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Sandy
Planetoid
- Joined
- Apr 15, 2013
hi everybody, thanks for looking in on my thread
i'm not new to roleplay, but very, very new to sexual and force play, and would appreciate your help and patience.
my character is easily defined - i will be pretty much myself, younger or older is possible (i'm 32 right now), but since i can only write about things i know, it will always be me.
so who am i?
5' 4'', kinda athletic, long blond hair, blue eyes, married (3 children, but i don't want my husband or children actively involved in this, they can be mentioned though, just not part of it) and working as a rn (part time because my children are still very young) ~ (photo can be supplied so you would have a good idea what your "vitim" looks like)
my neighbours and friends would describe me as a friendly, outgoing person, who is a biddy too proper and blushes too easily as soon as someone mentions anything sexual
my patients and colleagues would say that i am competent and carring
my husband would probably complain about me being too conservative when it comes to nudity and sex (i like bulky sweaters/t-shirts, jeans and comfy shoes like sneakers)
so why am i here?
nobody (well, except those who were involved and my husband) know that i was raped when i was 19, and weird as it sounds, that horrible experience stayed with me forever, and for all those years, the fear, pain and absolute humiliation and degradation i had to go through, left a void inside me, a void that i need to fill somehow. (ask me if you want to know more)
my husband is a wonderful man and would never even consider roleplaying someone evil, so where does that leave me? right here i guess
what am i looking for?
that's pretty easy, i want to get this feeling of total fear back into my life. i want to be scared, humiliated, in pain, agony and most of all, i want to be the innocent and helpless girl again who i was 13 years ago.
what am i looking for in a rp partner?
you should be cruel and like to humiliate and hurt me in any possible way
you have to be intelligent and enjoy the fact that i hate and fear every second
you should be able to manipulate me and get into my mind
you have to love the fact that i will stay completely dry and feel only pain when you rape me
you should see me as property, not a human being
possible scenario:
kidnapping would be the easiest, but for a long term play, you could use the pictures and videos you made during the kidnapping to blackmail me forever. i would rather die than have my family, friends, neighbours and coworkers see naked and abused (i never told anyone about the real rape except my husband, but that was years later)
you are my therapist and abuse not just the trust i put into you....but also my mind and body
a frustrated ex bf who doesn't want to accept that it is over
a vicious neighborhood stalker
if you have any other ideas, i'm open, as long as i can be myself
sandy
i'm not new to roleplay, but very, very new to sexual and force play, and would appreciate your help and patience.
my character is easily defined - i will be pretty much myself, younger or older is possible (i'm 32 right now), but since i can only write about things i know, it will always be me.
so who am i?
5' 4'', kinda athletic, long blond hair, blue eyes, married (3 children, but i don't want my husband or children actively involved in this, they can be mentioned though, just not part of it) and working as a rn (part time because my children are still very young) ~ (photo can be supplied so you would have a good idea what your "vitim" looks like)
my neighbours and friends would describe me as a friendly, outgoing person, who is a biddy too proper and blushes too easily as soon as someone mentions anything sexual
my patients and colleagues would say that i am competent and carring
my husband would probably complain about me being too conservative when it comes to nudity and sex (i like bulky sweaters/t-shirts, jeans and comfy shoes like sneakers)
so why am i here?
nobody (well, except those who were involved and my husband) know that i was raped when i was 19, and weird as it sounds, that horrible experience stayed with me forever, and for all those years, the fear, pain and absolute humiliation and degradation i had to go through, left a void inside me, a void that i need to fill somehow. (ask me if you want to know more)
my husband is a wonderful man and would never even consider roleplaying someone evil, so where does that leave me? right here i guess
what am i looking for?
that's pretty easy, i want to get this feeling of total fear back into my life. i want to be scared, humiliated, in pain, agony and most of all, i want to be the innocent and helpless girl again who i was 13 years ago.
what am i looking for in a rp partner?
you should be cruel and like to humiliate and hurt me in any possible way
you have to be intelligent and enjoy the fact that i hate and fear every second
you should be able to manipulate me and get into my mind
you have to love the fact that i will stay completely dry and feel only pain when you rape me
you should see me as property, not a human being
possible scenario:
kidnapping would be the easiest, but for a long term play, you could use the pictures and videos you made during the kidnapping to blackmail me forever. i would rather die than have my family, friends, neighbours and coworkers see naked and abused (i never told anyone about the real rape except my husband, but that was years later)
you are my therapist and abuse not just the trust i put into you....but also my mind and body
a frustrated ex bf who doesn't want to accept that it is over
a vicious neighborhood stalker
if you have any other ideas, i'm open, as long as i can be myself
sandy
