I'm burning the bridges
And there's no return
I'm trying to reach her
I feel that she yearns
I walk against the stream
Fight for what I believe in
I run towards the end
Trying not to give in...
Lost - Within Temptation
Today is gonna be a busy busy day. I get to have dinner at Mom's something I haven't done in a pretty good stint. Not since I still had the Jetta. Eesh >.o; That was forever ago it feels like. Really it was only a few months.
A few months can change a lifetime. You can remember those who love you for who you are, who lean against the curve of an ever changing society - and those who go against it for the pursuit of not themselves but for others. I still keep tabs on people and not many people realize it. Peoples inability to actually to
talk to one another, even if they hate the person in question, bothers me. People don't always like the truth of the matter thrown at them and realize what they are doing is ridiculous.
I've learned that people will, at times, regress rather than
progress as they get older. Some maturity has to be relearned in time when it comes down to it. People fall from high levels of it to follow the mainstream and feel like it is the ONLY way to be liked is to fit in rather than stand out and be your unique self. RuPaul, the Drag Queen of Drag Queens has a show which turns Drag into a contest. However she says that she is just trying to find the right person for the job. With "Uniqueness, Nerve, and Talent", and not someone who is just doing things to make them look pretty or trying to fall into line to say they are shallow and unknown entities in a war of who's who.
I was going to write a lot more to that but then I remembered that would be considered causing trouble because I'm curious about a continuing form of punishment that is going on, since most Staff have stopped speaking to me I was going to be public about it - however that is not going to solve anything and will only agitate certain individuals more.
So! Off to get clean, clean the apartment, feed Cambria, and be on my way for the day. Hopefully seeing Shu for Dinner on Friday, Hopefully BB and Ari get their presents by then too. I'll find out ^^