So, in the past twenty four hours, I've been an emotional wreck. Now, this isn't an excuse that I'm using, and I don't want it to seem that way.
I have been aggressive and rude towards the wrong people, when the situation did not cause for it. I've said hurtful things towards people I care about for the wrong reasons, and it is extremely hard for me to apologize, but I am humble enough to do it when I am wrong.
And so yes, I'm sorry. My assuming that I would be banned over something petty was immature, and it was wrong. And upset or not, I should have thought more clearly before I'd said it. I believe, whether or not I agree about it, that the moderator and the admin did what they felt they had to do for the site, and they did so peaceably and within reason.
All I can do is apologize and hope that no one hates me at this point.