Qedesha's mind - Absences and ramblings

[Qedesha]

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[Qedesha]

Sorry

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry he touched me in ways you couldn't, or wouldn't.
I'm sorry he filled a space, in my mind if not in my heart.
I'm sorry that the sun rose in the east.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that forbidden fruit is, to me, a drug.
I'm sorry that secrets make my heart pound and my mouth dry.
I'm sorry that the wind moves in the trees.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that I was honest.
I'm sorry that I feel I shouldn't have been.
I'm sorry that rivers run to the sea.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that desires live behind thought.
I'm sorry that I'm weak, and corrupt, and perverted.
I'm sorry that the moon reflects the sun.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that you were hurt.
I'm sorry that I'm as broken as I am.
I'm sorry that I'm not sorry for doing what I did.