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Raika

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This wasn’t supposed to happen.
It was only supposed to have been a bit of fun.
Things had gotten out of hand to quickly and couldn’t be repaired.
And now he had nowhere to return to, nowhere to call home.

A blurry grey figure sprinted through the rain, wearing a grey parker, and nothing but a satin red g-string to cover their lower half, moisture streaked down the figures face, but whether that was from the tears she had cried earlier, or the relentless rain pattering from the dark clouds above was no longer clear to even the figure who one would assume was female to her feminine face, and long billowing red hair which was all drenched, sticking to her face and causing great discomfort. It was still pretty early in the evening, but the everfalling rain had been falling for almost three days now without any signs of ending, and the only people still out and about where either several streets on the main street, or the occasional worker heading home in their flashy automotive. Glaring at the sky ruefully, it was almost like the weather was mirroring the lonesome figures mind, Dark, clouded, and nowhere to go but down.

A cold shiver ran down the figure’s spine, a sensation akin to that of a heroine in a horror film who had carelessly wandered into the lair of a monstrous psychopath. The horrible feeling caused the figure to trip over himself, landing on all fours in the middle of the deserted street, a faint bit of blood trickling mingling with the steady layer of water below. It wasn’t a serious injury, but she’d grazed her knee’s, and her soft creamy white palms. Shivering again as she imagined those eerie pale eyes licking down her body the figure shook her head before forcing herself to stand, and continuing her journey. She’d only visited her brother’s place once after he’d moved out, her uncle hadn’t allowed her to visit ever since. “Axel….” she mumbled longingly, picturing and taking comfort in an age old image of her brothers broad shoulders carrying her when she’d tripped over as a child.

She didn’t know how long she’d been running, but eventually she arrived in front of a familiar looking building, she couldn’t be sure since her vision had suddenly fogged up again with a fresh burst of tears, relief washing over her already as she took her first hopeful steps, it’d been years since she’d seen her brother, and seeing as how her hair had grown, her features matured a bit, she was worried if he’d recognize her. Especially since her brother had known her as a he, not a female. Well, she could prove she was a guy if it came down to it…. Actually a quick glance downward would reveal that Sasha was a boy regardless so that wasn’t much of an issue.

Taking shelter from the rain, she climbed a flight of stairs before making her way to the room in her mind. A slight spring in her step as she hurried onwards, lowering the hood of the parker and fixing her hair up, rubbing away the stray tears, and making herself look as presentable as she could in her drenched state, butterflies flew rampantly in her stomach to the point where she stopped one door too soon, lifting her hand to knock on the door, only to stop mid swing with an absolutely horrified look on her face. A white sticker with the words “For Lease” printed in red bold letters, she hadn’t considered the possibility that her brother had moved, and with no idea where he could have gone, she was genuinely without a home now. Collapsing on the cold floor, her mind began panicking, she didn’t want to go back, not back to that terrifying prison. Flooded with despairing thoughts she didn’t even notice as the door next door suddenly clicked open and a familiar figure walked out.
 
RE: Refuge Within

It was raining again, for the third night in a row the skies cried and drenched the streets. It was wet and miserable, and no matter how much a person liked the rain, too much of it was rather depressing. It was like eating too much Sushi, Axel thought. It was rather delicious, but after too much you feel sick. He had a similar sensation as he looked out of his apartment's window and onto the cold looking streets and grey skies. It was rather lonely here, but atleast he'd moved out and was living on his own now. Life with his uncle was un-bearable. That man was suffocating, a true monster in human form. A frown immediately came along Axel's lips at the memories of how his Uncle would try and touch him when Axel was younger, and the many fights and quarrels he and his uncle got into. The only thing that kept him there for more than a day in the first place was Sasha. Just at that thought his frown took over his entire expression, and the feeling of guilt gripped at his heart like a hook. He'd left his little brother there all alone, at the mercy of his uncle. He had no idea that his uncle would try and touch his brother the same way he attempted to molest Axel himself, since it had been a long time and he quietly prayed and hoped for his uncle to abandon such thoughts.

Still, he'd left him there alone. There was no way he could have taken his brother. On a student budget, living alone to begin with was difficult and financially stressful. The apartment was somewhat nice, but it had taken him his entire life savings to obtain it. Now he worked two jobs on simultaneous days, and still went to school. It was unusual for a boy of only seventeen to live alone, but parents were not in the picture and he could no longer bear the abuse of his uncle.

"This is depressing."

He whispered to himself aloud, trying to snap his mind away from all the thoughts that clouded his mind. He got up off of the couch he sat on and looked around the house, Gods it was a bigger mess than ever. A young man living alone doesn't exactly have the cleanest of apartments. "I need a maid." he grunted out in frustration as he walked around the apartment trying to clean a few things here and there. He picked up a couple of shirts and pants that were thrown on the ground, and shoved them in a laundry basket by the kitchen. The apartment was a little roomy, only because the tenant on his left had opened up two apartments onto each other previous to Axel moving in, so he ended up getting lucky with a good deal. There was a kitchen, one bathroom, a small living area, and one somewhat roomy bedroom with one king sized bed. He picked up the basket and set it by the front door, figuring he'd take out the trash and then head to the laundromat. He grabbed the black bag and opened up the door, humming a tune as he threw the bag over his shoulder and took one step outside.

He'd never tilted his head and laid eyes on something so surprising before. His eyes were locked onto...instead of the usual pavement, a crying and whimpering girl who's staring right back at him. Instantly, a light flush came along his face when his eyes traced over her. She was wet and her top was drenched, he flushed more so when he realized she wore nothing besides that top. It took him a few seconds for everything to click, before he finally snapped out of it and dropped the garbage bag, running those two steps towards her as the wind blew the rain sideways and into his face. He was wearing nothing but a pair of boxer briefs and a tanktop, the dumpster was right beneath him anyways and all he had to do was throw it over, so there was no need to get dressed.

He kneeled down and grabbed both of her arms lightly, his eyes locking onto her own.

"Miss, miss! Are you alright? What are you doing out here?"
 
RE: Refuge Within (Rave/Ookami)

Sasha had lifted ‘his’ head to and glanced absent mindedly in the direction Axel was standing, but nothing registered in his mind. He was royally screwed over now, in more ways than one if he was forced to go back to living with his uncle. Sasha had money, not enough to waste, but enough to live luxuriously…. But no one in their right mind would rent out a room to a thirteen year old brat, and even if he were to get lucky he doubted his uncle would sing the legal guardian parent papers which’d confirm his freedom. Axel had been his last thread of hope in escaping hell on earth, but apparently his brother had forsaken him again. The same way he’d abandoned him so many years ago.

The fleeting possibility of suicide crossed the boy’s mind. He wasn’t sure if he’d be guaranteed death by jumping off the ledge here, but it was worth a try right? If he fell head first and cracked his skull, he’d be freed from the private photoshoots and compulsory ‘shows’ he had to put on for his uncle and his friends right? Death started seemingly like a more preferable possibility with each passing moment, and just as Sasha had decided he’d at least take a peek over the ledge, a kind familiar voice rang in his ears. The sound echoing in his head over and over again with no way of escaping, he clung on to every sound, cherishing the voice, but not really comprehending the words. All attempts to decipher what had been said immediately being abandoned when he looked up into what was most definitely his beloved brother’s face.

“Axel…?” The boy whimpered, skyblue eyes peering up at the older boy in disbelief, the man before him had grabbed his hands and was shaking him a bit rougher than he’d like, but despite spending years apart there were just some things that never changed. And when Axel’s eyes responded with recognition to that name Sasha had called, Sasha couldn’t hold himself back anymore. Suddenly kicking off the ground with every shred of energy he had left in him to pounce on the face he’d so longed to see.

The man had obviously not been expecting Sasha to jump on him, and seemed to lose his balance a bit. After all, kneeling wasn’t an ideal position to be in when it came to balance.

“Axel, Axel, Axel, Axel” Sasha cried desperately, hugging his older brother close and moistening his brothers tanktop with tears and rain water that had seeped into his clothes. There were so many things he wanted to ask, to share, and most importantly to beg for, but Sasha was lost in the moment. He’d felt a sense of resentment at times towards his brother, but for now the only emotion that filled his slender little body was joy and relief.
 
RE: Refuge Within (Rave/Ookami)

Before he even knew it, the little girl he'd come over to help had pounced on his face and clung to him for dear life. To say that he was shocked would have been an understatment, since she knocked him off balance and he fell onto his back with her along with him, laying ontop of him. He hit his head accidentally on the pavement and winced lightly because of it, and because of that it took him a few moments to register things. His head tilted up to eye the woman that just knocked him over, to take in the familiar shape. He gazed upon her long, red hair, which had such a familiar color to it. His eyes then wandered downwards towards her torso...no breasts what so ever, just a pair of hardened nipples showing from beneath the wet fabric. Then, he gazed onto his legs and they were scrapped and hurt, bleeding just a little. He could feel something press against his stomach, but he ignored it as something else clicked in.

That voice...this person just called him by name over and over, and that familiar whimper and cry...it was all clicking in. They had the same hair, some body type, same voice, and were at his door-step. His gaze finally returned from being blurry and he realized who it was, only for his eyes to widen in disbelief.

"Sasha?! Is that you?!"

He stared at his brother as he continued to wordlessly whimper and cry at his chest, and instinctively, without a second thought, Axel sat up and wrapped his arms tightly around his little brother. He pressed him into his chest so he could feel every little embrace of skin, Axel's voice a quiet yell. "What are you doing here! You're soaking, look at you! How'd you even remember how to find me?"

His questions were answered with more tears and whimpers, yet despite all the confusion Axel couldn't hide the face that he was elated to see his brother...his beautiful brother. He never admitted it, but Axel had always harboured...a different kind of emotion for his brother. The way his brother's cute ass fit perfectly in his hand, the way he looked, the way he dressed...he'd loved his brother, in more ways than a brother should. Now was not the time for these thoughts. He slipped his hands along the bottom of Sasha's little bruised behind and picked him up, wrapping both of his brother's legs around his waist and having his hands hang off his neck.

"Come on, lets get you inside baby."

He walked into the apartment with Sasha attached to him with all the strength he had left. He let a hand go to grab one of the towels hanging off a chair, perhaps being messy paid off there. Taking the towel with one hand, he walked over to the couch and sat down with Sasha attached to him. Now his hands were free, and he began to slowly dry his little, adorable brother.

"Sasha..."

He simply whispered his name, hopeful that his brother would give him an explanation.
 
RE: Refuge Within (Rave/Ookami)

The stress and worry that had gradually built up over the past few weeks were swiftly swept away as her brother called her name, a fleeting smile crossing her pert little lips as she playfully nuzzled her face against his chest as she enjoyed the ‘surprised’ response she’d managed to elicit from her brother. While Axel probably hadn’t even considered the possibility of Sasha coming here, Sasha had dreamt about this day on a daily basis, there hadn’t been a single day in her life when she hadn’t thought of what happened to her brother and for a few years she’d gotten religious and prayed to God each night to watch over her brother and keep him well. She’d stopped praying to God when her uncle had caught her and yelled at her and accused her of being stupid, her faith in God too dissipating over the next few months until she concluded the absence of some higher being. But that didn’t stop her from wishing her brother well, and hoping that he’d one day come back and take her away from their dreaded uncle.

Days turned into months, and then years, but her brother never did come back to get her. Her uncle had tried to convince her that her brother had died, the same way Sasha’s parents had passed on, but Sasha simply wouldn’t believe it. And now she knew for certain that her brother was alive and well….. and a lot more handsome than she remembered. The Axel in Sasha’s mind was a short spunky youth with golden hair, a childish grin on his face that would pull her around the playground cheerfully, while also having a protective serious side to him. The man before her though…. Well some things remained the same. For starters he still had the same distinguishing features, and was still taller than Sasha, though the height discrepancy had grown over the year as Axel had entered a growth spurt Sasha was yet to experience. Another thing that remained unchanged was his strength, Sasha could still remember the warmth of his brothers back when he’d piggybacked her all those years ago, and now she was being lifted into the air again. Though like his height, the burden of lifting her up seemed to have easened significantly as well.

Holding on affectionately as her brother carried her, she held herself close to him, pressing her body up against his not only for warmth, but out of partial fear that if she let go, she’d lose him forever. Axel was her only reason to live now, work was tiresome, school boring, and family…. Well Axel was the only family she had as far as she was concerned. Nodding her head quietly at Axels suggestion she obediently held still as she was taken inside the unfamiliar room. A fair bit messier than she’d expected, and there was no telling how long it’d been since it had gotten a proper clean, but regardless it was warm, and the room was scented with an odor she’d fantasized about for years. The familiar heartwarming scent of her brother, she remembered sneaking in to her brothers room after he’d left over and over again in hopes that she’d be able to feel her brother again. If not in sight, at least in one of the other senses, and when that wasn’t possible, she could still imagine the room as it had been before her brother had moved out. Simulating a conversation and talking to the wall like a looney.

Making no move to slip of Axel’s lap, she looked up slowly at her brothers eyes when her name was called, two pairs of blue eyes staring at eachother. She knew she owed her brother an explanation, why she was here, how she’d got injured, what had happened since her brothers departure. Of particular concern was how their uncle’s place was a good hour drive by car seeing as how Axel had made an effort to move as far away from his uncle as possible. Judging from Sasha’s attire it was clear she hadn’t been driven, and not holding anything besides the clothes on her body, it didn’t look like she’d managed to use public transport either.

There were so many questions undoubtedly lingering in Axel’s head, and Sasha wasn’t dumb enough not to know that she’d eventually have to answer them. But for now she only had one thing to say to her brother.

“I missed you Axel…”
 
RE: Refuge Within (Rave/Ookami)

As he held his brother there, he never felt more protective of him. There was this feeling of relief that haunted him, and that feeling brought along guilt. How could he be relieved when his own beautiful little brother was so wet and messed up, scratched and scared? He tried to shake the questions off of his mind, and accepted the fact that he had just been longing for his bother this whole time, and the fact that he was in his lap surged through him an uncontrollable, illogical sensation of relief and affection. He looked down at Sasha, who was smiling and hanging on for dear life. He didn't want him to let go, In fact if Sasha had tried to move away, Axel's body would have instinctively pulled him back. He threw the towel away for now and his hands slipped down to hold his brother by the rear once more, and pull their hips against one another. Just then, he looked down and took notice of the fact that Sasha was in a measly, thin thong and his cock had been hanging out of it. An instant flush came along Axel's face, and went redder than a tomato in the matter of seconds. Then he started to remember how his brother was.

Sasha was always picked on for the way he dressed him. It wasn't just a matter of clothing however, as he was much more feminine than the boys his age. When boys in his class would talk about fighting and action figures, he would be looking at dresses and wearing things like what he had on now. Axel shook his head quickly to snap himself out of it, just as he caught Sasha's small answer for his many questions.

Axel couldn't help but give a warm smile as he looked downwards towards his brother, their blue eyes connecting and refusing to leave each other's gaze. Axel leaned downwards with that same warm smile, and placed a gentle kiss at the corner of Sasha's lips. His hands lifted to stroke and caress Sasha's sides, letting the little one tighten his leg's grip around his waist.

"I missed you too, beautiful."

He'd always called him beautiful, and Sasha had always smiled beautifully when he was called such. He knew his brother had a rough time adapting to his surroundings and accepting himself, so by simply calling him what Axel really thought he was, it elated Sasha, and Axel couldn't be more happy about that fact.

"We need to get you cleaned up...how about a bath, hm? And then you can tell me what happened."
 
RE: Refuge Within (Rave/Ookami)

For the first time in a long time the small boy felt like he was safe, safe from greasy old men. Sasha had been tempted by his uncle and his friends into doing lewd things for ages now, but not once had the idea appealed to him. No matter how many gifts he was given he simply refused to cross a certain line he’d drawn for himself, or so he’d thought. His uncle’s offer to call back Axel in exchange for Sasha’s body had been one the boy had seriously considered, his proud history of ‘not once’ smashed into pieces with one simple offer,, he’d gone as far as stripping for his uncle and parting his legs ready to accept the ugly fat cock inside him…. But he couldn’t do it. And when he’d tried to run away he been beaten, and locked away without food.

The mere memory was enough to make him feel empty and cold, his eyes losing their luster and being replaced with a dull cold look. All this just because his brother had called him beautiful. As a child he’d loved his brother’s casual words of affection, his heart bubbling over with joy at each utterance, the words had once held a strong hold over a part of his heart… but that hold had been weakened and corrupted by his uncle. Cheap words of praise didn’t incite the same joy that once was, and not even his brothers voice could change that. Now whenever Sasha heard such words he immediately associated it with his uncle trying to get in his pants. Even his brothers hand cupping his ass suddenly felt wrong, and he tentatively reached over and pushed the hand away apologetically. His downcast eyes clearly indicating that something was wrong.

“I’ll clean myself up” he mumbled moodily, trying to smile reassuring up at his brother, but only managing an awkward frown before turning his head away and trying to walk off towards what he assumed was the bathroom.
 
RE: Refuge Within (Rave/Ookami)

The last thing Axel expected was for Sasha to react the way he did after being so affectionate at first. When his hand was pushed off, Axel's mouth dropped just lightly in surprise. He instantly looked into Sasha's eyes, looking for an answer within them, only to find that he was met with an awkward from, which mirrored itself on Axel's lips. Then, Sasha was gone. He was off his brother's lap with those cold, yet sad words and Axel didn't know what to say. He was stunned that his brother reacted that way, and his mind instantly remembered something that made his body shiver in pure cold. His eyes widened and his body trembled at what he'd just thought of. He, Axel himself, would have reacted the same way back then...back when his uncle would try to...

He couldn't afford the time to stop and think about what happened to him, quickly he rose to his feet and followed Sasha who was walking into the broom closet instead of the bathroom. The sad frown on Axel's face vanished, and was replaced with a gentle and handsome smile. He'd always had that ability, to mask all real emotions and fear with a warm smile that lit up the room. He hadn't smiled like that in a while for anyone, but now seemed as perfect a time as any. He opened the bathroom door and motioned for Sasha when his head turned to look. "In here Sasha...there should still be a clean towel for you there. Make sure to adjust the hot water knob enough so it doesn't burn."

He waited till Sasha walked up to him, and brushed a stray hair away from his face.

"If you need any help, I'll be right outside this door, Okay?"
 
RE: Refuge Within (Rave/Ookami)

Sasha didn’t even know where he was going, completely disoriented, his mind was torn between two conflicting desires, to be with his brother, and to get away from the creepy feeling that had crept up. Sasha’s trauma was so severe that for a second he hadn’t doubted that he was actually sitting on his uncle’s lap and not his brothers, and hence had swiftly moved away, not wanting Axel to see the disgusted look that had flickered over his face.

Misdirected, and nearly smacked in the head by a broom handle, he probably wouldn’t have found the bathroom in an hour considering his mental state. But fortunately Axel’s quick thinking seemed to have saved him the trouble. Trying to force another smile as he walked past the tall blond, he managed a forced smirk like expression, and was about to apologize when Axel brushed a few stands out of his face and offered his assistance in the most appropriate way possible. The gesture silently conveying that Sasha didn’t need to force himself, Sasha closed his parted lips and nodded his head.

“I’ll be fine…” he stated a bit coldly taking a step inside the bathroom before stopping, tipping his head to the side cutely before turning around and grabbing Axel’s hand. His head lowered so that the tinge of crimson on his cheeks would be hidden by strands of red. “inside this door” the boy corrected, tugging weakly on Axel’s hand to indicate he wanted Axel to stay where he could see him. Being watched while he stripped naked would surely make him feel uncomfortable, but the silly possibility that Axel would be gone when Sasha finished bathing was something he feared much more strongly.

“Please?” he begged softly, conveying his insecurity, the last time they’d been together in a bathroom had been together in a bathtub. But neither of them were the appropriate age to be bathing together anymore. The realization on how quickly time had passed stinging Sasha from inside his heart. He endured the risk of letting Axel see the blush and looked up pleadingly, his light blue eyes shimmering in the fluorescent light.
 
RE: Refuge Within (Rave/Ookami)

Axel was trying his best not to step on any of Sasha's toes or say the slightest thing that would trigger a memory. He figured he would wait and give Sasha his full privacy so he would get over his fears, only for the un-expected to happen. Sasha turned and took his hand, his brother's small, delicate and scratched hand slipping into his own delicately. Axel looked up at Sasha who had tipped his head cutely and turned around to look back at Axel as their hands held together. His eyes locked onto his brothers and would not leave them, greeting him with that same warm, comforting smile. He knew Sasha was conflicted, slipping from a cold, beaten state of mind into a mindset of fear, fear of loss and neglect. The best thing Axel could do to comfort was smile warmly, make sure that even if Sasha was in the coldest of places, he could still see a ray of sunshine in that smile. Axel gave Sasha a re-assuring nod to his request, and despite his ignorance to the fact, a red blush formed over Axel's face, bridging across his nose and manifesting in his cheeks. He kneeled down for a moment so he was eye to eye with Sasha, lacing his fingers with his brothers for an extra sense of security as he pulled him towards him just a little.

"Anything you want, mister."

He said with a smile, before nuzzling his brother for a second or two. He knew that such an affectionate act could not be associated with such a horrible and disgusting man as his uncle, and figured it would ease his discomfort. He walked into the bathroom and gently tugged Sasha along, turning to close the door behind him. He led his brother to the tub, and extended a hand to turn the hot water knob on. He put the cork in so the water wouldn't escape, Sasha would need a nice bath to get all the scrapes and dirt smudges off of his body. He then sat down and leaned his back against the tub's wall as he waited for the water to fill, Sasha still in hand, Axel's smile looking bright at his brother.

"Alright, take those dirty clothes off and toss them in the basket over there."
 
RE: Refuge Within (Rave/Ookami)

With the euphoria of reuniting with his brother passed, and then the fear of his uncle slowly fading away Sasha was slowly starting to regain himself as an individual person. Actually managing a small, but proper smile at his brother leaned in and nuzzled him, the sweet gesture causing the boy to purr seductively, it wasn’t intentional but Sasha couldn’t help the small burst of heat that gasped past his lips. His body heating up just a bit, the boy softly squeezed his back on his brothers entwined fingers, holding on firmly as if it were some sort of lifeline.

Watching as the tub filled, Sasha had initially thought it’d take forever, but the tub was filled pretty quickly, and Axel’s suggestion to strip resounded in the room, slicing the silence in half and causing Sasha’s heart to beat just a little bit faster. Firstly there was the problem that he couldn’t take his parker off… not without untangling his fingers from Axel’s. He considered letting go and quickly discarding his top before latching back on, but instead he shuffled around clumsily with one hand, slipping one side off before turning around and grabbing Axel wrist with his free hand before releasing the original hand and forcing the remainder of the parker off.

Sasha blushed intensely now, completely exposed save two thin stringy fabrics that would never be accepted as bathers at a local swimming pool. The satin fabric hardly managing to cover up the important bits. Sasha could feel his brothers eyes on him, but unlike when his uncle looked, he found it less disturbing, in fact it felt like his body was being set ablaze, a sensation far different from the greasy ice cold shivers that assaulted him normally.

Embarassed Sasha couldn’t bring himself to strip anymore. Clutching on to his brother hip and burying his face into the tanktop. The logic was flawed, just because Sasha couldn’t see Axel, that didn’t mean the taller boy wasn’t able to look down at him. “Axel?” he asked cautiously not sure how his comment would be received. “You said anything I want right?” he continued sounding more than a bit reluctant. “I changed my mind, can we go in together?” he squeaked the last part nervously. Not even sure himself what he was saying. Sasha couldn’t really say much else, a different kind of fear, a fear or rejection slowly creeping into his mind as he waited for a response.
 
RE: Refuge Within (Rave/Ookami)

The more he looked over his brother, the more his more primal urges began to spring within his body. Axel was not your average teenager, and there was a reason he could overcome his uncle and Sasha could not. Ever since he could remember, Axel suffered from a Bi-polar disorder than manifested itself...interestingly. He looked like the friendliest and most approachable person on the outside, but if he was triggered sexually in any manner, he would instantly switch. It was not a pretty sight when he did. It happened at first when he was blooming, around Sasha's age in fact. It was at school, when one of the older girls had taken him by his hand and together, they hid in the school's storage room. The girl had sexual intentions in mind, and it was Axel's first time encountering something like this. Before long, the girl was running out crying and Axel was charged with assault despite being only thirteen at the time. When he was sexual, he was angry, he became...dominant. Every girl or boy that had ever attempted anything with Axel ended up leaving him, no one could stand the way Axel treated them when he was in that mood. It wasn't a relationship at that point...he treated them like he was the master and they were the slave, like they were beneath him.

His train of thought came to an abrupt ending as he watched Sasha adorably struggle to get out of his clothes using only one hand, while the other remained thoroughly intact and laced with his own. He would have adorably smiled, but other thoughts were on his mind. Now he really felt old, when he gazed upon his brother's body and wondered when he grew so slender, when did he get so...teasing. It wasn't anything he did purposely, but it was the way Sasha carried himself, the way he moved, the way his hair hid his blush and his eyes looked at Axel. He couldn't help but bite his lower lip lightly when Sasha finally stripped his parker off completely, smiling as he adjusted his hand holding to accommodate Sasha. Just then, his eyes gazed down upon Sasha's lower body and whatever he had on. You could not call that piece of string underwear, not even a thong at that. He flushed a little more as it barely contained Sasha's cock, letting it hang out effortlessly. A clear of the throat and Sasha's grab of his hips was enough to snap him out of his daze yet again, and he nodded at Sasha's first question, as rhetorical as it was.

"Yes Sasha, anything you need."

And then came his request, which made Axel's face as red as a human face could be. He had to bite his lip harder than before to stop himself from literally letting out a grunt or small moan of anticipation, and stopped his thoughts for a second so he could calm down. He took a deep breath, and his hand sank into Sasha's hair, brushing and twirling it lightly.

"Alright Sasha...let's take a bath together. We haven't done that since we were younger...I'll take good care of you, just like I did back then."

He smiled at his brother, and leaned down to place a kiss atop his head. Letting Sasha hold him, his hands raised and grabbed his tank top, slipping it off of his body and throwing it in the laundry bag. If Axel had any spare time, he would use it to mold and shape his body in the way he desired, and so his chest, arms, and abdomen were toned and muscled. His body looked like it was sculpted, not overly muscular and overbearing but fronting just the right amount of tone, his legs were the same. His hand then slipped down to hold Sasha's.

"One more to go."

He said a little hesitantly, nervously even, before using his free hand to slip down the pair of boxer briefs he had on. Just then, everything was revealed and Axel was as naked as Sasha. The moment those boxer briefs went down, his cock sprang up like it was being held captive by the underwear. Naturally, they'd both seen each other's more private parts before but it had been a few years...still, they were going to bathe together, it had to be done. Axel was rather blessed in that area, thankfully, endowed with an impressive length of eight inches or so, a fine cock for any woman...or little brother.

With that, the worst was over and with a deep breath, he looked down at Sasha and smiled.

"After you, little one."
 
RE: Refuge Within (Rave/Ookami)

Sasha trembled nervously as he waited for the moment his brother would refuse him. While Sasha was naïve at times, not even Sasha was dumb enough to not know how childish and stupid the request was. He didn’t have any friends at school as he seldom went, when his brother had left his uncle had re-enrolled him in a special school which was based around a home tutoring system. The odd occasions when those involved were required to meet up to socialize he’d passed disguised himself further and passed himself off as a common girl. And mingled with a few of the girls who’d sometimes talk about the hottest boy in the group. Sasha had always been a bit strange sexually, that much should have been obvious when he started wearing his late mother’s gowns and dresses. His brother had been relatively supportive, but it was his uncle who’d cheered him on the most. At first he thought it was just a family thing, but over the past year or so he’d learned that the enthusiasm had been quite wrongly motivated.

Whimpering nervously at the thought, he clung to Axel harder, shivering not from the cold but from the terror that lay in his past. His hopes were slightly raised when Axel agreed he’d do anything, and even more so when he felt those expansive big hands placed in his hair. He’d pulled away briefly to look up at Axel pleadingly, but the response he gave was perfect, joy flowing through his veins as he tackle hugged the older boy’s midriff, rubbing his cheek affectionate against Axel’s firm stomach, “Thank you, Thank you so much, you’re the best brother anyone could ask for” he smiled innocently, not at all aware of the bulgethat lay hidden beneath boxer shorts. What had pleased him so much was not only the acceptance of his request, but the fact that Axel had remembered him, and how they’d use to bathe together. As a child it had been one of the things he looked forward to in the evenings, splashing around innocently in a tub filled with water, together with his dearest brother, nothing had quite seemed the same after he’d left, the water had always been warm and fuzzy when together, but once Axel had left, even the hottest of baths seemed cold and lonely. The heat still stung, but there was no comfort of reprieve in the water, no gentle embrace from the liquid that engulfed his entire body.

Taking a step back to offer his brother some room to fulfil the request, he literally gasped in awe when his brother revealed the firm chest, and bulging abs. A stark contrast to Sasha who had barely any muscle, in fact he was rather skinny and slender even for a boy his age. He wasn’t grossly anorexic or anything, but standing beside his brother, one could help but imagine Sasha snapping in half if the older boy hugged him tightly.

For some reason Sasha’s heart picked it’s pace up once again, his eyes glazed over with awe as he started breathing heavier, his small little chest heaving, he was finding it difficult to breath, and figured it was the bra like garment around his chest. It wasn’t like he needed it or anything, but he couldn’t help exposed in public without it. His nipples already firm and hard from the sight before him, his own little cock of 3 inches was steadily growing and stretching the fabric of his underwear. An embarrassed blush quickly being followed by a quick slip of the garment, and then his hands covering the part that really mattered. The sight of Axel’s eight inch monster didn’t help him whatsoever, his face now a deep scarlet red as he looked down at the tiled floor, too nervous to move when his brother suggested they bathe. He bit his lip, uncertain what to say, but eventually settled on the words, “You’re really handsome…” he’d intended to say something after that, but had lost his trail of thought and quickly lowered his head again. His eyes occasionally flickering up and glancing at the firm abs and huge cock. It was every man’s dream to be well built and endowed like Axel, but Sasha could never see such a transformation happening to him. On the contrary he was a bit self-conscious of his size, and lack of muscle. He was no stranger to fantasizing about the opposite sex, but before he could get anywhere, his fantasies had been interrupted by his uncle shoving the girl away and trying to rape him before his brother would come along and rescue him. Carrying him away in a warm embrace. Sasha could feel the fear of being left alone building inside him again, the fear causing him to make a further request without thinking what it could be interpreted as “C-can I t-touch it?” he stuttered looking at Axel’s abs curiously, though from Axel’s perspective it probably wasn’t clear what exactly ‘it’ referred to.
 
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Their parent's pool gene certainly was kinder to Axel in terms of physicality. He had gained the muscle mass of his father, and certainly some luck to have his length be twice what his father's ever was. Sasha had been a more recessive recipient, taking more genes from their mother's side than his father's. The one thing that they truly shared was their eye color, perfect in every little detail. Those eyes were locked onto Sasha, from the moment he tackle hugged his stomach and praised Axel for being such a good brother, to the moment he back off. That smile stayed on Axel's face despite the blush that over-took his expression. The fact was that after a very long time, he was standing naked infront of his brother who was in the exact same situation. Yet, he was not as shy as Sasha. His eyes could not leave the enticing figure of his brother's body. The moment he slipped that little garment that barely held his little cock away, his eyes darted towards it trying to catch a glimpse before he hid it away with his hands. There were a few moments of silence, moments of exploration and study, where both of them tried to resist thoughts of lust and affection towards the other. Axel found himself constantly reminding himself, this is your brother, he's been through so much, you can't just act on these feelings.

Then everything snapped with that one single question. Axel had to make sure he heard it right, his eyes widening like never before as he looked down at Sasha. Touch 'it'? There's only one thing he could have meant by it. If Axel was blushing before, his face looked like a volcano about to erupt. His brother, who Axel has been trying his hardest for years not to take, not to touch, not to admit his feelings to, had just asked to touch...it. Without thought, his body instinctively reacted to the words. His cock found itself slowly, like a rising flag, hardening and pulsing at the thought, getting erect as it rose and pointed upwards till it was nearly eye to eye with Sasha's face. Yet, he couldn't deny his brother a request. Not right now, not after all he's been through. The least he could do was let his brother explore as he wished.

"Lets...get into the tub first, or the water will get cold. Then...you can touch whatever you want."

He pushed the words out of his mouth in a fluster, before taking his brothers hand and gently stepping over the Bath Tub's wall, taking Sasha with him. Axel sat down in the tub, and it was big enough that he could spread his legs forward and slightly apart, giving Sasha room to settle in between them. Naturally the new position meant Axel's cock was hardened and erect upwards, half of it's length poking out of the water, Axel's eyes unable to look at Sasha's anymore in that erotic position.

"Go on...touch it...p-...please..."
 
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Sasha seemed a bit crestfallen when his brother seemed to defer the request to a later time, his brother had a habit of doing that when they were kids too, never quite saying ‘no’ to anything Sasha asked for as long as it didn’t result in harm coming Sasha’s way. ‘Later’ always meant that Axel was just going to drag things out until Sasha either forgot or gave up. Though… now that he thought about it, Sasha could really blame his brother either. He sounded just like his creepy old uncle asking to touch another guy’s body. Sasha hated being touched by his uncle, so Axel probably felt uncomfortable if not disgusted by the silly request.

“Sor-“ the boy started apologizing, but the sight of Axel’s cock shooting up right infront of his face silenced him from uttering a single coherent word. His face going impossibly red, it’d happened to Sasha a few times when he felt ‘strange’ but when he’d asked his uncle, his uncle had only told them that it randomly happened when a male was ‘happy.’

Turning his face away Sasha didn’t know why he felt quite so embarrassed, but before he could run off and hide away Axel grabbed him by the hand and gently coerced him into the water, the warm fluid rising up to his hips, as Axel made himself comfortable. The long haired boy didn’t know what to do, or say, and eventually ended up standing stock still like a scarecrow until Axel assured him to sit down. His face was still a crimson red as he blew bubbles in the water, looking up nervously when Axel made a request of his own, shocking Sasha, and making the boy doubt his ears. He looked childishly around the room, as if checking to see if anyone was around. A common reaction made by someone who knew they were doing something wrong.

Sitting in a upright fetal position, Sasha had made great effort to try and keep contact between his skin and Axel’s body to a minimum. Afraid that the slightest touch of graze would offend his brother. He stayed still for a few seconds before looking up weakly at his brother, asking for confirmation that Axel meant what he said before shyly reaching out, his hand flinching visibly before touching the tip of Axel’s cock, it hadn’t been what Sasha had asked to touch, but it was just so…. Big. His hand wavered in the air a bit before slowly moving to the side, and tapping where the thigh met the pelvis, he couldn’t really reach any further than that, and his touch was fleeting, like a child testing the water. Blue orbs looked up worriedly, making sure once again that Axel didn’t seem upset before gently placing his fingers against Axel’s skin, sliding the tips of his fingers gently forward before his aoft palm was flat against Axel’s body, just an inch away from the throbbing hardness which Sasha simply couldn’t prevent his eyes from flickering too.
 
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It was getting too much for Axel to handle. The sexual tension that could be cut through with a knife. The desires that were literally overwhelming all of his senses as he watched his brother explore and touch. He needed that touch more than he thought he did. It had been...a considerable while since Axel had experienced anything sexually. He'd grown a bit of a reputation for being rough and violent with his mates, and that tends to spread around quickly. Thankfully, his brother knew nothing of it...but he knew it would come out, sooner or later it would. He needed to explain to Sasha quickly, so he doesn't scare him away like his uncle did.

The moment the tip of his cock was touched, it twitched against Sasha's hand in response, as if begging him to keep going. Axel's eyes never left Sasha's, as they watched him hesitate and slowly explore, taking his time to do everything. Once he looked up, once again for approval, Axel realized that if he didn't say something, Sasha would simply be hesitant the entire time, and possibly shy away from everything. At that, he leaned forward lightly, looking at Sasha the entire time to make sure he knows Axel isn't hurting him. He placed his hands under his brother's armpits and lifted him rather easily out of the water, turning him around and placing him on his lap. At that, he leaned down and tilted his head, to press a long, gentle kiss at the corner of Sasha's lip once more.

"Sasha...whatever you do, I will never tell you no. From now on, you have every permission to touch anything you want...I just need you to know that...if I ever get...a little...rough, it's only temporary, alright?"
 
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Sasha struggled a bit when he was mandhandled, but quickly relaxed when he realized he was only being placed on Axel’s lap, and that no harm would come to him. Or at least his body relaxed, his mind on the other hand was steaming and working overdrive, his entire body quite possibly more heated than the water around him, he could feel his brothers strong arms on either side of him, embracing in what Sasha assumed was a protective brotherly hugged, Sasha had to admit that it was embarrassing and really awkward, but it wasn’t unbearable, on the contrary it felt rather…. Nice? Squirming his cute little backside around on Axel’s lap, he tried to make himself a bit more comfortable, sort of enjoying the way his brothers hard defined muscles rubbed against his back, it was a new experience, and one that he found rather enjoyable, his enjoyment not entirely free of sexually connotations, but the majority of the feeling consisted of a playful childish nature.

Axel’s cock was poking out from between Sasha’s own legs now, the bulging shaft pressed firmly against his thigh and poking upward, it almost looked like a second cock protruding from Sasha’s scrotum, and his fear of being penetrated was directed askew as he giggled a bit at how strange and peculiar the sight was.

Such childlishness didn’t last long as Axel suddenly pressed his lips against his soft flesh. A burning sensation lingering long after he’d pulled away, Sasha tried to turn around, but quickly reconsidered, not wanting to look his brother in the eye right now, he simply nodded his head. “I-I don’t know what you mean, but I know you wouldn’t hurt me, you love me too much” he smiled nervously, not realizing that the love Axel had for him wasn’t purely of a sibling nature. Sasha took in a deep breath calming his nerves before turning his head around with a childish grin. “But I love you more so I win.” He stated triumphantly, completely oblivious to how Axel might interpret his words.
 
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Every string that held Axel's primality together was beginning to sever the more Sasha spoke, the more he moved along his lap and the more he watched his cock pertrude from between Sasha's legs like that. He couldn't hold himself back anymore from his brother, it'd been so long since he's taken in his brother's scent, felt his touch like this...it was un-bearable. His second nature was kicking in, and he was helpless to resist it. Nothing could be done to change this, and he knew Sasha had no where else to go. It was inevitable. Axel's hands moved to Sasha's waist and held him there a little tightly, before flashing a little smirk at his brother when his head turned and told him that he loved him more. Just then, seemingly out of nowhere, Axel leaned forward and pressed a surprising kiss against Sasha's lips. The feeling of his brother's hot, tender lips was too much for Axel to handle. His hips instinctively bucked and his cock twitched further.

Slowly, his hands lifted Sasha's waist to grind his cock upwards between his legs. He moved him up so he slid upwards along the shaft, the back of his cock grinding against Sasha's little, tender, untouched asshole and up past his balls. Then, naturally his cock grinded against Sasha's own before Axel lowered Sasha again, and repeated the process over and over as small heated breaths escaped his both. He was using Sasha's cock to grind against his own, his hands tight on Sasha's waist.

"I can't stop...myself anymore Sasha...I'm sorry...I can't. Just...grant me this request."

He groaned in the pleasure that the grinding of his brother against his cock gave him, hoping that his brother would just accept it and go along.
 
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The triumphant smile only lasted a fleeting half second before Sasha’s lips were forcibly pressed his lips against Sasha’s, the small boys lips parting wide open in a surprised gasp, inhaling his brothers warm breath and feeling the strange warmth fill his insides, his mind partially shutting down he closed his eyes in acceptance for a moment, enjoying the kiss far more than he should have when he felt a suddenly buck of the hips, the water around them sloshing around and making the whole world around him seemingly vibrate, the sensation causing his mind to wake up again, his eyes widening in fear as he tried to shake his head and pull away.

This was wrong, this was what his uncle had tried to get him to do. This was….

Feeling Axel’s hands on his hips, Sasha started squirming again, though this time it was simply to get away. Sasha had always known how to react when his uncle acted like this, guys were dangerous when they were like this, and the only way for Sasha to cope was to run to the bathroom and lock himself inside until the storm passed. Unfortunately he’d been completely caught off guard with Axel, and he didn’t know if any other room in the house came with a lock. He was trapped, and even if there was somewhere for him to hide, there was simply no way he could escape those powerful hands holding him firmly by the waist.

“Ahh, no Axel, stop!” he cried, tears starting to well up in his eyes as he felt Axel bucking his hips faster and faster, the water splashing out of the tub and drenching the tiled floor beside them. Sasha began thrashing around frantically, desperately trying to get away, but without any luck, he couldn’t bring himself to try and lash out at his brother, and there was no other way to prise those rough fingers off himself.

The worst part though was that Sasha himself was starting to get turned on, a quiet but clear little moan of pleasure escaping his lips as that thick juicy cock rubbed against his much smaller penis. “Axel…. I-I’m scared… this is wrong!” he cried out, barely containing the tear from falling down his face. Sasha had run away to escape this. He hadn’t come all this way to find Axel only to be abused and beaten up by his brother. Had Axel turned into a cruel mean bully as well? Was it something in their blood?

Reaching out and grabbing Axel’s wrist, Sasha desperately squeezed his brothers hand, hoping that it’d be enough to shock his brother out of the lustful state that was making him act so strangely. “Please big bro…” he whimpered in a tone that sounded seductively needy. Sasha was begging for his brother to stop, but his tone and parted lips seemed to only be enticing Axel, begging for more.
 
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The pleas and faces Sasha made only seemed to fuel Axel's lust and desire to take his little brother, with that cute, perfect little ass and that small, adorable cock and fuck him until he made his unwilling brother cum. It was a sadistic desire, to make his brother feel all the pleasure Axel would feel despite his denial and need to escape. A grin formed along Axel's lips as he looked at Sasha's parted lips and his pleas, almost subconsciously begging for more, begging to be touched and fucked. Axel's hand couldn't stop, his body couldn't stop, and his hips never bucked down. The water was splashing everywhere, over their faces and out onto the tiled floor as Axel increased his pace and power.

He leaned his head in to look at Sasha closely, seducing him with his bright blue eyes locked onto his brothers. His hands never seized their movements, constantly grinding Sasha up and down his cock, teasing that little ass hole over and over.

"Accept it Sasha..." He whispered with a bit of a grin forming along his lips. "You like being touched...you like this feeling don't you...the way your little cock touches mine. I can see the way you moan when I grind against your little asshole...Oh I'm not like Uncle, but you're asking for this...and who better to give it to you than your own kind, good big brother."

He smiled half a smile at Sasha, one half was genuine and sincere, the other was lustful and dominant. His hands picked up Sasha again, and this time he turned Sasha around to face him and placed him on his lap, his little ass hanging over Sasha's cock. His head tilted upwards to look at his brother, and lowered him just enough so that the tip of Axel's cock lightly pressed against Sasha's asshole.

"Come on Sasha...tell me to do it. Obey your big brother...ask for it."
 
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Sasha shook his head frantically from side to side at his brothers demands, unwilling and scared senseless, for a second he wondered if this was some sick dream, the man before him definitely resembled his older brother, but the way he acted, the way he spoke was nothing like the kind gentle brother Sasha had loved and longed for all these years. He didn’t want to accept such a harsh reality, he’d been making every effort to ignore his brothers suggestive actions, the grope, the kiss, the openness and lustful gazes. Sasha had hoped it was all his imagination, but life had decided to screw him over yet again. There was no light at the end of the tunnel, he’d been travelling down a spiraling staircase ever since Axel had left him, and when he finally thought he’d reached the end, he’d been forced to face the reality that for as long as he continued heading down, there’d be no happiness for him, not unless he accepted and managed to bring himself to accept the darkness.

Moaning ecstatically as his brother began thrusting faster and harder, he held onto his brother not to stop him, but to hold on for the ride of his life, his own cock throbbing painfully and threatening to explode at any moment, the sensations coursing through his body were indescribable and his body wanted more, his own hips moving just a bit each time subcondciously so that the thrusts were closer to his anal passage. He could feel a burning desire to feel that big hard cock thrust inside him, but such an act was wrong in so many ways, Sasha was a boy, and Axel was a man, they simply weren’t meant to mingle, and to worsen things they were siblings. Another taboo which wasn’t meant to be broken.

He squealed a bit as he was suddenly spun around a look of bewilderment on his face as he was forced to look into those crystalline blue orbs, he could feel himself getting lost, his eyes half closed and his lips wide open and gasping for breath, while his long red hair was drenched and shriveled giving him a tainted appearances.

“I…. don’t….” Sasha started but was cut off as he felt something pressing up against his virgin hole, the hardness sending explosive sparks through his imagination, he couldn’t hold it anymore, the imagery too vivid and real, he buried his face into Axel’s chest clawing at the older boys chest with his fingertips, as a thin streak of white fluid shot out of his cock, “Hyaah Axel” he moaned, soiling Axel’s stomach with a creamy white fluid as the younger boys world when ecstatically white, his body trembling not from fear, but pleasure. His body collapsing limply after a second spurt dribbled out the tip of his petite cock, and down his cute little sack before dripping into the water which had receded due to all the splashing.
 
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The realization of a fantasy that was thirteen years in the making was euphoric for Axel, after all that wait everything he dreamed of and every desire he had to touch and feel his little brother was coming true. There was no more reason, Axel was lost in a lustful abyss fueled by Sasha's actions. It was like Sasha was created to pleasure and nurture Axel's lust, created to become the outlet that Axel needed for all his sexual fantasies in desires. Axel saw in Sasha what Sasha could not accept yet, that he was created to become Axel's willing pet. To be fucked when Axel desired, to be loved and cared for when Axel desired. To be used and touched by Axel when he desired, to become a slave, a maid, and a loving brother all at once. That, was the only hope for Axel to regain his sanity, and settle on one personality instead of two. Sasha was the key, and the road to the locked door was fueling and succumbing to Axel's cock.

Axel's hands were relentless in their movements of Sasha, grinding and thrusting the little boy against his own cock until Axel's cock could take it no longer. He wanted that one response from Sasha, and and he got it. Suddenly Sasha burried himself in his chest and clawed it, causing Axel to push his hips upwards even more and pressure Sasha's asshole with the tip of his cock. Finally, euphoria. A moan escaped Axel's lips as he watched Sasha's little cock twitch and struggle before spraying Axel's stomach with his thin ropes of cum. He squirted once, and then again as it dripped down his little cock and down his sac, falling into the water. It was an impressive amount for someone so little, and Axel just then lost it.

"That's a good little boy...following big brother's orders. You want that to happen again don't you Sasha?...I'll show you exactly how your big bro will cum just like you...and make you cum twice as much."

He flashed Sasha a mischievous grin, before finally forcefully lowering his brother onto his cock. The water had acted as a lubricant, yet the impossible tightness of Sasha's little hole made it that much better to penetrate it. Axel's cock shoved itself forcefully into Sasha's ass, breaking apart the walls and taking the boy's innocence in one swift movement. He knew this was the most painful part, so his arms held tightly to Sasha's waist and allowed him to claw and scratch at his chest as he pleased.

"Go on...lower yourself further...grind like you did before...that's an order from big brother."
 
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Sasha’s body had gone limp in his brothers arms, completely relaxed and at ease now that the sexual tension in his body had departed, if it hadn’t been for the strong thumping of Axel’s heart Sasha might have fallen asleep then and there, but alas the steady beating of his brothers heart triggered his curiosity and caused the boy to reassess and re-acknowledge the severity of their positions. A look of dread and horror on his face as he looked up with teary eyes, he hadn’t meant to do that, it had been completely out of his control. Normally he’d be embarrassed and ashamed at the lack of self control, but right now he was more concerned to how his brother would react. Disgusted? Horrified? Angry? There wasn’t any real way of telling, but judging from how Sasha had felt when he’d been forced to….his brow furrowed, and his teeth sank into his lips in distaste. It was almost as if he could still feel that putrid fluid fouling his hands.

Before Sasha could apologize though Axel spoke up, his tone and choice in words not at all like his usual self, Sasha’s eyes looked into his fearfully, his body tensing and getting ready for that painful smack across the face that he was so accustomed to, Axel’s clearly wanted to have the sexual favor reciprocated, and as much as Sasha wanted to refuse him, he knew it was pointless. Plus, he was sort of turned on by the thought of his brother cumming. His curiosity taking over a bit as he tried to imagine his brother who’d always been his idol of strength and confidence, shuddering and moaning in pleasure. It was nearly humorous, a weak forced smile making its way on to Sasha’s lips to show he was willing to cooperate just a tad bit…. And then it happened.

The hard throbbing cock forcefully shoving its way inside him and violating his puckered little hole which hadn’t been violated ever before, “Argh, No!” he screamed, thrashing around and trying to get away, his nail scraping over Axel’s chest and leaving a sore red streak. “Owww, it hurts Axel, pull it out, pull it out!” he demanded shaking his head and whipping his brother in the chest with his long hair. The pain only got worse with each subsequent move Sasha made, his backside slowly slipping lower and lower on the massive erection as he tried to get up and slipped in the water, tears flowed freely down his cheeks, and eventually when Axel was completely inside, the screams had subsided in gentle sobs.

“I hate you…” he cried quietly, Sasha had worked so hard to protect himself all these years, but had lost it all because of one foolish request and placing a bit too much in a man who might as well have been a complete stranger. “You’re not my brother, uncle was right, Axel’s dead, you’re a monster…. Just like him.”
 
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Axel was beyond his uncle, not just a filthy monster trying to get himself to cum on a little boy, no. He was training Sasha for his destiny, molding and mending his brother to become what he'd always been destined to be. In a way, Axel was more devious than his uncle, cruel in a much different fashion. He gained the most pleasure by forcing others to do what they refuse to do, willingly. While his uncle may have tried to outright rape him, that is not how Axel did things, no. He would convert him, fuck him hard enough, rough enough, cruel enough that he would accept the darkness and follow willingly. That was the inevitable. Axel loved his bother, truly...but much differently than Sasha knew. There was no turning back, the initiation had already begun the moment Sasha came all over Axel. That told Axel everything he needed to know, that he was not simply raping...but molding. Sasha didn't know it yet, but he would soon beg for it, ask for it, and Axel would become his master.

A snap to reality and Axel found himself biting down roughly on his lips to prevent himself from groaning out in pure pleasure. The feeling of Sasha's virgin ass clenching down on his cock, sliding down further and further until all eight inches were shoved in his little brother was unbearable. It was miraculous, that his brother being so small could take such a python inside him so easily. Realistically it was an impossible task, to shove such a hard and thick cock into something so small, but Sasha made it possible. It reaffirmed Axel of the fact that Sasha was made to be fucked, the little cock was just a bonus.

Then the words flew out of Sasha's mouth, and they ticked Axel off in a way that would not have been expected by Sasha. He leaned forward and grabbed Sasha by the back of his hair, taking a fistful and yanking his head back. Axel leaned down and pressed a bite against Sasha's neck, marking him lightly. Then he looked up and met with Sasha's eyes, a devious look on his face. "You do not believe that. You want this Sasha, you always have. You came didn't you? All over your big brother's abdomen. And now, you insult and look at me like that, when I took care of you and made you feel so good...but I'll forgive you. Just this once, Sasha...because you're about to make big brother feel just as good as you do right now."

With that, his other hand gripped Sasha's wait tightly and his hips bucked down, only to shove back upwards and ram his cock into his little brother's asshole. The act was continuous, finally he was fucking his little brother. His cock slid up and down into the tight hole, splashing more water all over them and the ground as his cock pulsed and twitched in pleasure. It filled every corner and crevice of Sasha's ass, his little cheeks reddened as his cock grinded back and forth, slamming itself deep into Sasha and back out again. Just then, as he fucked his brother so, the hand on Sasha's hair receded and reached for Sasha's little cock, giving it a flick before grabbing the shaft and starting to stroke it back and forth.
 
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The pain was unbearable bathtub water was nowhere near enough to lubricate him enough, and if it weren’t for the way in which Axel was holding him Sasha probably would of passed out from the pure intensity of the penetration. Sasha didn’t know what had sent Axel off, but if there he had to take a guess it was the moment he ejaculated his mess all over Axel’s stomach, though the reasonings in Axel’s mind and the ones going around in Sasha’s mind varied in the sense that the boy thought that this was some sort of cruel punishment. His body trembling like a newborn calf, he didn’t want to move, didn’t want Axel to move. He wasn’t even sure if he wanted Axel to pull out anymore as doing so was bound to cause him more discomfort.

The story for Axel however seemed quite different, while Sasha wasn’t sufficiently lubed, he was definitely tight, and the slickness of pre dribbling down the side of Axel’s cock was barely enough for him to slide in with minimal pain. Once inside he was not only treated to being the first to venture inside Sasha, but a tight slick warmth that groped and massaged his powerful cock, the fleshy walls moulding and changing to accommodate the throbbing monster that seemed to pulse faster and more powerfully than Sasha’s own heart.

If things weren’t bad enough, Axel lost his temper, grabbing Sasha by the hair and yanking on it roughly to elicit a fearful yelp from the boy, the motion leaving his neck exposed and bare, Axel mercilessly attacked it pressing his teeth against them and leaving red marks on the soft smooth skin. Sasha just kept whimpering, scared in the sudden change, and fearing that the pain would get worse if he tried to insult his brother again. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean that, I was wrong, please don’t hurt me” he blurted out, his body as stiff as a statue.

The rest of Axel comment confused him, he didn’t want this, he just wanted to spend time with his brother, maybe hold hands and sleep in the same bed like they used to, but not in a sexual way. Sasha had been exposed to enough sexual aspects in his lifetime as it was, it had been the reason he’d fled from his uncle, but perhaps that hadn’t been such a good idea. At the very least Sasha had been able to fend off his uncle for years, whereas Axel had taken his virginity in a matter of moments.

Tears still streaming down his face Sasha nodded obediently, he didn’t know what Axel wanted but he knew there’d be more pain if he didn’t comply. Feeling Axel pull out a bit, Sasha had barely released his relieved sigh when he was stuffed full with a quick thrust of the hips. The pain coursing through him once again, though this time he managed to restrain his scream “Ngghh… hurts…” he whimpered wrapping his arms around Axel’s chest and pressing his face firmly against Axel’s defined chest. Breathing in the warm brotherly scent he’d longed for, he tried convincing himself that everything would be alright, but with each thrust came a new flood of pain, pain….. and something else. He tried repositioning himself in hopes of lessening the pain, only to be relieved with something completely different.

“Ahh, not there” he moaned suddenly as he felt his brothers cock suddenly rub against something sensistive inside him. The fearful scared look being chizzeled at and replaced with the first sign’s of pleasure. For some reason he hoped the next thrust would be painful and unbearable, he didn’t want to enjoy this like his brother wanted him to. This was wrong, and once Axel snapped out his nastiness Sasha planned to make sure it never happened again. His please were however ignored completely as Axel reached down and wrapped hi large manly hands around his small flaccid cock which twitch happily from the contact, already semi erect after a few quick strokes. Sasha’s face lit up with a different emotion now, his breathing heated and needy, his eyes glazed over once again in that lustful trance.

RP Terminated
Reason: Unspecified absence, contact for further details (01/02/13)
 
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