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Once Dominant, Always Dmoinant

loneiysong

Pulsar
Joined
Apr 13, 2012
Location
Someplace where depression always finds me.
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gasped as she was thrown awake. She groaned and looked around at her dark room. Leaning back she panted. She slept nude, but lately, she had been having more and more dreams about him. Her old boss. She missed him. Sadie had been a submissive for about 3 years now. She never thought of herself as submissive, but when she found her Dominant in him, she never knew how she lived so long without him. With a swallow, she reached down and tried to finger herself. Just to get off. Thinking of him driving into her, and the order to cum. Shutting her eyes. Cum! Cum slut! Nothing. Frustrated, she moved her hands behind her head and growled. God, why had she let him train him to cum on one word and one word only.

Leaning up, she thought about that word. What was that word. What had it been? It slipped out of her mind. Groaning, she ran her hand along her face and sighed. How could she have let this happen to her? Standing up, she stood at a 5'7. Sadie was tall and beautiful. However, she was a bit older. 30 years old. Today. She wondered if He was thinking of her. Waiting to find her and bring her back. She longed for him. Longed for his whips and chains. Shutting her eyes, she swallowed. He always made her feel brilliant.

Walking to the bathroom in her small apartment, she turned on teh water and frowned. He had probably chose another pet. Running a hand through her blonde hair, she looekd at herself with blue eyes in the mirror. She began to brush her teeth. When she was done, she stepped into the shower and began to shower. The memory of him washing over her. She had panicked. When he wanted to pierce her and tattoo her and claim her as his own, she panicked and left. She ran. But she missed him every day. No! She did not! But she did. Deep down in a spot she would never admit to it.

With a sigh, she brushed her hair and pulled it up into a tight bun. Walking to her closet, she got black lace panties and bra and garter with grey stockings. All a gift from him. Getting into a soft blue bluse and grey pencil skirt, and high heels, she headed to work. She began to work. Longing for him, longing for the release that he always could bring. Having no clue what the day would bring for her. She was friendly and Sadie was one of the best secretaries ever.
 
Some called Thomas Alexander Smith a sadist. Some called him a purveyor of sin. Others called him a crime against god. he called himself rich as Christ, and a better salesmen too. He was as slick as glass, and as smooth as a perfect trigger pull on a colt .45. He always wore designer as much as it mattered. His shoulder length dirty blond hair brushed and gelled back. Kept in a simple ponytail. He wasn't any different today.

Walking into the office a tiny "Click" of his steel toed combat boots on the linoleum a courtesy more than a necessity. Black custom made and pressed suit pants, a deep red almost black. A vest that matches it over a blood red button up shirt. A gold pocket watch chain visible. His sapphire blue eyes, and massive 6' 5" frame didn't acknowledge the secretary. Moving closer he kissed her hand, "Smith of Smith sex toys, and erotic pleasure devices, the woman here yesterday said your boss was busy until noon."

Finally he leaned forward and said a singe sharp word. Sounding almost silent to everyone else but it may as we have been a shotgun blast to her ear. A word he knew she'd respond too the question was how much. He said it clear and sharp "Fuckmeat!"

Moving back, that arrogant smirk on his face. He looked her dead in the eyes and said, "I know I'm forty five minutes early, I figured I'd see if your boss was free early, if not I need to use your facilities, could you please show them to me."

The invitation was clear. Ball was in her court now.
 
As if her dream was now a reality, there he stood. Her master. Her heart began to beat hard in her chest. He was always so handsome. Beautiful. She wanted to crawl onto the desk and strip off her clothes and present her pussy to him. Swallowing though, she looked into those blue eyes. No, he didn't recognize her. She swallowed and bit her lip blushing a bit. "Mr. Smith, yes, you are on schedule but..." WHen he leaned forward, he cut her off in midsentence.

When he spoke, she rolled her eyes back and panted hard. She felt everything inside her pussy clench. Like the little soldier it was, her clit swole and peeked under her pink hood. She came hard and leaned ehr head back as a tremendous weight was lifted off her shoulders. She panted hard. Her nipples erect and poking through her blouse. Swallowing, she stood up and then nodded. "Yes, yes I will show you." She whispered. She moved down the hall and to the left and pointed. "There." She moved quickly to the females bathroom and ducked into a stall to clean herself off.

Shit she had squirted all over her panties. She was a horny slut. But what was he doing here? The magazine that she was a secretary at was simple and had nothing to do with sex toys. She shut her eyes and sat down on the toilet and trembled. She swallowed and panted. Gripping her chest, she felt like she was about to have a heart attack. How he had said that. She shivered and blushed. It felt so good to be able to cum again. It had been too long. She breathed in relief and smiled wider.
 
Thomas pushed open her stall door. Locking it behind him he said, "Naughty slut, cumming before master, you'd better hurry and give him his two, or else I'll have to punish you."

He slid his pants down. He's enjoyed her screaming earlier. The look in her eyes of powerlessness. His hard dick dripped with pre. His dick was fat and hard in all the right ways. He had laser hair removal so her was perfectly smooth. His large peach sized nuts danged slightly. Capable of producing a few nights worth of cum.

Smirking as he looked in her eyes he said "Or I can leave if that's what you want, but I'm keeping these."

He reached down with one firm hand and ripped her panties off. His muscular but lean frame easily shredding the fabric. He put it into his left chest pocket. The smell of her orgasm drenched the stall now. Plus he'd made sure to grind his middle finger into her cit when he'd removed the panties. Smirking he said, "Your choice, jerk my dick, while telling me how sorry my dumb little fuck toy is, or ask me to go and never see me again."
 
Sadie could not believe that Thomas was there pushing into her her stall. Gasping, she looked up at him wide eyed. Here she had been dreaming about him for the last month and no matter how she tried to get off, he held the key to her pleasure. She swallowed and bit her lip and shook her head. "No, you said the word. You trained me to cum on command like your little slut. It is not my fault what you have shaped me to be." No, she would not let him back into her heart so easily. He made her a slut, but she chose not to be. After realizing that no matter what she did, no matter who did it, she could not cum not without him. But she wanted to hear the words from his mouth. How much he needed her. How much he wanted her back. Her heart sped up and beat fast at the thought that maybe he would.

Maybe...

Then his pants fell down. She looked up and frowned. His dick always dripped like a runny faucet. Or at least whenever she was present. Swallowing, she looked at that cock that she dreamed of and longed for. She couldn't help herself. Reaching out, she ran her hand up and down his cock. He looked like he was ready to burst. She looked up biting her lip. "How many girls have you been with since I have been away? DId you train any other sluts?" She smiled feeling the warmth of his skin. The vein that pulsed through it. The very same vein that when he fell asleep in her, she could make out.

Sadie was taken by shock as he grabbed her favorite panties and ripped them off. Rolling her eyes up, she felt his middle finger kiss ehr clit. Like an old lover returning home. Blushing hard, she shivered. "You can't take those, they were a gift." SHe said not answering him, but she was still stroking him. Loving the feel of his skin. She was happy he finally got his business off the ground. Many of those erotic toys had been tested on her and he made the adjustments accordingly. But still, she did miss him.
 
He rolled his eyes, "Your my fuck meat does it matter who else I fuck?", "Who else I used, your a tool for me and the most sad and fuck up part is you fucking love it."

He glared at her even as his dick continued dripping pre. Six different colors of lipsticks on it being smeared by her hand. He spoke simply but an anger present, "A dog that acts out wants fucking attention, you wanted me to chase you to prove you were different from anyone else, however I am not weak I am not the slave who begs for her masters attention."

Glaring at her a noticeable rage in his eyes "You ran from ME and you say it isn't your fault what you are, always blaming me you were a slut before we met you were a slut when you succeed a sixteen year old's dick under the table at a restaurant the fact I turned you from a dime a dozen whore into a fucking pleasure tool should get me praise not blame."

He grabbed her hair as he said, "Now my little FUCKMEAT beg your master for forgiveness plead with him to take you back and MAYBE I will consider doing so."

His dark blue eyes burned with a mix of rage and lust and pleasure. Her below him. Her looking up. He was enjoying it despite the rage burning through his body.
 
When he said the words, she gasped rolling her eyes up and whimpering as she squirted all over the inside of her skirt. Her cum dripping from between her legs. She looked at him and frowned. "It does, I don't want to get some kind..." She was trying to catch her breath. Damn, why did he choose that word, of all the words in teh world or phrases. Shivering, she looked up and swallowed. "STD..." She hated teh colors of lipstick being smeared. She would not be some kind of lower class slut. She had heart. She would become alpha slut, no matter what. Looking up at him, she frowned. "Yes, and you never came to get me. Shows how little you actually feel about me. Why not get a whore to appease your desires."

Looking up at his rage in his eyes, she couldn't help but smile. "No it isn't my fault. You propositioned me. Your flirty little words and the way you spoke. The way you reached out and touched me. Don't act innocent." She growled deep and low to him. But she did smile. "But you did make me something special. I always wondered if you did the same thing to another girl." She gasped as he grabbed her hair and moaned as she came again. This time with a sceram. Her thighs were trembling. She couldn't get up and leave now. Her face was pale and shse panted trembling.

"You want me back as much as I want you back." She grinned to him and shook her head. Why did she just confess? Damn, and why wouldn't her hand stop stroking up and down that cock that obviously already had six different girls all over it at least. Those blue eyes. An angry storm. She smiled and blushed. She felt her nipples rigid with need. She watched him closely and carefeully. She wanted her answers, she would get them.
 
He rolled his eyes, "Why would I waste time going after the bitch that wanted to be free, when so many wanted me, you chase a dumb bitch, they just run farther you wait for them to come to you and well."

He looked into her eyes the amusement just made him angrier. Chuckling he said "Your easily replaceable younger, smarter better your nothing but a bit of fuck meat to me, but then again that's the point.", "I'm a dominant, I want everything and everyone under my power, under my control, to lose something anything I've put time into goes against that goal."

Moving suddenly came in her mouth and on her chin. Another tactic another test. She'd be extremely punished in "the old days" if she didn't' thank him and then swallow. After all he could cum on the floor and make her lick it up. He could have given the load to any other slut. He'd chosen her. His sapphire blue eyes locked on hers he said "What does FuckMeat say?"
 
"Yet, here you are." She smiled. "You somehow found me. You came back." She shivered adn looked at him seeing his rage build. She was the only one that she knew of that could get him nice and angry. But he still owned her. That was the bitch of it. Canting her head, she smiled. "Then why don't you replace me with someone younger. Why don't you follow my advice I gave you a long time ago." She whispered and smiled. She gasped as he shoved into her mouth.

She rolled her eyes and shivered. She groaned as he called her a fuckmeat once again causing her to cum and nearly loose consciousness. Was this the fourth or teh third. Oh god, how long had she been there. Shivering, she looked up at him and smiled softly. A blush lined her face. She swallowed and bit her lip. "Thank you." She licked her lips and tried to get to her cin before it got to her blouse.
 
Thomas smirked at her as he said, "So slut do you want to come back you know what hoe I want to shoot my second load into don't you, my stupid little fuck meat, beg for it nice and loud I locked the door on my way in."

He chuckled a bit as he ran his middle finger up her thigh. glistening with her juices he rubbed it along her lower lip. The fifth orgasm had nearly driven her to unconsciousness. Smirking he said "My little piggy has grown lazy five orgasms and she's already looking so sleepy, we'll have to work on that huh on making you not be a lazy little piggy."
 
She panted and shook her head. She howled as she arched her hips and came yet again. She panted sweating hard. Her toes curled and she panted trembling. Biting her lip and she looked at him. She panted. She was so sore, but she wanted him. She wanted him to want her. Feeling his fingers on her was driving her crazy. She wanted to get up and leave, but he had her pinned. She swallowed and then stood up and whimpered and stumbled and sank back down. Pressing her legs out and she looked up.

"Please...please fuck me." She whimpered and shut her eyes. Even though he called her a piggy, she shut her eyes. The humiliation was worse. He knew how to get to her.
 
Thomas smirked, smacking her ass hard enough to leave a bright read hand mark. teasing her poor sex with his shaft he said "hm I don't' know Piggy, beg for it, beg for my big dick come on beg like a good kinky slut, bending over to get a dick in her holes."

Chuckling he said "Plus my dumb Piggy forgot to tell me which hole and she isn't' even showing them to me."

Leaning over he said< "Piggy probably wants to be tied up huh, wrapped nice and tight in my ropes begging me to fuck her disgusting Fuckmeat, pleading for my hard dick huh SAY IT PIGGY, say it for your master for your god!"

Smacking her ass he demanded "Oink for my Piggy show me your holes and oink like a good little Piggy slut but you remember the rules right, I keep fucking you, you keep talking like a cheap bathroom whore you stop and I stop and you don't cum unless I allow it."
 
Sadie panted adn shivered adn arched her back. Biting her lip. No, she wouldn't say it. She wouldn't. Shaking her head she looked up into his eyes and tears formed in her eyes as she came hard with a whimpering sigh. She was not sure she could do anymore. Shivering, she moved over onto her hands and knees and shivered hard.

"Please, please master, give me your hard dick in my pussy. Please." SHe panted hard and whimepred. She shut her eyes adn tears rolled down ehr face. She was exhausted but she wanted him to claim her like he once did. So long ago before she was a dumb slut and ran off. She swallowed and began to oink just for him. When he had found her, she had been a little overweight, but he had worked her out and made her eat right. She was his. Totally his creation. She began to oink shutting her eyes whimpering.
 
Thomas slammed himself into her. Fucking her hard and deep the lude sounds filling the stall as she was fucked. fucked hard and deep. Like a useless piece of eat kept alive and around only to fuck. Thus her "Slave name", the one that when he spoke it she'd cum regardless of what she wanted. Always driven into her very being. Using her hard and fast. Riding her like a dirty whore.

Yanking her hair back with one hand he said "That'll do Piggy, now talk dirty for me remind me why I keep you dub cunt around what a nasty kinky minded hoe slut you are come on scream it for me, scream it for me you broken down bitch!"
 
Sadie was pleased when he didn't wait too long. She gasped and grunted rocking her hips over. It was weird straddling the toilet and shut her eyes whimpering. Hearing his orders, she swallowed and bit her l ip. Why did she allow him to do this to her?? Maybe because deep down she knew, that she needed him. And in some dark corner of her mind, she knew that he loved her too. He needed her. No one had a connection with him like she did. She gasped as a sharp pain shot through her skull. He was pulling her hair. That made her walls clench and tighten around him and panted.

"Ohh you keep me around cause I am always hot and wet. You keep me around, because you saw the potential for a good fuck in me. I am yours and only yours. My body is a temple only used for pleasure. Your pleasure. You keep me to fuck my brains out." She panted and looked down and bit her lip.
 
He groaned as he kept slam fucking her. Hard and fast against the toilet. No mercy as he used her tight wet sex. However his watch beeped at hi. Pulling out he pulled his pants up and said "I have to go meet with your bosses Pig slut I expect you naked legs spread and wet in my limo by the time I get done."

He started to pull out before snapping his fingers "Oh wait I forgot I do have to piss."

He did it still half inside of her he peed the piss going inside of her. Dripping into the toilet he relieved himself without a seeming care in t he word. inky and depraved. he smirked as he leaned over and said "A Alpha always marks his property with urine doesn't' he? Clean yourself up nice before you get to the limo."

He kissed her on the cheek. A true show of care before he was gone. heading to his meeting. It was two and a half hours long. By the end he was happy to leave. He'd made a deal with the factory. As he opened the door to his large stretch limosine he wondered if she'd be present.
 
Sadie grunted with every thrust and then frowned at the rude interruption of the beeping watch. She shut her eyes and then looked at him and bit her lip. She nodded a bit. She yelped as he slid partially inside her. Feeling his warmth pouring in a steady stream into her, she rolled her eyes up. Ohh, it felt so good feeling him piss inside of her. She gripped the walls and panted. Just the warm stimulation of her pussy, caused her to piss leaning over the toilet and blushed a darker shade of red. She smiled adn nodded. "Yes, master." She breathed. Sitting down on the toilet after he left, she touched where he kissed. He always kissed her before he left. It was a sweetheart thing to do. She didn't want to know if it was habit or what, she just thought it was love.

"Why do you do this to yourself Sadie? He is a Sadist Dom. He doesn't love." She said to herself. She then blushed and looked down at her erect nipples and shook her head. Disagreeing with herself. No, he knew love, he loved her. He wouldn't have spent so much time on her if he didn't. Standing up, she washed herself off using the sink best she could. Pulling on her skirt, she left a notice of her quitting and packed up her things and left.

Walking out to the limousine, she laid in the back and took off her clothes and bra. She leaned back and began to finger herself as she thought of him. She sighed falling asleep with her fingers delved into her. Hearing the door, she looked up at him and smiled softly. She spread her pussy that was in need of a wax and grinned.
 
Thomas smirked casually stripping as if she wasn't sitting on his leather seat. As he saw her he smacked her cunt hard. He smirked, "How'd you like me pissing in your used fuck box?"

Chuckling he said, "Tell me your favorite piss stories, maybe it will get me hard."

He handed her duct tape, "That is for your cunt hair, you know I refuse to fuck anything that's hair, clean it good, while you tell me the stories I'll decide if you deserve my dick again or that's it for tonight."
 
"I-I don't know any piss stories. But yes, I did enjoy you pissing in me." She whispered. She took the duct tape and began to put it on layers around her lips and then bit her lip. Looking up, she sighed and then gasped biting her lip as she ripped the duct tape off. Whimpering, she panted and shut her eyes. "No, that is not true, I knew of a girl and a guy. They were in love, but the guy did not know what an orgasm was." She stopped and pulled another strip adn grunted. "So, he thought it was pissing in a girl. So for a while, all he did was piss in his girlfriends pussy." SHe blushed adn shook her head. "Thats teh best I know."

She soon had a bare pussy and shivered stroking it a bit. It hurt like a bitch, but she was a bit of a masochist.
 
He smacked her poor cunt hard. Hooking a middle finger inside of her. He worked it hard. Chuckling he said "I meant you and me slut, the time I tied you up left you tied in Kabuki ropes for a day, using your mouth as my urinal for a week."

Laughing he said, "Dumb fucking slut, I want you to impress me with your dirty mouth your slutty fucking nasty mind, to have you be fucking humiliated by your own nasty whore mouth."

Laughing he continued roughly fingering her. Smacking her cunt as hard as he could again he said, "Tell me what kinky and nasty and dumb fuck slut you are, I want to know everything your kinky mind can think of!"
 
She gasped shutting her eyes and whimpered. Him smacking her poor pussy did not feel good. Well, maybe it did. S he gasped as he hooked his middle finger into her and panted and shook her head and whimpered hard. "Ohh yes, the time you tied me upside down. Pressing an IV of fluids into my arm so I wouldn't be malnourished. It was back when I weighed a lot more. I was so heavy, it was a suprise you could find chains that lifted my fat ass up." She sighed adn nodded.

"I want you to pierce my body. I want you to do everything you ever wanted to do to it. I want you to force my body into a large stuffed bear outfit so you can fuck me like the stuffed toy you always wanted." SHe smiled. She looked at him and canted her head.
 
He laughed as he slid a special watch onto her hand. Pressing a button she'd feel latex acting as a second skin form. Obstructing her vision leaving only her mouth and hoes uncovered. Next came the "Plush" a bio absorbent gel, than would vibrate her constantly keeping her turned on past the point of cumming but not let her cum. Finally the outside of the costume, a teddy bear style suit. Her arms tied behind her back in a Kinbaku style the back of her hands touching.

However the cost of toys was that sometimes they had to be put away. He pet her on the head as he said this then closed the door.

For a month he was away on a business trip. Her trapped inside the bear unable to move. No one even listening for her screams. The bio gel acted as nutrients keeping her alive and from producing waste. She was literally his human toy. Unable to move because of the ropes around her ankles forcing her to stand on her knees her toes tied under her feet. The gel vibrating constantly driving her past the point of orgasm endlessly however never letting her cum, to the point she was in danger of drowning for her own sex juices.

After a month of this heaven or hell light invaded her senses, a fir hand raising the bear costume's head, "Sorry toy, had some adult work to do, does toy want to be played with?"
 
She groaned and looked down and gasped not being able to see anyting. She whimpered and then moaned feeling the gel vibrating her. She whimpered and felt him tie her up safe and sound. SHe panted and began to scream as he closed the door and left her there. She trembled and whimpered. She did not want to be put away and left behind.

She was not sure where she was. Tears rolled down her face. She looked up. She had to cum. This was worse than those few years away. She moaned and whimpered. She wanted to get out, but she didn't know where she was. She laid on her sides and panted hard. Every night she dreamed of him. Her hell began to stretch out forever. She panted. She gasped and shut her eyes quickly as a bright light came into her. Shivering, she whimpered and looked at him.

"Ohh...fuck yes, fuck me hard. Just don't blinde me again." She whimpered and shivered looking at him and panted and blushed.
 
He groaned slam fucking the bear hard. Relaxing and enjoying himself. Using his new sex toy. It was amusing to him. Using her hole hard and fast and deep. He was loving how tight and wet her cunt was. Perfectly ready for his massive fuck meat.
 
Arching her back. Sadie panted and rocked her hips forward and whimpered. She felt so at ease. Her pussy pressed down around him on all sides loving the feel of him. She sighed and blushed. Her breasts were still restrained by the bear suit. Shaking her head, she moaned to him.
 
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