Undisclosed Desires (Wreckles & Oceansnight)

[Wreckles]

It came as a surprise to everyone, including Hugo himself, when he finally called home and told her that he was coming home. Several years had passed since he left home, perhaps to find himself or just to escape the daily life in a quiet American suburb for a while. Italy, France, Germany among other places, these were countries he had visited with some of his friends to begin with. Emancipated and starting out so innocently, their original thoughts were to just have a long vacation, to live out some of their wishes and see the world before settling down somewhere to create a family. They found themselves in need of money and stubborn as they all were, none of them called home and told them about their situation. Too much partying, too many drugs and reckless lifestyles, it came as no surprise when they slowly but surely descended into the darker side of life. Beginning modestly, from mere conning the wealthy tourists but criminality is a gateway, they moved on to more dangerous scenarios and before they knew it one of them had been arrested for armed robbery and drug possession.

The group of friends dwindled and soon there was only Hugo and his friend Matt left. They had been strongest, the wittiest and made friends with the right people. Hugo and Matt were too clever to be ensnared by simple things unlike the others and within six months in France they were well known names for drug dealers. From a simple viewpoint, their life was good. They had money, they threw wild parties and eluded the police in clever maneuvers. But the downside of using stronger and stronger drugs is appalling, soon Hugo and Matt found themselves in spots they would easily have gotten out of if their minds were not dulled by heroin or any of that other filth they used. Matt got caught, Hugo didn't.

His weary heart told him that it was time to return home, to recuperate and see how life would treat him in the country he grew up in. His mother had cried when he called, and now it felt so incredibly odd to touch down on the soil that raised him. Not much had changed at the airport, the scenery was the same and it felt like time had stood still for nearly three years. His father waited for him at the parking lot, Hugo was slightly taller than his father, measuring at 5'9". Hugo wore shades out of habit, even during night as the sunlight felt like needles on his eyes when he had used drugs. Clean as he was now, he still had a lot of recovery to do. His hair were a shade darker than blonde and the eyes a mixture of green and grey, no longer holding the same vigor he had when he left. In his prime, Hugo had maintained a very delicious body, he had spent three to four times a week at the local swimming hall and other than that he enjoyed hectic runs in the forest which gave him a athletic body over the time. Now his former strength was dissipated, diluted by drugs and a generally unhealthy lifestyle. Yet he still carried himself with pride, determined to reach the heights again.

Hugo had kind features which served great as deception when he had been a drug dealer, his nose was sharp and he had always been able to put on the perfect fake smile which could charm most of his onlookers. A scar was a memento from the time in Italy where he had been too brave or too foolish, it stretched over his left eyebrow in an upward line but still looked small, only to disappear completely when he smiled. One he so expertly greeted his father with now.

His father walked up to him with stride in his feet and gave him a hug only a relieved father could give. His arms wrapped around Hugo who returned the gesture, the beige leather jacket he wore made the characteristically noise when leather was stretched. Despite the lingering warmth from what looked like it would become a nice early spring day his father was shaking and for a moment Hugo thought his father was going to cry. He pushed the man who had raised him away and took off his shades, folding them into his pocket and gave his old man a meaningful look. "Hello dad." That was all he could say, for he felt very little right now. It felt like the proper thing to say and if Hugo added one of his nice-boy smiles he could have his father believe anything.

The two men talked briefly, his father mostly about how his mother was and how glad she was when she heard he was coming home again. No questions were asked of what Hugo had been doing, no doubt his father did not want to break the weary spell between them, and Hugo knew his father withheld many questions that would be brought up when he felt that Hugo was not prone to run away anymore. They were driving home where his mother was waiting and only to make conversation Hugo asked how Jenna was doing. His father took the safe route and made jokes about who knew what teenage girls was thinking. Hugo had never forgotten Jenna, he still kept the picture of her from three years ago, he had ran away from his brotherly duties, leaving Jenna to grow up without his guidance, his protection and comforting arms. Now that they were coming closer and closer to the house they had grown up in his feelings started to return, little by little. He ran a hand through his dirty blonde hair and concluded two things. He was in dire need of a haircut and a shave.

 

[Oceansnight]

Jenna was not home when her brother called to say he would be coming home, it had been so long since she had seen him,it was almost as if she did not a sibling, the age difference coupled with his long absence, made them in fact almost strangers. She remembered him but not in any real sense of family, more like a distant cousin, than brother. Her mother and father had always seem to be worried about Hugo, Jenna on the other hand had not been worried, she believed he could take care of himself or come home where he had family to help.

Jenna was in school the day her father went to pick her brother up and she had some after school activities that would keep her for at least another hour, before she would catch a ride home with her boyfriend.
Which she really only had about an thirty minutes of stuff for the year book,but she wanted to spend some time with her boyfriend, Brian. He was easily the most popular guy in her school, and certainly the most handsome, and all the girls who had dated him before Jenna raved about how great he was to have sex with, so Jenna thought he would be the perfect one for her first. He was known to put a girl at ease when taking her virginity, and making the experience good for her,as well as for himself. So as soon as she was finished with the year book, Jenna went out to find Brian, and they drove to the other side of the lake to park for awhile before taking Jenna home.

After some heavy fore play in which Jenna felt that she was ready to give in at any second, being saved by the fact she did not have enough time, Brian dropped her off at her house, telling her he would pick her up for school in the morning, and they made plans to see each other the next evening to continue what had been started earlier.

Giving him a kiss good by Jenna hurried up the steps to her house, "Mom I'm home, whats for dinner," going into the kitchen she got herself a drink out of the fridge, and turned as saw her brother. With a smile of surprise at how much she was glad to see him,"Well hey stranger, you get better looking with age, I hope I have those great genes also, and age as well,"
wrapping her arms around his waist for a hug of greeting. Stepping back to look at him she was surprised at how attractive she thought he was, but did not think anything of her thoughts he was her brother after all.

Jenna was a beautiful girl she did in fact look like her brother, both had blond hair, Jenna's shining like a bright ray of sun, with warm brown eyes, and a few freckles across the bridge of her nose, and her smile never far from lighting up her face and and making her warm eyes shine.

 

[Wreckles]

Just as expected, Hugo had to comfort his crying mother who sobbed in his arms. She only reached him up to the shoulders, even his father was shorter than him reaching up to his chin at best. Weighing in at 137 lbs his physical shape had seen better days, Hugo was tall - almost six feet and he knew he had to visit the gym to get his body in check. But right now he had greater issues to deal with as his mother released him from her grip and stroked his cheek with her open palm. "We're so happy to have you home again." All Hugo did was nod slowly at her. He just needed a safe haven for a while, to recuperate before he dealt with the other issues - such as finding his own place - because Hugo knew he would never find peace in this house, the years had been tough for him but it was not regret he felt. Wanderlust that had taken a hiatus was the best description for how Hugo felt. When he went up to his old room to drop of his bags he found that most of the old stuff was untouched, nostalgia washed over him for a moment, days when his innocence was still present seemed to come back in force. Holding up an old toy of his, a transformer which he had been particularly fond of during his infant years. Studying the shapes and textures, trying to remember the memories it contained, Hugo gave it a heartless chuckle and without hesitating he broke it into two. Bits and pieces of the old plaything fell of the torn body and Hugo discarded them as worthless. The old life, his old personality - were gone.

Just as he looked out the window he saw a car pull up and letting out a captivating blonde girl, Hugo squinted his eyes, for a moment he did not put it together that it was his sister as the girl kissed the boy who dropped her off. Hugo caught himself snarling as she almost bounced to the house, moment later he heard her voice from the floor below. It felt like the voice of a siren, luring him towards her. As Hugo descended the stairs he scurried with his eyes around the room trying to locate his sister. He stood in the doorway to the kitchen and gazed at his sister rummaging through the fridge causing a few clinks here and there. When she turned to him and began the little chatting session in which she stood for all the content, Hugo just watched her, he did not listen to her words - only the voice. When she released him from the brief hug he just locked eyes with her and spoke in his brash voice "You've grown so much since last I saw you." His speech pattern was more like a statement, while Jenna had about the same height as their mother, he now held out his arm in front of him as if measuring someone invisible "You were this tall last time". Finally he let go of her gaze and trailed his eyes along her body, noting every nook and cranny of her person. "You look beautiful Jenna. No longer the frail little girl I saw last time, hm? You will tell me if that boy of yours is causing you any trouble." The last part was phrased more like a command as Hugo turned around and headed upstairs again to shave.

Already Hugo could tell there was something wrong, his sisters scent seemed to follow him as he went into the bathroom, alluring and enticing, there was something special about the girl downstairs. They had been separated for so long that no one knew each other anymore, something Hugo wanted to change. Other thoughts seemed to take hold in his mind as he pushed his sister out of them, for instance the 'for sale sign' he and his father had passed on their way home. It was only a couple of blocks away and Hugo had went pass the house many times before, whatever his plans were for coming home he knew he needed somewhere to stay.
After the shaving session Hugo felt out his now smooth chin, satisfied with the touch he headed downstairs and found his father in the living room. "I need to borrow the car, I want to check out a few things while they're still open. Namely that house a couple of blocks away that was up for sale." His father looked bewildered at all the information Hugo forced upon him but nodded with a badly concealed smile as he handed the car-keys to Hugo. "Just remember that we will be having dinner in an hour." In which Hugo just nodded as a response. Jenna was talking to their mother when Hugo interrupted them, "I need your help with something Jenna, come with me." They barely knew each other but already Hugo seemed to boss people around. Remnants of his past habits where he had to handle a large deal of the drug trafficking in France.

 

[Oceansnight]

Just as expected, Hugo had to comfort his crying mother who sobbed in his arms. She only reached him up to the shoulders, even his father was shorter than him reaching up to his chin at best. Weighing in at 137 lbs his physical shape had seen better days, Hugo was tall - almost six feet and he knew he had to visit the gym to get his body in check. But right now he had greater issues to deal with as his mother released him from her grip and stroked his cheek with her open palm. "We're so happy to have you home again." All Hugo did was nod slowly at her. He just needed a safe haven for a while, to recuperate before he dealt with the other issues - such as finding his own place - because Hugo knew he would never find peace in this house, the years had been tough for him but it was not regret he felt. Wanderlust that had taken a hiatus was the best description for how Hugo felt. When he went up to his old room to drop of his bags he found that most of the old stuff was untouched, nostalgia washed over him for a moment, days when his innocence was still present seemed to come back in force. Holding up an old toy of his, a transformer which he had been particularly fond of during his infant years. Studying the shapes and textures, trying to remember the memories it contained, Hugo gave it a heartless chuckle and without hesitating he broke it into two. Bits and pieces of the old plaything fell of the torn body and Hugo discarded them as worthless. The old life, his old personality - were gone.

Just as he looked out the window he saw a car pull up and letting out a captivating blonde girl, Hugo squinted his eyes, for a moment he did not put it together that it was his sister as the girl kissed the boy who dropped her off. Hugo caught himself snarling as she almost bounced to the house, moment later he heard her voice from the floor below. It felt like the voice of a siren, luring him towards her. As Hugo descended the stairs he scurried with his eyes around the room trying to locate his sister. He stood in the doorway to the kitchen and gazed at his sister rummaging through the fridge causing a few clinks here and there. When she turned to him and began the little chatting session in which she stood for all the content, Hugo just watched her, he did not listen to her words - only the voice. When she released him from the brief hug he just locked eyes with her and spoke in his brash voice "You've grown so much since last I saw you." His speech pattern was more like a statement, while Jenna had about the same height as their mother, he now held out his arm in front of him as if measuring someone invisible "You were this tall last time". Finally he let go of her gaze and trailed his eyes along her body, noting every nook and cranny of her person. "You look beautiful Jenna. No longer the frail little girl I saw last time, hm? You will tell me if that boy of yours is causing you any trouble." The last part was phrased more like a command as Hugo turned around and headed upstairs again to shave.

Already Hugo could tell there was something wrong, his sisters scent seemed to follow him as he went into the bathroom, alluring and enticing, there was something special about the girl downstairs. They had been separated for so long that no one knew each other anymore, something Hugo wanted to change. Other thoughts seemed to take hold in his mind as he pushed his sister out of them, for instance the 'for sale sign' he and his father had passed on their way home. It was only a couple of blocks away and Hugo had went pass the house many times before, whatever his plans were for coming home he knew he needed somewhere to stay.
After the shaving session Hugo felt out his now smooth chin, satisfied with the touch he headed downstairs and found his father in the living room. "I need to borrow the car, I want to check out a few things while they're still open. Namely that house a couple of blocks away that was up for sale." His father looked bewildered at all the information Hugo forced upon him but nodded with a badly concealed smile as he handed the car-keys to Hugo. "Just remember that we will be having dinner in an hour." In which Hugo just nodded as a response. Jenna was talking to their mother when Hugo interrupted them, "I need your help with something Jenna, come with me." They barely knew each other but already Hugo seemed to boss people around. Remnants of his past habits where he had to handle a large deal of the drug trafficking in France.

Jenna had indeed changed quite a bit since she had last seen her brother, she had became a young woman while he was away, with a young woman's hopes, dreams and desires. And right now the only thing on her mind was her boyfriend and getting into a good college, she was advanced for her age, she had already gotten most of her credits and would be taking college classes this year. In as much as her brother had taken the road of a illegal activities Jenna went the opposite, and walked down a different path.

She was talking with her mom to make arrangements to spend some time alone with her boyfriend, what she actually was doing was telling her mom lies, of staying with her friends home after a school football game and dances. Her mom was of course agreeable to this as Jenna had never given her any reason to doubt what she said. So Jenna had everything worked out to stay out all night with Brian. When her brother informed her he needed her help, so her conversation with her mom was over she followed him out to the car,"Ok where are we going, I cannot imagine what I could help you with," she smiled at him, and in truth she was a little intrigued by his attention to her, she expected he would completely ignore her as he had when they where younger, and now he was more a stranger and one who had been and lived in other countries so she was even a bit fascinated by him.

Their mom was a little taken aback by Hugo asking Jenna to go with him but she was not worried, just as surprised as Jenna, but saying nothing she went into the kitchen to start dinner.

As Jenna got into the passenger side of the car she was again struck my an almost attraction for him, she just like earlier believed it to be his long absence and it would soon pass, and she would look at him as she did her friends siblings who if truth were, she knew them better than her own flesh and blood.

 

[Oceansnight]

Jenna hurried in the shower, and after a quick wash she threw on shorts and a tee shirt, forgoing the bra for the time being, as she had now plans to go out again tonight, she began to pack a few things for tomorrow night, and planned to spend it with her boyfriend, telling her mother she was staying at her friends house after the game and dance. When in fact she planned to stay out all night with Brian, and they were going to stay at his dads cabin by the lake, Jenna's anticipation of the event made her almost aroused just thinking about it, the petting session of earlier was going to be nothing compared to what she was going to be doing tomorrow night. She got the last of her things packed and zipped up the suit case, after checking to make sure she had all her clothes she would need.

Coming downstairs she stopped and began to tell her mom the lie about staying over at her friends after the dance tomorrow instead of coming home after it was over, her mom of course believed Jenna as she had never given her any reason to doubt her. Jenna had never given her parents a moment of trouble ,she could if she wanted even graduate early if she wanted to. She already had most of her credits, and was in fact taking college level courses now. Jenna in as much as her brother had chosen a dark path , she had chose to go a different road entirely. Making them almost polar opposites except in that she was like Hugo in her looks and charm, and in some of her personality traits.

As she was telling her mother the lie, Hugo came down and told her he needed her to help him with something and she followed him out the door, and got into the car, after opening the passenger door and setting down in the seat, she wondered where he was taking her, she was not completely certain she wanted to go just anywhere as she may not be dressed properly."Where are we going , I have to get my dress ready for the dance tomorrow." As he got into the car Jenna felt strange as if she were in a car with an older guy, not her brother, it was both a little unnerving and exciting to her.

 

[Wreckles]

Hugo pressed one hand on the steering wheel while the other rubbed his rugged chin upwards. He knew of this enigmatic feeling that seemed to dwell within him, swirling around in his core and whispered things to him. Never had Hugo questioned his own sanity, for he knew he was quite insane in numerous departments. When he spoke it was like he was ordering a pizza, "I want to meet that handsome young suitor I saw dropping you off." As Jenna opened her mouth, to protest or question him he did not know and certainly did not care. Simply holding up a silencing finger before her effectively stole her wind. "Where does he live." There was no room for warmth in his voice, it was phrased like an order - one that was expected to be followed. As he got the address from his confounded sister he gave a peculiar smile and reached in the back seat, fishing out a bag. Unzipping one of it's pockets and pulled out a cd case, he put in the cd into the slot just as he flicked the ignition of the car. "Beethoven's fifth symphony, in C minor." Hugo was almost beaming as he cranked up the volume and drove off, he knew vaguely of the area Jenna spoke of.

Hugo drummed on the steering wheel obviously influenced by the music that filled the car, in the corner of his eyes he saw Jenna look at him, unsure of what to do and more importantly - what Hugo was going to do. As they drove in on the street where this boy supposedly lived he turned down the volume and casually said "Point which house." The girl looked frightened but to Hugo that meant nothing, he was protecting her from all the dangers in the world so why would she be afraid? The question was left unanswered as her lithe hand pointed towards the white villa to their left. It was easy to tell that this was a rich-man street, the hedges were neatly trimmed, each driveway was generously covered with asphalt and sported at least two cars each. Picket fences adorned the recently mowed lawn to the house Jenna had pointed out and Hugo stopped the car just at the driveway. "Wait here." Before giving her a chance to respond Hugo had left the vehicle and were now marching up the driveway with stride in his steps.

The doorbell resonated in a pleasant melody as he pressed it, brushing some dirt off from his leather jacket Hugo put on one of his fake smiles in case he had to butter someone up. Luck was apparently with him as he stood there on the porch, a young man - very much like the one he had seen kissing Jenna only some time ago opened the heavy oak door. Gotcha. In one of his charming voices he initiated the conversations, giving out a very meek body language so he would not feel threatened. "Hello young man I'm from Telgie energy service and we're doing some research about the energy consumption of this area, would you mind answering a few questions?" Just as the boy started to give him nihilistic looks Hugo stepped aside and held out his hand to the car parked down their street. Before giving him a chance to speak he continued "Do you recognize that girl?" and when the boy squinted and leaned forward to get a better look he formed the words "Jenna?". That was all the incentive Hugo needed. In an instant he gripped the young man's head and put all his weight into the push, sending Brian face first into the heavy oaken door of his own him. There was a large thud as meat and bone hit hardened wood and a slight 'crack' could be heard, Hugo had donned a indifferent look, leaving no signs of whether he was enjoying what he was doing or not. Blood began to flood down Brian's nose and the boy started to shriek in pain but Hugo did not relent. Forcing Brian's head once again into the blood splattered door, he repeated the process a couple of times, five or six - Hugo did not count - before he dropped the now demolished young man to his feet. Brian fell like a marionette that got it's strings clipped off and gargling sounds could be heard from the throat as he coughed up blood. As he lay at Hugo's feet the older man just raised his foot and stomped down hard on Brian's crotch which induced a scream that echoed across the rich-man street.

Completely indifferent Hugo just turned around and headed back for the car, he could hear Brian's mother storm down the stairs and letting out a shriek herself before calling out her sons name over and over. Hugo opened the driver seat door and got in, he was not even breathing harder. With a tone that could be mistaken for a craving of cafe latte he did not look look Jenna in the eyes when he said "Let's go look for houses!"

 

[Oceansnight]

Jenna was surprised when her brother asked where her boyfriend lived, she told him with a perplexed look, she had no idea why he would want to speak to Brian, she just thought he probably wanted to warn him about his treatment of her. So she told him and soon they were on his street, pulling in to the end of the driveway, Hugo told her to stay in the car while he went to the door, Jenna could not see what was going on from her place in the car, as the over grown hedge blocked her view. The car was still running with the music playing loud, or she would have heard her brothers attack on Brian, in Jenna’s eyes Hugo could do no wrong, when he came back and announced that they were going to go look at houses, she was happy to help him and excited to look at houses with him. “Ok, lets go look at the house a couple of streets down from home, that way I can walk to your house,”Jenna was all smiles, as if she were actually on a date, with an older man, not with her brother.

As they pulled up to the house, Jenna again noticed she was not dressed,and told Hugo to go and get the keys first from the neighbor, as Jenna had called from her phone to get some information on the house, and was told to knock on the house next door, and get the keys and they could go in an check it out. When he came back with the keys, she noticed how tall and fit his was, his body still in excellent shape, and Jenna’s hormones raging in her young body, she felt an attraction to him, that she was very embarrassed about, but it was still there none the less.Snapping herself out of her thoughts, ‘Do you have the key, well lets go in and check it out.”Jenna waited for him to open the door, once inside she was amazed at how nice the home was . No one would have thought it would have been from the outside, it was furnished and was done very well, mostly modern in its decor, in sharp contrast to the standard ranch style of generic homes on the street, different in their color from each other.

The master bedroom was the best room of the whole house is was the most beautiful room Jenna had ever seen, and not only sexy but masculine and almost elegant in its decor. Done all in black it seem to fit her brothers personality perfectly. And Jenna told him so,”hey you will have a different woman in her every weekend I’ll bet.” And in sharp contrast to the the other bedrooms except the bedroom beside it, it had a adjoining door, it made the two rooms into almost a suite of rooms with a large bath in between them, in all it seemed out of place in this community, but it was so different Jenna thought it was great.