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IWishThat..

IWishThat..

I`M A CAT
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Jun 14, 2011
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A dark place
Her fingers tapped against the table top as she sat there, staring at the blank screen of her laptop for a few moments before she grew disgusted and turned away. This wasn't working. It did nothing. She didn't feel good let alone got any kind of happiness from it. All the phone sex and internet porn no longer relieved that internal need that seemed to just keep growing. She needed it. Like a bad drug and this just wasn't how she was going to get it. Huffing she pushed herself up from the chair, ignoring it in her haste to get to the shower and clean herself off. Shutting the door behind her she slipped her glasses off her face, placing them on the counter before she turned the water on.

The feeling of the warm water on her skin made him give a soft sigh of relief. Steam rose from the hot water, only making her smirk all the more. Heat. It was amazing. Just like the burning heat of a male pressed against her. Just that thought made her once again horny, fingers slipping down and between her perfect thighs to touch her most precious place. A soft moan came from her lips as she gently rubbed her clit, the feelings swamping over her for a moment before it all of a sudden hit her. There was a way that she would be able to get what she wanted and she would never have to actually fill guilty for it. If the bastards she had gone out with didn't want to have sex with her, why not find someone who didn't care who the hell it was they were having sex with? Someone she didn't even know? It was a flawless plan.

Quickly showering she headed straight for her computer once again, easily finding exactly what she was looking for.

A few days later found Lilly standing at the entrance to a park, the very one that stood in the middle of the city. Sucking in a breath she started forward, tugging on the rather short skirt she was wearing. The plan was for her to keep walking until they found her. She had posed as someone else asking for them to find her, to rape her and leave her there. Better for them to leave without questions than ask something, right?

Even though she knew it was coming her bright green eyes kept glancing from side to side, gently biting her bottom lip as she slowly walked. She had worn just enough clothes that no one would stare. But everything was easy to take off. So easy in fact that Lilly herself was afraid that it might just slip off as she walked.

It happened before she could even tell that it was happening, a cry coming from her lips before she could even stop it. Blond hair blurred her vision as she was yanked away from the side walk and tossed to the ground, glancing up at the five males that were there waiting for her. Excitement bubbled up, a slight smirk slipping onto the edges of her lips before the first guy grabbed hold of her. Lilly didn't even struggle as he tugged her shirt up and over her head, showing off the fact that she wasn't even wearing a bra. Nipples hard and milk slowly starting to slip from inside them. She wanted this. Like nothing else. Wanted it Badly.
 
Shane stepped out of the locker room and fixed his leather jacket sighing into the warm night air at how boring his life had become, and how little he had been able to battle that. After high school he had tried community college, but he just couldn't care enough to actually try in the classes and after a year he just dropped out and got a job in construction. With his large 6'3" frame he easily passed the interview and had no problems with the job, welcoming the good paycheck and the lack of challenges, laying back and letting life happen to him. It had been satisfying for a while, but the sad truth was that Shane missed high school.

Because of the sex. In high school, Shane played practically every sport, and excelled in all of them. The truth was that he wasn't very good, but at his school he was the best, and because of that the school appreciated him and gave him an easy ride through his classes and his attendance, as long as he kept delivering wins, which helped funding. They built their whole athletics program around him, and chicks all loved it. Shane went through a girlfriend on practically a weekly basis, and even that became boring after a while and he started cheating or getting into threesomes. One time he even seduced his chemistry teacher, just for kicks.

The truth was that Shane just got bored with life, quickly. He wasn't really a bad guy, and looking back, he wished that he had done things a little differently in high school, maybe taken his studies more seriously or been nicer to his girlfriends... but he just always wanted that new thrill. That was his real sin in life; he was never satisfied with what he had and he destroyed what he had to get that something else.

Taking the shortcut through the park he used to get home, Shane tripped as he was shoved aside by a group of shady-looking guys and wanted to say something, but they all looked pretty scary and big. The types of guys who killed small animals in grade school and would have moved up to murder by now if given the chance. The real bad guys, and Shane wasn't stupid enough to try and pick a fight with them just because they were in a rush or whatever. Continuing along, Shane thought about what he was going to have for dinner when he heard a shout. Stopping and looking around, Shane wondered what it was... but then decided to move on.

Until his conscience hit him.

Moving to where he thought he heard the noise, he heard some whispers and laughing and continued on to the back of the park where they had closed off the path for construction on a playground that would be up in two years. Seeing that some of the caution tape had been torn, Shane went in, now jogging a little until he saw it.

Five guys, some with their pants down, all around a small prone figure with blond hair, and Shane could only react. Bull-rushing the two nearest ones, Shane knocked them down, accidentally on top of the girl before he yanked them off and shoved them to the ground, stomping them before the other three started to get in on the fight and grab Shane by the arms.

"WHAT THE FUCK!? GET OFF OF HER YOU SHITS!" Shane shouted as he was pulled away from the now unconscious, boot-print covered men and struggled against whoever was holding him.
 
She couldn't help but giggle softly when the males around her started to yank down their pants, eyes scanning the many cocks surrounding her. It was like an amazing dream. As if it wasn't real at all. Her hands slid up to the nearest male, ignoring the hand in her blond hair as her slender fingers wrapped around the fabulous meat right in front of her. Slowly her mouth opened, sliding the tip into her mouth so easily, hearing the gasp of pleasure from this man she didn't know. It was exhilarating. In such a way that she didn't even care what happened to her anymore. All that mattered was the fact that they were going to fill all her needs.

That is until she heard the shout of two of them men behind her, letting her hands drop to turn around to see what had happened. Her eyes went wide as she was landed on, giving a cry of pain at the very weight of having those idiots on her. "GET OFF ME!" She screamed the words out before suddenly the weight was gone and she was coughing harshly. Rolling over she pushed herself up, blond hair obstructing her view for a moment before she finally looked up. A rather tall and handsome man standing there, being yanked away from her. Her bright green eyes widened as she sat there and watched, looking much like a deer in headlights. She wanted him. Badly. Wanted him inside her and she was going to make sure it happened. Whether he wanted it or not.

"L-Let him go!" She pushed herself up, running for the third guy. Her little hands slammed against him in her haste to make him let go of this other male, tears sliding down her cheeks for no reason. If she couldn't make them let him go she wasn't exactly sure what she was going to do but she had to at least try. This boy. This man. Could be exactly what she needed. Seeing as how it was already, these bastards were no longer any use to her.
 
The girl, who he finally got a good look at, looked scared and confused; she was blond, and cute in that mousy sort of way with her glasses disheveled and her shirt was torn and her breasts were hanging out. They weren't too big, but seemed huge on her smallish frame and there was a white fluid all over her breasts which Shane thought was sperm and this set him off even more. Screaming a sort of animalistic roar that he hadn't heard since years ago on the football field, Shane yanked and pulled his left arm free of one of the guys and finally wrenched it out of his grip and cold-cocked the guy holding Shane's right arm. Nose broken and dazed, the guy fell to the ground so Shane could turn to the other guy and tackle him.

When he heard the girl shouting, about him of all people, Shane was surprised that the guy he was tackling suddenly had another attacker, beating on him weakly but frantically. This distracted them both, and the guy who had been holding the girl was staring in confusion, obviously not used to a victim who fought back, giving Shane the chance to kick him in the shin and then elbow him in the face as he bent over in pain. Shane didn't know where this was coming from. He'd never been in a fight, a real bout, in his entire life, but he was starting to love the feeling. And he was good at it.

Grabbing the guy from behind while she was "beating" him, Shane grabbed him by the shoulders and kicked the back of his knee, buckling him so that Shane could kick him in the back and lay him out on the ground. Shane curb-stomped the guy on the back a few times until his screams of pain became whimpers and then finally stopped by gently placing his boot on the douche's head. Effectively pinned, Shane started breathing normally again, apparently having been holding his breath during a bit of the fight.

"Apologize you little shit," Shane whispered out of breath.

"I'm sorry..." the man groaned, eager to do anything to please this torturer.

"Lick her feet you sick shit. You're what's wrong with the earth and I hope you die bleeding," Shane said sternly, unaware of where this anger was coming from.
 
Her eyes went wide when the man she was beating on disappeared from in front of her, panting slightly as she watched him fall to his knees. Stumbling backwards she glanced down to herself, arm's coming up to cover her bare breast's for a moment as a blush covered her cheeks. This wasn't good. She had almost forgotten what happened when she became horny. The fact that her milk just suddenly spilled from her nipples. In such a way that it was hard to hide at times.

The sound of the man giving a cry brought her back to reality, mouth opening for a moment before she slammed it shut again. The other males words made her blink a few times. Lick her feet? Now that just didn't seem right. Especially since she had been the one to call them. Shaking her head slightly she stepped forward, keeping her arm's over her breasts. "Let him! You've done enough. Thank you.." She looked down again, gulping slightly before she looked up at him again. "Just.. let him go. Before someone calls the police or.. something." Talking had never really been her strongest suit. But at least she could ask for him to do this one thing, right?

"Just.. get me out of here... P-please?"
 
Seeing the mousy girl walk up to him, speaking so meekly, covering her chest with her arms, Shane couldn't help but notice how strikingly demure and cute she was... nervous, shy girls were the best, he always said. Seeing her defend her would be rapist shook him enough though to realize what he was doing and become ashamed of this strange, dark anger that overtook him. It was... righteous, and justified, but it still felt wrong and dirty... he had wanted to kill these guys and he couldn't really explain why. Yeah they were wrong to try and attack an innocent girl, but that didn't excuse brutalizing them.

Taking his foot off of the guy's head, Shane stood there panting for a second, wiping the sweat off his forehead before he felt something slimy on his fist and now above his eyes. Looking at his hand, he realized that his fist was covered in blood, most likely from the guy he cold-cocked earlier, and now it was one his face... like some sort of tribal paint. Feeling ashamed, Shane wiped the blood off on his jeans also rubbed it off his forehead, shivering at the evidence of his violence.

"So-sorry..." Shane said softly before he looked at the girl's tattered shirt, her bare breasts overflowing from her arms. Where was her bra? What had those sickos done to it? Shane noticed her skirt was a little short too, but he knew that that wasn't an excuse for them attacking her. Still... she was a hot piece in that understated way.

Ashamed once more of how he was checking her out, Shane took off his leather jacket and handed it to her, turning around so she wouldn't have to show him more nudity.

"Are you hurt at all? Do you need to go to the hospital? Can you walk?" Shane stuttered with the multiple questions, not sure of what to do now.
 
She couldn't help but sigh softly when Shane finally remove his foot from her attackers head, a hand coming up just enough to wipe at her cheek and removed the tears that were there. Lilly didn't notice the blood on his hand and forehead until he did, gulping slightly at the sight of it before glancing down again and not looking up until he spoke. She gave a soft smile at his sorry, gulping as she stared at the man on the ground. He looked hurt. Bad enough that he was going to need help to get up but if she went over to him.. this other male. The one that she could almost feel could fill her need would find out that she had asked them to do this. That would only make him hate her. Or worse yet. Call her a whore even. It would of been her first time.

Shock slipped across her features when the jacket was held out towards her, slowly taking it in one hand as he turned his back to her. She couldn't stop herself from fully looking him over then. His well muscled frame made her excited in a way that she could already feel goosebumps slipping across her skin. Sucking in a breath she slipped her arms into his much too large jacket and tugged it closed, trying to hide the way her boobs were releasing their milk. Once again she was horny. Just from staring at his back like that. Shaking her head slightly she tightened her arm's around herself again, panting softly as she tried to contain her arousal.

"No.." The first question was easy. Of course she wasn't hurt. Not in the physical sense anyways. "No.." There was no need for a hospital. "I.. think i can." She was speaking softly, keeping her eyes on the ground as she took a couple steps forward only to find that her legs had gone numb beneath her. The ground came whooshing up towards her as she fell to her knees, panting all the harder as she tried to force back the numbness that was creeping up on her. Maybe it had been the sudden lack of adrenaline that had caused it but she could use this to her advantage.. right? "No.. No i can't." Her eyes slowly looked up at him, putting a rather pitiful look onto her face. "C-carry me?"
 
Shane waited for the sound of his jacket being zipped up before he turned to the girl and noticed how cute she looked in it, like it was a big blanket over her smaller frame. Her glasses hid her blush so perfectly, and Shane had a fantasy about someone asking her about sex and she using those frames to hide from the question. Looking around at the would be rapists, Shane wondered how anyone could anything so horrible to such a wonderful girl... she looked like the epitome of virginity.

"Carry you?" Shane asked in alarm, aware of how skimpy her clothing was and what she had just been through, but he chastised himself for his selfish concerns and nodded. She had just gone through an ordeal. "Of course. Do you live far from here? If you won't go to the hospital, at least go home and be safe," Shane reasoned as he gingerly put his hand around her left hip and then sweeped his other arm under her legs to carry her in a bridal carry. She was relatively light in comparison to his strength, and she was even a little on the skinny side, except for that cleavage...

As he carried her, Shane looked back and took out his cell-phone with some difficulty as he carried her and dialed 911.

"Hello police? I'd like to report an assault."
 
His alarm made her lips drop open again, stuttering for a moment to try and gather any kind of sentence together to try and convince him once again. But before she could think of anything he gave a nod, relief sweeping over her face and her hands moving up to grasp hold of his neck. The feeling of being lifted made her chest flutter once again, blush darkening as she thought for a moment. "No.. Only about ten minutes away." Quietly she gave him directions to her house, fingers gently curling around his neck to help him keep her up. Lilly was a relatively light person. Having a pretty nice figure helped with that. That's not to say she had a super model figure but one nice enough to get her looked at. Nice boobs and a butt did that for you.

When Shane took out his cell phone she hesitated, stopping herself from stopping him from making the call. She would have to tell them she was sorry later. Maybe. If this guy turned out to be nothing more than a fluke. When Shane was finally off the phone she gave him another smile. "My names Lilly by the way." She said the words softly, giving him a shy look before looking away again. "W-what's yours?"
 
Shane's voice fluttered slightly as she gripped onto his neck softly and once again he was struck by how pretty and innocent seeming this girl was. He almost felt like a dirty old man, even though he was only 22 and didn't even know how old she was, for his thoughts about her, but they were arguably tame in comparison to his usual thoughts about women who came into his life. By now he'd be thinking about how he could strip them fastest and where the best pleasure points to make them squeal were, but with this girl... his dirtiest thought was about her cleavage. Like he was 14 again or something.

"My name is Shane. I'm sorry we couldn't meet under better circumstances," Shane said, genuinely feeling bad for this innocent girl and the disgusting things of the world that tried to defile her. She was too good for this world, he suddenly thought. And a part of him that was missing suddenly felt filled... this girl needed him, even if it was just for that moment. No one had ever needed him before. It felt good.

The rest of the trip was awkward silence and a few strange looks as Shane carried the petite girl with the mousy glasses and blond hair and torn up clothes before they ended up in front of her house. "Is this the place? It's looks nice."
 
"Shane.. I like that name.." She said the words softly, gently biting her bottom lip as she went silent. The whole way to her house she couldn't come up with anything to say to him. At least anything that wouldn't off as if she was being some kind of whore or something. The thought Please fuck me now came to mind now and again but she couldn't just out right say that.. could she? Gulping slightly she mentally slapped herself. She needed to pull it together.

When they finally reached her house she glanced at it for a moment, giving a nod before she moved a hand to shuffle through the pocket of her short skirt. After a moment she pulled out a lone key, holding it up and into the light. "Do you think.. you could make sure no one's in there waiting for me?" She looked up at him for a moment before she looked down again. "They could have someone waiting for me in there. If they found me in the park.. they probably knew where i lived too... r-right?" of course no one was waiting for her. She knew that. But it was the only way she could think of to get him into her house.

"Please.. Shane?"
 
Lilly somehow was able to work a key out of a pocket on her shorty skirt and Shane was surprised at her dexterity while he was carrying her, but more than that he was wondering why she hadn't asked to be put down. By now she should have felt a little better, at least enough to be able to stand on her own two feet, and more than that she had to be able to take care of herself. If she wasn't willing to go to the hospital... how else was she going to get inside. Soon Shane got his answer and he was a little surprised and also alarmed at what she was saying.

"Lilly, I think it's really unlikely that they know where you live... I mean, they just attacked you, and you still have your wallet and ID, right? So there's no reason to think that..." Shane explained letting his words wander as he stared into her pleading face. At the sound of his name, he was unable to fight it and nodded, taking her key from her and going to the door, struggling with unlocking it while holding her and when it was finally opened, he stumbled a little through the doorway and then fell on his butt in her doorway, though he managed to hold onto Lilly so that she fell on him instead of the floor.

"Ow," Shane said with a small laugh as he sat on the tiled entryway floor in pain.
 
Her hope had almost disappeared before she had said please, smirking the moment he gave that nod. Once she got him inside she could seriously seduce him. If that didn't work.. she wasn't even exactly sure what would. This wasn't something she did all the time. Especially not with someone she didn't even really know. Sighing in relief she wrapped her arm's all the tighter around his neck as he made his way to her front door. Her mind was filled with questions on how the hell she was going to do this when Shane seemed to drop right beneath her, giving a cry of surprise as the two of them tumbled to the floor. For a moment she sat there, seeming rather confused before a giggle bubbled up from her chest. "Are you okay?" She said the words through her giggle, reaching up and gently touching his cheek.

When he said that he was she pushed herself up, showing off her rather bright pink panties before she was once more steady on her feet. "Stay.. J-just for tonight. No one else lives here with me... S-so you won't have to worry about that. A-and.. and.." She shuffled for words before she stopped herself, gently biting her lip for a moment before she wrapped her arm's around her middle. "Do you.." She paused for a moment. Now was the time to act though.. "want to do to me.. what those other men were going to?" The blush brightened her cheeks once again, eyes staying on the ground for a moment before they slowly looked up to Shane's face.
 
Shane had to laugh a little too as Lilly gave a giggle that was all bubbles and magic and heart-warming shit that Shane made fun of in high school but now he got a sense of what it was all about. Maybe it was because he felt... protective over her, or knew that she had just been through something so horrifying, but something just tethered them together and Shane felt really good. This wasn't about how hot she was and the coolest way he could get her panties off, this was about trust. She trusted him and he didn't want to betray the trust of this innocent little girl. She was like the little sister he'd never had and never realized he'd wanted.

Those feeling twisted uncomfortably as she stood and her panties flashed him, the bright pink and soft material both doubly reminding him of how "littler-sister" she was and also the fact that she was an attractive woman. He flashed back to when he first saw her, her exposed chest covered in sperm and flushed from groping, at the time he was infuriated that she had been violated so awfully, but now... now the image was so embarrassingly erotic and his erection poked against his fly.

Shane felt uncomfortable that she wanted him to stay the night, more so even when she offered herself to him. A part of him wanted to, really badly, and didn't see the problem. She was a young, attractive girl who in any other circumstance he would have totally given a roll in the hay, but... this situation was different. He felt responsible for her somehow, and it didn't seem right to take advantage.

"What?! No!" Shane said in alarm, standing up to give Lilly space, though he didn't move for the door, he just moved back. He didn't want to abandon her after all. "Lilly, I promise you, I am not like those guys. I would not... no, I'm a good person. I just wanted to protect you- you know what, maybe I should go..." Shane finished, unsure of what to say or even what he was feeling.
 
Her eyes went wide when he seemed to be in alarm, shaking her head slightly as her brain scrambled for words. That wasn't what she had meant at all! "N-no! Don't leave!" Her hand reached out towards him only to stop mid-way. She was practically throwing herself at him and he was refusing her. "Please! Don't go. I'm begging.." Her eyes stayed on the ground for a moment before she gulped, fingers playing with the end of Shane's large jacket. "I-i lied..." She gulped again. "Those men.. in the park.. didn't actually a-attack me.." Her eyes moved to his face once more before she looked down again. "I asked them to do that. Told them what i was wearing and where they could find me." He was probably going to be totally disgusted with her but maybe.. maybe he'd feel like he needed to protect her. Protect her from herself.

"I've.. never had sex before but.. it's all i can ever think about. And no one.. no one's ever wanted to have sex with me. So i thought.. that maybe i could hire guys to fuck me. To finally fill this burning desire i fill inside. B-but.. you stopped them.. take responsibility Shane.." She said the last sentence softly, clutching the jacket and her skirt hard enough to wrinkle them softly. "Fuck me, please."
 
Shane's eyes widened at her confession and felt like the whole world had suddenly gone into photo-negative or upside down or underwater... anything else would make more sense than this. To think that she had organized the whole thing, manipulated the situation, all so that she could get some sort of weird, perverse thrill out of being taken roughly and in public by... five of them. Five of them! Even in Shane's varied and exciting sex life, he had never gone past two partners, and even then it was just the once and the girls felt dirty afterwards. With a threesome! This girl wanted to have a six-way! With five guys! Stripping her and touching her and the thought made Shane want to vomit, and for a second, he almost did.

She looked at him though with such a desperateness... and he realized that there was no remorse on her face. She wasn't sorry for what she did, but in a way that made the whole situation more sad and broke his heart more than angered him. Lilly was disappointed. She wanted to have sex THAT badly, and didn't care if she was used as a rape tool by five low-lives. Shane felt like his face was made of ice, and he realized that it was because hot tears were running down his face and he quickly wiped them away. There was something... so wrong with this girl, and he just wanted her to be... not like this.

"Why? Why would you do it like that? If you want to have sex... Lilly, you're cute and nice, and any guy would love to date you, take care of you, treat you, in any way better than those guys would have. Why would you go down that road?" Shane asked, trying to sound angry but somehow his voice was cracking too much and instead he sounded like he'd been cheated on or something and he didn't even know this girl.
 
His words made her look away slightly angry. Rather frustrated that he too had refused to have sex with her. Slowly she shook her head, reaching up to rub at her heated face for a moment before she sucked in a deep breath. "Your wrong." She said the words softly, shaking her head as she took a couple steps back and away from him. "None of them would. None of them have. People say things like that because they just.. feel sorry for me. It's nothing more than pity." Tears were slowly starting to slip down her face, hands wrapping around her middle as she shook her head. "I don't want something like that. And your just like them."

Reaching up she unzipped the jacket, quickly letting it slip from her shoulders and tossing it in his directions. "J-just leave. I thought.. you were different but i was wrong." For the moment all she wanted was for him to get the hell out of her house. Turning on her heels she started in the opposite direction, meaning to get away from him but instead she slipped. Her knee's banged against the carpeting in the living room hard enough to make her tears harder, sucking in a dark breath at the pain that was now radiating from them. She was completely pitiful at that moment. And Shane was nothing more than a good guy. The kind of guy she would usually try to go and date in the first place. She couldn't.. let it end like this, right?"

"I'm sorry.. Shane.. i'm sorry."
 
A sadness crept over Shane as Lilly explained that guys didn't want to have sex with her, and it made little sense to him in that moment, but when thought about objectively made sense. She was clearly very shy, and though he had found her tiny and nervous frame adorable and attractive when contrasted with her somewhat larger breasts, she might not have had such luck in life. There were girls Shane had slept with who sometimes thanked him, saying they were glad "someone" had finally slept with them and left Shane wondering why no one did. He was a bit shallow, and only slept with girls he found attractive, but less pretty girls could get sex... maybe it wasn't just about physical attractiveness.

Not everyone could be as lucky as Shane.

When Lilly turned away and hurt herself, Shane felt another pang of guilt and realized that he had come to really care for this girl. It was probably some psychologically weird reason, like she made him feel like a hero or better about himself or something fucked up like that, but he didn't care. He owed her... something, is what he felt. She was a part of him after he saved her, or thought he saved her, and now he just wanted to protect her, even from herself. And Shane had a startling realization: what would happen if he left her alone? Would she try it again? The thought made Shane's stomach drop and he immediately rose to hug Lilly from behind, her exposed chest ignored as his arms wrapped around her.

"It's not pity. You're beautiful. You're one of the prettiest girls I've met, and I've met and banged a lo- um... never mind. A girl like you deserves to be treated like a fucking princess or something," Shane said eloquently before he turned Lilly to face him. "I-I can't promise I'll have sex with you. I think there's something really wrong with you Lilly, and it terrifies me that you did something so awful. God, and that you let me beat the shit out of those guys... but I want to help you, so I'll stay. I'm not saying no, but I'm not saying yes, I'm just...

"I'm just saying, let me help you for real this time."
 
The hug made her flinch, blinking a few times before she glanced back at him slightly. His words made her give a dark frown, sighing softly as she shifted slightly in his hold. Being turned she looked away from his face, not wanting to see it for a moment. "S-shane.." She looked at him before she pushed herself away from him, sighing softly as she turned around again and pushed herself to her feet. Help her for real? What was that supposed to mean? "There's nothing wrong with me.. A-and it's not like i told you to beat them up. That was all on your own." Moving away she put some distance between her and Shane, gently biting her lip as she once again covered her breasts. "I-if your stay.. go.. lock the door." She motioned with her head towards the door before she turned on her heels and headed for her bedroom.

Making her way inside she closed the door behind her, quickly getting out of that little skirt and cleaning herself up. Once she had showered and had actual clothes on again she headed out of her bedroom, heading down the hall and towards the living room. In place of the skirt and small shirt she was finally wearing a bra again. A T-shirt and a pair of blue jean shorts. Nothing fabulous or seriously cute obviously. That wasn't her style but she still looked like a girl next door, the one you would want to get close to and get to know. Maybe the reason that none of the guys before had stayed was because she was possibly seriously crazy. But she didn't like to think that way. "Do you.. want a beer?"
 
Shane felt a little guilty when Lilly looked at him with such betrayal in her eyes, but the worst part was when she brought up those thugs. That moment, the things he had done to those guys was a dark moment for him and he couldn't be sure where that anger came from... but he had done it for her, hadn't he? But that sounded like an excuse, just like her being unable to get anyone to have sex with her and needing to hire some guys to gang-bang her. The whole situation was just so messed up and outside of Shane's limited understanding of life and love and... he felt tired.

Locking the door, Shane sat on her couch in the living room and sighed, wondering what to do. He... liked Lilly, thought she was cute, but to have sex with her because she was so desperate? It felt dark and wrong, and at the same time, if he didn't... how would she react? Something... desperate...

"What? No, not a beer. What I really want is for you to sit down and talk to me. First date, come on," Shane said carefully, scooting over for Lilly to sit next to him. "You look cute by the way."
 
His words made her eyebrows crunch together for a moment, reaching into the fridge and pulling out a beer for herself then. She needed something. Anything to take the edge off. Slowly she made her way into the living room, popping the cap off the beer and tossing it onto the counter before she sank down beside him. "First date? This.. isn't even close to a first date." She gave a small sigh, shaking her head slightly as she took a slow drink of her beer. "Wouldn't.. a real first date be something along the lines of.. dinner or a movie or something?" Her eyes glanced to him for a moment before she looked back down at the bottle again.

"So.. Shane.." She sucked in a breath, fumbling slightly for something to say but it wasn't working very well. "What.. what do you do for a living? Like.. work?"
 
Shane laughed a little at Lilly's complaint, giving her a small side hug and pat on the head next to her on the couch. "A first date can be a lot of things. I had a first date where I helped a girl move into her house, and then when the bed was made we had sex on it," Shane explained with a laugh before he coughed and realized his social faux paus.

"I work in construction. Not that exciting and it's not really anything I like or whatever, but it pays the bills and I'm good at it. I've never really found... that thing, you know? Whatever it is that's supposed to inspire you," Shane explained fruitlessly before he decided to have a change of subject. "You know, I never really liked girls with glasses, but I have to say... they look really cute on you. Even when I first saw you, I was struck by how cute you were and, and it made me so mad to think that anyone would want to hurt someone so... perfectly adorable."

Shane blushed a little, having never before laid it on so think or not known what to say to a girl.
 
His words made her frown. He was talking about sex after telling her that he couldn't promise her that. Huffing darkly she looked away, running a hand through her hair as she took another gulp of her beer. Shane wasn't helping at all. At least not where he said he was going to help her at.

Her eyes moved to him when he said that he worked in construction, looking him over once again as if inspecting him. Shane looked like he belonged in construction. Or at least his body was built for it. A nice body at that. The very thought of it though made her slowly start to get horny once again, only half listening to what he was saying. After a few moments she pushed herself up again. Mouth opened slightly as she crossed her arm's across her chest once again. "I-i'm sorry Shane. I'm going to bed." That was all she said as she practically sprinted for her bedroom, closing the door firmly behind her. Glancing down she could already see the wet spots from where her breasts were lactating, muttering harsh words under her breath before she pushed away from the door.

All she could hope for was that Shane hadn't seen that.
 
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