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I'm not crazy! I'm in love! (Wolvenrogue and XxMoonlightRomancexX)

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Robby Jones had multiple personalities he had been committed to Ames Acres 6 years ago at the age of 12 now at 18 he was considered a lifer he had four distinct personalities, and the staff at Ames knew them all. There was Jerry, he was 17 and saw himself as a ladies man. Then there was Robert he was 24 and a gentleman, very protective, loyal and always kind.
Then there was Michael. He was 15 and very timid, lacking in self confidence, and was scared of girls but even though he was scared, he was very curious about them. He was very much into fantasy worlds and often believed himself to be a vampire. Finally there was Joey who was 8 years old, and liked trains or anything about them.He was the friendly one.

Joey was playing in the lobby with his toy train when two orderlies brought a young woman in to be registered. She was kicking screaming and struggling with them as they put her in restraints. She was extremely skinny, and it was clear that she suffered from some sort of eating disorder.
 
Roxanne Marie Evans looked around as the two men stood at the desk, waiting for her to be checked in. She noticed Joey and it made her smile to herself to see how carefree he seemed to be while he played with his train, it also made her remember how she used to play with dolls all the time when she was little. She continued to struggle as she watched him, though, trying to get free. The way she was carrying on they would surely have to sedate her. Her eyes were Emerald and looked bright and full of life, her Auburn colored hair was thick and fell in beautiful curls. In act, you didn't know anything was wrong with her until you looked at her body. She was so thin that her ribs were beginning to show so it was clear she was Anorexic but what was also clear from the scars all over her body was that she cut her self.
 
Joey rolled his toy train up to her chair "CHOOOOO CHOOOO" he called out in a high voice, bumping into he voices. He looked up at her " I'm Joey he said. Wanna play trains?" he said. "Even though he acted eight years, he looked closer to 18. The nurse sheewed him away."Joey! she said she cant play right now."
 
Roxanne continued to watch Joey as he rolled his toy train up to her chair. "I'd love to Joey, but I don't think I'm aloud to play right now." She said. "I promise we can play later if you want, when I'm aloud to. Would you like that?" Roxanne offered with a smile as she looked down at him, thinking he was cute despite him acting like a child. When the nurse began to shoo the boy away she glared at her, but said nothing, her gaze soon returning to Joey, hoping to get an answer.
 
Joey just ran his train the other direction and began talking to another patient. The charge nurse started asking questions of Roxanne and they released her from the chair and took her into a small room where she would be searched and dressed in a hospital gown. Taking away her clothing for now. The nurses are are cold in their handling of the patients, hardened by daily exposure to uncooperative patients with often violent tendancies.
"Walk this way Miss Evans they say to her as the walk her into the strip search room.
 
Roxanne watched as he ran his train in the other direction, her eyes only drawn away from the boy when the two men that had brought it in undid her restraints, releasing her from the chair. She looked around as they lead her away from the lobby and down the hall to a room where she guessed she would be searched and changed into a hospital gown. Well, if she had her way they would have to drug her before they changed her. "Roxanne." She corrected them as they lead her into the room.
 
Robby heard significant yelling and screaming coming from the search room. He had heard it all before, and he knew the certain outcome. Twenty minutes later the girl emerges from the room in a hospital gown. Her face is read and she looks agitated, but non the less. she ahs been forced to cooperate. He knew it had been hard on her. He sauntered up to her. "Hey there cutie!" he said "The name's Jerry. I'll show you around. Stick with me and you'll go far!" he said. He wrapped his arm around her waste and cupped her ass until one of the orderlies pulled him away from her. He saw the look of confusion on her face.
 
When the orderly pulled him away Roxanne looked at the boy with confusion. "I thought you said your name was Joey." She said, wandering why he had gone from acting like he were a little boy to a ladies' man who would take her right there in the hall way if she would allow it. Then it hit her as if it were a bus, feeling like it had been as obvious as her Anorexia was; he was probably Schizophrenic. She then looked at the man who restrained him. "Let him go." She said, hoping he would listen. "Please, I want to talk to him." Roxy explained.
 
The orderly ignored Roxanne, and physically walked Robby across the room away from her. When Robby saw the train on the floor he was suddenly back on the floor saying "CHOOOO CHOOOO" The orderly watched him a minute and left him alone.
 
Roxanne watched as the man began to physically move Robby across the room, away from her. She kept her eyes on Robby, watching as the boy seemed to revert instantly back to the eight year old boy named Joey. When the orderly decided to leave him alone she walked over to him, getting down on the floor so she was resting on her knees. "Hey Joey! That offer still stands if you want me to play trains with you." She said, seeming to be good with children. Not even waiting for an answer she picked up the red train car that sat next to her and handed it to him. "There you go." She said. despite having just met Robby and despite him having several different persona's, something about him made her feel safe; like she didn't need to guard herself around him the way she did with everyone else, even her own family.
 
Joey looked up at her and smiled. "Yea! CHOO! CHOOOO! CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG" he handed a train car to Roxanne. Play with me !" he said. He watched as Roxanne began to push the train. Suddenly he got a strange look on his face and pushed away from her crling up in a ball he reached out and tenatively touched her with his finger. Stay away he said, in a suddenly cracking teanage voice. " My name is Michael what is yours?" he said.
 
Roxanne began to push the car as Joey wanted her to play with him but when the strange look passed his face she stopped, just watching him as he quickly moved away from her and curled up into a ball. She was about to ask what was wrong when he told her to stay away. "My name is Roxanne, or you can call me Roxy." She said with a smile smile. "It's okay. I won't hurt you." She said, hoping to assure him that he was safe. It was true, too she only ever purposely hurt herself. "So, what do you like to do, Michael?" She asked as she gently wrapped her hand around his finger as he touched her, wanting him to get used to her touch.
 
Michael pulled on his finger trying to get away, and looking paniced. "Let me go! " he asked "please!" He pulled his hands up around his legs. Balling up tight, he burried his head in his hands and started rocking . "Dont touch me" he said. He went back to hiding his head.
 
Roxanne let his finger go when he became panicked. that hadn't been her intention. She watched as his body became an even tighter ball and she went to get up off of the floor. "Would you like me to go, Micheal?" She asked, almost falling over when she tried to get up. Roxy hadn't eaten a thing for three days now and at the very least needed to get some water in her.
 
When he saw her fall , Robby got up quickly and helped her to her feet. "Are you alright Miss? " he asked in an almost fatherly much deeper voice. "My name is Robert" he said. "let me take you over and get you some water." he walked her over to the water fountain and filled a paper cup for her. "We have dinner in an hour, you think you can last that long? Lets go to my room, I have a candy bar you can have." When they got to Robbies room, Robert gave her the candy bar and they sat on the bed. Suddenly She was being kissed. Oh baby! Jerry said. "let me show you a good time."
 
When they arrived in his room she had drank most of the water that had been in the cub Robby had filled for her and she sat on the bed. "Thank you." Roxy said softly, though not opening it to eat it and just holding it in her hand. As they sat there Roxanne still felt a little dizzy but was already beginning to pick up on when he switched from one persona to another. When Jerry kissed her, she at first kissed back but when their lips parted she stood from the bed. "Jerry, stop." She said softly, moving her arm to rest over her almost nonexistent stomach. "Unless you can make my stomach stop hurting there ain't no good time you'll be showing me." She said, after days of not eating her body was beginning to eat away at itself and it was clearly painful for her. As she looked at him, Roxy half expected him to make a comment about how sickly and weak she looked with rib cage beginning to show due to the massive amount of weight she had lost.
 
Robby gently pulled her into his lap. "Aren't you going to eat my candy bar?" he asked in Robert's deep voice. H e wrapped an arm around her, and held her. "Come on now, please eat that for me", he said, "you know you need it." He gently rubbed her back, and kissed her deeply on the lips. " I want you to get well. Won't you eat for me?"
 
As Robby wrapped his arms around her and gently pulled him into his lap, Roxy was unable to keep her muscles from tensing up but as she sat in his lap she leaned back so that her back was rested against his chest. When he mentioned the candy bar Roxanne looked down at the candy before looking up at him and shaking her head no, the simple thought of eating anything making her feel disgusted with herself despite how bad her body needed the nutrition. Part of Roxy's brain knew he was right that she needed it because what she was doing to herself wasn't right but at the same time a much bigger part never failed to tell her how obese she though she was. As Robby's hand moved up and down her back, Roxanne's body relaxed and when he kissed her, she kissed back. When he said that he wanted her to get well she brushed it off, convincing herself that it was something he told all the girls. "Why do you want me to get better when you just met me?" She asked. "And what is the use of getting better when you have nobody to get better for?" She asked.
 
Robert held her firmly. 'You have at least four of us, he said, Me and my three brothers. . Are you going to let us down?" Especially little Joey and Michael. They need a Momma, and I thought you were it. Are you really going to let them down. I mean Jerry and I will be ok. Don't give us a thought but Michael and Joey really you. I can take care of most things, but I can be a mom. "
 
Roxanne couldn't help but smile weakly to herself at the way he explained his different persona's. "How can you be a Mom to somebody who doesn't trust you?" She asked softly, beginning to tense up as she asked the question and remember how Michael had reacted to her; how he had backed away from her, putting as much distance between them as he could before curling up into a ball. She knew he was right, though and she also knew that despite him saying him and Jerry would be fine without her, that they needed her just as much if not more. "T...This isn't going to happen overnight." She said hesitantly, not even bringing up her problems with cutting to Robby.
 
"Thats all the more reason you should eat. You have to last a while, now don't you. We need you. Now won't you please eat for me?" Robert kept rubbing her back trying to comfort her. "It wont hurt to eat a little. Suddenly Robert pulled her off his lap, and suddenly he started looking around. "Momma? where is my train? I can't find it. He had tears running down his cheeks. He climbed in Roxannes lap and curled up, crying about his lost train.
 
When Robert pulled her from his lap Roxanne could tell before he even said anything that he had reverted back to Joey. When he climbed into Roxanne's lap she began to run her fingers through his hair as an attempt to stop his crying and calm him. "Shh.. I think it's out in the hall. If you move out of Momma's lap and promise to stay right here she'll go look for you. I'll only be gone a minute and I promise I'll come back." She said, sitting both the now empty cup and candy bar on the bedside table beside her.
 
Joey waited for her with wet eyes. He smiled with glee when he saw Roxanne return with the train cars. "Thankyou Momma he said. as he climbed down on the floor and started to play with the train. "CHOOOO CHOOOO!" he said.
 
Roxanne couldn't help but smile when she returned to the room with his train cars and Joey's eyes seemed to light up as he smiled with glee. "You're welcome." She said with a smile, watching him play with his train on the floor from her seat on the bed. As she did, Roxanne picked up the candy bar Robert had given her and opened it. At first she sniffed it, just the smell of the sugar and chocolate made her feel sick to her stomach but at the same time she could feel her mouth water, part of her despite her Anorexia wanting the food. After struggling with herself for a few minutes she broke off a small piece of the chocolate bar and ate it, trying to ignore the sick feeling that made her want to vomit as she swallowed it.
 
Seeing her eating, Joey stopped playing with the train and looked up in her eyes with a curious, but fearful look. slowly tenetively he began to crawl into her lap. "mom?"was all he said. He broke off another piece, and with tears streaming down his face, he tried to feed it to her. Memories were flooding back to him. Memories of her last days on earth as she lay wasting away and how he had tried in vane to share his candy with her, hoping she would eat. "Please momma, eat for me" he looked around the room thinking someone would take her from him. he men in white coats had come that awful day and taken them both, and he had never seen her again.
 
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