In a lot of ways, the irony of it was not lost on him. He had a kind of perpetual, ongoing amusement at just how out of place he was in just about every way, compared to just about every aspect of his life nowadays. Even the different parts he would have found near impossible to justify to each other a year ago seemed at odds with each other. But now, he just laughed his ass off at the impossibility, and took it as it came- to an extent. He had what he wanted. Why shouldn't he be able to look at all the madness and grin?
Rayner's head stayed in the present enough to pay attention to Celeste, glancing back at the television. Her words. The reactions. In a lot of ways, it would have been nice to give her completely free licence and support without qualifiers to let go. But he had to be serious in some ways. To really put his thoughts out there.
"First you need to be sure you have control, understanding. If you can know that it's your own choice to let it out." It was a world of difference between losing control, and letting lose. The two were almost opposite in nature, in some ways. "And make sure ya' got no regrets..."
He adjusted his grip, pulling his wife more tightly against himself, and kissed down the side of her neck, slow, deliberate kisses, each one lingering or pulling slightly more, letting the hunger edge on out just enough to say hello. His teeth slowly came to bare in an almost wicked grin in the middle of the sweet gestures. His fingers had meanwhile, been up to other things- snuck around the bottom lip of the t-shirt, his fingers moved not teasingly, but with great deliberation in small samples of things to come. His middle finger bent slightly, pressing down overtop of her clit and sliding back and forth a bit, the first joint bent and pushed inside, just a small fraction inside to press against her forward wall, while the other fingers lay flat against the lips, rough texture and light pressure.
"And there ain't nothing in the world quite like it."
Rayner's head stayed in the present enough to pay attention to Celeste, glancing back at the television. Her words. The reactions. In a lot of ways, it would have been nice to give her completely free licence and support without qualifiers to let go. But he had to be serious in some ways. To really put his thoughts out there.
"First you need to be sure you have control, understanding. If you can know that it's your own choice to let it out." It was a world of difference between losing control, and letting lose. The two were almost opposite in nature, in some ways. "And make sure ya' got no regrets..."
He adjusted his grip, pulling his wife more tightly against himself, and kissed down the side of her neck, slow, deliberate kisses, each one lingering or pulling slightly more, letting the hunger edge on out just enough to say hello. His teeth slowly came to bare in an almost wicked grin in the middle of the sweet gestures. His fingers had meanwhile, been up to other things- snuck around the bottom lip of the t-shirt, his fingers moved not teasingly, but with great deliberation in small samples of things to come. His middle finger bent slightly, pressing down overtop of her clit and sliding back and forth a bit, the first joint bent and pushed inside, just a small fraction inside to press against her forward wall, while the other fingers lay flat against the lips, rough texture and light pressure.
"And there ain't nothing in the world quite like it."