part of yours. It's the chase Jenny. Men just want to chase and get their dicks wet."
She wasn't sure if she believed that quite yet, but with every passing year it made a little bit more sense.
She didn't have any particular place she wanted to go, but her feet found her usual cafe, and she pushed through the wooden door reveling in the scent of strong coffee and sweet teas. As a regular she had the privilege of a smiling barista who barely had to be asked to start making her americano. It was nice to chit-chat though, even though it was a little void of meaning. She took a window seat and looked out at darkening sky. It was at least 6:00pm, why was she drinking coffee? Was this some form of self sabotage? Taking a sip of her coffee she just let herself sit in the warm blanket of smells and quiet indie music wondering if her life was ever going to become normal.
She stared at the text for a long time wondering if it was worth replying to. Still mad? Still-fucking-mad?! He only up and left to goddamn Reno, without telling her in advance, to go to a "bachelor party" for a friend he couldn't name, nor had she--in their three year long relationship--ever met. That was three days ago, and yes, she was still mad. Sighing she turned off her phone and pocketed it, not wanting to allow any more communication to interrupt her day. As she pushed her phone into the pocket of her jeans, she grabbed her wallet from her nightstand and threw on a denim jacket over her tshirt. It was time for a walk.
Jenny Mae Leverette was mildly used to the treatment to be honest. For whatever reason, be it her fault or not, she had yet to find herself in a position where this kind of shit wasn't happening. According to her mother, they were cursed. At twenty-five, she had yet to have significant other not significantly fuck her over. Cheating, stealing, drugs, she had seen it all. She understood now why her mother never married.
"Men will make you their world only for as long as it takes for you to make them part of yours. It's the chase Jenny. Men just want to chase and get their dicks wet."
She wasn't sure if she believed that quite yet, but with every passing year it made a little bit more sense.
She didn't have any particular place she wanted to go, but her feet found her usual cafe, and she pushed through the wooden door reveling in the scent of strong coffee and sweet teas. As a regular she had the privilege of a smiling barista who barely had to be asked to start making her americano. It was nice to chit-chat though, even though it was a little void of meaning. She took a window seat and looked out at darkening sky. It was at least 6:00pm, why was she drinking coffee? Was this some form of self sabotage? Taking a sip of her coffee she just let herself sit in the warm blanket of smells and quiet indie music wondering if her life was ever going to become normal.